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Ayesha

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Posted: 11 years ago

#161

~ ArSh FF Remember Me ~

Prologue :

She walked inside his dark room.. Her heart heavy as she knew what he might be going through right now.. His pain known well to her.. In a slow pace she approached to Armaan who set in a corner staring at the space.. His face showed anger , Frustration and pain.. This made her heart cry out in pain..

Shilpa : Armaan.. You cant sit like this everyday..

He didint look up at her.. Sometimes she wondered whether he realized her presence or intentionally ignored her.. Did he still Remember she was his best friend..

Armaan : Just... Leave me Alone..

Shilpa : I cant...

Armaan looked at her and snapped ..

Armaan : WHY .. ??

Shilpa looked away seeing his eyes full of anger..

Shilpa : I .. I just cant see you in pain.. She is gone Armaan.. She has left.. Now its high time you accept..

Armaan : DAMMIT I LOVED HER... I loved her soo much.. And she left me.. Just like that..

Shilpa : Armaan.. I.. I understand your pain..

He got up pushing her away harshly.. He heard her wimp in pain..But like always it was ignored..

Armaan : NO YOU DONT .. !! You wont ever understand Shilpa..

He looked back at her and noticed her eyes full of tears.. But his heart was now too cold to feel her pain..

Armaan : The day you love someone from heart you will realize my pain..

Tears flowed from her eyes as he walked out of the room in anger.. She placed a hand on her heart feeling a immense pain rise in her.. How she wished he knew she understood his pain.. How she wished he knew how much she loved him..

Shilpa : Armaan.. I wish you knew how much i love you.. No one in this world than me understand the pain you are going through.. I know how it is to loose someone you love.. I just wish.. If you could love me back..

As the words escaped her lips she shook her head.. No .. He shouldnt know about her feelings towards him.. She cleared her tears staring at the space determinedly.. She wanted him to Remember her.. Remember their friendship.. Even if that meant sacrificing her love.. She just wanted him to Remember her..

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Ayesha

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Posted: 11 years ago

#162

Character Sketch

Armaan Mallik : 24 yr old guy who is always smiling in life.. Always focused in life to do something big , strong and a person with a warm heart.. His love of life Sara means everything to him.. Loves her with all his heart always been patient towards her ignoring her impatient behavior.. If Sara means life to him there was one more person who was equally important , always beside him in every step since childhood.. His best friend Shilpa Malhotra.. His parents died when he was a child , which made him seek a shelter in Shilpa's house living with her and her mother.. Right now facing problems due to fights happening between him and Sara..

Shilpa Malhotra : 22 yr old girl who is always smiling and silent.. Loves to spend her time around her best friend but always remembers her limits knowing he was committed to his love.. Knowing this fact tries to spend much time with her friend Anjali who understands her true feelings towards Armaan.. But always fail when he appears to her with that charming smile and teasing behavior.. Right now curious and worried seeing the tension rising in her best friends life.. Wish to solve the things but knows she wasnt required to come in between.. Specially when Sara hardly likes her..

Sara Kapoor : 23 yr old arrogant girl who wants everything to be on her way.. Tries to control Armaan in her way but always fail and she blames Shilpa for this.. Just wish to stay with Armaan as he is rich as easy way for her to deal with her needs.. Glad that Armaan doesnt know about it.. Right now very much distracted with the offer she has received recently for which she can even sacrifice her so called Love..

Anjali khanna : 23 yr old a successful fashion designer who is very dedicated towards her work.. A daring person and straight forward girl who knows how to deal with people around her.. But always hold a soft spot towards her best friend Shilpa as she loves her dearly.. Tries her best to advice Shilpa to stay away from Armaan knowing Shilpa's hidden feeling towards him.. Dislikes Armaan and always taunts him whenever she meets him.. Just doesnt go off limits for sake of Shilpa who always stop her from telling him the truth..

Padma Malhotra : 40 yr old widow who learned to live her life with her daughter alone after sudden death of her husband.. Took over responsibility of Shilpa meeting with her every need.. Loves Armaan dearly since he became a part of their small family.. But feels bad whenever she sees the hidden love rise in Shilpa's eyes towards Armaan.. In her heart she wishes Armaan someday realize how much Shilpa loved him..

- Note : Other characters required will be added slowly to the story.. For now the mentioned ones are just the main characters in the FF..

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Ayesha

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Posted: 11 years ago

#163

Part 1

Within the gleaming celebration of the party Shilpa set in the corner of the room staring down at her drink.. She looked up at Armaan who was dancing with Sara , she could clearly notice the happiness shining in his face while he smiled down at her.. Indeed he was happy and content to have his love beside him.. Shilpa looked away as a unknown sadness formed in her heart.. She had to gain a control on herself.. Here she was in her best friends birthday party.. She had to be happy for him and share his happiness.. Not sulking up alone in a corner of room.. But it was hard.. Knowing how strong feelings she had towards him.. But she knew she had to control all these feelings.. For the sake of their friendship.. Shilpa came out of her thoughts as she felt a tap on her shoulder.. She looked back to see Anjali who stood narrowing her eyes..
Anjali : Get a grip on yourself Shilpa..
Shilpa : Anjie plz dont start again..
Anjali : Shut up Shilpa.. Cant u even see what you are doing to yourself.. First of all coming to this party is such a big mistake.. You cant even smile happily around anyone.. This Armaan is such a jerk..
Shilpa : Anjie stop it.. I told you dont say such things to him..
Anjali rolled her eyes picking up a drink..
Anjali : Oh come on Shilpa.. Face the truth he is a selfish self centered not caring guy.. Why are you even sticking around with him anyways.. He doesnt deserve your caring.. That freak cant even see a true love other than his wanna be hot girlfriend..
Shilpa : Anjie i told you before also.. I dont need anything other than friendship for him.. Can we just.. Avoid this talk..
Silence stretched between them.. Shilpa sighed and gave a smile when suddenly she felt his hand snake in her waist sending shivers down her body.. She gripped her glass tightly trying to control rising sudden emotions.. She glanced at Armaan who gave a warm big smile, like always his eyes full of tease.. Anjali turned around gritting her teeth..
Anjali : And here comes the Fool..
Armaan turned to her with a smirk..
Armaan : Anjie baby thank you for the compliment.. How nice of you..
Anjali faced him talking sweetly..
Anjali : Believe me if you like so much i would love to pass such compliments everyday..
Rolling his eyes he turned back at Shilpa and frowned..
Armaan : Why are you sitting in corner.. Arent you enjoying..
Shilpa gave a small smile staring back at her drink..
Shilpa : No.. Ofcourse i am enjoying.. Just away from crowd got little bored
Armaan moved away and gave a bow to her ..
Armaan : When the host of party is here mam you should never be bored.. Let me entertain you.. Can i have a dance with you.. ?
Shilpa hesitated and looked back at Anjali for help who narrowed her eyes at Armaan in anger.. Armaan noticed the interaction and instantly grabbed her hand pulling her on her feet..
Armaan : For once listen to your heart..

She took awkwardly in his arms while moving to the rhythm of the music with him.. Looking around she spoke softly..
Shilpa : Where is Sara.. ?
Armaan : She would be around talking with some friends.. But Shona why are you so worried..
She couldnt help but smile as he spoke out his favorite pet name for her.. She loved whenever he called her with that name..
Shilpa : Just i dont think we should dance.. Like this
He gave a funny look at her teasingly pulling her close.. Shilpa gasped and looked at his shining blue eyes..
Armaan : Ohh if you are worried about Sara forget it.. Come on Shona you are my best friend..
Shilpa looked away from his eyes closing her eyes..
Shilpa : Plzz Armaan.. You also know well.. She doesnt like me at all..
He shook his head protesting when she spoke again..
Shilpa : Dont try to deny it.. You and me both knows the fact well..
He smiled down at her touching his forehead with hers.. Shilpa tried her best to maintain the distance between them .. But failed as she couldnt fought with his tight grip..
Armaan : Well.. Ok i know Sara always become hyper with you sometimes.. But Shilpa just consider me here.. I am always there for you.. Remember you are my best friend Shona.. ? I would always treat you the best...
Shilpa opened her mouth to speak but decided to stay quiet.. She loved having dance with him.. But tonight openly that also so close , it was weird and scary.. She glanced up at him and gasped as she saw the intent look on his face while he stared down at her.. Shilpa gave a shaky laugh..
Shilpa : Armaan.. Dont stare at me like that...
He raised his eyebrow grinning..
Armaan : Like what.. ?
Shilpa : Like that.. I mean intent manner.. Plzz i am not Sara..
He frowned badly and tried to protest when Sara came towards them.. She glanced at Shilpa grimly.. Instantly Shilpa backed away and excused herself.. Sara turned back to Armaan folding her arms..
Sara : Ammy I need to talk with you..
Armaan passed a warm smile looking around..
Armaan : Sure we will do baby.. But first lets cut the cake..

Shilpa took her seat and drank the water when Anjali came towards her..
Anjali : What the hell was the Shilpa..
Shilpa looked away avoiding her words..
Shilpa : I donno..
Anjali : Ofcourse you know what i mean.. Do you even know how you both were dancing... LIKE LOVERS..
Shilpa looked at her in surprise shaking her head.. Anjali calmed herself and spoke softly..
Anjali : Shilpa plss.. I love you a lot.. And i am just trying to warn you.. Dont get yourself too much close to him.. Cauxe in end you will end up hurt..
She shook her head sadly knowing she was already going through the hurt.. Whatelse was there left to face..
Shilpa : I know.. Anjie i am trying my best.. And will keep trying always..
Anjali gave a nod and grabbed Shilpa's hand..
Anjali : Now come on lets go.. Your birthday boy is going to cut his baby cake..

Shilpa followed Anjali and stood between the crowd beside her.. She looked up when Armaan looked back at her and winked with a smile.. Passing a smile she gave a nod when he bend down to cut the cake.. Taking a piece he turned back to Sara feeding to her and gave a tight hug kissing her cheeks.. Everyone clapped around them but Shilpa stood motionless as the loneliness grew in her heart.. She glanced at Anjali and saw her occupied in a conversation.. Getting the perfect opportunity Shilpa walked out of the room with a heavy heart..

Shilpa set on the railing of the terrace while staring down at the city life.. Tears welled up in her eyes as she thought about everything.. What was she doing to herself.. With her own life.. Here she was away from her mother , away from Kasauli to Mumbai to work with Armaan in his new firm.. It was not easy as she missed her mother.. Her very own support.. Who always was beside her everytime.. Now living in a apartment alone made her miss her mother.. She was glad Armaan was happy in his life.. He had everything he wanted.. But what about herself.. Was she ever destined to get a love for herself.. To live a beautiful love which she always dreamed about..
Shilpa cleared her tears as she felt his presence behind her.. Armaan set beside her on the railing and turned around facing her..
Armaan : When i took cake you were not around..
Shilpa turned towards him passing a sad smile..
Shilpa : I know i should have left like that.. I was just not feeling well..
He touched her cheeks caressing it softly with worried eyes.. Shilpa reminded herself instantly it was only a friendly gesture..
Armaan : You look worn out.. Are you fine Shona..
Shilpa : Yes i am.. Just little tired.. You tell me did you enjoy the party..
His face brightened up with a smile..
Armaan : Ofcourse.. This was the bestest birthday.. Having Sara beside me it was a bliss..
Shilpa gave a silent nod speaking softly..
Shilpa : I am glad to see you so happy..
He titled his head as a amusing smile formed in his lips..
Armaan : You know Shona.. Sometimes i think.. If Sara wasnt there maybe i would have gone for you..
Shilpa tensed at once.. She looked away as her heart squeezed hearing his words.. Something impossible..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz.. Dont ever say such thing.. And i dont have interest of being a substitute..
He held her hand shaking his head worriedly..
Armaan : Shona i didint mean so.. What i was saying is you are a very caring and loving person.. If Sara wasnt ever in my life maybe we would have been together you know.. Dont u hear friends make good couples..
Shilpa passed a smile climbing down from railing..
Shilpa : Not in our case.. Armaan i am getting late i better run back home..
Armaan tried to talk when his phone rang.. He looked up at her and gave a nod..
Armaan : Ok go with Anjie.. I will call you later..
As he turned around Shilpa gave a curt nod and whispered before working out..
Shilpa : Good night Armaan..

Staring up at the ceiling she kept thinking when a soft knock came on her bedroom door.. Frowning Shilpa set up on the bed for a minute wondering who it could be.. Slowly she got up and opened the door to see Armaan who was leaning to the door frame , his coat hung on his shoulder with a stupid grin on his face... Shilpa sighed as she realized he was drunk..
Shilpa : Armaan .. How did you get in here.. ?
He smiled at her widely and walked inside the room ..
Armaan : I have a spare key.. Remember ..
Shilpa : Armaan.. You again drunk..
He turned around confusedly and jumped on the bed..
Armaan : Am i.. ? Oh ya i did have a drink.. I was little upset you know..
Shilpa set beside him on the bed cautiously..
Shilpa : Why are you upset.. ?
Ignoring her question he looked at her for a while making her feel uneasy.. Suddenly he pulled her on top of him.. Shilpa gasped and stared down in his eyes which was shining again..
Shilpa : Armaan.. Stop it..
He rolled and pinned her under him making her stunned with his strange behavior.. Shilpa stared at him with wide eyes as his eyes traveled down on her body..
Armaan : You smell So great.. Shonaaa..
Shilpa took a sharp breath and closed her eyes in fear as he leaned down brushing his nose on her neck rubbing on the spot slightly.. This shouldnt be happening.. Its wrong.. Her mind screamed in alert..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz.. I am.. Shilpa..
He moved his face up and stared at her with humor..
Armaan : Ofcourse not.. You are Shonaaa..
She cursed under her breath.. Indeed he knew who she was.. But still he was doing something which both of them was going to regret at high time.. Armaan bent his head on the crook of her neck brushing light kisses making her body respond back to him.. Shilpa felt trapped.. Never in life she was in such a position with him.. Never so close.. He is drunk.. He is not in his senses.. She reminded herself continuously.. And right now she hated herself.. She should stop him push him away , but her body was reacting badly to his every single touch.. As he kept kissing her neck Shilpa lay still beneath him , powerless while tears formed in her eyes.. This was wrong.. She controlled her body from reacting to his touch.. She gripped the sheets tightly stopping her hands from touching him.. Closing her eyes she prayed this bad dream to get over..
After several minutes Shilpa felt his deep breath on her neck.. Instantly a relief was through her as she realized he was alseep.. Clearing her tears she push him on his back covering him with the sheets.. Quickly she got up from the bed and set down on the sofa and stared down at her trembling hands.. Tomorrow was surely going to be a bad day for both of them..

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Part 2:

Biting her lower lip she glanced at the clock impatiently walking from one side to another..Shilpa glanced at her typical black and green combo vest and shirt with a matching pencil skirt.. Nothing was helping to distract her mind from memories of last night continuously running in her mind.. His every single touch, every single moment was still fresh in her mind and it made her heart beat rise whenever she gave a thought on it.. With that Guilt rose in her heart like last night.. A guilt which was now a burden on her heart..
Shilpa glanced back expecting to see Armaan in Office but found her cabin empty.. Shaking her hear she glanced at her phone which started to ring.. Taking a seat she picked up the call massaging her head..
Shilpa : Hey mom...
Padam : Again a headache Shilpa.. ? Didint you sleep last night..
Shilpa tensed trying to cover up with a smile..
Shilpa : Mom ya .. I was just walking on some assignments..
Padma : You dont need to drown yourself too much in work.. You are taking way too advantage of your independence..
Shilpa groaned closing her eyes..
Shilpa : Mom Plzz not again lecture..
Padma : Ok Forget it where is Armaan..
Shilpa : I dont know..
Padma : What you mean you dont know.. ? Did you both fight..
Shilpa : No Mom.. Everything is fine..
Padma : You hide too many things Shilpa.. Why dont you comeback to me i miss you so much baby..
Shilpa sighed smiling at her words..
Shilpa : Mom I badly miss you too.. Anyways even i was thinking to come and meet you by taking a holiday..
Padma beamed happily..
Padma : Thats great Shilpa.. !! If So Do bring Armaan also along with you.. I miss him a lot..
Shilpa tried to protest when Padma cut the call leaving behind Shilpa helpless.. How can she explain to her mother.. She didint knew herself how much things might have changed between them.. As she woke up in morning he was gone from her apartment and still no sigh of him... And deep down in her heart the hurt rose as she realized he might be regretting everything now..

Hesitating for a minute Shilpa walked inside his cabin trying to act normal.. She took a seat infront of him passing a file..
Shilpa : I have gone through the assignment its done why not you sign it..
He looked up at her hesitantly , not able to form words..
Armaan : Ya sure i will..
Shilpa kept playing with her bracelet as the awkwardness among them grew with every passing minute.. Shilpa waited for him to speak.. Wishing he would remove the awkward feeling between them.. And ease away her nervousness.. But seeing his hesitancy she got up from her seat when he held her hand..
She looked at him surprised when he got up from his seat, taking her hand he led her to the sofa.. Shilpa set beside him and looked at his him while he kept staring down..
Armaan : Last night.. I dont even know how to say sorry to my behavior.. The way i behaved last night.. I have almost ruined the friendship between us.. I am so sorry Shona.. If i was in senses i wouldnt have ever crossed my limits..
Her heart squeezed hearing the words which she expected to hear from his mouth.. The same regret.. Trying to avoid the talk she passed a smile..
Shilpa : Forget it.. Lets not discuss about it.. Now tell me why were you so much upset that you got drunk ?
Armaan rubbed his forehead closing his eyes
Armaan : Sara and her problems.. We fought again..
Shilpa : Again.. What you mean again..
Armaan : She has been behaving weird from few days always irritated.. Always have a reason to fight with me..
Shilpa held her his hand when he passed a sad smile..
Armaan : Its Ok.. She will be fine again.. I will make up with her..
Shilpa : Thats good.. Make sure you do..
His eyes lit up as he held her hand excitedly facing her..
Armaan : I am actually planning to do something special for Sara.. Like a candle light dinner with slow dance.. What do you think..
She forced a smile on her lips nodding her head..
Shilpa : She will love it surely.. Umm I will go now i have work pending...
Shilpa got up when he held back her hand lightly pulling her towards him.. She gasped trying to steady herself while he passed his teasing grin..
Armaan : I have practiced a dance even.. Come on do a rehearsal with me...
Shilpa suppressed her laugh seeing his face..
Shilpa : Armaan.. WE are not going on Date.. Its you and Sara..
Armaan shrugged his shoulders pulling her close into a slow dance..
Armaan : Its ok.. I will do this after the date with Sara i will take you on a small date.. We will go and eat icecream..
She rolled her eyes when he started to dance taking her along with him.. Shilpa hesitantly moved her arms on his shoulder when his hands moved on her back..
It felt good to have a safe dance with him.. Slow dance in the silence it was peaceful.. But this wasn't meant for her.. She reminded herself continuously..
Armaan : Do you think she will like it.. ?
Shilpa gave a nod staring down at the floor..
Shilpa : Ofcourse..
Armaan glanced away as the memories of last night's events cameback on his mind.. Something was really strange about last night.. He realized.. It was hard for him to decide to regret or forget the awkward feeling which rose in heart..
Armaan : You are still mad at me.. ?
Shilpa : Shut up Armaan..
Armaan : Means you are still angry..?
Shilpa : No Armaan.. I am not Mad...
He shook his head making a face..
Armaan : Why do you always hide things from me.. Am telling you stay away from that Anjie she is brainwashing you..
Shilpa smiled hearing his words.. His phone rang bringing a halt to their dance..
Without looking back Shilpa left the cabin..

Shilpa packed her bag tiredly when suddenly Armaan walked inside her cabin.. He grabbed her arms and started to spin her..
Shilpa : Armaan stop it Leave me..
He steadied her and stared at her grinning.. Shilpa tried to speak when suddenly he drop into one knee infront of her stunning her to the core.. Shilpa gasped and stared at him in shock..
Armaan : I really Love you.. Will You Marry Me..
Her heartbeat rose as she stared at him outrageously... What was he saying.. Was he even in his senses..
Shilpa : Armaan.. What..
He got up and interrupted her words..
Armaan : Ohh one minute don't react so soon.. I was just practicing words..
Shilpa : Practicing.. ?
Armaan : Whatelse.. FINALLY.. !! I am going to propose Sara.. I think thats the best thing for us right now..
Her heart sank hearing his words.. As he hugged her happily she tried best not to break in tears.. Why was she feeling broken.. She knew this was going to happen... But this soon.. ?

Anjali kept working on her drawing as her phone rang..
Anjali : Yo Shilpu..
She kept down her pencil worried as she heard muffled cries from the other end..
Anjali : Shilpa.. Whats wrong baby.. Tell me.. ?
Shilpa : I am mad.. I knew thing was coming.. Still Anjie...
Anjali : Shilpa first of all stop crying and tell me clearly what happened..
Anjali sighed as Shilpa spilled out everything..
Anjali : THAT FREAK.. !! Seriously doesnt he get anyone else then you to experiment his love tactics.. ??
No answer came from her side.. Not even a protest.. At the point Anjali understood she was broken..
Anjali : Ohh Shilpa.. I know you are feeling bad.. But you knew right this was coming.. You dont have to cry on him.. Believe me...
Shilpa cleared her tears nodding.
Shilpa : I know i am overreacting..
Anjali sighed feeling sad for her..
Anjali : No Shilpa.. You are reacting how people who are in true love reacts..
Shilpa : I will brace myself Anjie.. Goodnyt i will meet you tomorrow..

Shilpa cut the call as tears again formed in her eyes.. Her heart was breaking as she found it hard to handle to reality.. She opened her eyes.. Mom.. Yes she could go back to her mother to brace herself for somedays.. It was the best option for Now.. With the thought and crying her heart out Shilpa drifted into sleep with a loneliness in heart..

She groaned as her phone rang continuously.. With a throbbing head she set up on the bed rubbing it softly.. She took the phone and spoke in a soft voice..
Shilpa : Heloo..
Her eyes grew wide hearing the talks from the other end.. She started to tremble as she gripped the phone tightly speaking in a mere whisper..
Shilpa : Armaan...

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Part3

Shilpa walked inside his apartment with a thudding heart.. As she heard his trembling voice on phone, while he spoke in a shaking voice she couldnt help but rush to him as soon as possible..The pain in her heart wasnt something important infront of the pain he was going through right now.. She made her way inside the his room and stood still for a minute staring at his back while he stood near the mirror.. But she couldnt see his face as she noticed glasses scattered around into pieces.. He might have broken it in anger.. This made her step back in fear for a moment.. His anger was something strange to her but whenver his anger overpowered it led to worse situations..
Feeling her presence behind he turned back facing her.. She gasped gripping the door for minute.. Stunned by seeing the vulnerable look on his face.. His face reflecting the pain he was going through..
Passing a bitter smile he spoke in a shaken voice..
Armaan : And she went away.. Truth is out.. She left me..
She walked towards him hesitatingly.. Not knowing what to say.. It stunned her when he informed her Sara broke up with him..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz just calm down..
Gripping his hair frustratedly he broke the vase near the table.. Shilpa moved back little surprised seeing his behavior.. This was strange and more bit of scary..
Shilpa : Armaan Plzz..
He shook his head as tears formed in his eyes..
Armaan : She left me so easily.. She left me for a bloody so called Modelling carrier.. How can she treat me like a timepass when i loved her so much..
Shilpa : Armaan.. You told you dont have problem with her carrier.. How..
He interrupted her words sitting down on the floor staring at the space..
Armaan : She says.. If she stays with me she cant get fame.. She says i am obsessed about her which can be a hurdle for her carrier..
She set beside him when he spoke in a sarcastic manner..
Armaan : She says she want to be a independent person..And Armaan Mallik you .. You want to control me..
She felt his pain.. His voice reflected how much pain was rising in his heart.. She held his hand speaking softly..
Shilpa : Armaan.. It was her decision not your fault..
Armaan : I have a big fault.. Very big..
She tried to protest when he looked back to her in painful tears..
Armaan : My biggest fault was to fall in love with her like anything.. I wasnt ready for this.. I still cant believe she left me..
She didint knew what to say.. Trembling a bit she spoke..
Shilpa : Armaan i understand..
He interrupted her words harshly..
Armaan : No u wont.. !! You wont ever Shilpa.. The day you love someone so badly you will understand my pain..
Her heart squeezed in hurt hearing his words.. She bit back her lips from crying.. How she wished he knew how much she loved him..
He glanced at her with regret whispering a small sorry.. She gave a silent nod when he hugged her trying to ease away the pain..
It was the very first day when he cried in her arms..She couldnt help but tear up seeing his condition.. He was going through the pain that she was going through from long time.. And she knew this was going to be a hard time..

One month Pass :

She stared at her own reflection in tears while putting a icepack on her forehead.. She gave a close look at the bump on her forehead which was swelling bad.. Fear and hurt rose in her heart as she gave a thought about the incident which occurred last night... One month had surely brought a big change to Armaan.. Gone was the caring smiling guy who was replaced by a angry frustrated man.. And adding to it violent and drunk , a new thing which she got to see last night.. It was the first time in her life he had hurt her and surely that had shaken her to the core..
Shilpa set on her bed trying to apply medicine when Anjali walked inside her room in anger..
Anjali : You didint go office..
Shilpa looked away biting her lips..She tried to cover the bump while passing a smile..
Shilpa : I... wasnt feeling well.. So
Anjali : Ohh cut the crap Shilpa... Just now Padma aunty called and told me u are definitely hurt... Now tell me what happened..
Shilpa stayed quiet while Anjali walked towards her and set beside her.. At once she noticed the ugly bump on her forehead.. Anjali gave a furious look at her..
Anjali : Its Armaan right...HE DID THIS..??
Shilpa trembled as the memories flashed back infront of her eyes..How she tried to help him while he was drunk.. And how he become violent while pushing her roughly towards the table..
Shilpa : He was... Last night he was badly drunk..
Anjali : That dosent mean that Jerk has to be ABUSIVE..!!
Shilpa : Anjie Plzz it was an accident.. And plzz stop shouting my head hurts..
Anjali sighed calming down her anger.. She took the first aid box and started to bandage the wound.. After finishing the dressing Anjali hugged her sadly..
Anjali : Shilpa plzz... Stop becoming too nice towards him.. After that So called Sara left he is day by day becoming a jerk.. Everyday drunk or involves himself in a fight..He has lost it Shilpa..
Shilpa shook her head sadly..
Shilpa : But i cant see him suffer Anjie..You know i love him a lot..
Anjali : Then what about you.. ? Arent you suffering..? Shilpa if you want to help him remind him you are still there.. Stop becoming nice and show him how wrong he is going.. Lead him to the correct path.. Enough of being kind now its time to become strong..
Shilpa stared at her intently listening to her words..For long time she set thinking about her words and instantly realized how wrong she is going..

Armaan set holding the steaming coffee in his hands while staring down at it lost in his thoughts.. Just then the door bell rang bringing him back to earth.. Frowning he got up from his seat and walked upto the door and opened slowly.. He narrowed his eyes as he noticed Shilpa who stood infront of him folding her arms..
Armaan : I badly want to stay alone right now..
Shilpa shook her head and pushed him away walking inside the living room.. Armaan let out a snort and closed the door following her in annoyance..
Armaan : Shilpa i already have a big headache for god sake Leave me Alone..
She turned back to him with tears and snapped back at him..
Shilpa : When will you stop being such a big jerk..
He stared at her taken back by her words.. Her lips trembled as she pointed towards the wound on her forehead..
Shilpa : Do you really think i deserve this..
He looked at her stunned as he saw the bumb on her forehead... Blur images formed in his mind reminding him of his behavior.. He looked at her in guilt and shame not able to say a word..
Shilpa spoke in a sarcastic manner clearing her tears..
Shilpa : Believe me i dont want to come and disturb you at all...But what can i do if you come every night drunk begging me to speak..You really think i can bear to see you suffer..
Silence grew between them as they stood facing eachother without speaking a word.. Shilpa sank in the sofa staring at the space trying to calm down her anger..
Shilpa : Since one month i have been trying to help you.. But today i have realized you dont want anyone's help Armaan..
He sighed walking towards her and set infront of her.. Armaan tried to touch her when she brushed away his hands in anger.. Not giving up he cupped her face making her face him..
Armaan : Shona..Believe me on this..I would never ever mean to hurt you.. If i had even an idea of what i was doing i would have stopped myself..I cant even dream of hurting you ever..
Her heart melted hearing his words..How much she yearned to see him back into his normal side.. Forgetting his mean and rude behavior showing his caring side.. The part she always loved about him.. Nodding her head she got up from sofa..
Shilpa : Its ok..Anyways i just came to tell you i am leaving..
He stood up stunned from a minute..
Armaan : Shilpa Plzz..Dont do this to me..
She tried her best to ignore the pain in his voice..
Shilpa : I am taking a holiday.. I am going back to meet mom in Kasauli..I..I just need a break..
Armaan : Shilpa.. I have no one else beside you..Plzz dont punish me..
She looked up in his eyes to see pain and sorrow in them...At once her heart went for him as she moved forward and hugged him tightly closing her eyes.. She felt him respond back as he hugged her back murmuring sorry... She rubbed his back consoling him when suddenly she felt his lips brush on her neck sending a jolt down her body.. At first she thought it happened accidentally.. But the very next moment she felt him brush light kiss on her neck making her gasp aloud.. Shilpa abruptly moved back feeling tensed and awkward while he looked at her stunned realizing what he was doing... Without a further word she moved away from him and walked upto the door to leave as soon as possible..

She didint expect him to follow her.. But he stopped her the very next moment as she was about to leave.. She narrowed her eyes when he passed a guilty look... She knew the look , the look which he always passed when he did mistakes..She waited him to say sorry but it never happened..
Armaan : When are you leaving ?
She looked at him curiously and spoke..
Shilpa : I am going Tomorrow.. Evening..
He hesitated a bit.. And then spoke...
Armaan : Uhh Shona i was thinking..Will you go out on a dinner with me tonight.. ?
She looked at him outrageously.. Did he even knew what he was saying..
Shilpa : Armaan..Stop speaking Nonsense.. Are you out of ur mind..
He shook his head passing a small smile..
Armaan : I am just trying to correct my behavior.. I know i have been a big mess this whole month.. I just want to correct things between us even..
Shilpa : And you think.. A date would do that... ?
Armaan : Well.. I was thinking to give a try.. Shona you have always helped me in bad times..Always beside me..Maybe we could..
She shook her head instantly.. She knew what he was trying to say.. No matter how much she wanted him she couldnt let it happen...
Shilpa : Armaan plzz.. The last thing i want right now is getting on a forced relationship with you..
He shook his head instantly protesting..
Armaan : No you are taking me wrong.. Shona you know how much i have loved Sara.. Its not easy to forget those moments.. I just want to have a good time with you.. Clear out my mind and enjoy for a while.. Like we used to do before..
Shilpa gave a thought for a minute understanding his words.. Surely a dinner cant do any harm.. She just prayed..
Shilpa : Ok fine..We will go on a date tonight.. I mean dinner..

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

+ 4

Posted: 11 years ago

#164

Part 4

Shilpa hesitantly glanced at Anjali who kept picking several dresses for her..
Shilpa : Anjie..Plzz dont be angry with me..
Anjali : Did i say i am angry...?
Shilpa : But you are so silent.. Since i have told..
Anjali glanced at her interrupting her words..
Anjali : I know i should actually smack your head for agreeing on going out with him..
Shilpa : Soo.. Why did you stop.. ?
Anjali stared at her for a while and smiled..
Anjali : Because after soo many days i have seen peace in you.. I dont think i should ruin it this time..
Shilpa glanced down at her dress..
Shilpa : Anjie.. Its just one dinner.. And Anyways you know right i am going back to mom..
Anjali : So did you tell him you are going away forever.. ?
Shilpa looked away biting her lips..
Shilpa : No.. I just said for a holiday..
Anjali : So make sure you tell him by tonight.. I know Armaan is a jerk but i guess being such a close friend to you he deserves to know that..
Shilpa gave a silent nod taking Anjali's hand..
Shilpa : What would i have done without you Anjie..
Anjali grinned passing down a dress to her..
Anjali : You would be in great loss without me lady.. Anyways wear this tonight...
Shilpa gave a nice look at the dress..It was one of her new dress which she bought recently.. A black sleeveless dress with black lace.. Frowning she put down the dress
Shilpa : I am not wearing this..
Anjali : Ohh Come on Shilpa whats the harm anyways its not like you both are going on first date its just a dinner remember..
Shilpa hesitated a bit staring down at the dress.. Anjali sighed as she noticed the look on her face..
Anjali : Do you even Remember the Happy and free Shilpa..You were never self conscious like this before.. Come on be the old Shilpa again lets see whether he remembers you..

Parking the car infront of her house he set for a while thinking over everything.. He still couldnt reasoned out why he had asked her over dinner.. Was it over the guilt of treating her bad or was it to make up for their broken friendship.. He couldnt decide what he wished and wanted.. But onething in his heart he knew that she was the last person he wished to see walking out of his life..
Getting out of the car he walked towards her house to knock the door when suddenly the door flew open and Shilpa stepped out.. He stared at her for a while surprised seeing the sudden change in her attire.. He remembered the dress but he also remembered she was the who refused to wear it again..Shilpa looked up hesitantly to see him staring at her.. Feeling the blush rise on her cheeks she spoke..
Shilpa : Armaan.. Whats wrong.. ?
Hearing her voice he recovered and looked away feeling embarrassed..Why was this sudden feeling rising within him.. This wasnt the first time he had seen her in the dress...
Armaan : Umm No.. You look great Shona.. I mean Beautiful..
She secretly smiled seeing the embarrassed look on his face.. Trying to cover up the awkward atmosphere she spoke..
Shilpa : So..Shall we go.. ?

She followed him inside the beautiful restaurant looking around with a smile.. As the waiter led them to the corner table Armaan took out a chair for her avoiding to look at her.. Shilpa raised her eyebrow and took a seat..
Shilpa : I really dont need any formality..
And then he smiled making her heartbeat rise for a moment..
Armaan : Its not about formality.. I was just trying to be a gentlemen..
She looked away momentarily as the bitter memories of past month cameback in her head.. He noticed the hurt it her eyes which made him drown in guilt..
Armaan : You still havent forgiven me for that incident..
Shilpa : One incident.. ? How many incidents are there like that.. Still its fine i forgive you..
He didint speak.. Silence stretched among them for a long time.. Shilpa found it too hard to tolerate the rising tension between them.. As the dinner was done she got the chance to escape..
Shilpa : I think i should leave now.. Its late..
Her breath hitched as he held back her hand.. She turned back to him noticing the plead in his eyes..
Armaan : Shona plzz..
Shilpa : We are done with the dinner arent we... ?
He looked back in the hall and got up from his seat offering his hand..
Armaan : One dance with me..
She hesitated staring at his hand for a minute.. Clutching down her dress she wondered what to do..
Armaan : One dance.. I dont want to see you go upset.. Let me make it up for you..

For onething she was glad the dance hall was dim light.. Being close to him it was much easy to avoid the awkwardness between them.. As he pulled her in his arms it surprised her seeing how perfectly they fit together.. She giggled suddenly as a thought ran in her mind..
Armaan : Care to explain the sudden laugh..
Shilpa : I was just wondering.. Dont you think we dance too much these days.. ?
Armaan : Is it a good thing or bad thing..
Shilpa : I.. I dont know..
Again silence stretched for a long time making her feel more uneasy..
Armaan : Shona.. I know i have been very bad towards you.. I am still trying to accept the fact that she have left me..
Its high time to tell him truth.. She knew but still she found it hard to tell him..
Armaan : I will try to make everything normal.. Just go and comeback soo Plz..
She glanced at him seeing the hurt in his eyes.. But She knew Anjali was right.. He deserved to know the truth.. She grasped his shoulders as he pulled her close..
Shilpa : Armaan.. I am not coming back..
She felt him go stiff at once.. Thats what she feared most.. Seeing his heartbreak again.. He moved back and with a stunned look..
Armaan : You dont mean it.. You didint mean it right Shona..
She bit her lips trying to control her tears.. The hurt on his face the shaken voice was breaking her heart..
Shilpa : I am sorry i lied.. Yes i am going back to Mamma.. But i dont intend to comeback..
She tried to reach him when he moved back shaking his head..
Armaan : So u mean.. Even you are leaving me back here.. All alone.. ?
Shilpa shook her head trying to make him understand.. But she herself felt loss of words not knowing what to say.. Suddenly he moved to her pulling her close..
Armaan : Am i that wrong.. Why are you not understanding me.. Cant you feel my pain ?
She hissed in pain feeling pressure of his hold.. Why dont you understand my pain.. Her heart pained..
Shilpa : Armaan its hurts..
The pain in his eyes grew as he left her in the dance floor walking towards the bar area.. Shilpa stood still for a moment seeing his leave.. But as she noticed him taking a drink she walked towards him instanly..
Shilpa : Armaan Plzz dont..
He brushed away her hand passing a bitter smile..
Armaan : Do you even know how much i need you.. Still you are leaving me alone..
She didint like the pain in his eyes.. He drank the whole thing in one go and ordered for onemore..
Shilpa : Dont do this again..
Armaan : No just let me loose all senses.. I cant see you go away if i am in full senses.. I just cant see you leave..
Her eyes welled up as she stood helpless while he drowned himself in alcohol..

Once again in the very same situation she led him into her apartment while he kept murmuring her name in drunken state.. As She closed the door he pushed her away , Shilpa gripped the wall with gasping in surprise..
Armaan : Stay away from me.. I hate you..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz
Armaan : U hate me Shona.. So i also.. hate you..
Shilpa held his arm leading him to the bed..
Shilpa : Thats not true i dont hate you..
He again brushed off her hands staring at her in hurt and anger..
Armaan : Ohh yes u do.. Now you are also leaving me like Sara.. You are just like her..
She noticed him run a hand in his hair in frustration.. Shilpa moved back when he broke the vase on her table..
Shilpa : Armaan just stop it..
She tried to walk away when he pulled her back in his arms.. She tried to struggled but he held her firmly staring down at her with a sudden anger sending chills down her body..
Armaan : Dont you dare work off me..
Shilpa tried to struggle more seeing the sudden change in his behavior..
Shilpa : Armaan you are not in your senses.. Stop talking to me like that..
Something changed in his eyes.. His gaze traveled down on her lips staring down at her in hunger.. She shook her head realizing what was coming.. Her mind started to scream this was wrong..
In next instant his lips came down on hers.. She felt a sudden tremor run down her body with the feeling on her lips on hers.. He kissed her hard and with a sudden passion making her knees go weak.. Her mind was blocked with the touch of lips.. But soon she cameback on her senses as he cupped her face kissing her hard and rough.. She moaned trying her best to push him away.. Finally she succeeded.. She stared at him petrified with his change in behavior.. As he moved a towards her she slapped him hard on his cheek..
Shilpa : How dare you Armaan.. You cant treat me like This.. !!
She stepped back but soon regretted as he took the opportunity and pushed her to the bed overpowering her..
She tried to push him away but he held her firm.. Tears welled in her eyes as she stared at him in hurt and anger..
Shilpa : You are going to regret this Armaan..
She noticed his eyes heavy lidded.. For a instance she prayed him to doze of in sleep.. But her fear rose as tonight it wasnt happening..
He traveled his lips from her face down to her neck.. She lay still crying knowing how wrong this was going..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz dont do this..
Her name escaped from his lips as he moved his hands down on her leg.. She cried in protest brushing away his arms when he pulled back both her arms upto her face level staring down at her..
Armaan : You are not stopping me..
Shilpa : YOU ARE OUT OF UR MIND.. !! Leave me Armaan plzz..
She gasped loud as he ripped away her dress.. She felt scared and her fear rose as suddenly she felt too exposed infornt of him.. She kept trying her best to struggle but he held her tight and strong.. Her eyes got wide as she noticed Armaan pulling out the buttons of his shirt in druken state.. She shook her head protesting when he kissed her hard blocking away all the thoughts from her mind.. For a second she stopped struggling as he kissed her in a more clam and slow manner.. Sending chills down her spine... She didint knew when she started responding back to him kissing him senseless while caressing his hair.. Breaking the kiss he glanced down at her and spoke in a shaken voice..
Armaan : Dont leave me behind here.. Plzz.. Shona..
Lost in him for a moment she couldnt even realize when they were free from clothes dangled in sheets.. She touched his arms to stop him with pleading eyes..
Shilpa : Dont do this Armaan.. You will regret this..
Armaan : Will you.. Regret..
He moved close to her pulling her close.. She gasped feeling him so close for the first time.. Skin to skin she couldnt think straight..
A tear rolled down as he kissed her shoulder moving down..
Shilpa : I think i will regret the loss of friendship..

Pulling the sheets close to her she glanced at him sleeping peacefully.. She got up from the bed feeling a sudden pain rise in her body.. Slowly she walked to the washroom and closed the door silding down to the floor , putting on the shower.. And that night she cried hard realizing what have just happened.. She couldnt believe she let herself loose her senses and sleep with Armaan..

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Precap :

Anjali : You dont have to worry now.. He wont dare to come near you..
Shilpa : What do you mean..
Anjali : I filed a case against him in police station for Raping you.. !

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Part 5 :

Shilpa set up on the bed resting her chin on her knees while staring down at his picture.. She ran a hand on his smiling face while tears formed in her eyes.. How easily things could change.. In one moment a big turn was taken in their relation.. She shivered as the memories of last night rushed back in her mind .. Every touch every moment felt sinfully good.. It was something which she had never felt ever in life.. She tried her best to hate him, his every touch , his every single caress but became unsuccessful.. Instead a yearning raised betraying herself how much she want to feel back the touch of him.. It increased the guilt on her heart for submitting to him willingly.. Anjali strode inside her room in a fast pace Shilpa cleared her tears and glanced up at her..
Anjali : How are you feeling now.. ?
Shilpa : I am fine.. Dont worry..
Anjali : I did inform aunty..
Shilpa glanced at her worried...
Shilpa : No u didint.. I told you dont tell her at all..
Anjali : Calm down.. I just told her you will stay here for somedays..
Shilpa sighed glancing away feeling uneasy.. Anjali noticed the frustrated look on her face.. Sitting beside her she took her hand..
Anjali : You dont have to worry now.. He wont dare to come near you..
Shilpa : What do you mean..
Anjali : I filed a case against him in police station for Raping you.. !
Fully stunned Shilpa got up from bed..
Shilpa : You really did that.. ?
Anjali : Yes i did.. And i am not backing away in this.. He have to be punished for forcing on you..
Shilpa : Anjie.. You are not understanding..
Anjali : Oh come on i am understanding every single thing.. Damn it was a Rape... !!
Shilpa : NO ITS NOT.. !!
Anjali got up from bed surprised by her words..
Anjali : Dont do this Shilpa.. I cant believe.. You really..
She glanced away as the memories flowed back in her mind..

Armaan leaned back to the wall as a lone tear escaped.. Clenching his fist he tried to remember desperately wishing everything was clear for him.. But everything felt painfully blur.. Small moments clicked in his mind.. Which filled more shame and guilt within him.. He glanced around the Jail cell with sorrow.. This was what he had deserved for hurting the most important person in his life.. Armaan felt disgusted of himself.. Sara's depature was long forgotten.. It was now replaced with the a more worse pain of hearting someone who cared for him.. Always beside him in his bad circumstances..
Armaan : Why did this Happen.. ?What have i become..

She walked inside the police station with Anjali who kept trying to ease of her anger.. As she reached to the main officer she took a seat directing at Anjali to speak.. Anjali glared at her and took a seat..
Anjali : I want to take back my case against Armaan Mallik..
Officer glanced at her in surprise..
Officer : But Mam.. You told me this was a rape case..
Anjali cleared her throat looking away..
Anjali : Well i had been mistaken.. So i would like to take back my complain..
Officer looked at her suspiciously and glanced at Shilpa with a grim face..
Officer : Mam are you sure.. See if you are in any kind of hesitation plzz dont get scared we know well how to deal with such cases..
Shilpa shook her head slowly staring down..
Shilpa : My friend was mistaken.. It was.. Just a mutual decision.. I hope you understand..
Officer gave a nod understandingly..
Officer : Ok if you are sure about this i will let him go now..
Shilpa gave a nod and instantly got up from her seat when Officer interrupted..
Officer : Mam you have to wait for half and hour.. We have some procedures to carry on.. You have to sign in some documents..
Shilpa set back in the chair biting her lips suddenly feeling scared to face him.. Shilpa set lost in her thoughts for a while when Anjali interrupted softly..
Anjali : I have to go now Shilpa.. Urgent work in office..
Shilpa gave a silent nod and looked away when Anjali held her hand..
Anjali : Will you be ok.. ?
Shilpa : Dont worry i will be fine.. As soon as documents are done i will go back home..
Anjali : Yes do that.. And i will call you tonight.. Take care..
As Anjali walked out of the police station Shilpa tried to put off the shaky feeling within her suddenly feeling scared..

Surprised and confused Armaan walked outside to the officer's desk.. But a halt came to his steps as he noticed Shilpa who set there staring down.. He could easily sense the discomfort and uneasiness she was feeling.. It was easily visible on her face.. Hesitating a bit he walked towards the officer who directed him to take a seat.. Shilpa instantly moved back a little as he step beside.. He felt his heartbreak seeing that..
Officer : Complain has been taken back against you now that Ms. Shilpa Malhotra has agreed there has not been any sort of rape..
Armaan stared at him stunned as a sudden shame filled inside him.. Despite of whatever happened last night she was trying to save him...
Armaan : But officer..
Shilpa interrupted him quickly..
Shilpa : Officer can you tell me where to sign... I am in a hurry..
Officer : Mam you can sign here and Mr.Mallik plz sign here beside..
Shilpa signed quickly and stood up when Armaan took the pen to sign.. After signing the documents he glanced at her retreating back while she strode of the station...

Shilpa walked quickly in a hasty pace.. For now the only thing she wished and wanted was to get away from him as soon as possible.. Lock herself in her room and cry out hard to ease her pain.. She kept walking lost in her thoughts when suddenly she felt his voice behind her..
Armaan : Shilpa.. Wait...
Shilpa stood still but didint dare to turn and face him.. Tears welled up in her eyes as she tried to control her fear and hesitation.. She didint wish to face him , she couldnt.. Armaan hesitated for a while and reached towards her making her turn towards him.. His heart pained as he saw tears in her eyes.. The pain in them.. Slowly he touched her cheeks when she brushed it off roughly moving away from him..
Shilpa : Plzzz... Plzz dont touch me..
Armaan : Am so sorry..
He tried to reach her when she moved back shaking her head..
Shilpa : No plzz dont come close.. Its over.. Stay away from me..
His heart ached hearing her words.. But he couldnt blame her for anything.. He was the reason for the disaster..
Armaan : If you dont want.. I want come close to you.. But why did you lie..
Shilpa : I didint lie..
Armaan : I deserved to be in Jail.. I did for you.. It all happened cauxe i forced it on you..
She glanced at him as their eyes locked up for a moment.. He tried to search in her eyes for answers but she kept a blank look on her face..
Shilpa : Watever happened last night.. It happened because i let it happen.. I have equal fault in this..
He couldnt built up much courage to speak.. Frustratedly he ran a hand in his hair.. It was just not easy to swallow that she could give in into the moment willingly.. How could be it possible.. Specially when they havent even shared anything else further than friendship..
Armaan : I know my fault is there in it.. I dont want you to take all blame on yourself when you dont have any fault.. Plzz Shona..
Shilpa turned away confused over her own feelings.. Her heart screamed out loud to tell him the truth..
Shilpa : I.. I should go now..
He interrupted again making it more miserable for her.. When he spoke she felt the hidden desperation and pain in it..
Armaan : Dont you think we can work this out.. ?
She turned back to him with a determined look.. It was hard to act strong infront of him.. Specially after what occurred between them which couldnt be denied..
Shilpa : There is nothing we can do about it now Armaan.. Damage is already done.. I dont think we can work this out..
Biting her lips she kept a straight face trying her best not to cry infront of him.. He stood motionless for a moment , his face full of pain and sorrow.. How she wanted to reach to him , comfort him and ease her own pain.. He glanced back at her and gave a curt nod and walked away from her leaving behind Shilpa with a broken heart..
She turned away and started walking back to her home with tears flowing from her eyes.. With each step she took away from him she felt the barrier between them grow.. Step into a life full of sorrow and pain..

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Precap :

It rained hard.. She tried her best not to get drenched in the rain while leaning to the wall.. She glanced back to road and gasped as she noticed a figure come towards her.. Fully drenched he moved towards her while she gripped the wall avoiding to look at him..
Shilpa : Armaan what are you doing here..

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Part 6 :

She tried her best to concentrate on her work.. One week had passed since the unexpected incident occurred to her.. In a way it had taught her a good lesson.. No more tears to shed and a every emotion buried deep inside her hurt.. Still it pained whenever she had remembered about him.. Whenever those moments came in her mind torturing her day and night.. It made her wonder does he still remember.. She had not seen or heard from him since a week. Shilpa tried not to be bothered about it but many times it made her curious.. These few days have been a torture for her.. It was hard to explain to her mother and she was fed up of making new excuses everyday.. Within all this tension she was glad Anjali was always beside her for her help.. Indeed a true friend who understood her pain..

After finishing her daily work in office she glanced outside the window before walking out.. She could easily guess it was almost going to rain.. Hesitantly she walked out of the office making up mind to reach home soon.. But as she got out it started to rain heavily..
It rained hard.. She tried her best not to get drenched in the rain while leaning to the wall.. She glanced back to road and gasped as she noticed a figure come towards her.. Fully drenched he moved towards her while she gripped the wall avoiding to look at him..
Shilpa : Armaan what are you doing here..
She could feel his scrutinizing gave running over her which made her uneasy and restless.. She glanced back at him to see the worry and pain in his eyes which she saw the last day they met..
Armaan : How are you.. ?
Her heart almost melted hearing the soft and pained voice of him.. With trembling lips she glanced down wondering how to get away from him.. His presence bothered her every single minute.. It reminded her of the memories of that night dangled in sheets in his arms..
Shilpa closed her eyes blocking away the memories from her head.. Not the correct place and correct time to fantasize about him.. Specially not infront of him..
Shilpa : I have to go..
Not caring about the rain she started to walk in a fast pace without glancing back or forward.. Her eyes stick on the ground with the overflowing emotions bursting in her heart.. Suddenly she heard the honk of car making her startled for a second.. Her eyes grew wide as she noticed the car coming towards her in a fast pace.. She almost gave up rooted in the spot when suddenly she felt strong arms pull her back making her loose balance.. She gasped as she fell down but instead of the ground she landed on top of him sending jolts down her body.. Onething she had promised herself after that fateful night was not getting close to Armaan.. She stared down at him as he kept staring at her with a strange look in his eyes which she couldnt guess ..Unknowingly his fingers moved foward tucking back the wet strands covering her face.. She shivered with the contact of his fingers on her skin.. Sharply she brushed off his hands and got out of his grip getting up from the floor..
As she tried to correct her messed clothes she felt him silently get up standing behind her way to close.. Her frustration grew due to his sudden appearance back in her life.. She turned around facing him when he ran a worried eyes on her..
Armaan : Are you fine.. ? You should have been careful before crossing the road..
Shilpa : Armaan plz.. What are you doing here..
He glanced away as his emotions flickered in his face..
Armaan : I.. I wanted to meet you once.. I just wanted to have a talk with you..
Shilpa : Why now.. ? I told you before also Armaan.. Its over now there is nothing we should talk about..
Armaan : There are many things we need to clear out.. I cant live in this guilt anymore..
Shilpa : And i cant risk to have to around me anymore.. I am leaving..
She tried to walk away but he pulled her back in his arms gripping her arms tightly.. She glanced at him in surprise as he stared at her in anger and frustration..
Armaan : Enough is enough Shilpa.. How many times i should run around you begging you for just once to have a talk with me..
Shilpa struggled to get free from his hold.. Only if he knew how much the close proximity effected her..
Shilpa : Did i ever say to come after me begging.. You dont have to Armaan.. You go your way.. I will go on my way..
He shook his head staring down at her determinedly..
Armaan : I am not able to move on.. I CANT.. !! Not until i clear out with you.. Shona cant you see how much i need you..
She felt helpless hearing the desperation in his voice.. But it was too late.. She couldnt change her mind..
Shilpa : Its better you understand it Armaan.. Its much better if we go on separate ways.. There is nothing more to talk about now..
He shook his head still not fully convinced.. This time he wasnt ready to give up easily..
Armaan : I am not giving up until we have a good conversation.. Understand it..
Worried by his words she freed herself from his hold while he kept staring at her blankly.. Pushing away the wet strands from her face she walked away from him with a thudding heart..

Getting out of the wet clothes and wearing dry top and jeans Shilpa walked out of her room with the phone in her hand..
Shilpa : Mom i am doing fine.. Dont worry plz.
Padma : But Shilpa.. You were to comeback here right.. Whats stopping you..
Shilpa : Mom.. I cant leave everything suddenly.. I have to stay here for a while i have big project in my hand..
Padma : So you are going to comeback after that.. ?
Shilpa hesitantly spoke..
Shilpa : Mom.. I dont know.. If i feel like coming soon..
Padma let out a sigh and spoke softly..
Padma : Fine shilpa.. I want force you baby..
Shilpa : Mom am so sorry.. I dont mean to hurt you..
Padma : I am not hurt Shilpa.. I am just worried for you.. You have been a lot strange these days.. i can sense it..
Shilpa : Mom believe me i am fine..
Padma : Ok i believe you.. Fine i will call you later again.. Take care Shilpa i love you..
Shilpa : Love you too mom..
Keeping the phone down she glanced at the window seeing it was still raining heavy... Suddenly her thoughts flew back to Armaan.. She tried not to be bothered by his words but it had effected her a lot.. Her heart kept of begging to let him say what he want but her mind protested with the thought of moving away from Armaan and the past..
Shilpa walked towards Kitchen when suddenly she heard some strange voice near the front door.. She stood still for a minute and curiously walked up to the door and opened it slowly.. Her eyes grew wide as she noticed him standing in the rain with his back towards her.. She gasped loudly as he turned back facing her with a vulnerable smile..
Shilpa : From how long you have been standing there.. ?
He shrugged his shoulders rubbing his neck..
Armaan : I cant guarantee my watch still works.. But i guess it would be an hour..
She glanced at him with troubled look..
Shilpa : Why are you doing this Armaan..
His expression grew tight as he stared at him determinedly..
Armaan : As i said.. I want to talk with you..
She stared at him for a while in hesitation and thinking over the consequences.. Every bit of her mind kept screaming to shut the door on his face.. And instantly she followed her head and shut down the door closing her eyes..
Armaan looked away dissapointed seeing her shut away him so easily.. Giving up he tried to walk off when suddenly he saw the door open, and she stood there with a grim look on her face..
Shilpa : Come in and dry yourself..

As he set on the sofa she passed a towel for him which he took with trembling hands.. But in between he kept sneezing hard which kept stopping him from drying himself.. Armaan cursed under his breath and tried to dry his hair when he felt her take the towel slowly rubbing on his wet hair.. Startled he glanced up at her while she kept her gaze stick on her work..
Armaan : Thank you..
Shilpa : You should go after drying up.. I will make a coffee for you and then you will have to leave..
Armaan : Now that you have let me in i am not going to go without clearing out things..
He noticed her expressions growing tight hearing his stubborn voice..
Shilpa : There is nothing for us to talk about.. Specially nothing about that night..
After a minute of silence he spoke softly..
Armaan : Sara called me today..
She stopped her work and glanced down at him..
Shilpa : Is that why you are here.. ? What you want to do today to cry out your pain or take off your frustration.. ?
Armaan : None.. I just came for you today..
Ignoring his comment she spoke sitting beside him..
Shilpa : What did Sara say..
Armaan : Nothing much.. She just told how happy she is back in her new carrier.. And said to me never call her back..
She sensed the bitterness in his voice as he kept staring down on the floor..
Shilpa : So did you speak to her.. ?
Armaan : Surprisingly No.. I didint call her after break up.. She isint in my concern these days.. Again surprisingly..
She looked at him hesitantly confused over his words..
Shilpa : But you loved her.. And still do..
Armaan : Maybe i do.. Maybe not.. I dont know .. I was running crazy around her when i was with her.. I was hurt when she left me.. But now i dont feel much pain of her leaving.. As i said she is not my concern these days..
She knew she should not even bring on the question.. But the very next minute the words spilled out from her mouth..
Shilpa : Then whats your concern.. ?
He glanced back at her with a strange sensation in his eyes..
Armaan : You.. And What happened between us that night.. Its bothering me from last week.. From that night.. Thats my concern these days..
Shilpa : Armaan.. As i said we shouldnt...
He interrupted her words surprising her with his comment..
Armaan : I want to ask you a question.. Which has been bothering me from a long time..
Shilpa : Armaan i think you should go now..
She tried to get up when he hold her hand gripping it tightly..
Armaan : Not until you answer my question..
She could sense something bad was hidden within his question..A reality which she didint wish to face..
Shilpa : Fine.. What you want to know..
He stayed silent for a minute.. And then spoke something...
Armaan : I was drunk that night but u were in full senses.. Still you let it happen.. Can you tell me why.. ?
Stunned by his question she glanced away with a thudding heart.. This was something she had been avoiding from days.. Running away from the truth she didint wish to face.. And something which she didint wish to tell him.. But how was she going to avoid this while being face to face with him..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz..
Armaan : Why was there willingness from your side..
She bites the corner of her lips suddenly feeling uneasy with his question.. She couldnt gather up courage to tell him truth.. Never..
Still.. Shilpa gave a thought on it.. She had been running away from the truth from a long time and she knew this was a moment for her to stop running..
Shilpa : I admit it i did give in that night.. Its just.. I dont know..cant explain to you Armaan..
After a long minute of silence she glanced at him to see him staring at her with a vulnerable look on his face.. She tried to speak when he interrupted with a sudden desperation..
Armaan : I have to tell you something..
Shilpa : What..
Armaan : I tried a lot.. Not even think.. Still..
Shilpa : What are you trying to say..
With the hesitance in his voice and troubled eyes he glanced at her and whispered..
Armaan : I am not able to regret what happened that night..

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And it happened again.. A lone tear escaped from her eyes as he claimed her once again.. This time in full senses and strange willingness between them.. She held him close and whispered softly..
Shilpa : I love you..

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

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Posted: 11 years ago

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Part 7 :

I am not able to regret what happened that night the words rang in her mind awakening some strange feelings within her heart.. Definitely he couldnt mean it...
Shilpa : Armaan.. Leave..
Armaan : But Shilpa..
Shilpa got up from the sofa creating distance between them.. She couldnt risk to get close to him again.. This cant happen again..
Shilpa : I dont want you to say thing which you dont mean.. Just leave..
She stood still as his eyes got dark a glint of determination in them..
Armaan : Every word i am saying i mean it from heart..
Shilpa shook her head with sudden confusion rising in her mind..
Shilpa : This cant happen.. We are just friends.. Already things are ruined between us.. Just get away before things get worse..
She tried to walk past him but he pulled her back in his arms tightly staring down at her.. They gasped together same time as their body collided together.. He glanced at her surprised while she stared at him with the sudden touch of their body which brought out a spark.. Recovering from the moment she tried to free herself..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz leave me.. I am telling you Leave now..
Instead he grasped her tight searching her face desperately..
Armaan : Not until you answer my question..
Shilpa : Now what you need to know..
She tried her best to free herself from his hold.. For a moment she succeeded to get away from his grip.. But he was fast as he pulled her back into his arms with her back facing to him.. He gripped her waist while she stayed powerless feeling his cold body against her , his hot breath touching her neck sending shivers down her body.. She closed her eyes tightly suddenly feeling the buried feelings rise again.. She opened her eyes as he spoke softly..
Armaan : You need to tell me.. Why cant i regret anything.. My heartbeat rise whenever the blur images appears.. I feel like am living in the moment every time.. I dont feel uneasy i am not even able to regret even a single moment..
She stayed silent hearing him speak the words.. He turned her back making her face him , touching his forehead with hers he stared down in her eyes trying to search for the answers..
Armaan : Tell me Shilpa.. What happened that night.. Did i force myself on you.. Or you actually gave in.. Willingly..
She bit her lip looking away as she gripped his waist trying to hold herself in the place.. She didint want to confess to him.. One sided love could never make a relationship.. She understood that fact..
Shilpa : Armaan plzz.. You have to go..
Frustrated with her behavior he gripped her arm to her back pulling her close to him.. She winced in pain and stared at him with her heartbeat rising due to the close proximity.. Their lips barely touched with eachother while he spoke hissing in anger..
Armaan : Thats what you can do everytime.. Shut me out so you dont have to answer anything..
Shilpa : For GODSAKE.. !! What do you want to hear ?
Armaan : Did i rape you.. ?
She glared at him feeling anger rise within her as she could muster enough courage to struggle against him.. Sighing she loosened the stiffness from her body calming her mind..
Shilpa : No you Didint..
She noticed his face turning relieved as he took a sigh.. The akwardness was back between them tutoring her with every passing minute..
Shilpa : You have got your answer now let me go..
She expected him to let her go at once.. But instead he firmed his grip.. She tried to protest when suddenly lights went of surrounding darkness among them.. She gasped and gripped his shirt looking around.. But soon the fear passed away as his deep voice reached her ears..
Armaan : You still have to tell me what happened on that night..
In the darkness she could hardly guess expression on his face.. But now his constant questioning was troubling her to the core.. She took a deep breath and spoke softly..
Shilpa : It was my mistake.. My choice that i let it happen.. You have got your answer now so leave..
She gasped as she felt his hands move under her shirt pulling her close to him.. He let out a frustrated groan and spoke huskily..
Armaan : Whats happening to me..
Before she could reply a word He kissed her hard with hunger and a sudden passion.. Shilpa moaned in surprise.. She wasnt expecting him to kiss her .. She tried to break free from the kiss but again her body betrayed her responding back to him , urgently moving her hands on his hair caressing it.. With a harsh sound he broke the kiss and stared at her in dark.. She couldnt make out the look on his face whether it was pure lust or desire.. Or somethinge else.. Before she could give into a second thought he pulled her in his arms carrying her to the bedroom..

She had always dreamed to get married to someone whom she love.. He would lovingly carry her to the bedroom and make love to her whole night bringing out the immense love between them..She would be treated like a princess on every passing single minute with caressing touches and soothing words.. But now as she lay on bed the dreams slowly started to fade away from her mind blocking them deep down in her heart forever.. She stared at him while he took of his shirt , not even once glancing at her.. At once he freed himself from clothes he moved down at her lightly kissing down on her neck nibbling her skin.. As he kissed her lips deeply she broke the kiss and stared at him in tears with desperation..
Shilpa : We will regret this..
He didint speak.. Instead it happened again.. A lone tear escaped from her eyes as he claimed her once again.. This time in full senses and strange willingness between them.. She held him close feeling her heart burst out with the desperation of seeking some love.. She gripped his shoulders and whispered softly..
Shilpa : I love you..
She felt him stiffen in the embrace as he heard her confess.. But she buried her head on his shoulder unable to muster enough courage to face him.. Finally the truth was out from her heart... It lightened her as she spilled out the truth.. But at the same time she prayed she havent made things much worse.. She just wished ..

The next morning Shilpa walked inside her cabin with a throbbing headache.. She tried the best to concentrate on her work but her mind kept drifting back to last night memories sending chills down her body.. They again did the same mistake.. Slept together this time in full senses with a strange willingness between them.. It bothered her whenever she wondered why he had slept with her without having any feelings towards her... Was he really lusting for her.. Shilpa held her head as the questions kept flowing in her mind worsening the headache.. She glanced down at papers with a final nod of concentrating back in her work...

Armaan paced from one side to another in his office lost in his thoughts.. The guilt kept eating him up for the disaster he had created last night.. First he couldnt believe he had slept with her again this time in full senses.. What was he thinking in that moment.. Why couldnt he hold back himself from giving into the strange uneasy attraction he had started to feel towards her.. Armaan set down on his seat as last nights thoughts ran in his mind.. Everything felt sinfully good.. The way the touch eachother, her shyness towards his every single caress , her moans which made him go crazy.. Why was it feeling so good.. I love you Armaan hissed in frustration as he rememebered the words which came out of her mouth.. Suddenly pieces started to fall on place.. It started to make sense.. Her strange behavior towards him , her reaction towards his every single touch.. Her willingness in giving into the moment of pleasure.. Armaan ran a hand in his hair in stress.. How could she love a person like him.. Someone who had nothing to offer for her... She very well knew he didint have any feeling towards her still she was loving him.. It made him wonder from how long she might have been loving him.. This was good.. He finally concluded.. He had to maintain distance with her specially after what happened between them last night.. Yes the best option was to avoid her presence as much he can.. Armaan decided drifting back his attention to his project..

Anjali : Are you nuts or what.. !!!
Shilpa : Anjie plzz dont increase my headache..
Anjali : So whatelse i should do.. Praise you.. ? Ohh Shilpa Congratulations.. You have succeeded in again making the same mistake of sleeping with the man who was forcing himself on you last time..
Shilpa : I already told you.. That was not forced..
Anjali calmed her anger taking a seat beside Shilpa..
Anjali : I still cant believe you slept with him again.. What were you thinking...
Tears welled up in her eyes which she brushed off instantly..
Shilpa : Problem is i am not able to think when he comes close to me..
Anjali : Ok now listen.. Hereafter if That jerk Armaan comes near you i am going to strangle his neck..
Shilpa : You dont have to worry about that...
Anjali : Why ?
Shilpa : Because Armaan will make sure he avoids me hereafter..
Anjali glanced at her worriedly..
Anjali : Shilpa.. What did you do.. What did you tell him..
She glanced outside the window staring up at the sky..
Shilpa : I spilled out my feelings towards him.. Which he cant accept.. Armaan Mallik cant ever love me..

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She moved backward shaking her head.. Had he really got to know about the truth.. The truth she had been Hiding from him since two weeks.. Her mind began to Reel back as she balanced herself gathering her items..
She tried to walk past him but he pulled her back close to him Tightly.. Her breath hitched as he stared down in her eyes digging down her soul.. She could never keep the truth away from him by staying so close in his arms..
Shilpa : Armaan Leave me..
Armaan : Not this time.. We need to Tackle this Together..
She gave a bitter laugh speaking sarcastically..
Shilpa : WE.. ?? IT was never WE Armaan... Did u Forget u were avoiding me all These days.. ?
He stayed calm but kept his gaze fixed on her..
Armaan : I was Wrong.. I shouldnt have..
Shilpa : Leave me Armaan.. I dont Need you..
Armaan : But Someone Else Needs Me.. You are hiding from me right..
Her fear rose with her heartbeat.. Did he really Knew.. No this cant be happening She had to leave As soon as possible..
She tried to move past him again but this time he pulled her back closer.. Face to face she could clearly see deep down in her eyes as her eyes welled up feeling helpless in his arms.. Staring down at her he spoke in a painful Whisper..
Armaan : You Are Pregnant With my Baby.. Arent You.. ??

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Part 8 :

2 Days Later:

Concentrating back in her work she kept studying the files when someone barged inside her cabin.. She glanced up and took a breath of relief seeing Anjali..
Shilpa : You startled me Anjie..
Anjali : So were you Expecting him to come and barge inside..
Shilpa looked away with a bitter smile..
Shilpa : I told you he wont even wish to see my Face.. Anyways what are you doing here.. ?
Anjali : I had a break.. So i thought i will come and check up on you.. You are looking more horrible compared to yesterday..
Shilpa rubbed her head closing her eyes..
Shilpa : I dont know.. Feeling uneasy and Dizzy from yesterday.. Maybe i ate something bad..
Anjali : Why dont you take a day off.. look at you Shilpa you look so weak..
Shilpa : I am fine Anjie.. If i go home i will get bored.. I am fine here only...
Anjali : Ok Fine.. Sheesh am so late i have to go now.. And you.. Take care and dont stress yourself..
Shilpa gave a nod as Anjali left the cabin.. She stared at the door for a while and glanced down at the papers..
Shilpa : Oh i better get copies of them..
Shilpa headed out of her cabin with the papers going through them when suddenly she collided with someone.. She gasped and balanced herself gripping the Papers tight.. She narrowed her eyes at Armaan who glanced at her in surprise and looked away quickly.. Her heart clenched in pain seeing ignorance in his eyes..
On the other hand Armaan was surprised as he saw Shilpa.. It had been two days since he had been avoiding her.. Not even once coming in her way.. He did his work in his office and patiently waited until she leaves office... But for how long he could carry on his avoiding session..
He came out of his thoughts as he noticed her walking towards the photocopy machine taking out copies.. Uneasily he followed her and for a minute stood staring at her face..
Armaan : Shilpaa..
Shilpa went stiff as she heard his deep voice behind her.. For second she stoo still not daring to face him.. What was he doing here.. Werent they avoiding eachother.. The least thing right now in her mind was confronting with him.. She felt too weak and vulnerable.. Still putting a brave look on her face she turned around facing him..
Armaan looked down from her scrutinizing gaze for a second feeling loss of words.. Awkwardness grew between them as the tension filled in the air.. She was about to leave when he got back his voice and courage..
Armaan : You have to come with me on a meeting..
Shilpa stared at him and took a breath of relief.. Professional talks were always better.. But as her stomach started to feel uneasy she hesitated in taking the decision..
Shilpa : Lunch.. ? I dont think so.. I am not quiet feeling well for a meeting.. Carry on..
He shook his head for a second staring at her with a concerned look..
Armaan : I would have.. But as we are business partners.. They want to meet us both to carry on with project.. They want to do it Today..
She bit her lip looking around wondering what to do..
Armaan : It wont take much time.. I will make sure its over soon..
Shilpa drew a breath and gave a nod bravely..
Shilpa : Ok.. I will go to the meeting..

As they set in the beautiful Restaurant Armaan slowly glanced at Shilpa who kept her gaze stick on her food.. Suddenly he started to regret his decision for asking her to come with him to the meeting.. The look on her face , She looked tired and weak.. She looked so vulnerable he started to feel guilty seeing his condition as he knew he was the sole reason for everything..
Armaan passed a smile at his clients and carried on with further discussion.. But again his eyes drifted back to her worriedly seeing her condition.. He moved his hand and kept on hers pressing it lightly..
Armaan : Whats wrong.. ? You look sick..
She glanced at him startled and pulled away her hand instantly clearing her throat..
Shilpa : I am absolutely fine..
But as few minutes passed Shilpa regretted her own words.. As she swallowed the food she felt her stomach churn and nuisance takeover.. Abruptly she got up from her seat and excused herself while Armaan kept staring at her with his eyes full of concern.. Turning back to his clients he forced a smile shaking their hands..
Armaan : I guess we should call of the meeting for the moment..

Feeling weak and tired she walked out of the washroom to see Armaan who was pacing near the door with a worried look on his face.. Feeling uneasy with his presence she avoided him and walked past him out of the restaurant .. Armaan hesitantly followed her as she started to look for a taxi..
Armaan : What happened.. You are really sick..
She kept her gaze on the road and spoke coldly..
Shilpa : I am fine.. Now Plzz excuse me i need to go home..
Armaan : Let me drop you Home..
Shilpa closed her eyes and turned to him shaking her head..
Shilpa : Now that we have started to drift apart , i think we should just avoid eachother for a good.. And as for business we can be only Professional Partners.. There is nothing personal between us now... Not anymore..
He stared at her stunned by her words as she walked off taking a taxi.. He swallowed a lump in his throat trying to digest his words.. No matter how hard he tried not to be effected her words started to hurt his gut..

2 Weeks Later :

The 2 Weeks passed like the most horrible days for Shilpa.. It didint make her feel any good working in the same place with Armaan while he was deliberately avoiding her.. It hurt bad.. And adding to more pain she started to get more weak and sickness overpowered making it difficult for her to concentrate on her work.. Instead she would most of day lie on her bed not bothering to go Office.. Anjali and Padma started to get worried on her condition frequently begged her to go to Doctors and get a checkup done.. Finally giving in Shilpa went to the hospital and got all the tests done and they promised to her to deliver the reports to her office..
The next Day Shilpa kept working on her project when the clerk came inside with a delivery for her.. Instantly She took out her reports when her phone rang..
Shilpa : Hey Anjie..
Anjali : I told you dont go office still you went.. Listen did the reports come.. ?
Shilpa : Ahan... It just arrived.. Am checking it now..
Anjali : Am waiting.. Tell me soon whats in the reports
Shilpa opened her mouth to reply but instantly closed it as her eyes grew wide seeing the last lines.. Her heartbeat nearly stopped as the reports fell down on the desk from her hands as she realized the real reason behind her sickness.. How can this happen.. Why didint she think about it before..
Shilpa moved back to Reality as Anjali started to speak impatiently..
Anjali : Tell me Shilpa.. What did come in the report.. ??
Shilpa cleared her tears and gripped her shaking hand holding the phone tightly..
Shilpa : Anjie i need to go somewhere right now.. I will call you later bye..

Armaan let out a frustrated groan as he moved away his file feeling uneasy... From past two weeks he had been trying his best to avoid her as much he can.. She never complained.. Or was bothered about it.. And that made him feel more guilty with each passing day.. But in between somedays whenever she came to office he got to see small glimpse of her which worried him... She was growing sick.. He could cleary notice from her face.. And it bothered him sometimes when he found her cabin empty.. What was wrong with her .. ? As he knew Shilpa was the most Punctual person who wud hardly miss out any day of work.. Something was surely going wrong with her..
He felt a chill run down his spine as he remembered the moments of that night.. He tried everytime badly not to even think about it.. But strangely it always made his goosebumps rise when he recalled every single touch.. Sinfully it felt right.. He was lost , confused over the strange new feelings.. He couldnt decide what he wanted in the end..
Armaan let out a bitter laugh.. Who was his kidding.. Avoiding her wasnt something he could do.. It would only hurt her more.. Make things worse between them.. Thats not what he wanted.. Instead he wanted to make things normal between them.. Bring back the old feeling which always they had shared together.. But was it possible ?
Armaan finally decided what he needed to do.. He got up from his seat and walked out of the cabin determinedly..

Armaan : Shilpaa .. ?
Armaan peeked inside her cabin and frowned to see it Empty.. He walked inside looking around.. He glanced at the table and saw her items there on place.. But where was she.. Surely she cant go home without her items.. He started to leave when something caught in his eye.. Curiously he took the paper a sort of reports in his hand and opened it.. She must have done a checkup.. He wondered as he went through the papers..
As his eyes came on the last line he went stiff and stared at the paper holding it tight.. He put it down and ran a hand in his hair stunned with the sudden news.. He sank in the chair glancing back on the papers for a while.. So it was the reason she ran away.. Folding it and putting on his jacket pocket Armaan stood up and walked outside..

Shilpa walked inside her cabin slowly.. She felt tired , frustrated and confused.. How can this happen with her.. How can such a big change come into her life.. A while ago she had walked around the city trying to think clearly.. What to do next.. What she is required to do.. And finally concluded it was in her hands now to make her own life.. Brushing away the tear she approached the table looking for the reports.. She frowned a she searched through the files.. Where was it.. Suddenly she heard him speak making her gasp in surprise..
Armaan : Looking For something ?
She moved backward shaking her head.. Had he really got to know about the truth.. The truth she wanted to hide from him.. Her mind began to Reel back as she balanced herself gathering her items..
She tried to walk past him but he pulled her back close to him Tightly.. Her breath hitched as he stared down in her eyes digging down her soul.. She could never keep the truth away from him by staying so close in his arms..
Shilpa : Armaan Leave me..
Armaan : Not this time.. We need to Tackle this Together..
She gave a bitter laugh speaking sarcastically..
Shilpa : WE.. ?? IT was never WE Armaan... Did u Forget u were avoiding me all These days.. ?
He stayed calm but kept his gaze fixed on her..
Armaan : I was Wrong.. I shouldnt have avoided you.. I was wrong to run away...
Shilpa : Leave me Armaan.. I dont Need you..
Armaan : But Someone Else Needs Me.. You are hiding from me right..
Her fear rose with her heartbeat.. Did he really Knew.. No this cant be happening She had to leave As soon as possible..
She tried to move past him again but this time he pulled her back closer.. Face to face she could clearly see deep down in her eyes as her eyes welled up feeling helpless in his arms.. Staring down at her he spoke in a painful Whisper..
Armaan : You Are Pregnant With my Baby.. Arent You.. ??
Her struggles stopped as she stood motionless in his arms staring in his eyes with tears.. God he knew about it.. He got to know about her pregnancy... Armaan noticed the change in her expression.. He would back and took out the report from his jacket pocket..
Armaan : You Forgot this.. On your Table..
She snatched the paper from his hand and clutched it to her heart tightly.. It was something showing her the new reality of her life... She was pregnant.. A new life was attached with her.. But what pained most was the realization that she was pregnant with his child.. She spoke in a pained voice staring at him with the realization..
Shilpa : I am pregnant.. Armaan Mallik You made me Pregnant with your Child..

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Part 9 :

Armaan Mallik You made me Pregnant with your Child.. He stood still for a minute as he heard the misery and helplessness in her voice.. Her eyes reflected the pain which added more to his guilt.. He remembered.. They had a beautiful friendship together which they shared happily.. What went so wrong suddenly.. Everything was falling apart.. His whole life was messed up.. And making it worse he had ruined life of someone who depended on him most.. I can do this... His heart called out immediately..
Armaan : Let me correct this then..
She shot a glance at him and brushed away her tears harshly..
Shilpa : After ruining everything you have the audacity to say u can correct everything.. What will you correct Armaan ? Our ruined friendship or my pregnancy.. You think you can take it back.. ? So what else are u suggesting do u expect me to get a abortion..
He stared at her in horror as she kept blabbering nonsense.. Her words his deep in his heart like a knife.. Have she really lost all the trust she had on him.. Why on the earth she assumed he would want her to do abortion.. But he couldnt blame her.. Armaan sighed sadly.. She had no fault.. He moved closer doubtful that she might move away.. But She stood still without glancing at him.. Gaining up the courage in his voice he spoke..
Armaan : I would never even Dream of suggesting Something like that to you.. Shona why do you think i am insensitive.. Plz look at me nicely its still me..
She glanced at him uncertainly knowing he meant his words.. But her mind wasnt ready to trust him or his buttery words anymore.. Not anymore.. She didint wish to get hurt..
Shilpa : I am glad to realize that.. But that wont mean everything is correct between us again.. We are just professional partners Armaan thats it..
She tried to walk past him when he came forward blocking her way.. Shilpa took a sharp intake of breath trying keep herself calm.. It was hard to be close to him and act as if she didint care..
Armaan : But the baby..
She interrupted his words rudely..
Shilpa : Baby is Mine.. Remember it happened when becauxe i let it happen..
His eyes darkened in determination sending chills down her body..
Armaan : I very well Remember second time.. It Happened because I let it Happen..
She stared at him stunned and cried out helplessly..
Shilpa : You knew you were ruining everything.. My question is WHY.. ?
He looked away as the question flowed in his mind.. The memories rushed back in his mind still he couldnt make out the real intention behind his sudden feelings.. Was it really lust.. Or something had really changed between them.. Sighing he glanced at her sadly..
Armaan : I dont Know..
Shilpa shook her head Frustrated with the situation.. Frustrated with herself and him.. She took up the final decision and spoke determinedly.
Shilpa : As i have been informed our Project gets over within 2 weeks.. As we are done with it I am resigning myself from the job.. I am going back to Mom..
He stood still not able to react as she left him after blasting on the stunned truth.. He sank into the chair running a hand in his hair as he realized he had just now lost Everything..
Armaan : Shilpa..

After two lonely days Shilpa headed back to office after taking a break.. The morning sickness took away all her energy which didint give much strength for her to work.. But Today as she felt much better she wanted to have some fresh air.. Shilpa walked inside her cabin going through her files when suddenly her phone rang..
Shilpa : Hello..
From the other end came his deep hesitant voice making her feel uneasy..
Armaan : Could you come on my Cabin for sometime.. We need to discuss about some events..
Shilpa stayed quiet for a minute badly tempted to say no to him and shut off the phone.. But maintaining her proffesional side she agreed and cut the call..
After few minutes the door of his cabin flew open and she walked inside the cabin.. His heartbeat suddenly rose as he noticed a beautiful glow on her face.. He had heard many times when women got pregnant their face get a unique glow.. And suddenly today he was seeing it infront of his eyes.. A sudden thought washed through his mind sending chills down his spine.. She is pregnant.. My Child.. My baby.. Something was nice when the thought flowed in his mind which made him smile.. He came out of her thought as her tensed voice interrupted him..
Shilpa : Can we plzz discuss now..
He glanced at her nicely as she took a seat infront of him avoiding his gaze..
Armaan : How are you Doing.. ?
She didint like the worry in his voice as he spoke..
Shilpa : I suggest us to be only on professional terms.. What do we need to discuss..
Without much choice he brought up the news of recent events..
Armaan : As you know we are in terms with the clients who want to invest here.. They wish to throw a party tonight.. We are invited to go there.
Shilpa : Fine whats the problem then.. I will bring up myself for the party..
He leaned forward with worried eyes.. Shilpa looked away quickly biting her trembling lips..
Armaan : I just wanted to know whether you can handle attending it.. As your health..
She interrupted his words getting up from her seat..
Shilpa : I told you Dont try to get personal with me Armaan.. I can handle myself .. I will come to party..
He shook his head as she stormed off from the office in anger.. He couldnt believe she was being so stubborn.. But this was Shilpa from start who always did things according to her way.. I need to work out things.. He decided in his mind as he drew back his attention to his work..

After wrapping up her work Shilpa got out of her cabin feeling way too tired after finishing her work for the day... She knew it was pregnancy which was making it hard for her to be energetic.. And she knew coming few months were gonna be more tough on her.. She walked inside the elevator and leaned on the wall and tried to push the button when he walked inside the Elevator.. She gasped , startled with his sudden appearance.. Usually He would stay back until she left they both had a good excuse of avoiding eachother.. Feeling tensed Shilpa moved to the corner avoiding his presence.. Armaan glanced at her from the corner of his eyes , determined to confront wid her anyhow.. As the door flew open and She hurried outside he followed her and took her arm , pinning her to the wall.. Shilpa narrowed her gaze at him and struggled under his grip.. Her gaze roamed around the parking lot but not even a single soul was present there except them.. He leaned towards her looking in her eyes , and spoke carefully picking up the words..
Armaan : Go home get freshed.. Be ready within an hour.. I will come to pick up up..
Shilpa instantly protested..
Shilpa : I already Told you I can come myself.. I dont need your help
She tried hard to struggle.. Knowing her weak state he let her go easily surprising her a bit.. Shilpa quickly turned around to leave..
Armaan : How will you reach the party when you dont even have any idea about the address or venue ?
A halt came to her steps as she turned around to face him.. He was leaning to the wall wid folded arms with a cool expression on his face.. Shilpa felt her anger rise as she tried to speak in calm voice..
Shilpa : Give me the address.. I will come myself..
Ignoring her demand he moved forward close to her.. She could clearly smell his rich intoxicating aftershave making her forget about the problems between them from a minute.. She just stared at him in wonder as he stared back at her blankly... Her lips trembled as his eyes lazily drifted down on her lips studying it for a minute.. Shilpa closed her eyes with a raspy breath and glanced back at him when he spoke in a deep rich voice..
Armaan : I have 2 things to Tell you.. First thing I am not telling you the Venue.. Second thing as i know where the party is held i will come to pick you up..
Stunned she stared at him as he left her alone in the parking lot thinking about what he have just said.. Did he actually gave her much choice.. Not Really.. Shilpa shook her head and left to home consoling her mind this was gonna be last meet with him..

As the entered the party together with plastered fake smiles Armaan instantly regretted his Decision of bringing her into the Party.. The party was on full swing , too much music and people were crowded.. He glanced at Shilpa who stood stiff feeling uncomfortable with the atmosphere.. He gave a squeeze to her hand and spoke softly..
Armaan : I will take you out of here very soon I promise..
To his surprise She glanced up at him and gave a nod with hopeful eyes.. He looked away when suddenly he felt something clench in his heart..
They headed together to the clients and started to do business talks.. Armaan initially got involved in the business talks while Shilpa stood with least interest and she started to get a throbbing headache.. How she wished to head back home and sleeping peacefully.. Her body was protesting to get some sleep , her muscles were tensed and stiff.. She glanced at them and silently walked towards the sitting area and took a seat tiredly..
Suddenly she felt her stomach knot and herself getting sick.. She had to make up to the washroom fast before it led to anything embarrassing.. Quickly She headed inside and started to throw up.. She hated whenever she felt sick it made her miserable whenever the feeling of vomit rose.. It wud always make tears come in her eyes with a pain in chest.. Coughing lightly She washed her mouth and ran a hand on her chest feeling a sudden pain.. She had to get back home as soon as possible.. Shilpa decided instantly.. But as she turned around to leave everything started to spin and she fainted on the spot..
Armaan gave a final nod and glanced around frowning.. Where did she go now.. Excusing himself from the clients he started to look around for her worriedly knowing she was not feeling well.. He searched everywhere when his gaze came towards the crowd forming near the washroom.. His instincts shot up, his heartbeat rose as he headed towards the crowd.. Breaking it he walked inside and stood still watching in horror as he saw her limp body on the floor of washroom...

She woke up startled as she glanced around confused for a minute.. Shilpa held her throbbing head as she realized she was in his apartment.. She rubbed her head and closed her eyes when suddenly she felt his arms around her pulling her into a comforting hug.. At first she tried to struggle but gave up feeling too weak to argue.. Instead she felt nice being held in his strong arm.. They stayed like that for a long time without a word.. But soon Shilpa realized the closeness , she moved back feeling awkward..
Shilpa : I should go back home.. I need some sleep..
Armaan : Shilpa listen to me..
Shilpa glanced up and noticed a sudden desperation and worry in his eyes.. What was he going to do now.. She knew she had to get away from him before something else could hit her..
Shilpa : I need to leave..
Armaan : Listen to me..
This time his voice came more urgent making her feel uneasy.. Instantly she started to babble taking her bag..
Shilpa : I have work tomorrow.. But before that i need some sleep .. I need to go home and..
He interrupted by suddenly gripping her arms pulling her down on the bed infront of him.. She stayed quiet but stared at him with a thudding heart.. He stared deep down in her eyes and spoke in a deep and yearning voice..
Armaan : Marry me

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

+ 4

Posted: 11 years ago

#166

Part 10 :

He waited for few more minutes to see her face grow pale hearing his words.. The next thing he knew was she started to cough bad holding her chest.. Worriedly he quickly snatched the glass of water passing to her..
Armaan : Whats wrong ?
She shook her head as tears formed in her eyes.. Drinking it fully she rubbed her chest speaking in a horse voice..
Shilpa : My chest is paining.. It always happens when i vomit..
He set helpless for a minute knowing she was in deep pain.. Regret wash through him as he persuaded her to come for the party not even once thinking about her condition..
Armaan : Let me help you..
She glanced at him as he moved forward taking her into a another hug.. Tempted to push him away she moved her hand forward but abruptly stopped as he started to rub her back soothing her.. It felt good.. She closed her eyes for a minute forgetting about the tension between them.. Letting all the problems fade away for the moment.. Being held in such a embrace warmed her heart as she slowly gripped his waist.. She didint knew when and how but she started to cry feeling tired and miserable.. He stayed quiet against his will to comfort her more.. Yearning to tell he was there for her.. It surprised him as he thought how easily had the words formed in his mind.. Suddenly why was he feeling so sure about them.. Was it really her or the suddenly news of baby coming to the world.. He couldnt decide.. She moved her hands to his shoulders and buried her head on his chest speaking in muffled cries..
Shilpa : I am not hugging you Cauxe i am ready to marry you.. It just feel good to be held like this..
Something tugged in his heart hearing her words.. Disappointment washed through him as he realized she had just denied marrying him.. He knew it wasnt going to be easy to convince her.. He knew it in heart..
Armaan : I can try my best to correct things between us.. I am just thinking the best for us..
He waited for her to speak as he grew more and more nervous with every passing second.. But then he realized her breathing was deep indicating she had fallen asleep.. Probably the rough day had worn her out completely.. Slowly he lay her back on the bed and moved back the strands covering her face while staring down at her sleeping form with sadness in his eyes.. He slowly caressed her cheeks and spoke in a mere whisper filled with desperation..
Armaan : Plz for once let me do the best for Us..

Anjali gaped at Shilpa who kept staring down at her breakfast silently..
Anjali : You are Pregnant.. !! And you are Telling Me now.. ??
Shilpa : Anjie you were out of town so i didint..
Anjali : Do even say the word disturb.. You should have atleast called me and told me the news.. Omg now what are we going to do..
She set silently when Anjali started to curse hitting the table..
Anjali : This is happening all because of that selfish jerk.. He have ruined your whole life.. And pathetic man have no guts to come forward.. Did u tell him about Pregnancy.. ?
Shilpa put down her fork looking at Anjali..
Shilpa : I didint tell.. He found out himself when he saw the reports in my office desk and..
Anjali interrupted her furiously..
Anjali : That freak knows everything.. ?? Am damn sure the coward backed away avoiding you again..Whatelse should i expect from Armaan Mallik..
Shilpa looked away as the yesterday's memories cameback in her mind.. That night he had asked her to Marry him.. The very next moment when she woke up in actual she realized what a big decision it meant.. It scared her to even give a think about deciding what to reply to him.. And before he could wake she fled away from his apartment so she didint have to answer him for his proposal... As she knew No was going to slip everytime from her mouth whenever he asks her..
Shilpa : He asked me to Marry him friday night...
Anjali chocked her drink gaping at her stunned..
Anjali : HE WHAT.. !! Armaan Mallik. He actually asked you to marry him..
Shilpa : Yes..
Anjali was ready to advice her to say a Big No to him.. But then something stopped her.. It was when she actually realized a another life was growing inside Shilpa.. And surely the baby would need a father.. Trying to keep her voice calm she spoke..
Anjali : So.. What did you Reply to him.. ?
Shilpa walked up to the sink washing her plate.. A uneasiness grew as she spoke..
Shilpa : Nothing.. I didint reply to him.. And in morning i sneaked out of his house before he woke up..
Anjali : But whats your plan for ahead.. Do you think he would give up hereafter..
Shilpa looked back at Anjali with a determined face..
Shilpa : If he comeback again I will make sure i give a final rejection.. I am sure He will give up by then..
But as the words escaped from her mouth suddenly she wasnt sure of what she have said..

As the night approached Shilpa set on the chair staring outside the window.. It was pouring heavy making the outside view look spectacular.. Shilpa draped her hand on her flat belly caressing it softly.. She sighed as she realized a small life was growing inside her.. And it made her a smile whenever she thought she was going to be a mother.. Something she hadnt dream of yet.. But she knew she was going to love her baby no matter what happens in the future..
Her thoughts were interrupted as a loud knock came on the door.. She frowned as she glanced at the clock.. Who could it be at this late night.. Her heartbeat rose as she realized it might be him.. He must have come here to confront with her.. Soon her doubts cleared out as his voice came from outside..
Armaan : Open the door Shilpa.. We need to speak
Shilpa drew back her steps not willing to open the door.. She didint want to confront with him.. Last time she led him to her apartment.. Shilpa closed her eyes as the memories of that night flashed in her mind.. Still it gave her goosebumps whenever she thought about that night.. She set in the couch gripping it tight as her heartbeat rose.. Suddenly a stop came to his knocks and no longer he was talking.. Did he leave.. ? She wondered as she leaned on the sofa closing her eyes for the moment.. But her relief was only for a moment as her eyes flew open hearing footsteps in the living room.. Next thing she knew he was leaning down at her , scrutinizing his gaze on her face.. She gasped as she stared at his drenched form she couldnt help but notice how devastatingly handsome he was looking.. Her eyes grew wide as she set up speaking in a raspy voice..
Shilpa : How did you get inside.. ??
He sighed and straightened up looking down at her calmly..
Armaan : I do have a spare key to your apartment.. Just all these days didint have a situation to use until today..
She frowned badly shaking her head..
Shilpa : You cant just barge inside my home whenever you want..
Armaan noticed her flushed face and realized she was actually feeling c0ncious of her dressing.. Unknowingly his gaze dropped down at the curvy shot black nightdress she was wearing..
Shilpa noticed his gaze on her and got up instantly with a thudding heart.. He looked away embarrassed of being caught..
Armaan : I didint mean to barge inside.. But you didint leave me any option.. And i had to talk to you..
Shilpa : There is nothing we need to talk about.. I told you already baby is mine and i can take care of myself alone.. I dont need your help..
Getting frustrated he gripped her arm and pulled her to him staring directly in her eyes.. Shilpa stared back at him trying not to be effect with his presence..
Armaan : The baby is also Mine.. You cant just decide watever you want on yourself.. EVEN I HAVE SOME RIGHT..
He calmed down as he noticed the hurt in her eyes as she struggled against him.. A guilt rose in his heart as she eyes welled up..
Shilpa : You are hurting me..
He loosened his grip slowly rubbing her arm mouthing a sorry.. But she brushed away his hand speaking in a strained voice..
Shilpa : Just leave me alone Armaan.. Go from here..
Armaan : Not until you answer my question.. Marry me Shilpa.. I am thinking the best for us..
She glanced at him with a bitter smile..
Shilpa : Why are you suddenly offering Marriage.. ? Is that becauxe you are regretting what you did with me ? Or you feel like its your baby so you have to marry me anyhow thinking of ur so called reputation..
He moved close to her and spoke softly..
Armaan : I told you I dont regret anything.. I.. I just cant i dont know why.. I dont give a damn care about any reputation.. I am just thinking about you i want to take care of you..
She shook her head not willing to believe in his words..
Shilpa : I dont know.. I am scared to trust whether you mean your words..
He tried to protest when she spoke in tears..
Shilpa : I also had dreams.. Beautiful dreams stored for myself.. I dont want to marry for the sake of a responsibility.. I always wanted to marry for love.. Someone who could love me back.. I cant live a life waiting whole life for being loved someday..
That stopped him from talking as uncertainty grew in his heart.. She was asking for something he wasnt sure about.. Love.. Could he offer love to anyone after being betrayed badly by someone who he have loved to core.. Love was something buried deep inside his heart locked and he wasnt yet ready to bring it out for anyone..
Shilpa knew she had hit the right point.. She knew it would hurt him with the mention of love but it was the easiest way of getting away from his question..
Shilpa : As i said Armaan.. We both know you dont want to love anyone else.. And i dont want to marry without Love.. I am clear with my decision so plz go back now..
With his mind full of questions and doubts he walked out of her apartment without a further word..

Anjali set in her cabin doing her work when her phone rang.. Seeing the caller she smiled..
Anjali : Goodmorning Shilpa.. How are you feeling sweety..
She sighed tiredly and spoke from the other end..
Shilpa : Just the morning sickness is bothering me.. You know right the pain rise in my chest..
Anjali : Ohh Shilpa.. Just rest for more time you dont need to go anywhere.. I will come after work and meet you for sure.. So tell me whats up..?
Shilpa : He came last night Anjie.. He was still asking the same question.. I denied him..
Anjali set quiet for a second not willing to protest with her.. In heart she wished Shilpa would have said yes..
Anjali : If he is really willing to take responsibility..
Shilpa interrupted her words instantly..
Shilpa : I cant marry him without love.. I have loved him for such a long time.. I dont think i can bear for any long to be out of love..
Anjali : I understood what you are saying Shilpa.. Dont worry we will together figure out something soon.. Just take care of yourself now..
Shilpa : I will.. Byee Anjie..
Cutting the call Anjali kept thinking about everything when a knock came in her cabin door..
Anjali : Come in..
As she looked up her eyes grew wide seeing the person infront of her.. Armaan Mallik...
Anjali : What are you doing here..
Armaan hesitated for a minute and spoke urgently..
Armaan : Can i speak to you Anjali for sometime.. I need to discuss something badly..
Anjali was ready to say no to him but then gave a thought about it.. Slowly she gave a nod and directed him to take a seat..
Anjali : Ok fine.. Tell me what you want to say..
Armaan takes a seat infront of her and speaks quickly..
Armaan : I want to Marry Shilpa.. And i need your help in it Anjali..
Anjali raised her eyebrow with a smile..
Anjali : Actually Armaan i am very much surprised to see you take responsibilty so soon.. But glad you have actually realized.. How can i help you in this..
Armaan sighed looking at her confused..
Armaan : I want to marry her.. I wished to correct many things between us.. But she doesnt want to marry me.. She says..
Anjali : She will only get married for love.. I know that..
Armaan looked away shifting in his chair..
Armaan : Love.. I am not sure.. But i know i can take good care of her.. Even the baby.. I have been always a responsible person from long time.. I have faith in myself to give a good life to her..
Anjali stared at him and shook her head..
Anjali : You know right i hate you Armaan Mallik.. You really think i am going to help you..
He smiled at her..
Armaan : I was just hoping you would.. Anjie plzz i am just thinking the best for her i promise you i am willing to do whatever i can to correct things.. I can take the best care of her.. Trust me..
Anjali shook her head sighing..
Anjali : Shilpa is going to kill me when she finds out I AM ACTUALLY Helping You.. But Armaan mallik let me clear it out for you.. If i am helping you i am also gonna think about the best for Shilpa.. And she wish to have some affection and love in life.. I just want to know are u willing give a try for that ? If yes we are on Deal
Armaan opened his mouth to bring out a excuse but stopped staring at her for a minute.. He gave a thought about it for a minute when something clicked in his mind.. Maybe this wasnt going to be that bad..
Armaan : Yes I am willing to try and do whatever i Can.. Its a Deal

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Anjali to direct Armaan on proposing Shilpa.. But will it lead to a rise in jealousy
in Shilpa's heart seeing their sudden new friendship ?

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Part 11 :

Lying on bed he stared straight up at the ceiling as he recalled the conversation he had with Anjali today.. He recalled her words which she spoke so assuredly.. she wish to have some affection and love in life.. I just want to know are u willing give a try for that ? The question kept flowing inhis mind continuously making him feel a sudden uneasiness.. Was he capable enough to give the love and affection she was seeking.. Could he again love someone the way he had loved Sara from long time.. NO The word instantly rang in his heart as he closed his eyes painfully.. He knew love was something hard for him.. But also he knew now two lives were depending on him.. One was his best friend and one was a small baby who was yet to be born.. Swallowing a lump in throat he leaned forward opening the bedside drawer to take out photo album.. A album which had memories of them together.. As he slowly started to go through pages a smile formed in his lips.. His eyes grew misty seeing the happy smile on their face as they posed for everyone pic.. A then he frowned as two particular pics caught his eye..One in which he stood with Sara hugging her.. He recalled that day when they again had a fight regarding Sara's not finishing demands.. He knew how much foul mood he was that day.. But then he eyes drifted back to the next pic where he stood with Shilpa who was buxy putting cake icing on his nose.. He laughed as he recalled he had actually threatened Anjali to take the pic.. But it had come out perfect, they didint even knew when she took the pic.. He still remembered that day when he came to her with a bad mood she almost bribed him with chocolate cake.. Something which he couldnt deny or keep himself from smiling.. He caressed the pic as his heart spoke in desperation.. She had done so much for me.. But then suddenly why should he be backing out from his responsibility.. With a ache in heart he put away the album and closed his eyes as the words rang in his mind.. Maybe i could love...

Shilpa set in her cabin going through files when Anjali walked inside with a bright smile..
Anjali : Heyyy Goodmorning Darling...
Shilpa looked at her surprised and then smiled..
Shilpa : Goodmorning Anjie.. What are you doing here.. You have a off day right..
Anjali : Ohh yes thats why only i am here..
Shilpa : Take a seat then we can..
Anjali interrupted her urgently..
Anjali : No sweety i will come later to talk actually i am here to meet Armaan..
Shilpa put down her pen and gaped at Anjali
Shilpa : Armaan.. ? You are joking right.. I thought u cant stand him at all..
Anjali smiled at her as the words rang in her mind.. Have to tolerate for you..
Anjali : Thats true but today he wanted to have some important discussion with me.. Thats why he called me here..
Shilpa : Armaan called you here.. ??
Anjali : Ahaan yes he did.. I will come after meeting him ok.. Cya baby..
Shilpa stared at her retreating back and looked down at her file frowning.. What did Armaan have to talk with Anjali suddenly.. And Anjali agreed to meet him so easily.. ?

Armaan put down his file and smiled as Anjali walked inside his cabin..
Armaan : Goodmorning Anjie..
Anjali : Morning yourself.. So are we going to talk here or..
Armaan raised his eyebrow looking around..
Armaan : Umm whats wrong about this place.. ?
Anjali : You dumb.. What if she walks inside and hears about everything.. Lets go to the corner coffee shop and talk privately..
Armaan agreed and followed her outside when suddenly Anjali stopped infront of Shilpa's cabin..
Anjali : There is something i need to do badly..
Before he could guess what she was doing , Anjali opened the door smiling..
Anjali : Hey Shilpa I am going to have coffee with Armaan.. Wanna join us?
Armaan gaped at her and looked back at Shilpa who stared at then in bewilderment... She gave a look at Armaan and spoke gritting her teeth..
Shilpa : No thanxs.. You can go..
Anjali smiled closing the door..
Anjali : Ok Kool..
Shilpa opened her mouth in surprised as she stared at the closed door.. Why was Anjali behaving like that.. She gasped in surprise as she realized she was feeling a ting of jealousy in her heart.. Why was she being jealous.. And jealous about what.. Shutting away her thoughts she got back to her with a foul mood..

Armaan took a seat infront of Anjali and spoke stunned..
Armaan : What was that for.. ?
Anjali took her coffee grinning at him..
Anjali : I was playing around with her.. Didint you see Jealousy..
Armaan looked away sipping his coffee..
Armaan : I dont think Jealousy is a good idea.. I dont wish to see her upset anymore..
Anjali : Its not my plan either.. My Plan is helping you to Propose her in the way she want Armaan Mallik..
Armaan glanced at Anjali confused.. He knew Shilpa from long time back.. What was that hidden from him that he didint knew..
Anjali put down her coffee and looked at him sadly..
Anjali : She might have been your best friend for a long time.. But she is also a girl.. A girl who have dreams just like everyone.. She wants everything to be perfect for her too.. Do you think its selfish of her ?
Armaan : No.. I am surprised why i didint knew about it..
Anjali : There are many things she keeps hidden from you and me Armaan.. And those are things which eat her up every single day.. She smiles but we dont know what keeps running in her mind..
Armaan started to grow uneasy as he heard Anjali confess about Shilpa.. The things which she was hiding from him.. As the tension grew in the talk Anjali thought of changing her talk..
Anjali : So forget this talks.. Now tell me whats the plan..
Armaan : You tell me whats the plan..
Anjali rolled her eyes gritting her teeth..
Anjali : Typical Armaan Mallik.. Ok first plan.. You have to become caring towards her..
Armaan : I am always caring towards her..
Anjali : Caring my foot.. All these years i have noticed you only care when you realize.. Otherwise you dont give once a damn about her.. Like a typical men you dont even know when you are ignoring her..
Armaan tried to protest but decided to stay silent as her words started to make sense to him..
Anjali : Take care of everything about her.. Try to make her happy.. Try to show her you are there for her everytime.. Believe me every girl loves when such caring gesture comes from someone she love..
A chill ran down his body as her words rang in his mind.. Someone She love.. Ofcourse it was a truth he couldnt deny.. Something he had to keep in mind.. He glanced at Anjali with a smile..
Armaan : You are such a great help Anjie.. Thank you..
Anjali rolled her eyes getting up from her seat..
Anjali : Am just doing the best for my best friend.. She havent realized it but i know this is the best thing for her and the baby..

Shilpa got up from her seat suddenly feeling hungry.. She regretted for skipping out her breakfast.. She had to keep in mind now a baby was growing in her.. She couldnt become irresponsible towards food now..
Armaan walked inside the office rubbing his neck lost in his thoughts.. Suddenly he grew still as he heard a whimpering noise.. As if someone was in pain.. Realization struck through him that the noise was coming from Shilpa's cabin.. He quickly moved with a thudding heart.. God plz keep her safe..
He opened the door and noticed her sitting near the corner crying silently.. She held her leg taking off her shoes , as it was bleeding lightly.. He moved beside her and set infront of her worried..
Armaan : What happened..
She glanced at him clearing her tears.. Her lips trembled as she spoke..
Shilpa : I was feeling hungry.. So i thought i will go and have something from canteen.. I was about to move when my feet collided with the side of table and it got hurt..
His gaze shifted to her stomach instantly..
Armaan : Are you hurt any other place.. Baby..
She shook her head looking away from him..
Shilpa : No.. Its just my leg..
Before she could speak further he lifted her in arms and settled her on sofa.. He took out his handkerchief and slowly draped it around on her wounded leg.. Shilpa tried to protest softly..
Shilpa : Its ok.. I can manage..
He got up instantly and glanced at his watch..
Armaan : Can you wait for 1o minutes.. I will wrap up my work and get my keys..
Shilpa : But..
Armaan : You are hungry right.. And yes stop eating canteen food hereafter.. Let me take you home and fix up something for you.. Will you mind going to my place..
Shilpa : Yes i will.. Plz you dont need to bother..
Armaan : But you are hungry.. Very much.. You cant skip food everytime..
She set silent knowing he was telling true.. She gripped her stomach as she started to feel more hungry but still her mind kept protesting...
He leaned down to her and slowly cupped her cheeks caressing it..
Armaan : Atleast trust me on this please..
She stared at him as her mind filled with thoughts.. Just for once..For only last time..
Shilpa : Fine i will go..

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Precap :

She stared down at him as he slowly put the bandage on her foot...
Shilpa : I am still not saying a yes to you.. You know that right..
He smiled and glanced up at her warmly..
Armaan : I know that.. But atleast you have started to like me again..

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Part 12

They walked inside the apartment in silence.. The same tensed awkwardness hanging between them.. He stood still for a minute looking at his own place.. Wasnt this the same place where they had shared such beautiful memories together.. Where they had laughed together and had precious moments.. Suddenly everything was gone and awkwardness was hanging around the place with her presence.. He noted that fact in frustration.. She stood behind him looking at him uncertainly , she knew the very same thoughts were running in his mind like hers.. She moved inside the apartment murmuring softly.. " Things change so soon right.. ? "
He glanced at her and gave a curt nod while pulling off his coat.. " Things change.. People change.. "
She shot him a look when he spoke hurriedly justifying his words.. " I didint mean by you.. You have even changed a bit.. Still the same.."
But you have changed a lot... The thoughts rang in her mind as she walked inside the kitchen.. He smiled as he noticed Shilpa back to her normal behavior of wandering around his house as she want.. He slowly followed her and stood leaning in the doorway of kitchen while she drank water..
Shilpa turned around and gasped in surprise to see him " I.. I was just drinking water.. "
She noticed something change in his eyes as he glanced away speaking in a quiet voice.. " You can do watever you want here.. And water.. Just make sure you dont drink too much that your hunger goes.."
She gave a silent nod and move forward , when again the pain shot in her wound.. She winced in pain and gripped her foot when he came forward worriedly.. " Is it hurting again.. Cant you watch while walking around.. "
Her heart clenched as she heard the worry in his voice.. Something which soothed her lonely heart.. He lifted her from waist to the counter and moved to one of cupboard taking out the first aid kid..
Slowly he took off the handkerchief and started to clean the wound.. She winced in between, whenever she made a noise he glanced up at her with such a worry that everytime she had to loose away from his gaze..
As he kept doing his work she couldnt help but think the sudden change in him.. Why was he giving so much attention to her.. Suddenly his caring nature was melting down her heart for him.. But she didint want that to happen.. Maybe she would have a more better future on herself , without him around.. Maybe.. Why was she suddenly not much sure about her own decision.. Was her mind changing about the whole marriage thing.. She stared down at him as he slowly put the bandage on her foot.. "I am still not saying a yes to you.. You know that right.. " From her voice he knew she was feeling nervous.. He smiled and glanced up at her warmly.. " I know that.. But atleast you have started to like me again.. "
Shilpa couldnt help but a soft smile formed on her lips shining her eyes.. He stared at her for a minute to see something he had been missing from days.. Her smile.. " How can you tell that i have started to like you again.. "
Giving a nod he got up and put down the first aid kid , with a smile he looked at her " Cauxe atleast now you have stopped saying Go away Armaan "
They laughed together as he mimicked her own words.. Laughing she glanced at him when he looked at her at the same time and their eyes locked together warmly.. His smile faded as he glanced down on her lips.. Not again kiss.. She trembled and looked away and knew if it would start from kiss it would lead to another mistake.. Again the awkwardness filled between them which Armaan broke changing the topic.. " Why dont you go and get fresh.. I will make some breakfast now.. "
She gave a nod and slid down walking away.. But as a thought crossed her mind she cameback hesitantly.." Armaan.. "
Armaan glanced at her while taking a frying pan.. " What you need.. ? "
She spoke softly glancing down at her clothes.. " I am feeling very uncomfortable in them.. "
He tried to speak when she interrupted him again.. " Armaan can you just drop me back home.. "
He moved towards her and gripped her arm walking to his room.. She tried to speak when he spoke sarcastically.. " Ya right change back there and get into your sleep.. You can change into some comfortable here i have some old ones.. "
Together they stared at the old clothes of him in the closet.. He rubbed his chin and shrug his shoulders... " Just take any of them which is comfortable for you.. Uhh i will go and fix some sandwhiches now.. "

After pouring the juice in the glass he glanced at his watch and frowned.. She had been inside for more than 15 minutes.. What was taking her so long.. Keeping aside the meal he walked to his room and opened the door looking for her.. He cursed as he noticed her slowly drifting back to sleep while lying on the bed.. But more than that he groaned as he noticed she was wearing one of his old shirt.. Just the shirt... Quietly sitting beside her he nudged her from sleep.. " Shilpa.. Get up i told you dont sleep.."
She whimpered in sleep opening one eye.. " Umm hmm "
He shook his head and with one swift he pulled her up into sitting position.. She opened her eyes groggily but instantly leaned on him closing her eyes.. He grew still as he felt her soft body against his.. Suddenly all the unknown feelings rising back in heart.. This is ridiculous..He said out loud in mind suddenly feeling uneasy with the new emotions rising in him.. Unwillingly he pushed her back and nudged her a little more.. " Get up and Eat Shilpa "
She opened her eyes wide hearing his loud voice.. She rubbed her eyes and yawned.. " I am tired.. I feel sleepy plz later.. "
He shook his head as she dropped back on the bed closing her eyes.. He leaned down on her and whispered softly.. " Get up and eat now "
She moaned trying to turn away but he held her arms.. " Let me just... Sleep.."
He stared for a moment when the words blurted out from his mouth.. " Get up or i will kiss you right now.."
She opened her eyes slowly.. He waited expecting her to push him away moving out of her sleepy mood.. But instead her eyes grew dark as she spoke in a mere whisper... " Then kiss me... "
He took a sharp intake of breath as he eyes locked with her eyes.. In the next instant his lips were on hers kissing her gently.. He just prayed.. Prayed in heart that she would comeback into her senses before he would loose his own.. Soon it was answered as she gasped on him and pushed him back sitting up on the bed stunned.. " What are you doing... "
He instantly got up from bed avoiding to make any eye contact.. " I fixed something to eat.. Come and eat.."

Anjali took a seat in his sofa.. " Thats a good progress.. So where is Shilpa now.. "
Armaan glanced at his room sighing.. " She is sleeping.. I cant believe i ran around her for an hour , she is so stubborn.. "
Anjali raised her eyebrow at him.. " Well Armaan.. Shilpa is born stubborn.. She is going to be more demanding in coming time.. Are you sure you can handle it.. "
A soft smile came on his lips.. " I enjoyed it today.. I am sure i can cope up with her stubbornness.. " Not to forget the kiss.. He thought as he remembered what happened sometime before..
Anjali gave a nod and spoke quietly.. " I have got to do a very serious talk with you.. But not here i fear she might come out in between of talk.. "
Armaan frowned.. " What type of talk.. ? I will come to your place today evening.. "
Anjali got up smiling fully.. "Deal anyways its a off day for me i shall see u back then.. And yes plz drop Shilpa back home when you come on evening i need to meet her at night.. "
Armaan gave a nod smiling.. " That i will do.. byee Anjie.. "
He hug a light hug and opened the door for her to leave.. As he turned around he grew still when he saw Shilpa standing near the sofa narrowing her eyes at him.. " Why did Anjali come here.. ? "
He let out a breath of relief feeling glad that she didint hear anything.. But soon he felt loss of words as he started to feel distracted due to her dressing.. " Uhh what.. ? "
Shilpa shook her head and turned around to leave.." Forget it.. Maybe its your personal matter.. "
He gripped her arm and turned her back to him.. " Anjie right.. She just came to do some business talk with me.. "
Shilpa raised her eyebrow doubtfully.. " Business talk. ?? "
Armaan gave a innocent nod.. " Ofcourse.. Uhh we are thinking of dealing a new project together.. She is a fashion design remember.. I need her suggestion in some new project.. "
Shilpa studied him for a bit and gave a nod turning around.. Why was she anyways question him.. That also about her best friend.. Why was it bothering her so much to see them suddenly becoming good friends.. She walked to the dining table and poured a glass of water for herself.. " So you both are now in good terms.. ? As in good friends.."
He moved beside her nodding.. " Ya we are on pretty good terms now.. I am glad.. "
He smiled and glanced at her to notice a flicker of emotion pass through her eyes.. Was Anjali telling the truth.. ? Was Shilpa really starting to get Jealous.. ?
The same thought rang in her mind as she muttered under her breath.. "Stupid hormones.. "
He looked at her as she started to walk back to his room.. He tried to keep his eyes of her body , as her curves were nicely reflecting from the shirt she wore.. Once again he gave a thought about Anjali's words.. No way Shilpa cant get jealous of her own best friend... He argued in his mind.. Or maybe clearing the doubt would be the wise thing.. He quickly spoke before she walked inside the room.. " Shilpa are you staying back here , I have got to go to Anjie's place in evening.. I told her i will come to have some discussion.. "
She turned around to face him quickly.. He noticed several emotions growing in her face.. First surprise , then confused and then he gulped as she passed a look at him narrowing her eyes.. Gritting her teeth she spoke instantly walking away.. " I am getting ready.. Drop me back home plzz "
He sank into the sofa as she closed the door with a loud bang.. He ran a hand in his hair as he realized indeed Anjie was telling the truth.. Shilpa was really starting to feel jealous now.. " Ohh No "

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Anjali : We need to speak about Sara..

Armaan flinched as he looked at her frowning.. " Sara.. There is nothing to talk about her.. Not anymore.. "

Anjlai shook her head with a smile.. " Ofcourse there is.. Becauxe when i see your behavior now i have started to realize You never had feelings for Sara like the ones you have for Shilpa.. "

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

+ 4

Posted: 11 years ago

#167

Part 13

He stopped the car infront of her house and glanced at Shilpa who set stiffly in her seat.. She kept staring straight ahead but he could clearly see the disturbed look on her face.. Why was she so upset all of a sudden.. Jealousy wasnt something he wanted her to feel.. He glanced at her and spoke softly..."I will come to your place after meeting Anjie.."
She flinched and shot him a look.. " Why.. You dont need to come "
He sighed and gazed at her with his eyes full of concern.. Why cant you understand.. " I just wanted to have a check on you when i come from her place.. "
Shilpa looked away from him and got out of the car without saying a word.. Armaan leaned to the window waiting for her to give a reply.. Why was she being so stubborn and difficult.. She glanced back at him clutching her bag.. "You dont need to come to my place.. I guess you might be getting late for your meeting now..."
There again it went.. His expression hardened as he noticed jealousy passing through her eyes.. Without a further word he got back into his seat and drove off leaving behind her stunned..

Anjali walked inside the living room passing coffee mug to Armaan.. " So tell me.. How did it go with Shilpa... "
He took a sip and glanced at her warily.. " She is turning jealous day by day.. And i dont even know why.. "
Anjali laughed hearing his words.. Its surprised Armaan as he spoke quietly.. " Arent you upset.. ? Your best friend is getting Jealous of you.. "
Anjali shook her head with a smile.. " She is just behaving normally how a girl would do.. Come on She loves u Armaan Mallik.. What do you expect then.. She will give big smile everyday whenever u speak ur sudden friendship with me.. ? Grow up man.. "
Armaan protested at once.. " But we both know we are doing this to make Shilpa realize that i am serious about this.. I still dont think Jealousy is a good idea it will hurt more.. "
Anjali set quiet for a while surprised by his words.. Was this really the Armaan Mallik whom she used to hate the most.. But now seeing the sudden care and worry towards Shilpa She couldnt help but admire him.. "Ok fine No more jealousy.. We will try our best to go according to our plan.."
He smiled giving a nod.. " Ok then now tell me what important talk you wanted to do ? "
Anjali drew a breath and spoke softly.. We need to speak about Sara..
Armaan flinched as he looked at her frowning... Sara was the last person he wanted to remember now and talk about.. He just wished and wanted to throw her memories out of his head... " Sara.. There is nothing to talk about her.. Not anymore.. "
Anjlai shook her head with a smile... Is this man for real... " Ofcourse there is.. Becauxe when i see your behavior now i have started to realize You never had feelings for Sara like the ones you have for Shilpa.. "
Armaan gaped and at her and instantly opened his mouth to protest and argue with her on that.. But suddenly everything grew blank and he couldnt make out whether he should be offended with her statement.. He glanced at her and spoke stammering.. " What.. I dont understand.. "
Anjali shook her head and spoke pressing him more.. " Ofcourse you do.. You are just trying to avoid it.. Cant you see Armaan the way you care for Shilpa i havent seen you do that to your Ex.. I am sorry i have to talk about her here , but its just to make you realize how wrong you are.. I havent seen Sara care about you the way Shilpa did.. Open your eyes and see the Reality Armaan Mallik.. There were two girls in your life.. One was using you other one was loving you.. "
He swallowed as he glanced away closing his eyes.. Why was Anjali's words sounding so sinfully truth.. Watever she was telling was suddenly making sense to him.. He shook his head running a hand through his hair frustratedly.. " I dont understand.. How.. I mean.."
Anjali placed a hand on his and spoke gently.. " Then let me help you.. Tell me did you ever sleep with Sara.. "
Armaan shot a look at her and spoke stunned " What type of question is that Anjie.. "
Anjali rolled her eyes and spoke.. " Just say in Yes or No Armaan Mallik "
Armaan sighed and shook his head.. " No.. Never.. Its just.. "
Anjali interrupted him instantly.. " I got my answer i dont want any of your stupid explanations now.. You are such a one piece Armaan Mallik.. The girl whom you claim to love , you dont touch her once but the girl with whom you claim to have friendship you slept 2 TIMES.. Now thats really incredible.. "
Armaan got up from the sofa and walked upto the window staring outside.. With a deep breath he spilled out feelings in his heart.. " Ok fine i admit it.. I never had the feeling of doing anything beyond with Sara... I donno maybe i did love her , i used to admire her until she left me.. And we both know what happened afterwards.. I just want to say i can take responsibility of her and the baby.. I wont back out.. "
Anjali got up from her seat and spoke cheerfully.. " So lets just throw away topic of ur ex.. Its now over Armaan she was ur past.. Ur present and future should be the Baby and Shilpa.. "
Armaan turned around and looked at with a sudden easiness.. He slowly spoke out loud the words.. " Shilpa and the Baby..My present and Future"

Armaan set in his car and glanced at her house for a while.. Waiting for few minutes finally he gained some courage and called Shilpa.. After several rings she picked up the call and spoke in a sleepy voice.. " Heloo "
Armaan hesitated a bit and replied.. " Shilpa.. Sorry did i wake you... "
Shilpa set up on her bed and glanced at her time to see it was past 9.. Did he spent that much time in Anjali's house.. The thought started to bother her mind although she tried to ignore.. " Yes i was just taking some rest...Why did you Call ? "
A smile formed on his lips as he leaned on his seat.. " I am just sitting in the car which is parked infront of your house.. As you said not to come inside i thought i will call and ask.. "
A small smile formed on her lips hearing his words.. " Ask what.. ? "
Armaan closed his eyes as suddenly the images of her dressed in his shirt cameback into his mind.. His eyes flew open as he cleared his throat and replied.. " Just wanted to ask.. How are you Feeling now.. "
Shilpa sighed and dropped down on the bed.. " I am fine.. Just this vomiting tires me a lot.. "
A awkwardness grew between them as they both went silent for some time.. Neither of them spoke enjoying the sound of shallow breathing which hanged between them.. But soon he broke the awkward feeling speaking in a soft voice.. " Shona.. I just wanted to tell you I care about you a lot.. "
She bit her lip as tears formed in her eyes.. " I know you do.. " Thats why i love you Soo much .. The words just hanged in her mind but she couldnt muster enough courage to say it again..
He sighed and spoke with a smile.. " I will meet you tomorrow in office.. Goodnight shona "
She smiled and whispered softly.. " Goodnight Armaan .. Bye "
Shilpa cleared the tears which had formed in her eyes before.. She had to be more strong now , For herself and for the sake of the baby.. For a while she imagined , what if she gave Armaan a chance in life.. He could be a very caring husband , a very caring father.. Wasnt it just enough for her.. But what about Love.. The argument rose in her mind as opened her eyes.. It was just a one sided love.. They both knew it , would it be easy enough to live with him knowing it.. Why should i wait my whole life waiting for him to love me.. The thoughts kept bothering her as she moved restlessly from onside to another.. But then suddenly from her heart a soft voice came.. Whatever happened he still cares for me.. That wasnt something she couldnt deny.. Maybe his care was something enough to mend her broken heart.. Something which could...
Her chain of thoughts broke as once again her phone rang.. Shilpa picked up the call thinking it was Armaan.. But as she said Hello , Padma spoke from the other end.. " Shilpa.. Baby how are you ? "
Shilpa broke into tears as she heard her mother's gentle voice.. The worry hidden in her voice.. How she wished she could go back to her mother and be with her forever.. " Mom"
Padma spoke worriedly as she realized Shilpa was crying.. " Whats wrong Shilpa.. You are crying.. ? Did something happen.. ?"
Shilpa shook her head clearing her tears.. " I am fine mom.. I was just missing you.. Thats why couldnt help but cry.."
Padma sighed and spoke lovingly.. " I miss you too my child.. Every single day.. I am still waiting for you to comeback.. "
Shilpa set for a while thinking over a it.. Suddenly she wasnt feeling much sure of her departure.. " Mom.. Just few more days left now.. Project work will be done then i will be back to you.. "
Padma beamed happily hearing it.. " Am so happy.. I have longed to see you shilpa.. it has been months now since i saw you last.. Ok now you go to sleep.. Can you do me a favor if i tell you "
Shilpa smiled laughing.. " Why are u asking.. Just say mom i will do.. "
Padma replied sadly.. " I miss Armaan too.. Can you just say a my regards to him from my side.. ? "
Her smile faded as she heard her mom mention his name.. Suddenly Shilpa started to feel guilty over hiding the truth from Padma.. She had no idea of her pregnancy.. And Shilpa couldnt gather up much courage to tell her about it.. " Okay mom as i meet him i will tell "
Padma replied silently.. " Thats better.. Tell him to call me once i want to talk to him too.. Am so happy you are coming to me Shilpa.. Goodnight my Baby.. "
Shilpa smiled and replied softly.. " Goodnight Mom Love you.. "
Placing down the phone Shilpa hugged the pillow closing her eyes.. One thought kept bothering her mind continuously.. She was going to leave this place , leave Armaan and Anjie and go to her Mom.. Was that going to be a good decision, Will it be good enough to reject Armaan's proposal..
Shilpa : Just you have only one week to change my mind Armaan.. One week..

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#2 ~ ArSh FF Remember Me ~

Part 14

Shilpa took a break from her work leaning on her chair.. It was getting more and more hectic as they had one week remaining for the project to end.. Luckily the day was much better for her as she was recovering from the often morning sickness.. Anjali walked inside her cabin breaking her chain of thoughts.. " Hey GoodAfternoon Sweety "
Shilpa raised her eyebrow straightening up on seat.. " GoodAfternoon Anjali.. Are you here to do a meeting with Armaan ? "
Anjali set infront of her and passed a teasing grin.. " Why are you jealous about it.. "
Shilpa averted her gaze from her glancing back at her work.. " Why should i be jealous.. ? "
Anjali sighed and pressed Shilpa's hand.. " You better not be.. Specially from me NO WAY.. You really think i would show interest in that jerk.. "
Shilpa forced a smile on her lips as a relief washed through her.. There was no reason for her to get jealous.. Specially not from Anjali.. " Anjie.. I was just surprised seeing you and Armaan become friends suddenly.. "
Anjali gave a smile shaking her head.. " He offered me a good deal so i had to say yes.. And actually he is not much of a jerk i used to think him as .. "
This time she smiled fully and replied softly.. " Thats nice to hear from you.. So tell me.. Why you came.. "
Anjali rolled her eyes .. " To meet you ofcourse.. Armaan did tell me about this sudden jealousy thing.. I had to come and clear up with you.. You mean so much to me.. "
Shilpa got up from her seat and moved near Anjali hugging her lightly.. "Am so sorry Anjie.. Believe me i didint mean it.. I dont know what came through me and.. "
Anjali interrupted her words smoothly.. " Its just your love towards him.. I cant even think of doing anything like that to you.. I know what he means to you and how much you love him.. Will you listen to me if i give a suggestion.."
Shilpa moved back and looked at her frowning.. "Dont tell me he has convinced you to change your mind.. "
Anjali sighed again and smiled.. " Armaan Mallik is such a one piece i tell you.. Yes he have made me change my opinion towards him.. Shilpa i will just advice you to give him one Chance.. For you and for the baby.. He is dead serious about you i have seen in concern in his eyes which made me realize you are really important for him.. "
Shilpa just stared at her not able to utter a single world.. Her mind kept racing as she couldnt decide what she had to do.. Anjali hugged her one more time and spoke softly.. " Just once think about it.. Change your mind about leaving if you want a better future.. And i cant believe its me saying but yes my heart says he is going to fall in love with you very soon.. "
Shilpa turned away as her heart raced hearing her words.. With a sharp intake of breath she spoke coldly.. " Anjie plzz.. Stop saying such things.."
Anjali shrugged and replied.. " I just said what i was seeing in his behavior.. Anyways as i said do take a wise Decision Shilpa.. Byeee sweety.. "
Shilpa stood in silence as Anjali left the cabin.. Her words kept ringing in her mind continuously.. Armaan can never love me.. Her mind argued but a helpless hope was raising in her heart.. Trying to divert her mind from thoughts she took a seat and glanced through her file.. I have to get his signatures on them.. With a sigh she got up from her seat and headed out of her cabin with her file..

Armaan glanced up from his laptop as he noticed Shilpa walking inside his cabin.. A smile formed in his lips as he noticed the glow coming on her face.. Atleast now she was looking much better these days.. He closed his laptop as she took a seat infront of him passing a smile.. " I need your signatures in this papers.. "
Without a further word he took the file and signed them instantly.. Shilpa frowned protesting... " Atleast once go through the papers.. "
Armaan grinned passing the file to her.. " I wont mind if you make me sign on takeover papers of the company.. "
She stared at him in awe and cracked up laughing.. Armaan smiled seeing her laugh.. Something he had missed from days.. She mouthed a bye and got up from her seat to head back to her cabin.. His mind started to race with ideas.. Maybe this was a good time to do something she might love.. "Shilpa wait.. ! "
Shilpa turned back narrowing her eyes as he approached her quickly.. "Why what happened.. ?"
He kept staring down hesitating to ask , then getting some courage he took a deep breath and smiled.. " I was thinking.. Why not we got out on a dinner tonight.. ? "
He waited patiently as he noticed Shilpa's expression change from every second.. She stood thinking over his offer.. For once he thought she was going to deny but suddenly she gave a nod replying.. " Ok.. You can pick me up tonight at 7.. "
He stood stunned for a minute but recovered soon as she left the cabin.. Grinning to himself foolishly he went back to his desk to complete this work..

Armaan parked his car infront of her house at sharp 7 pm.. He took a deep breath and glanced down on his clothes.. Black shirt , Grey jacket and with blue fading jeans he was looking much ready for a date.. Date.. ? Last time he asked her on a date it led to a disaster of getting drunk.. He wondered what was stored for today.. Shaking his head he got out from his car and headed up to the door and rang the doorbell.. Soon his thoughts of date turning to a disaster came true as She opened the door dressed in a casual T-shirt and Capri.. Shilpa frowned at him and spoke flatly.. " I vomited two times.. I think if i go out in a restaurant it will lead to a disaster.. "
His heart sank in disappointment but he tried to hide it from his eyes.. Forcing a smile he spoke softly.. " Ok then.. We should delay it for later than.. You can rest.. "
Why always me..Armaan wondered in frustration.. He was loosing his chance to make up her mind with every passing day.. As he turned to leave he heard her soft voice behind him.. " Armaan wait.. "
He turned back to her and saw a soft smile on her lips as she spoke... " I made spaghetti just now.. I was thinking maybe we can have dinner in home.. "
She kept staring at him hopefully as he smiled and walked inside the house closing the house.. A sudden blush formed on her cheeks as she turned around walking back to the kitchen.. As he walked inside he noticed she was out from shower fresh.. Wet strands of her hair kept clinging on her cheeks making her look beautiful.. He looked away as suddenly his hands itched to reach up and tuck them away.. Shilpa broke of the awkwardness between them.. " I thought maybe it would be less embarrassment if vomit in home.. "
He laughed as he took a seat in dining table.. " I wont mind seeing you vomit.. Am glad u invited me.. "
Shilpa just gave a nod and brought the dinner to the table sitting beside him.. He smelled the aroma of the food and sighed.. " That smells delicious.. Am sure taste will be the same.. "
They had the dinner silently just exchanging few words.. As the dinner got over Armaan insisted to clean up the dishes.. After finishing his work in kitchen , he walked inside the living room taking off his jacket. He placed it on sofa to see Shilpa who stood near the window seeing the rain.. He moved close to her and spoke softly " Its raining again.. "
Shilpa gasped and glanced back passing a smile.. " Yea.. its lovely.. "
They stood staring at the rain silently for a long time.. Armaan moved back and turned her around making her face him.. " Lets have a dance.. "
Shilpa glanced down at his extended hand and looked away blushing.. " But there is no music.. "
He chuckled and pulled her in his arms slowly moving in a silent beat.. Placing her hands on his chest he slowly whispered in her ear.. " Listen to the rain.. Its forming a beautiful rhythm.. "
She sighed and placed her hand on his chest slowly moving along with him.. He brushed a light kiss on her head and closed her eyes enjoying the peace and her presence.. It felt good.. As the feelings started rise back in his heart he moved back and titled her face up staring down at her.. She parted her lips closing her eyes just inviting him the way he craved.. With a slow groan he leaned forward and kissed her lips taking into a slow , deep and passionate kiss.. It amazed him how the passion rose between them whenever their lips touched.. He put his hands inside the soft trendrils of her hair pulling her close kissing her deeply.. She sighed and responded back to him clinging to him.. Thoughts started to race in her mind making it uneasy for her.. Shilpa broke the kiss harshly and looked at him as tears formed in her eyes.. He felt a disappointment pass through his veins as she pushed him back.. Confused he tried to move close to her when she moved back shaking her head.. " No Armaan.. No this is wrong i Cant.. "
His eyes grew desperate as he spoke quietly.. " Marry me Shilpa.. I know we can be happy together.. Dont do this to me.. "
She turned away as tears flowed from her eyes.. Her mind kept denying as her heart ached to agree with what he is saying.. " I have called and told mamma that i am going back to her this week. As our project work ends.."
His heart clenched hearing her words.. His eye grew misty as the same pain started to rise in his heart.. He pulled her back in his arms roughly as she gasped surprise with his move.. He searched deep in her eyes and spoke desperately... " Where am i going wrong.. ? What so wrong am i doing.. ? Tell me Shilpa.. "
Shilpa let out a cry and spoke in a trembling voice.. " You havent done anything which would make me stay back here.. Accept what you are giving me.. Cant you do something which makes me stop for you.. "
He stared at her silently without saying a further word.. Before she could speak again he leaned down and kissed her lightly and glanced in her eyes.. "Just give me one day.. Tomorrow will be the day i will do whatever i can to convince you.. Just the way you want.. Just one day.. "
She stared at him and whispered nodding.. " One day.. "

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Shilpa smiled as she walked inside the office.. " Yes i have to say yes to him.. Yes i will "
She waited for a minute and then walked towards his cabin , which was slightly open.. She peeked inside only to get stunned with the scene infront of her..
Armaan held Anjali's hand with a smile and said the words" Will you Marry me.."
With a rise of sudden pain she walked away in tears..

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Part 15

Shilpa set up on the bed panting as she woke up with a thudding heart.. Blur images of nightmare kept running in her mind as she tried to control her rising heartbeat.. Shilpa rubbed her neck and took the glass of water to wash away her thirst.. Shilpa leaned on the headboard as her thoughts ran back to the moments she shared with Armaan tonight.. The memories kept flashing in her mind , his words , the desperation in his voice as he spoke every single word from his heart.. Was she taking the right decision of leaving behind him.. A sort of new life he was ready to offer her and the baby.. Shilpa shifted restlessly as she tried to take a decision regarding it.. Soon she drifted back into sleep with his thoughts running in mind..

Armaan paced from oneside to another as the nervousness kept rising in him with every passing minute.. Anjali raised her eyebrow and got up from her seat with a smug.. " Armaan Mallik stop being nervous.. She is not going to eat you seeing propose.. "
He glanced at her worriedly.. " What if she just refuse as i ask.. I cant loose this one chance i have got.. I have to be done in special manner.. "
Anjali raised her eyebrow as she spoke softly.. " Tell me onething Armaan.. How on the earth did you propose ur Ex Sara "
Armaan shrugged his shoulders and sighed.. " Nothing much i just told her i like her and want to date her.. She said a immediate yes.. "
Anjali suppressed her laugh as she spoke amused.. " Thats so lame Armaan Mallik.. You know thats not at all going to work on Shilpa.. "
Armaan passed her a miserable look gritting his teeth.. " Thats what worrying me most.. This is all i know and Shilpa is not gonna even say a word for that.. "
Anjali shook her head and stood infront of him with a smile.. " Ok just calm down.. Remember what i taught you just now.. "
Armaan made a face muttering unhappily..." But they are so damn Filmy lines.. "
Anjali rolled her eyes and spoke.. " Watever it is.. I am sure she will like if you propose her in that manner.. Just do it from your heart Armaan.. Now imagine i am Shilpa and repeat all the words again.. "
At first he opened his mouth to protest but then gave a nod agreeing with her.. Taking a deep breath he held her hand and spoke closing his eyes imagining it was Shilpa infront of him.. " I just want to tell you.. I am here to give you all happiness in this world.. I want to stay beside you with every circumstances.. Every happy and Sad moment.. I want to be with you and see the baby grow within you.. I want to have a life with you and grow old with you..You have always been my best friend who took care of me every single moment.. But Now.. i want you to be my life partner.."
Anjali's eyes grew misty as she heard him speak all those words.. " Aww Armaan.. Thats so beautiful.. And thats not what i taught you even.. Still its perfect.. "
Armaan grinned and gave a nod... " Now comes the most hard part of this.. Putting up the question.. "

Shilpa stood infront of the office as she kept thinking over the decision she had made sometime ago.. Several negative thoughts kept haunting her mind as she grew uneasy.. But then a inner voice within her came out.. No i cant change my mind now.. Just give him one chance Shilpa.. You know thats what you want.. Give you both a Chance..
Hope raised in her heart as she caressed her belly trying to feel the life growing inside her.. Maybe this was going to be the perfect decision for three of them..
Shilpa smiled as she walked inside the office.. " Yes i have to say yes to him.. Yes i will "
She waited for a minute and then walked towards his cabin , which was slightly open.. She peeked inside only to get stunned with the scene infront of her..
Armaan held Anjali's hand with a smile and said the words" I wish you would believe me.. Just give me one chance.. Give us a chance i promise to give u all happiness you Deserve.. Will you Marry me.. ?"
She stared at the stunned as unknowingly her hands gripped the door , The door opened wide with a creek noise as Armaan and Anjali stared at her with wide eyes.. She stood in shock not knowing what to say as she stood motionless..
Armaan felt his heartbeat rise as he saw the vulnerable look on her face.. He moved forward carefully speaking softly.. " Shilpa.. Its not what you think.. "
Shilpa stared at him blankly and looked back at Anjali who stood with worried look on her face.. " Shilpa you are getting it all wrong.. We were.. "
She shook her head interrupting them from talking.. With a rise of sudden pain she closed the door and walked away in tears..

Armaan knocked her apartment with a thudding heart.. He couldnt believe this was really happening with him.. He had only one chance to prove her things were going to work perfect between them.. They could live a good life together.. But suddenly everything was falling apart as he kept recalling the tears and vulnerable look on her face.. Armaan knocked the door hard calling her.. " Shilpa plzz Open the door.. Let me explain you once.. "
He sighed and gripped the door knob as the door flew open nicely.. Armaan snorted as he realized he had actually wasted 5 minutes banging a opening door.. Maybe she was too upset to lock the door.. He walked inside and closed the door making his way inside the living room.. As he reached close to the kitchen he heard Shilpa speak to someone in broken voice.. Armaan walked inside the kitchen to see Shilpa who stood near the counter gripping the phone tightly in her hand , talking to someone while crying.. His heart clenched as he saw her tears and heard the pain in her voice as she spoke..
Shilpa glanced up at Armaan who stood infront of her and put down the handle of phone putting the call on speaker.. Armaan frowned on her act but stayed quiet as he heard Padma's worried voice from the other end.. "Shilpa Tell me Baby.. Whats wrong ? Why are you so upset.. "
Shilpa sniffed and glanced down at the phone speaking in a cracked voice.. " I am fine Mom.. Today i am just upset with myself.. I just understood what a big fool i have been.. "
Armaan looked away as the pain rose in his heart hearing her words..
Padma got more worried and spoke.. " Tell me clearly what happened Shilpa.. "
Shilpa drew a deep breath and whispered.. " I am sorry Mom.. I cant come back to you Now.. "
Armaan's head shot up as he stared at her stunned.. Shilpa sighed as Padma spoke.. " What.. !! You are really worrying me now Shilpa.. "
Shilpa cleared her tears and spoke interrupting her.. " Mamma.. There is nothing to worry about.. I cant comeback to you now.. Because.. "
The words hang around them as Armaan stared at her with a thudding heart.. She held his gaze and spoke to her mom softly.. " Because someone have been asking me to marry him.. Now i am thinking of saying yes to him.. "
Armaan was too stunned to react to her words as they heard Padma gasp from the other end.. Armaan's mind started to flood with thoughts as he stared at her in shock.. He couldnt believe Shilpa was really saying everything to her mom..
Padma spoke quickly breaking the silence.. " Shilpa oh my god are you serious.. Darling do i know him.. "
He saw her smile as she glanced at him with a soft look.. " Ofcourse you know him Mamma.. Armaan Mallik has proposed me to Marry him and i think i am going to say yes to him now.. "
Armaan felt a chill run down his body as he heard Padma speak from the other end in a excited voice.. " Oh my god Baby.. Shilpa i am so Happy for you.. He is such a decent and hardworking boy.. I have always loved him dearly.. "
Shilpa stared back at him as tears formed in her eyes unwillingly.. Armaan felt his own eyes grow misty as he still couldnt believe this was happening..
With tears she spoke softly... " Even i have always loved him Mom.. You know it Well.. He has been trying to make me say yes from two weeks now.. But i kept ignoring it.. "
Padma sighed as she spoke quietly.. " Just give the boy a chance Shilpa.. Am sure he will always keep you happy.. "
Shilpa sniffed and spoke brokenly.. " Thats why i said i have been such a fool.. He had been always so caring and i kept saying no.. And today i saw him rehearsing with Anjali so he could propose me perfectly.. "
Padma giggled as she spoke quickly.. " So did he propose you now.. "
Shilpa glanced back at Armaan who stood motionless with tears formed in his eyes.. Her lips trembled as she remembered how much pain they both have been going through from long time.. As a tear fell from her eyes she replied back with a smile.. " No.. I am just waiting for him to do that so i can say a Yes to him.. "
Padma beamed happily and spoke.. " You are going to call me tonight and tell me.. If you both are marrying i am coming to Mumbai as soon as possible.. Love u Shilpa.. God bless you and Armaan.. "
Shilpa bid a bye to her Mom and cut the call placing away the phone.. She glanced at Armaan hesitantly who now stood with his back turned towards her.. She had seen him cry , she knew he was crying now too.. She walked upto him and stood infront of him to see the pain look on his face.. With a sigh she moved close to him and held his cheeks pressing herself close to him.. Armaan pulled her close holding her waist and hugged her tightly as he spoke in a trembling voice.. " You scared the hell out of me Shona.. I thought.. I thought i had just lost you.. When i saw the hurt look on your face i thought u will leave me.. "
She moved back and stared in his eyes brushing away the tears softly.. " I was just stunned.. You were doing so much hardwork to make me say yes.. I was hurt and angry with myself.. It was me who made things so difficult between us..I should have.. "
He interrupted her words placing a finger on her lips.. " I was in fault myself too.. I deserved the cold shoulder from you.. But you have been always too good for me Shona.. "
She smiled through her tears and spoke in a mere whisper.. " Armaan Mallik.. I am still waiting for the moment.. You promised me you will do something special for me.. I am still waiting for that to happen.. "
He glanced down at her beautiful face and smiled.. Slowly walking backwards he made her sit on the sofa and set infront of her in one knee holding out her hand.. Shilpa held her breath as he held her gaze deeply and spoke in his deep rich voice.. " I just want to tell you.. I am here to give you all happiness in this world.. I want to stay beside you with every circumstances.. Every happy and Sad moment.. I want to be with you and see the baby grow within you.. I want to have a life with you and grow old with you..You have always been my best friend who took care of me every single moment.. But Now.. i want you to be my life partner... "
She couldnt help but cry helplessly as she heard the promise filled words from his lips.. Shilpa gripped his hand and spoke within her tears.. " I still cant believe this is happening.. Everything feels like a dream.. Just like how i dreamed from years.. "
He gave a smile and pulled out a box opening it to her.. Shilpa gasped as she noticed a beautiful , simple silver ring in it.. He took out the ring and spoke strongly.. " This is no dream.. I am making your dream come true Shona.. Marry me Shilpa Malhotra... "
She whispered a Yes softly as he slid the ring in her finger.. She stared down at the ring as he set beside her the sofa slowly caressing her cheeks.. Shilpa glanced back at him and moved forward kissing him softly.. He kissed her back holding her close when she broke the kiss and stared right deep in his eyes.. " I love you Armaan.. "
He smiled with misty eyes and caressed her cheeks.. " I know that.. But there is one more thing i have to tell you "
Shilpa tried to speak when he kissed her one more time blocking away all thoughts from her mind.. Armaan stared down at her and spoke with a smile knowing this was the right thing to say.. " I have to tell you that..I will Love you.. "

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

+ 4

Posted: 11 years ago

#168

Part 16

One week Later :

Shilpa groaned as she glanced at the time weakly.. Slowly she set up on the bed clutching her stomach as she felt the pain increase in lower abdomen.. She tried to get up from bed when Anjali walked inside worried.. " How is the pain today.. ? "
Shilpa sank into the pillows giving up the idea of getting up.. " Still its paining a lot.. I couldnt go to office even today.. "
Anjali set beside her passing a glass of juice.. " Drink this you will feel much better.. Infact doctor says you need to take more fluids.. "
Shilpa made a face but hesitantly started to drink it quietly.. Anjali studied her face for a long time and spoke.. " I spoke to Aunty today.. She said she will be coming to mumbai by tomorrow evening.. I will make sure i go and pick her up you dont have to worry about it.. "
Shilpa gave a soft smile to her pressing her hand.. " Thank you Anjie.. You are the best.. "
Tiredly She closed her eyes leaning back on the pillows when Anjali spoke softly.. " You are missing him right.. "
Her eyes flew open as she stared at her best friend in surprise.. " It has been a week now since he left the town for the conference.. We hardly talked since then "
Anjali smiled at her touching her cheek.. " You are such a baby.. Come on he is not ignoring you.. You know well how buxy he is am sure he will call you back again.. "
Shilpa's troubled gaze met her as she spoke uneasily.. " Its just... Anjie am scared what if we are actually rushing into marriage to soon.. ? What if he is not ready for this.. "
Anjali interrupted her words gently... " Its just your insecurities pouring out Shilpa... Trust yourself with him once.. According to me this is the best step for both of you right now.. "
Shilpa stayed quiet trying to ease away the negative thoughts from her mind.. Anjali pressed her hand softly and got up from the bed.. " I have to leave back to office now.. I will call you tonight ok.. And please take care of yourself "
Shilpa bit her lip as the pain formed back again in her lower abdomen.. She adjusted herself on the bed trying to ease the pain and forced a smile on her lips.. " I will be fine Anjie.. Go to office i will take some rest for a while again.. "
As soon as Anjali left her Shilpa felt her eyes blurry as she clutched her stomach feeling the deep pain rising everytime.. She closed her eyes tightly trying to get some sleep and distract herself from the pain..

She woke up after several hours feeling much better.. Shilpa set up and glanced down at the clock to see it was past 4 pm.. She blinked in surprised wondering how come she had slept for so long and surprisingly the pain in her lower abdomen was light as she felt a sudden ease in her body.. Brushing away the thoughts from her mind she got up from the bed moving towards the cupboard to get something cozy to wear.. Scanning around finally she took out a Big T-shirt and stripped off her clothes silently.. Putting on the T-shirt she turned around and froze on the spot as her eyes grew wide seeing Armaan who stood infront of her draped in a towel , fresh out from shower.. Her breath caught as she glanced at his gorgeous face.. Armaan himself held his breath trying to make out her reaction.. He was damn sure she was going to shout but instead of it Shilpa ran upto him and hugged him tightly sighing blissfully.. " You are back..!! I was so worried Armaan.. "
He let out a sigh of relief as he slowly hugged her back totally aware of their proximity and condition.. " Yes i am back from Pune.."
It was then when she actually realized she was hugging him while he stood undressed without a cloth.. Blushing to the core she stepped back avoiding to glance down at his body which was glistening with water.. As she glanced at him carefully she noticed he was just fresh out of shower.. The wet strands of his hair was making him look incredibly sexy.. Blushing again she gave a nervous smile and tucked back a strand of her hair.. " Uhh I am so sorry .. I didint realize you were naked.. "
She cursed and turned around all red as she realized the word slipped out of her mouth just now.. Did i just say Naked .. Embarrassment washed through her as she started to play with the hem of the shirt..
On the other side Armaan grinned widely as she turned back facing him with a flushed look.. " Yaa well Literally i am naked.. But a towel is there for my help.. "
Shilpa tried to cover up her flushed look changing the topic quickly.. "What are you doing here Armaan.. Why are you not in your apartment.. "
He tried not to stare at her while she set on the bed almost showing off her legs from not so long T-shirt.. Did she had any idea what she was doing to him by wearing around such clothes.. He turned around awkwardly to his suitcase taking out his jeans.. " I came back in morning and thought i will surprise you.. When i came here Anjali was walking out of this house.. She told me you are unwell.. So i thought i will stay back for a while and called the doctor to do a check up on You.. And then as he thought i will take a shower"
Shilpa gasped hearing his words as she stared at him confused.. He took the opportunity and dressed up in jeans when she spoke quietly.. " You were here all time.. And the doctor was also here..Why didint i knew ?"
He sighed and took a seat in chair facing her.. " You were in deep sleep whole time.. Thanxs to Doctor who came and gave you injection to decrease the pain.. He says you need to drink much fluids and gain some weight.. "
Shilpa frowned badly and protested at once.. " Gain weight.. !! Stop joking Armaan.. "
Armaan rolled his eyes as he noticed her leave the room irritatedly.. He followed her back to the kitchen as she set with a glass of water.. " Yes you have to gain more weight.. If you want the baby to be healthy and well.. "
She glanced at him for a second as guilt wash through her.. " Sorry i didint mean to speak like that.. I will take care of the diet.. "
He narrowed his eyes at her and spoke confidently.. " You are always a stubborn women so i am going to take care of your diet.. We have to get married soon.. "
Her breath caught as she glanced at him stunned.. " Married soon.. Why ? "
He smiled at her and spoke gently.. " Then only i can have a proper look on whatever you do.. Have your mind changed on marrying me.. ? "
Her cheeks colored up as she gave a nervous laugh shaking her head.. "No.. Nothing like that.. I just thought you didint wash to rush up.. "
She glanced at him as he just gave a nod and stared at her deeply locking their eyes together in brief moment.. Her breath hitched as she broke the eyelock and got up to the sink changing the subject.. " How much weight do i have to put on more.. What if i just look more ugly as.. "
A halt came to her words as she felt his presence behind her , as he slowly draped his hands on her waist turning her back to face him.. He stared down at her slowly caressing her waist while she unconsciously moved her hand on his bare chest... He caressed her cheeks softly and spoke in a husky voice.. " You are beautiful.. Even if you put on some weight i think you will look much more beautiful with this glow.. "
She tried to speak but instead her lips automatically parted as his face descended down on hers kissing her in a steady pace.. Well that was the plan in his mind as he hear her moan in pleasure he started to kiss more deeply as she slowly submitted to him pressing herself closer , while clutching his hair softly.. He moved his hands on the soft tendrils of her hair slowly caressing them while kissing her.. Every single thought of carrying it smooth vanished away from his mind as the kiss grew more intimate.. Instead he felt like taking her in his arms and carrying her to the bed at the very moment.. Still gaining some control over his sudden rising feelings he broke the kiss and lingered his lips on her forehead while she buried her head on his chest sighing blissfully.. Suddenly the whole idea of marriage was turning out to be much more exiting for both of them..

She followed him out to the living room as he carried his suitcase along with him.. " I am going back to my apartment now.. Tomorrow when your mom comes here we will fix a close date for marriage.. "
Shilpa gave a nod and smiled as he gave a light kiss on her forehead and cheek.. As he turned around to leave she stopped him.. " Armaan.. "
He stood near the door as she slowly walked upto him and spoke hesitantly.. " Can u sit for a while.. I need to give you something.. "
Armaan slowly gave a nod as she took his hand taking a seat in the sofa beside him.. He waited for her to speak while she set quietly trying to form some words.. Instead of speaking she took out a small box from her pocket and opened it.. He glanced down at it in daze as he saw a simple silver ring shining in it.. He glanced up at her questioningly as she blushed and took out the ring speaking softly.. " When you left last week for the meeting i gave a thought and decided maybe i should get something for you too.. Something which can express my feelings towards you which never had changed.. Its still the same.. And you have done so much for me i just wanted to do a small thing for you by gifting you this ring.. "
He stared at her as the emotions started to rise in his heart hearing her words.. But instead he stayed quiet while she placed the ring on his finger.. He stared down at it and smiled .. " Simple and lovely just as i like.. I love it Shona.. "
She stared at him with happiness flowing in her heart.. " I just wanted to give you something that will always remind you of me.. Even if.. "
He interrupted her words by placing a finger on her lips.. " No Ifs between us Now.. And to Remember you i have to forget you which is not going to happen in any new future.. "
As a sudden awkward silence grew between them Shilpa quickly blurted out the most impossible thing from her mouth.. " I dont want a normal marriage.. "
Armaan frowned at her hearing her words.. " No Normal Marriage.. What do you mean.. ? "
She stared down at her ring wondering for a second whether she was taking the right decision.. As she understood it was the best one she spoke confidently.. " I want us to get married on court.. Nothing more just a simple one is fine for me.. "
He narrowed his eyes at her not convinced with her words.. " Court Marriage.. Is that what you really want to do.. "
She just gave a nod and stayed quiet without speaking a further word.. When she didint get any response from him Shilpa glanced up to see Armaan who got up from the sofa.. " Armaan i really didint mean to offend you.. "
He stopped near the door and glanced back at her with a smile.. " You are one hell of stubborn women Shona.. I have the perfect solution for it.. Wait for tomorrow.. "
Before she could protest he left the apartment leaving behind Shilpa confused.. She sank into the sofa as she wondered what was running in his mind right now..

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Precap

Will Marriage take their Relationship on to a whole new level.. ?

She glanced at him nervously as they silently walked out of the courtroom together... Married.. She turned back to give nervously and spoke.. "Armaan now that we are on with a new relationship i think we should start fresh.. As in again just like friends.. "
A amused smile grew on his lips as he spoke carefully.. " You mean No touching , No kissing and No.. "
She quickly spoke breaking his words.. " Yes Just for a start No to them.. Specially this wedding night thing.. Dont you think ? "
His smile faded as his expression grew serious .. He didint knew why but he didint felt much happy with her decision , Armaan spoke in a deep voice.. " In that i have to say knowing past events i cant give 100 % guarantee from my side.. "
She stared at him stunned as he walked down the stairs quietly..

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Part 17

" What ! " Shilpa heard herself blurt out while staring at the judge in the court room.. She bit her lip and glanced away embarrassed while Armaan glanced at her amused..
The judge smiled at her widely and spoke strongly.. " I said Now you are both officially Married.. Congratulations Mr. and Mrs Mallik.."
Mrs. Mallik.. The word rang in her mind sending chills down her spine..
Armaan smiled down at her and pressed her hand blinking his eyes assuring her.. Her gaze drifted on Padma and Anjali who stood in corner beaming happily.. Anjali was grinning while Padma had tears in her eyes smiling at her.. Shilpa smiled at them with a content heart as he took her hand in hers while walking outside..
She glanced at him nervously as they silently walked out of the courtroom together... Married.. Nervousness grew as she spoke "Armaan now that we are on with a new relationship i think we should start fresh.. As in again just like friends.. "
A amused smile grew on his lips as he spoke carefully.. " You mean No touching , No kissing and No.. "
A blush formed on his lips seeing the humor in his eyes..She quickly spoke breaking his words.. " Yes Just for a start No to them.. Specially this wedding night thing.. Dont you think ? "
His smile faded as his expression grew serious .. He didint knew why but he didint felt much happy with her decision , Armaan spoke in a deep voice.. " In that i have to say knowing past events i cant give 100 % guarantee from my side.. "
Now what does that mean.. ? Shilpa wondered as She stared at him stunned while he walked down the stairs quietly..

Shilpa narrowed her eyes at Armaan who hid his laugh while smiling at the people who were present at the small party.. Their office colleagues , friends most important people were present there to congratulate them.. Shilpa glanced at him and spoke softly.. " So this was what you were planning.. "
He leaned towards her and whispered.. " You were bothered about having a normal marriage with me.. So i thought atleast a party will fade out the awkwardness between us.. "
She cringed inwardly hearing his words.. " I thought maybe contract marriage will be good for us.. We are just.. "
He cut back her words with seriousness filled in his voice.. " We are not strangers Shilpa.. "
She stared at him seeing the emotions filled in his eyes.. Was things changing between them.. Surprise filled through her as she realized Armaan was trying to make everything work between them , just like normal husband and wife..
Everyone gathered around congratulating them for the marriage.. Padma smiled at her daughter who was laughing along with her friends.. Her eyes filled up seeing the happiness in her eyes, a real smile on her lips.. Indeed her daughter was happy heading to a beautiful future..
Padma cleared her tears as Shilpa set near her smiling.. " Mom are you fine.. Why are you sitting here alone.. ? "
Padma kissed her cheeks and stared at her lovingly.. " Am totally fine Shilpa.. Just cant believe am seeing you so happy.. "
Shilpa just smiled as Padma held her hand spoke worriedly.. "Shilpa you are happy right.. ? "
Shilpa pressed her hand tenderly.. " Mamma ofcourse i am happy.. You dont have to be worried.. "
She ran a hand on her cheeks.. " I can see that.. And i am sure Armaan will take good care of you Shilpa.. "
" Talking about me.. ? " Armaan joined them with a smile as Anjali joined behind him.. " Dream on Armaan.. Always trying to be the saint.. "
Armaan rolled his eyes and shot a look at Anjali.. " So what.. I know i am already favorite of Padma Mom.. Why are you so jealous "
Anjali frowned at him.. " Me and Jealous.. You just dream on.. "
Padma got up from her seat with a sigh.. " Now you both stop bickering.. And Armaan take your new bride have fun in the party.. "
His eyes drifted down on her, Shilpa blushed and instantly got up coming up with an excuse.. " I will comeback in a while.. "

The party had ended, and now they both were left in his apartment alone.. Shilpa changed back into a nighty and came out of her room searching for him.. She walked inside the kitchen to see Armaan who stood near the counter whistling , while keeping himself buxy on washing the dishes..
" I was about to clean them Armaan.. " Shilpa protested while trying to push him away from the sink.. But he stood firm and smiled at her tenderly.. " Let me finish up this walks.. Anyways i thought you will be tired so thought will do the chores myself.. "
Exhaustion was the last thing she felt right now.. Instead nervousness kept growing inside her with the realization that it was their first night.. Wedding night.. He noticed her staring at him and dried his hands after finishing up the dishes.. Clearing his throat he glanced at hesitantly.. "Shona.. About the first night i.. "
She interrupted him abruptly while moving out of the kitchen.. " Can we avoid this topic please.. We can behave normally cant we.. ? "
She glanced back at him with hopeful eyes as he followed her back into the room silently.. Why isint he answering.. She wondered with a thudding heart.. Think of a excuse.. Her heart raced as he closed the door behind him softly..
Running a hand on her hair she spoke faking a yawn.. " What a day.. I am so sleepy right now.. "
Uhh ohhh.. She wondered as she noticed the suspicion filled in his eyes.. He wasnt ready to buy her act was he.. Brushing off the thoughts she jumped on the bed and switched off the lights..
As she lay in dark room filled with silence she felt him shift and heard him sigh while he got into the bed beside her.. Shilpa gripped her eyes tightly trying best to avoid the warmth of his body close to hers.. Get a grip on yourself.. She taunted herself in her mind while laying there..
Several minutes passed but no sound came from her side.. Shilpa opened her eyes and let out a sigh of relief , but at once regretted as she felt him shift on the bed.. Next second he was leaning down at her speaking in amusement.. " You are not sleeping .. "
She cringed inwardly and opened her eyes gritting her teeth.. " No i am falling asleep.. Now stop disturbing me.. "
She caught a glimpse of the smile forming in his lips as he spoke huskily.. "Liar.. "
She opened her mouth to argue when he leaned down and spoke with humor filled in his voice.. " Now let me check whether you are really sleepy or not.. "
Her mind got alerted at once as he touched her waist slowly trailing his fingers upto her stomach.. Ohh yes he is going to do that.. Shilpa realized as she shouted out loud.. " NO Dont you dare Armaan.. "
Ignoring her warning he started to tickle her hard.. Shilpa gasped and started to laugh hard.. Her laughter filled in the silent room as he grinned.. " You are such a faker do you know that.. Armaan i am sleepy.."
He mimicked her line laughing while she glared at him speaking breathlessly.. " Ahhh Stop it Armaan.. Let me breath.. Ohh Stop it.. "
He stopped tiredly and dropped his head down on her neck while she panted due to nonstop laughs.. " You are such a devil Armaan "
He smiled on her neck as she gasped feeling the touch of his lips on her skin.. He sensed the sudden change in her behavior and lifted his face staring down at her.. In the moonlight her face was beautiful , filled with innocence as she stared back at him uneasily.. " Armaan.. "
He placed a finger on her lips making her go silent.. Trying to push away the awkwardness between them he spoke with his voice filled in humor.."Shilpa.. Reminding you again this is our wedding night.. "
The grin faded from his lips as he saw her eyes flicker in desire.. She licked her dry lips and stared at him passionately.. He groaned realizing probably he had said something which should have been avoided..
He tried to think of something , but she was lost in her world as she lifted her hand and slowly caressed his cheeks with her soft fingers.. Her gaze drifted down on his lips while caressing it lightly with a finger.. She is a beauty.. Did he realize it for the very first time.. No this was probably first time he was seeing her differently , something beyond friendship.. He had realized.. And then he did what he knew he could do.. He drop his head down on her neck nuzzling her skin lightly.. Just like always going along what he felt to do in heart.. He felt her go stiff under him , for a second he felt like he should withdraw and go out of the room.. He was ready to let go of her when she pushed him back and spoke in a mere whisper.. "Armaan.. Make love to me.. "

In the middle of night Shilpa slipped out of the bed and tried to get the hold of the sheets to cover up herself.. But the sheets were tangled as it was stuck under him while he slept on his stomach, with his back towards her.. She blushed seeing the half naked body of him.. Ignoring the desire she pulled on his shirt and buttoned it securely..
She walked inside the kitchen looking for some food.. To do something to distract her mind from watever happened just now.. She flushed as she realized she had asked him to make love to her.. What happened to the rules of staying away from him ? Or keeping the limits of friendship between them.. Didint she just spent her wedding night in his arms while he made passionate love to her.. She recalled every single moment making her heartbeat rise.. The way he touched every part of her body.. Running down his lips on her delicate body.. The way he held her and stared right in her eyes while making love to her, Not even once they had lost eye lock.. Instead she had stared back at him with equal desire and emotion of love while letting the embarrassment and nervousness fade away.. Weren't they becoming truly husband and wife in every means.. Something she had feared from the start.. But her heart was letting it happen.. He was letting it happen.. So why should she let her insecurities become a barrier between them.. That wasnt a good idea..
Everything happens for a good.. She smiled as she mumbled to herself reassuring her heart..
" What are you doing here.. " Shilpa glanced up as she heard his voice.. He stood dressed in his jeans while staring at her with a amused look..
Her eyes drifted back to his body noticing several lipstick marks on his chest.. Did she really do that.. Shilpa looked away blushing while he walked inside looking around the food.. " Anything good to eat.. "
" Just the leftovers " She mumbled softly as he stood beside her.. She glanced back at him as she noticed him staring down at his shirt.. She tried to form excuses when he spoke lightly.. " You need to stop wearing shirts like this.. "
She frowned and looked down munching some food.. " If it offends you.. "
He interrupted her taking some food for himself.. " Not that it offends me.. It just give me .. Wrong ideas... "
She gaped at him while he ate his food coolly.. With a shy look on her face she put down the leftovers and washed her hands when he spoke gently.."Whats your plan for coming days.. "
" What plans ? " She shrugged her shoulders while drinking water.. He rubbed his neck thoughtfully.. " You said you want to go back to Kasauli.. And also giving up the job.. What have you decided. "
She stared at him for a while as the confusion rose in her mind.. Now did she really give a thought regarding this.. He understood her hesitance and gave a smile taking her hand.. " Its fine.. You can decide later on.."
She followed him silently back to the room thoughtfully.. They got on to the bed and laid in silence.. He shifted close and gave a light kiss on her cheeks.. She glanced back in his eyes suddenly knowing her decision.. " I think i will resign from job and stay in home.. I will keep myself buxy in the house chores.. "
She could see the happiness in his eyes as he spoke carefully.. " So you mean not going back to kasauli... "
Shilpa chuckled and shook her head.. " No.. Not yet.. I am going to make sure you have to bare me for a long time.. "
He grinned at her and spoke.. " Sure why not.. I would be delighted to have you.. For a long time"

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Part 18

2 Months Later :

" Huh... What were you saying... ? " Armaan glanced up from his laptop as he noticed Shilpa who stood infront of him fuming in anger. Despite of the anger she had in her eyes he couldnt help but smile. Shilpa narrowed her eyes at him and spoke muttering angrily.. "I told you why are you avoiding me.. "
He frowned.. He frowned badly hearing her words.. "Now stop talking nonsense Shona.. When did i do that.. "
She huffed angrily and walked out of the room without a word.. He got up and followed behind her confused.. " Now will you please tell me what is going on.. ?? "
Pregnancy hormones started to kick in her as she bit her lips from crying.. But Shilpa couldnt help as tears welled up in her eyes.. "How can we talk. You hardly have time for me to talk now.. "
Frustration built inside him as he tried to understand what she meant. Had he really ignored her all these days.. "Shona i told you i am having buxy projects in hand.. "
" Ya right buxy projects or hot assistant.. " She muttered under her breath pushing him aside walking back inside the room..
He shook his head and followed her inside frustratedly.. " What did you just say about my assistant.. "
She fumed at him and passed him his wallet.. "Fine i wont say a word against ur dearest assistant. You are getting late for office.. "
His eyebrow shot up as humor filled in his voice.. "Wait a minute.. Dont tell me you are getting jealous of her.. "
He stifled his laugh as she shot a look at him getting all red.. " Jealous and me.. "
His expressions grew hard as he cupped her cheeks and stared down at her.. " Yes you are and i dont want you to feel like that.. You really think i would cheat on you ? "
She frowned and protested with her eyes and he smiled at her.. "That was a joke.. I know you wont think such thing about me. You love me beyond anything.. "
She stared at him in daze.. Why dont you say it back to me.. Her heart made a silent complain as she stared at him. She knew he adored her like anything. In this past 3 months he had taken care of her just like the way she had dreamt of.. He had been a perfect husband. But what about being a perfect lover. She hated to admit that still a awkwardness accompanied them whenever they slept. Her insecurities had started to grow since he had become busy in his work hardly getting time to spend with her.. And what effected her most was the friendly assistant whom he had appointed for himself after she resigned from the job. She glanced up as he startled her a kiss. She sighed blissfully and tried to deepen the kiss as he groaned inwardly and broke the kiss with a guilty look. " I have to leave for office now.. "
Shilpa tried to hide her disappointment but the expression she had in her eyes didint go unnoticed by him.. He sighed and took a set back murmuring softly.. " I seriously dont know whats going so wrong between us.. "
Seeing her silent he gave up realizing she wasnt going to reply back to him. Giving up he turned around to leave as she spoke in a cracked voice.. "What bothers me is the fact that we cant spend much time with each other now.. I miss us "
Eventhough the last words from her mouth came as a mere whisper he heard clearly as his heart clenched.. He walked back to her and cupped her face as she broke into tears.. "I promise i will try to correct everything. Just give me sometime to tackle my problems. "
He held her close as she wiped off the tears and smiled at him feeling content. He brushed his lips softly on hers as she spoke softly.. "I have to go doctor today. To do Sonography.. "
He kissed her forehead and smiled.. " I promise i will try my best to join you there.. "

"Ms.Shilpa Mallik ? " Shilpa glanced up quickly as the nurse called out her name. She gave a nod as the nurse smiled at her.. " You are next. We will call you inside in a short while.. "
Shilpa gave a nod as the nurse left her alone with Anjali.. Anjali rolled her eyes and held her hand.. "Stop getting nervous. You are behaving as if the doctor is going to take out the baby. Its just a test.. "
Shilpa cringed inwardly and shook her head protesting.. "Am not much worried about the test. Ok i admit little scared but its something else worrying me.. "
Anjali snorted.. "Let me guess..Armaan right. Must be flirting around with new assistant.. "
Shilpa shot her a warning look.. "Thats not funny Anjie.. "
She glanced down at her waiting for him to reply back to her marriage.. Disappointment flowed through her she wondered whether he had actually forgotten it. No maybe he is really busy. The heart objected as she tried to push away all the negative thoughts from her mind.
"I seriously cant believe this Shilpa. You are actually getting jealous of that not so happening assistant.. ? " Anjali mused at her..
Shilpa gave a hesitant smile and whispered.. "I cant help. Its been 2 months we have hardly got time to spend with eachother. He doesnt even touch me now.. "
Ohh no.. Warning bells rang in her mind as she bit her tongue realizing what she had actually said just now.. Anjali suppressed her laugh seeing the flushed look on Shilpa's face.. "Oh god now Armaan Mallik is a real Dumb isint he.. Come on Shilpa he is going too much in business. If he is distracted why dont you show him what he is forgetting.. "
Shilpa frowned as Anjali smiled and started to spill out her plan. Her eyes widened as she listened to her intently. As Anjali ended her talk with a big smile Shilpa laughed nervously.. " I really dont think i can do that.. "
"Ofcourse you can and believe me it will work really well.. " Anjali gave a side hug as the nurse interrupted them. Shilpa got up and followed the nurse inside the room passing a final glance at the corridor.
"Calm down Shilpa. Its a normal test. " The doctor spoke in a soothing voice as Shilpa let out a nervous laugh while gripping Anjali's hand.. Anjali held her hand and whispered softly.. " She is right Shilpa. Calm down dont you want to see the first glimpse of your baby.. "
She badly wanted to see, but along with it she had wanted Armaan also to be with her through out the examination. The doctor started to prepare for the sonography when suddenly Anjali chuckled and let go of her hand.."Well i think its time for me to leave. "
Shilpa glanced at her confused but seeing Anjali's gaze stick to the doorway she turned around and her breath caught.. Infront of them stood Armaan who walked inside flashing his dimple.. "I hope i am not late.. "

Next Day :

The day had went pretty smooth. Shilpa was in much better mood than the previous day. But today something was suspicious in her behavior. While having morning breakfast he had caught her eying him several times. Whenever he grinned at her she blushed and looked away with a smile. Something was cooking in her mind he knew very well. But couldnt give a guess on what it was. Ending his work in the office he walked inside the house and frowned seeing the place all dark and silent. Was she home. He wondered suspiciously thinking where she might have gone. Slowly he worked inside the room the closed the door. He turned around and took a breath of relief as he saw her sitting near the window silently.. Putting away his coat he slowly walked towards her and stood behind her staring outside at the beautiful sky..
Shilpa trembled as she pulled the shawl tightly around her. She was very much aware that he was standing behind her. She felt the hot breath on her neck sending chills down her spine. Slowly she turned around with a blush on her face. He just stared at her stunned staring at her face. "I have been noticing from morning. Whats running in your mind.. ? "
She blushed further when suddenly he noticed the shawl draped around her covering up the upper body of her. What on the world was she wearing. He ran his eye and noticed she was wearing a silky nightdress. His gasped lightly and spoke.. "And why are you hiding yourself in that shawl. "
She hesitated a bit, but slowly she let it go and the shawl slipped from her body slowly down on to the floor. He just stood still as he drew a raspy breath trying to control the desire flowing through him. His eyes ran on the devilish short nightdress she had chosen to wear.. The nighty was clinging to every desirable curve of her body and the fact thats she was pregnant made her look more beautiful. He still stood stunned as he realized she had actually dared to wear something like that short with a big V neck showing off her skin more than he used to see before. He licked his dry lips as passion rose in him. She glanced up at him hesitantly with a smile. "So.. Do you like it.. "
He suddenly realized he had no words to reply back to her. He still couldnt believe she was asking him about the daring outfit with such innocence..He drew a raspy breath and turned around trying to control himself as she moved forward to face him with a frown. " Wait.. You didint like this.. "
He tried to protest at once as her face grew red as she turned embarrassed.. "That was really stupid of me. I shouldnt have. I am sorry i will just go and.. "
He pulled her roughly in his arms and kissed her passionately silencing her at once.. She gasped with the sudden touch of his lips but at once recovered kissing him back with such a longing.. As she parted her lips he drew his tongue inside her mouth teasing her. He broke off the kiss and lifted her in arms speaking in a husky voice. " You always know the perfect way of seducing me.. "

After several hours she woke up pulling the sheets close to her feeling cold. She glanced up startled as he started to rub her arms softly.. " You are awake.. ? "
He smiled as she questioned him in her sleepy voice. Tucking back the strand of her from her face he kissed her lightly. " Just woke up. Couldnt sleep. "
She blushed lightly running her hands on his chest.. "So you are staring at me. "
He glanced at her in wonder.. " No i was actually wondering what on the earth did Anjali put in your head to make you do this.. "
Shilpa laughed as he smiled.. " She was giving me advice. Saying i should try to gain your attention. "
The smile on his lips faded as he frowned badly.. " You dont have to try to gain my attention. You already have my attention "
She narrowed her eyes showing she wasnt ready to buy his words.. He sighed and spoke gently.. "Believe me. I notice you everyday. Whenever you make breakfast to me smiling. Whenever i see you stare at me in wonder. Eventhough i have a bad day when i come home and see your shining face i feel happy.. "
She smiled amused and spoke in humor.. " Such filmy lines.. "
Ignoring her remark he continued.. "And how can you say i dont notice you. Just because i spend more time in office. Do you even know what happens to me when i comeback in home and see you wearing those shirt.."
She stared at him suspiciously and frowned.. " Shirts.. ?? "
He closed his eyes and then smiled.. " Yes my old shirts. Do you even know how sexy you look in them.. "
Her eyes widened as heat rose on her cheeks.. " But you are always busy on work and hardly spend time with me.. "
He glanced at her guiltily.. "For that i am really sorry. I know i have been very much distracted from work all these days. It never occurred to me that i was ignoring you badly. And also there is one more silly confession i need to make.. "
Plzz say I love you.. The thought cross her mind but seeing the humorous look on his face she knew he had something else in his mind.. "Actually i have to confess this. All this days i had a hard time to control myself from touching you. I was just scared to hurt you as you a pregnant. "
She got surprised hearing his confession. He stared down at her sheepishly as she laughed.. "Armaan do you know you just wasted lucky two months. "
He got more annoyed seeing her laugh badly.. " What you mean. "
Shilpa flushed as she drew circles on his bare chest speaking softly.. "Well you know after third month of pregnancy you cant.. "
Realization flew through his as his eyes grew wide and he cursed under his breath.. Shilpa stifled her laugh.. " You should have spoken to me about it Armaan. "
He stared down at her and laughed along with her on his silly confession.. He was glad in his heart with the fact that the awkwardness between them was fading away truly.. But she was still disappointing in heart as she longed to hear him confess his love to her.

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

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Posted: 11 years ago

#169

Part 19

One month past :

"Whats wrong with you today ? "
" Whats wrong with me , nothing. "
"You are avoiding me Shilpa. " Armaan spoke irritatedly getting annoyed with the tension hanging around them. She had been behaving weird since the night she had seen him chatting around with Rosa , unknown with the close proximity himself she had caught Rosa hugging him which made him realize the reason behind her disturbed look. He had spent several days to make her understand she was holding a empty worry , still the tension hanged around them which was now suffocating him badly..
Armaan sighed and took her hand caressing it softly.. "How many times should i say sorry for that night. ? Cant you trust me.. ? "
Shilpa cringed inwardly seeing the worried look on his face. He cared for her , it was always visible in his eyes.. Brushing away his hand she got up from her seat cleaning up the table.. "My worry is that Rosa.. "
"She knows her limits she is just a friend Shona.. " Armaan tried to explain with a earnest expression. But she remained quiet with a hardened look on her face..
"Fine do whatever you want.. " He muttered angrily and stormed off from the kitchen with his bag..

A pain ran through her heart as Shilpa made her way back to the room slowly.. What was she doing , was she doing right ?. Every single day he would storm off from house in anger leaving behind her to cry. But could she really blame him for this.. ? Shilpa wondered in her heart uneasily. Whatever happened that night had been a big misunderstanding. He had explained and still had been trying to explain every single day. Guilt ran through her heart.. "Stupid hormones always makes me go crazy " Shilpa muttered under her breath.. Just then she felt his warm hands grip her from behind. With a gasp she turns around to see teasing blue eyes staring down at her.. "Gotcha !! "
Shilpa stared at him. The big smile on his face made her eyes misty for a second as she recalled how cruel she had acted towards him from several days. Armaan frowned and pulled her close inhaling her fragrance.."This is not done.. I came to surprise you and you start to cry seeing me.. "
Forcing a smile on her lips she cups his face speaking in a broken voice. "I am so sorry.. "
He just smiled and held her as she spilled out all her insecurities.. "I shouldnt have been so cruel towards you. I know Rosa and the hug, it was just friendly.. Still the insecurities took over me.. Armaan i cant ever blame you i know you want leave me. But still it scares me.. It scares me a lot.."
"Shhh.. Am there for you. And i realized my mistake , understood and corrected now. I will make sure i keep a good distance with other women specially infront of my pregnant jealous wife. " He completed the sentence in humor, Shilpa chuckled and hit him in arm playfully.. "Thats not funny Armaan."
She stared at him lovingly as he laughed. Shifting close to him she tiptoed whispering on his lips.. " I love you Armaan. "
For the very first time after all these days she felt him get tensed. He stilled and stared down at her with a disturbed expression. For a second hurt filled in her eyes as she wondered , was she expecting for too much. But then the smile returned on his lips as he covered up with kissing her softly.. " God. For how many days i have waited to hold you like this. But you Mrs Shilpa Mallik was busy being the hitler.. "
Shilpa blushed and looked away.. " What are you doing here.. ? Dont you have office.. ? "
He sighed and nuzzled her neck while muttering softly.. "Ahhh Nothing.. I was just tired of going to office with a bad mood everyday. Anyways when do i get the lucky moment.. ? "
She blushed even more seeing the teasing look in his eyes.. Playing with the button of his shirt she spoke softly.. "Umm Armaan. I think you need to remember i am pregnant. "
She chocked a laugh as she heard him mutter something under his breath. He passed a sheepish smile and cleared his throat. "Ok fine. So umm when do i get to cuddle with you.. ? "
Shilpa stared at him for a second and broke into wits of laughter.. "Cuddle.. Are... You Serious.. "
Armaan made a face trying to hide his smile.. "You just dont understand whatever i say. Anways i am going to office now. Bye Shona. "
Shilpa smiled and pecked him on his cheeks whispering softly. "We will cuddle.. Tonight "

Shilpa hurried back to the room hearing the ring of her phone. Sitting on the bed she picked up the call breathless... "Hello Armaan "
"You should seriously stop running around the house Shona. " Armaan frowned worriedly.. Shilpa rolled her eyes smiling.. "Am fine. Was just doing laundry. Anyways why did u call ? To cuddle. ??"
He snorted hearing the tease in her voice.. " I want you to note down the address i am giving to you.. Get dressed and get to the place by half and hour.."
"But why.. ? " Shilpa frowned slowly noting down the address.. He just smiled and replied softly.. " I have a surprise for you.. "

"Armaan you there.. ? " Shilpa spoke softly while entering the house. As she entered she stilled seeing the beauty of the house. Well furnished and filled with colors and simplicity. Whose house was this..? She wondered as she started to look around for him. Where was he. Shilpa stopped near the steps as she heard noise of people talk. Was Armaan upstairs ? As she started to walk upstairs the noise got more close. Finally she stood infront of the room and frowned hearing a voice of someone she didint wish to see.
Taking a deep breath she opened the door to see Armaan and Rosa who set on the bed laughing. Shilpa gasped , Armaan's smile faded away as he stood up quickly.. "You early.. ! "
She glanced a look at Rosa who also stood up with a guilty look on her face. What was she guilty about. Hurt filled through her once again she spoke sarcastically.. "I see.. Maybe i shouldnt have come early.. "
Noticing the tremor in her voice he shook his head quickly as Rosa excused herself from them leaving the room quietly.. Shilpa turned back to Armaan and interrupted him before he could speak. " So why did you bring me to her house. I guess you were already having a good time with her.. "
His eyes widen , for a minute hurt filled in them as she cringed inside wondering whether she was wrong. He hardened his expressions and muttered angrily. " I seriously dont understand what type of negative thoughts are running in your mind Shilpa. For once and all just get it in your head. There is nothing going on between me and Rosa. !! "
Her lips trembled while he turned around trying to calm down his anger. Shilpa slowly set on the bed and spoke in a shaking voice. "Then why are you always with her. Its been months i hardly see your face. Whenever i see i get to see u with her. Still i dont say a word knowing she is just a secretary. But you always laugh with her , enjoy her company. What should i feel about it. Why dont you spend time with me ? "
The very last question sent chills down his body. He turned around and set infront of her as her eyes welled up. Holding her hand tightly he spoke gently.. " Firstly i accept my fault. But can i explain myself. ? I know i have overworked myself not giving much time to u and baby. But i did all this to free myself from this project. And finally today i am free from the burden of those works. Rosa was here to help me in some final task only.. "
Shilpa frowned. He just smiled and continued.. "This was the surprise i was planning to give u from months. And this is not Rosa's house. Infact this is Our House Shona. You are sitting in our bedroom.."
Her breath caught as she registered his words in her mind. She glanced around in awe as he smiled widely... "I was telling Rosa how happy you would be to see this house. "
She stared back at him and whispered.. "Armaan. Are you serious. This.. This is our house.. ? But it is so big.. "
He took her hand taking her out of the room.. She walked along with him looking around with a smile.. "Yes its Big. I had seen this place from long time. But had some issues for buying thats why couldnt do it soon. Now finally i have bought and this belongs to you and my baby.. "
Her eyes grew misty and she press a light kiss on his lips.. "No.. Its our Home.. "
He grinned happily and led her outside.. "I wanted you to see this place as i knew you would love it.. "
Her breath caught once again as she stared at the view stunned. They had stepped out in a beautiful garden. The place was done with beautiful gardening and looked peaceful.. "Armaan.. Its so beautiful.. " She spoke in a cracked voice as he hugged her lightly staring around..
She sniffed lightly as he laughed.. "You arent supposed to cry yet. Because i have something special waiting for you upstairs.. "
She walked upstairs with him with a thudding heart as he led her to the corner room. A halt came to her steps as he opened the door. She just stood still and stared around with tears and trembling lips. As he chuckled and pulled her inside she touched the walls of beautiful Nursery room. The room of their Baby.. It was done with mix of light colors. The room was filled with everything she could have dreamed of having for her child. As glanced at him in awe as he shrugged his shoulders speaking sheepishly.."I was little confused on what color to bring. So i told them to keep both Pink and Blue here.. "
Shilpa smiled at him as she felt loss of words. She didint knew what to say. Everything felt like a dream. A perfect dream which was now reality. He glanced back at her and spoke nervously. "Are you now totally filled with surprises or you can take one more.. ? "
"What. ? " She blurted out as he led her outside the room walking downstairs back to the garden.. As he took her along she realized he was much quieter than before.. What was he nervous about..
Armaan led her near the swing and smiled at her, Shilpa glanced around still confused.. "What Armaan ? "
He grinned, but soon it faded off as he glanced down and shouted in surprise.. "What the Hell !! "
She glanced down to see few big puzzle pieces scattered around.. Armaan ran a hand in his hair and spoke dissapointedly.. "I wonder which idiot ruined my work.. "
Shilpa smiled and knelt down slowly putting along the pieces together.. She glanced at Armaan for a second who stared at her nervous , but glanced away embarrassed seeing her stare.. Slowly she got back in arranging the pieces wondering what was hidden behind the puzzle. As it was completed her hands started to shake as she read aloud the words written in it.. I Love You..

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Part 20

Did i say something wrong ? It was the words which kept ringing in his mind as they made their way back to home. Through out the way she was silent , a blank expression stick on her face as if she was in daze.. She better react good.. He muttered to himself slightly dissapointed with her behavior. After so much planning of the house and confessing his feelings to her he had expected her to react with a look of surprise and tears. But instead she stared at him blankly and mumbled that she wants to go back home.

"Shilpa stop doing that.. " Armaan muttered angrily as he followed her around the house while she kept gathering up items in boxes.. Maybe she was eager or excited to shift back to the new house as soon as possible. But instead all he noticed in her face was tiredness which she usually felt due to pregnancy.. "Shilpa you should not stress out yourself in this condition.." He spoke carefully trying to keep himself calm as he spoke softly so that she wouldnt react bad. Since pregnancy had started she had been reacting to his words emotionally. "Shilpa listen to me.. Shona " He spoke softly taking her hand into his.. He frowned as she moved away softly crying.. "How can you just come and say it so easily.. " She spoke in broken words while trying to put away things with her trembling hands..
" I said stop stressing out yourself.. " He muttered in a angry tone. Shilpa glanced up at him biting her lips , but instead of listening to him she started to fill up the box with items..
"You arent going to listen to me right.. Fine " Without giving her a chance to react he picked her up in his arms while she struggled slightly to get away from him. But Armaan was Armaan and Armaan Mallik wasnt in a good mood to listen..
He frowned badly as she lay beneath him and cried softly.. But this time instead of questioning her he held her close letting her cry out her frustrations and pain.. He glanced at the clock and realized it was past 9 pm.. Slowly rubbing her back he held her in his arms as she drifted back into peaceful sleep..

It was pass dawn when he felt her shift beside him slowly giving a nudge on his shoulder.. After several minutes he groaned and got on one elbow staring down at her sleepily while she stared at him with her eyes wide open.. "Armaan are you awake now.. "
" My eyes are open, and i guess you can see i am speaking too " He spoke groggily as she started to laugh hearing his words.. He smiled seeing the way her eyes shined while she kept laughing.. " You look beautiful when you smile. " The smile faded off as her eyes grew misty as emotions filled in them.. He groaned inwardly and set up with a annoyed look.. "Now i have a serious problem with this tears. Why do you keep always crying. Am i that bad. "
Shilpa set up leaning to the headboard while he set facing her questioningly.. Biting her lips from crying she spoke hesitantly.." I know i shouldnt cry. I should be happy today. But its been long since i waited for you Armaan.. "
He sighed slowly pulling her close as she spoke out her heart to him... She spoke out the way she had dreamed about him every single day. How it pained to see him love someone else. How painful it was to see him broken. "Armaan. It all still feels like a dream. Every time i held back myself thinking its only one sided love. Now i have you beside me , a baby growing inside me, a dream house to go.. Everything feels like a beautiful dream.."
He drew a breath of relief finally content on hearing what he had waited for.. Slowly caressing her cheeks he confessed his feelings.. " Its not a dream anymore.. This is reality. Our reality. I still cant believe i had been such a fool not to see the love you had for me. Instead i kept running behind a women who never loved me even once. I should have realized what a big mistake i was doing.. "
She glanced up in his eyes and tried to protest when he continued.. "Let me say this. Yes i did love Sara. She was one girl who i loved way too much that it hurt..But after she left suddenly i crashed on to you in such a way. In such a way that i started doubting my own feelings. The passion i felt with you was something i never had with her. The way you helped me. Took care of me every single day. I cant even tell you how grateful i am to have a life partner like you with me.. Everything has faded away from my heart. Instead i am giving you something you deserve. The love you deserve. I love you Shona. I love you more than you can imagine.. "
She kept listening to him intently while trying to hold back herself from crying. As she broke into tears he started to laugh , Shilpa hit his chest playfully and smiled through tears.. " I hate you.. You always say things which makes me cry.. "
" What. You feel like crying because i love you ?? " He spoke dramatically as she grinned slowly laying down on the bed with a yawn. "Oh Hello what do you think you are doing.. ?? " He spoke slowly leaning down on her as she opened one eye with a pout.. " Sleeping ...whatelse..? Your baby makes me so tired i cant sit straight even for a minute.. "
Slowly caressing her bulging belly he stretched beside her and slowly kissed her eyes mumbling softly.. " I love you.. And tomorrow i am taking a day off.."
" I love you too. But why day off.. " She muttered sleepily hugging him as he smiled.. " Because tomorrow we will shift to our new house. Home sweet home.. "

" Armaan mallik you are a dead meat.. " Anjali muttered angrily glaring at Armaan while he brought inside the boxes grinning.. "Oh come on Anjie. I traded with you and you know it.. "
"Fine fine.. Now as you see i have completed my work of arranging the living room... Now give me the tickets of the concert as promised.." Anjali smirked.. Armaan chuckled and pulled out the ticket from his jeans pocket.." Here you go. And enjoy.. "
Staring down at the ticket Anjali smiled widely giving him a quick hug.."Thank you dude. Anyways where is Shilpa. I have to go now say my regards to her.. "
" She said she was feeling hot. Must have gone inside to change into something comfortable.. " Armaan shrugged while opening up the boxes getting occupied in the work.. " Fine Give my love to her Bye.. " Anjali gives a wave and walk out of the house grinning to herself..

" Finally.. All done " He muttered to himself happily as he pulled away the junk from the living area satisfied with the work he had completed.. Tiredly he set on the sofa closing his eyes for rest when he heard her irritated voice.. "Armaan I tried to open my suitcase but it is not opening.. I have placed all your clothes in wardrobe but how am i supposed to get mine.."
Ignoring her complaints he laid silent enjoying the coolness of Air conditioner when Shilpa spoke impatiently.. "Armaan.. Are you even listening to me.. I need to get a dress to change.. "
" So you are not wearing anything right now.. " He grinned with closed eyes as devil thoughts formed in his mind..
" I am wearing a old shirt of you.. Now can you seriously come and help me to open my suitcase.. " Shilpa spoke with irritation..
Ohh Not again the shirt.. He opened his eyes remembering how he reacted always seeing her in shirt.. And today he found more hard to pull away his gaze from her body as the shirt wasnt long enough to hide away her legs.. And today first time he noticed she looked quiet shy and uncomfortable due to so much exposure due to the shirt..Ofcourse she had gain some weight but he couldnt believe what a beautiful glow she had in her face.. Everything was perfect about her.. It was him now he had a hell of hard time trying not to forget she was 5 months pregnant.. Clearing his throat he got up and followed her inside while trying to keep his eyes from staring at her back.. She walked with such a grace he had a hard time to control himself from having her right there.. She walked inside and pointed him her suitcase.. Armaan set on the floor and tried to open the suitcase.. He tried to drag it hard, slowly he muttered under his breath and turned around only to curse under his breath.. Shit.. She set on the bed , her legs pointing right at him.. Unknowingly his gaze traveled up seeing how the shirt had ridden up showing up more of her legs. Swallowing he glanced up at her innocent face. Did she had even slightest idea what she was doing to him.. Probably not. Shilpa frowned and have a shake to him.. "Armaan.. Its opening or not.. "
He stared at her in daze without answering her question. Instead staring at her he replied dreamily.. " How many seconds will it take to take of that shirt ? "
"What ?? " Shilpa stared at him baffled but the desire flowing in his eyes didint go unnoticed by her. Was she really giving him a hard time. Slowly glancing down at her attire she cleared out her doubt. Biting her lips softly she tried to pull down the shirt which was not doing much help to cover up herself.. "Armaan.. My clothes.. " She mumbled helplessly knowing it wasnt doing any much help. Instead of listening to her pleas he kept staring at her as if he would kiss her in any minute. That made her remember about their conversation before where he mentioned about cuddling.. It made her break into fits of laughter.. Armaan narrowed his eyes as she started to laugh badly.. "Shona."
She stopped laughing and smiled as she saw him get back on trying to open the suitcase.. Slowly her eyes traveled on his bare back. Once again noticing how muscular and powerful he looked. He had a gorgeous body which always made her have naughty thoughts.. He was something which she had never experienced in life. He was a perfect lover , a perfect husband. Whatelse was there to expect more than this. Her feets started to curl up as she grew more uneasy due to the desirable feelings rising in her heart.. "Armaan.. " She stammered softly as he finally opened up the suitcase with a big smile.. "Its done.. What were you saying.. " He glanced at her gently but soon the gentleness faded off seeing the passion hidden under her eyes. A look which evoke the passion for her within himself. He swallowed a lump , and stared down at her legs as she spoke in horse voice.."Touch me please.. "
He stared at her for a long minute , Understanding what she wanted , realizing what he wanted to do himself. Slowly gripping the edge of the bed he crawled into the bed while she herself crawled into the middle slowly lying on it.. His hands automatically started to trail on her soft legs , while his eyes never left hers. He kept watching every single change in her expression as he touched her more intimately.. Slowly settling himself on her lightly he unbuttoned the shirt seductively , still staring down at her with his passionate gaze. Caressing her every curve through his eyes.. She stared back at him breathlessly surprised with her own boldness. But it didint matter to her anymore. They both were deeply committed and the least thing she wanted to feel among them was awkwardness. Her fingers slowly trained on his shoulders , feeling his muscles. It slowly snaked on his neck as he took the shirt. Suddenly feeling the coolness hit her body she pulled up the sheets covering themselves. He smiled seeing how easily she reacted. A hint of shyness always accompanied her whenever he touched her , felt her. Not that it bothered him instead he found himself getting more attached towards her innocent love to him. Slowly his hands ran on her body as she sucked on a breath closing his eyes. He leaned down on her neck showering light kisses. His touches making her tremble. She herself busied herself on caressing his back as he softly moved his hands on her growing bump slowly caressing it. A smile formed on his lips as well as hers as they felt connected to their child at the same moment.. He moved down and placed his ear on her belly as she sighed blissfully.. "Its my baby here.." He announced proudly yet in a gentle voice making her smile.. "I hope he can feel me.. " Armaan mumbled softly placing a kiss on her growing bump.. "Am sure he is feeling both of us.. " She whispered softly as he glanced back at her with a smile.. They enjoyed the silent moment together laying in eachother's arms.. After a while she pinched his arm and spoke playfully.. " I am sure i am giving you a hard time.. " He frowned irritatedly and pouted as she started to laugh seeing the miserable look on his face.. "Ofcourse.. But still i dont mind cuddling.. "
That made her laugh harder.. She wiped the tears which formed in her eyes and glanced at him lovingly as he took her hand staring down at her.. "I love you Shona.. You know that right.. " He whispered to her slowly kissing her lips drinking the sweetness of it. She moaned under his lips and responded back to him kissing eagerly.. As he dragged his lips away to her cheeks caressing them she spoke breathlessly.. "Ofcourse i know.. Be mine forever like this.. "

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Part 21

"Just re-schedule the meeting for morning. Am coming to office in a while." Armaan spoke in a hurry as he kept roaming around the home searching for his files. Shilpa kept tiredly wandering around him passing him his things. Being now pregnant for 9 months was making her tired and weak. "Armaan you are tiring me up now.. " Shilpa complained in a soft voice as she set in the sofa rubbing her big belly. He turned around staring at her for a minute. Mumbling a quick bye to his secretary he slowly bent down caressing her cheek.. "You better stop running around like this. Specially when the due date is so close.. "
"Then you better stop making me run after you. Armaan Mallik still is a kid who doesnt knw where his things are.. " Shilpa made up a face but couldnt help smile as she noticed him giving a silly grin..
"Oh god am sure gonna be late for my meeting now.. " Armaan muttered under his breath as he glanced at his watch and made his way to get his bag.. " Now where did i keep my keys.. " He spoke aloud searching around the sitting room.. Shilpa groaned and got up unwillingly, she picked up the keys from the drawer and walked upto him slowly narrowing her eyes.. "Your keys Armaan.. " He smiled and tried to take it when she snatched it back with a strict look.. " You will only get your keys when you finish the breakfast.. "
Armaan frowned and made a face glancing back at his watch again.. " I am very much Late Shona. I will have breakfast later now plz give me keys.."
"Atleast drink the juice Armaan.. " She pouted her lips innocently knowing he cant stand that look. Armaan sighed and took the juice drinking it in One go.. "See i drank.. Now give me my keys.. "
Shilpa shook her head smiling and handed him the keys which he took quickly hurrying back to the door. As she followed behind him slowly he turned around.. " I forgot something.. "
Before she could react he hugged her heart and placed a light kiss on her lips. Shilpa mumbled blissfully as hugging him back.. " I love you Shona. And try not to run around.. "
She let out a small laugh and whispered back.. " I love you too "

"Hey Padma Mom " Armaan took the call smiling as he got to hear from her after a long time..
"Hey Armaan. How are you doing.. ? How is your work going on.. ? " Padma spoke gently.. Armaan sighed slowly placing down his file.. "Everything is going pretty hectic. You know right Shilpa's due date is coming close. I am trying to free myself as soon as possible. "
Padma smiled hearing his words.. "Thats so nice Armaan. And i did talk to Shilpa. Like always she have complain that you are overworking urself. "
Armaan chuckled as he got to hear about the same complaint which he had been getting from several days... "Mom she is not going to stop saying that.. Anyways when are you coming here..? "
"Oh i would arrive by next week. Let me wrap up all important errands here before i leave. I know i cant miss seeing the first glimpse of my grandchild.. "
Armaan smiled hearing the excitement in her voice.. " Ok Armaan continue with you work i shall call back later. Bye "
"Bye Mom "

"That dress looks so cute on you Shilpa.. " Anjali beamed happily as Shilpa walked outside the house locking the front door behind her.. Shilpa smiled back and smoothed down her maternity dress with a grin.. " You wont believe if i say it was Armaan who got this dress for me.. "
" You Gotta be kidding me " Anjali glanced at her shocked shaking her head.. " Armaan Mallik and Shopping.. Looks like you are having a good effect on him..
Shilpa blushed and got into the passenger seat of the car. As they hit to the road together Anjali glanced at her.. " So tell me. Are you excited for the coming baby.. "
"Ofcourse i am. I have been waiting from such a long time Now. And Armaan seems to be much more excited than me.. "
Anjali rolled her eyes looking ahead.. "Ofcourse he is. I do noticed hw he keeps grinning whenever we discuss about the baby. Shilpa you are so lucky to have such a wonderful husband. "
Her smiled faded off as a new fear rose in her heart.. " Anjie plzz. Dont keep saying it repeatedly it scares me now. So much happiness together. I married the man i loved so much, Now i am carrying his baby. It all seems to be a beautiful dream.. "
" Which is now reality.. " Anjali spoke reassuringly but it made no improvement in her fear.. "But Still Anjie. It scares me. What if i loose everything. What if i.. "
Shilpa stopped herself from continuing as the insecurities filled her mind disturbing her.. Anjali felt the tension rise within Shilpa, she gave a tight press in her hand.. " Shilpa stop being insecure. Nothing bad is going to happen. Just kool down everything shall be fine believe me.. "
Anjali felt annoyed all of a sudden. Eventhough she had reassured Shilpa , seeing the fear in her eyes had made her suddenly feel scared. God please dont let anyone ruin their happiness. Just dont let anyone break her heart again.. Anjali prayed in her heart as they hit off to their destination in silence..

"Armaan you are overeacting now.. " Shilpa replied on phone getting irritated with his behavior. From the other end Armaan snorted and spoke.. " I am Overeacting ?? Did you forget what Doctor said.? You should be resting in home Shona not wandering around with thats stupid lady.."
"There you go again. Calm down i will be back in home in a while. Anyways i am feeling tired.. " Shilpa replied softly while taking a seat with Anjali in the restaurant of the mall.
"Your having back pain again right.. " Armaan whispered.. " We will take care of it tonight.. I mean i will take care of you.."
Shilpa blushed softly and glanced away looking around.. "I will call you as i get home. Love you Bye.. "
As she cut the call Anjali spoke with a smirk.. "He was cursing me on phone right.. ?? "
Shilpa tried to protest when Anjali grinned.. " I know very well he wud be cursing me for taking you out. But come on its good to have a girl shopping time. "
" I know. And i enjoy coming with you.. " Shilpa replied with a tired smile as they made their orders.. It was then when Anjali noticed the tiredness in her eyes.. "You look totally worn out. Lets just finish our food and get you back home before that Mallik come to kill me.. "
" Come on Anjali he is not that bad.. " Shilpa complained and then smiled as Anjali gave her a look... "Ya ya i know he is not that Bad. Thats why only i am not irritating him these days. He is a good husband.. "
" Now that you have mentioned about Husband, that reminds me how did your date go with Mr.Varun.. " Shilpa spoke with a sudden interest when Anjali glanced at her with a surprised and flushed look.. " Ohh it was just great. He seems to be a nice guy. I enjoy his company a lot.. "
" So tell me. When am i getting to hear about Marriage.." Shilpa spoke grinning taking her juice sipping it..
Anjali rolled her eyes and winked.. " Why you think i wud marry him. I havent even thought about it yet. Let me first find out what a tough guy this Varun is then i shall tell you the date of Marriage if he is worth enough.. "
Shilpa laughed along with Anjali but soon her smile faded off as she glanced back at Anjali as a figure caught her eye.. She gasped softly gripping the table hard.. She studied the figure, from up to toe just trying to make sure she was seeing the correct person. She was indeed correct. Shilpa realized as her heart started to beat widely.. Infront of her stood her past. The past that she had tried to run away from so long. The past which made her always weak and insecure. The past which they had let gone so they could make a new future. But now , seeing the same past stand infront of her brought out all her old insecurities which she had buried within her heart. She was back. Back in their lives. Back into their world of happiness. She was again back in town. Her eyes came and set on Shilpa .. Shilpa noticed a sort of surprise and distaste which formed in her eyes as she recognized her.. Slowly she turned around fully facing her.. Shilpa felt her heartbeat almost stop..And in a slow work with a cunning smile Sara made came towards her..
And destiny finally brings us face to face Shilpa...

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Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Trailblazer

+ 4

Posted: 11 years ago

#170

Part 22

Destiny had finally brought them face to face again.. Deep in heart Shilpa knew oneday would come where she would have to confront with Armaan's past. Face it and fight for it.. Face her.. Her heart concluded as she realized Sara had taken a seat beside her. Anjali set stiff throwing daggers at Sara but still kept quiet. She knew in one minute she could drive off this women. But still something inside her stopped her as she saw the determination forming in Shilpa's eyes. Dont let her win Shilpa.. Anjali gave her a pleading advice which Shilpa understood..
"So Shilpa.. Finally getting to see you after so many months.. " Sara spoke awkwardly flashing a big smile..
Get strong fight for it.. A silent plead formed in her heart as she smiled back at Sara.. "Ofcourse Sara. Havent got to hear a word from you. You must have been having a very good carrier.. "
Sara narrowed her eyes when suddenly her eyes ran to her belly.. A coy smiled formed on her lips instantly.. " Totally Knocked out... Who is the lucky Guy.. "
Shilpa stilled as Anjali glared at her.. Anjali couldnt believe Sara had the guts to talk so cheap.. If Shilpa wasnt going to confront in a minute she knew she was going to loose her cool. But then... Shilpa had some other plans..
" You may not want to know about the lucky guy Sara. Well you see i dont wish to disappoint you.. " Her sugary tone surprised both Sara and Anjali..
" Oh come on Shilpa. You are hiding as if i will jump into your lucky guy.."Sara replied cunningly.. Shilpa stilled for a moment dissapointed with herself on how Sara's words had effected her mind.. What if..? No its time to be strong..
" Now if you Insist... Armaan Mallik , My love, My husband and the father of my my Baby.. " Shilpa replied softly daring enough to keep on smiling until she felt her cheeks hurt..
Color drained from Sara's face as she went completely still. For a minute she set in silence not knowing what to say. It diidnt go unnoticed by Shilpa as she saw the ashen look on face of Sara.. After few minutes of shock Sara recovered.. " Armaan.. ? You cant be saying truth.. "
Anjali narrowed her eyes but grew curious as she noticed the way Shilpa rolled her eyes and smiled..What was she upto..
"See i told you want believe.. I am happily married to Armaan. And now i am on my 9 month of pregnancy.. " Shilpa spoke with a dreamy look. Sara flinched and instantly stood up with a stiff look on her face.. " I better be going now. It was nice meeting you.. "
"Wont you congratulate me Sara.. ?? " Shilpa asked innocently while Sara glanced back at her blankly.. " Congratulation to you.. And your Husband." She muttered under her breath and left them abruptly..
Shilpa tried to control the shaking of her body as she stared at her retreating back.. She was fully in daze seeing her on courage when Anjali came and set beside her astonished.. " I just cant believe it. That was hell of a great acting Shilpa.. "
Shilpa gave a weak smile with a nod.. Eventhough a uneasiness had grown within her , she promised herself in the very moment.. I will be strong..
"Shilpa.. Are you fine ?? " Anjali spoke in a worried voice.. Shilpa took her hand and smiled reassuringly.. " I am totally fine Anjie. Actually i am proud of myself. I dont know from where such a strength came in me.. "
Anjali smiled seeing the innocence in her eyes.. " Its all the strength of your love Shilpa. And i cant even tell you how proud of you i am.. "
Shilpa gave a nod and glanced away thinking.. " I know Anjie. And i just hope my love is strong enough to face every problem.. "

Her heart thudded badly as she cut the call sinking down into the Sofa.. Armaan's secretary had just informed that Sara had come to meet him. And Armaan had abruptly left the office within the minute Sara had left the office.. Where are you Armaan.. She glanced at the clock worriedly.. Would he have gone after Sara.. What if his old feelings.. Shilpa blocked away her negative thoughts slighting getting disgusted of herself.. She should be trusting him at the moment. They both were deeply committed to eachother. And she trusted Armaan would never leave her and their baby.. But still she understood the way he reacted was normal after getting to see his past infront of him.. I need to give him space and time.. She finally concluded and slowly got up to carry on with house chores..

" So finally you got married Armaan Mallik.. And how lucky you are now becoming a father too.. Here i thought i will come and.. Anyways forget it. Am so glad i met your wife and she had informed me about what a happy love marriage you are committed in.. Congratulations Armaan Mallik.."
Armaan recalled the sarcastic words which Sara had spoken to her hours ago while he set shocked with her sudden appearance. He was angry confused and badly hurt with her sudden entrance back into his life. What did she want now.. ? Why was she back in his life.. He thought in distress as he finally decided to ride back home after spending hours alone in the restaurant.. Shilpa had faced Sara , his past which always haunted her and made her insecure. He wondered what she must be feeling at the moment. And shamefully he couldnt muster enough courage to go and face her.. Still he had a life back there in the home. A wife a child to love and no past of him could take them away from him.. He concluded silently as he parked the car and made his way inside the home..
Armaan walked inside the living room to see Shilpa who set in the sofa watching Tv. The popcorn bowl on her lap didint go unnoticed by him..
"Didint i tell you to stop eating such stuff.. " He spoke flatly surprised himself on how badly he was taking this.. Instead of getting worried Shilpa glanced at him and smiled blushing softly.. " Sorry.. I will keep in mind not to.. "
Before she could complete her words Armaan fled of to the room.. Shilpa sighed knowing she had to face this. She knew this was coming in her way. Slowly she got up and followed him back inside with a hand caressing her growing belly.. " Armaan should i place dinner for you.. "
He glanced at her in distress to see the warm smile on her lips which melted down his heart.. " No i had my food a while ago. Now i want to have some sleep i have a big headache.." He mumbled getting on the bed closing his eyes.. Shilpa controlled herself from loosing her cool. Giving a silent nod she walked outside without a word. Armaan opened his eyes to see her walk away detached.. He knew he was hurting her and by hurting her he was hurting himself..

2 days later :

Armaan felt much better as he finally grew more easy with the sudden appearance of Sara.. He had finally comforted himself that she was nothing to him now. And whether she was here or not it made no difference in his life.. Getting ready to go office he walked inside the living room to see Shilpa who was placing down the breakfast for him. The smile on her lips had been surprising him from two days now. How could she be so cool knowing Sara was here. Wasnt she effected. Why was she behaving so happy.. As he took a seat in dining table she gave a big smile making him smile.. Shilpa glanced down at him as sadness filled inside her.. "Finally you smiled. I felt as if i was living with a dead body from two days.. " The guilt stabbed in his heart like a knife as he glanced away disgusted with himself. She wasnt immune just like him. No matter how normal she acted he knew she was feeling the same pain like he felt..
" Sit here.. " He took her hand directing her to sit infront of him.. Shilpa obliged and set staring at him with deep concern.. Armaan took her hands and caressed it softly.. " I am deeply sorry for my rude behavior from two days. I was just trying to absorb the reality.. The sudden appearance of my past.. " He stopped in between not able to continue anymore.. Feeling loss of words.. Shilpa sighed giving a nod.. " You dont need to explain me anything. I very well understand Armaan. And i gave you space knowing you had to face this urself.. "
Her understanding nature always touched him.. He took her hand and kissed them.. " I wont ever do anything to hurt you.. You know that right ? Even if Sara is here or not she would not mean anything to me.. "
His words gave her relief as her eyes grew misty. She tried not to cry as he got up taking her in his embrace.. Shilpa sighed contently hugging him tightly never wanting to let him go.. "You are only Mine. And now i am going to do something to prove that fact.. "
"What do you mean.. " Armaan spoke carefully as he pulled back with a frown.. Shilpa glanced away hesitantly.. " Actually Armaan.. I have.. I.. I invited Sara for Dinner.. "
" You what.. ! " Armaan Blurted out outraged.. " Shilpa call and cancel at this moment.. " He spoke tightly running a hand in his hair frustratedly.. Shilpa bit her lip and shook her head disagreeing with him.. Armaan's jaw clenched as he spoke in anger.. " Fine invite her. Do whatever you want but i am not going to be here tonight.. "
Panic filled in her eyes as she spoke in a horse voice.. "Armaan please. Dont get angry.. "
His gaze softened as he noticed the vulnerability in her eyes.. " Why Shilpa? Why are you doing this.. ? You know very well how hurting her appearance is for us.. Dont do this.. "
Her eyes filled up as she tried to explain him.. " Armaan please. Let me do this for us. For how long will we live in hurt of your past. I want to let this go.. "
" And you think inviting her in home would correct everything.. " Armaan spoke frowning..Shilpa stared at him for a minute and moved closer to him.. " Maybe.. All i want is her to realize she no longer hold any power on you. She is nothing to you. She has to let you go Armaan.. "
The determination in her voice made him have a second thought about her idea.. He didint knew how he could pull off himself to be normal with Sara's presence. But there was something about strong about Shilpa which gave him a new hope for their relationship..
" Ok fine.. I will be there tonight for the dinner. But the very minute she forgets her behavior she is out of our house.. " Armaan spoke dimly as Shilpa smiled widely giving a peck on his lips.. He glanced at her with a surprised smile as she blushed.. " I agree.. "
He pulled her back in his arms kissing her.. Shilpa responded back to his need and sighed blissfully as he gave a final peck on her cheeks. " Take care of yourself. And dont overwork.. " He added with a slight warning and with a wink walked away with his bag..
Shilpa gave a nod and stared at his retreating back trying to keep the plan ready in her mind. Time to face Sara and settle everything correct for them. She just prayed her plan would go off well..

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" So you want the truth from me ? "
"Yes would be better if you dont lie Sara.. "
" You are correct Shilpa.. I came here for Armaan. But looks like you have snatched him away from me.. "
"Why Sara.. ? Dont you have the guts to say you couldnt make good enough from your carrier and now you need fame of Armaan ? "

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Part 23

He set in the car, parked outside the house. His heart kept debating on whether he wanted to do this. He could still show his back and run away from the problem. But that would mean throwing off the problem of Sara on Shilpa. Disgust filled in his heart as he realized what a coward he was being. Sara is the past. Shilpa is my Future.. He chanted in his mind as he got out of the car.. Minutes passed as he stood infront of the door staring at it blankly. As he gave a soft knock on the door it flew open and infront of him stood the last person he had wished to see right now..
"Ahh Finally Armaan.. " Sara spoke in her famous sultry voice passing a seductive smile at him.. His jaw clenched as she ran down a hand on her tight dress. Her actions disgusted him as he realized what she was trying to do. He couldnt believe she had the guts to stare at him with lust knowing he was married.. He tore off his gaze and tried to walk pass her as she held his arm with a smirk.. " Running away from me ? "
Armaan stared at her blankly and brushed off her hand. "Shilpa.. Where are you.. ?? " He spoke flatly quickly walking away from the disaster which stood near the door narrowing her eyes..
"In Kitchen.. " Shilpa replied loudly. A smile formed in his lips as he headed the way. A sense of peace filled in him hearing her sweet voice.. He walked inside trying to keep a grim look but seeing the wide smile on her lips he felt his tension loosen at once.. " I am so glad you came.." Shilpa spoke gently staring at him lovingly. For a minute he felt guilt pass through him as he realized what a coward behavior he was having through him. If only he could possess the same strength and faith she had. He pulled her close and held her in his embrace.. " I told you not to overwork yourself Shona.. "
"I am done with the dinner Armaan. Its time we face her.. " She spoke without looking at him. Armaan narrowed his eyes and shook his head disagreeing.. " I have nothing to do with that women. Your free to do the talking. I am retiring to the bed as i am done with my dinner.. "
Shilpa at first thought of protesting but then gave a thought on it.. A slow smile crept on her lips.. " So shall we make a deal ? "
" What deal.. ? " Armaan spoke suspiciously loosing up his tie..
" Not a hard one. The deal is i will do the talking and you wont interrupt me. In return i wont press you to do any talking with her.. "
Armaan gave a thought on it for a minute.. " Ok fine.. I will go and freshen up "
She gave a nod as he walked out with a grim look on his face.. Just few hours Armaan. I will correct everything..

Armaan cleared his throat awkwardly as he took a seat beside Shilpa in the dining table.. Sara's face brightened up while Shilpa glanced at him with a lovely smile.. He stared at her for a minute and then leaned down kissing her softly.. " You look lovely today.. " He whispered softly pulling back.. From the corner of his eyes he noticed Sara flinch while Shilpa's gaze was stick on him. He glanced back at her to notice hurt and pain filled in them.. "You didint need to do that Armaan. Just dont use me to make your ex girlfriend jealous " She whispered softly..
His eyes widened as he tried tried to speak. She had taken his kiss in a wrong manner. And right now he couldnt do anything to correct it while Sara set infront of them staring suspiciously.. " Uhh i hope everything is Ok.. ? " Sara spoke with a smug look. Armaan looked away disgusted while Shilpa forced a smile on lips.." How is the food Sara.. " She spoke changing the subject..
"Quiet good.. " She spoke with a shrug.. For a moment they ate in awkward silence.. Shilpa put down her fork and stared at Sara. " So tell me Why are you back ?? "
"Excuse me.. " Sara spoke hesitantly as she stared at Shilpa and then glanced at Armaan who kept eating his dinner in silence. A rush of disappointment went through her seeing how Armaan ignored her. Behaving as if she didint even exist here.. Not for long Armaan..
" You are not stupid Sara. You very well know i wont invite you here without a reason. So why dont you spill out the truth that you are back here for Armaan "
Shilpa knew how much her heart pained as she spoke the words.. Armaan clenched his jaw but set quiet while Sara smirked.. " So.. You want the truth from me ? "
" Would be better if you dont lie Sara.. " Shilpa spoke softly sipping her drink while staring carefully at the arrogant women who set infront of her..
" You are indeed correct.. I am here for Armaan. But when i come what i get to know ? You have finally succeeded to snatch him away from me.. "
Hearing the rudeness filled in Sara's voice made her uncomfortable. She glanced at Armaan who set still without a word. If only he wud confront her for a good. Speak up Armaan
Shilpa gave the same smug look at her "I am not going to repeat the same old talks of how you walked away from him Sara. Reality is that he is my husband and he is mine.. "
Tension grew between them. Shilpa glanced a look at Armaan who still set quiet without a word.. She never thought this conversation will make her upset and Armaan hadnt done anything so far to improve it.. Speak up Armaan
"Whatever Shilpa.. You cant deny I am his first love. And first love can never be forgotten. I had to comeback for that. For his own good. For his happiness.. "
Speak up Armaan.. Her heart kept pleading while she tried to keep herself calm infront of Sara.. " Why Sara ? Dont you have guts to say you couldnt make good enough from your carrier and now you need fame of Armaan ?"
Shilpa spoke sarcastically as she noticed Sara flinch as her face grew ashen. Before she could retort back Shilpa interrupted.. " Armaan is now a successful Business man. In past also you wanted his money. And even now all you need is his money to spent of on ur carrier.. "
" Shilpa ! " It was Armaan's voice which stunned her as she turned around. Armaan stared at her bewildered but then his expressions softened as he tried to touch her hand.. Shilpa pulled it back and hardened her expressions..
Sara seemed to notice and smiled widely.. "Armaan himself doesnt believe i have any interest in his money.. "
" Come out of your fantasy world.. " Armaan replied sarcastically as Sara glared at him..
" As i said Sara past has nothing to do between us Now. If you think you can comeback and get Armaan you are wrong. If you think you can come and manipulate him you are wrong. You are his past. And Now all i have to say to you is.. Let him go.. " Eventhough Shilpa had spoken the words in a strong voice after seeing Armaan's behavior tonight she felt betrayed. Who was she kidding. Seeing the way how he reacted today had shown her enough reality..
Sara glared at her with a offended look while Armaan shifted in his seat uneasily.. Between all this confrontation he felt the fear that something was going wrong between him and Shilpa.. A sudden change in her behavior was scaring wits out of him.. As the tension hanged between them Sara broke it getting up.. "Who the hell you are to tell me what i need to do ? "
" Let him Go Sara. Would be better for you.. " Shilpa whispered staring at him with a new confidence in her eyes.. Sara fumed in anger as Shilpa got up slowly and spoke again.. " Let him Go.. Now shall we call off this dinner"
Without a further word Sara took her bag and started to walk away. But then she stopped infront of the door and turned around with her arrogant smile.. "Armaan if you wish to free away from this so called wife of yours... You know where to find me tonight.. "
Armaan bit back a curse and clenched his fist as Sara left them in deep tension.. He set in silence trying to calm down himself while Shilpa kept taking out the plates. Thats when he noticed her hands shaking. He got up to see her lips trembling while tears formed in her eyes.. Guilt hit him so hard that he felt knocked 0ut at the moment. How could he do this ? How could he be a coward and let her face the worse.. Shame filled through him. The silence broke as she started to cry breaking down in painful sobs.. He moved forward helplessly trying to touch her when she pushed him back and slapped on his cheek.. Bewildered in shock he held his stinging cheek as she stared at him in hatred and pain. And it scared him to the core..
"Shilpa.. " He stepped forward hesitantly..
" DONT TOUCH ME !! " She shrieked in anger and walked away back to their room in a furious pace.. Shocked with her sudden outburst he followed her inside.. " Shilpa stop stressing yourself for godsake.. Its Over!!"
" Really its over ?? " She spoke with a mocking question as he lowered his eyes in shame.. " What kind of husband are you Armaan Mallik.. ? I really need to know why did y0u get offended when i spoke to your ex girlfriend."
He glanced up sharply and stared at her stunned.."Shilpa you are seriously taking it wrong. I interrupted because i was worried for you.. "
" Ya right.. " She spoke not believing him even for a second.. Armaan sighed as she cleared her tears and stared to open up the buttons of her dress..
" What.. " His words faded away as he stared at her confused while she dimmed the lights taking off her dress.. He stared down at her momentarily distracted from her beauty, forgetting that they were arguing a moment before.. Shilpa stepped close to him and stared in his eyes blankly.. " What do you feel when you see me.. "
" What.. Ofcourse you have to know i love you.. " He spoke in a pleading manner staring in her eyes reminding himself not to be distracted. He noticed a sudden relief washing through her eyes as she stepped more closer in his embrace..
" You still believe am beautiful.. Even if i am 9 months pregnant.. ? With a big belly.. "
" You are seriously testing my patience now Shilpa.. Ask me how i am finding hard to resist you.. "
" My soul or my body.. " She questioned softly..
" Both.. Your body and your soul is mine.. " He whispered staring in her eyes... " I remember you said to Sara to let me go.. I just have to confess to you I have let her gone the moment you stepped in my life as my wife. With my child. She was a bitter past. You are my present and future. I have let her gone.. "
She stared at him and smiled through her tears.. " I knew you would prove me wrong.. I knew it in my heart. But now just do one last favor for me.. "
" Anything.. " He replied softly planting a kiss on corner of her lips..
" One last favor.. Break down all the insecurities and bring out real you.. Shove off the coward man and bring the real Armaan "
" Go to her and tell her you have let her gone.. Do one last favor for me.."
He stared at her blankly as her words rang in her mind.. Let Sara go and bring back the Armaan.. One last favor..
She stepped back at gave him a brave smile. She knew she was doing the right and it was time Armaan face it himself.. " Go back to her and let her go fully from our life. And dont comeback until you have my old Armaan with you.. "
"Shilpa " He spoke desperately trying to push away her words from his mind.. But she shook her head and stepped back far away from him.. "One last favor do that for me.. I love you Armaan.. "
His eyes teared up as he took a step back and mumbled softly.. " And i love you with all my heart.. "
She slide down crying as he walked out of the room. Her sobs hit his ears painfully but he determined himself not to stop.. Not this time.. Instead he would face his past strong ..And this time he was going to do what he should have done long time ago..

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Epilogue

"I knew you would come back to me Armaan " Sarah spoke happily not able to believe her eyes. She had almost given up the thought that Armaan would be back to her. " I was so correct you have comeback Armaan " She spoke eagerly while opening the door fully inviting him into her hotel room. Armaan stared at her for a while and gave a sarcastic smile. "Ofcourse after all i had something important to finish. "
The tremor in his voice made her flinch for a second as Sarah stared at her uncertainly. What was running in his mind. She wondered. Seeing how he was mocking at her dissapointed all her happy thoughts..
Not for long. Now that you have come to me i will make you mine forever. A seductive smile formed on her lips as she gave a thought about it. Without a further word Armaan walked inside the room which surprised her at first. But again a her smile grew as she felt she was near her plan.
" Armaan you dont know how happy i am to have you here. " Sarah spoke following him inside. With a wide smile she hugged him from behind only to feel him grow still. Armaan flinched at the contact and closed his eyes trying to control the fury in his mind. Muttering under his breath his brushed away her hand , he took a step forward making some distance between them. Sarah stared at him in shock noticing the disgust in his eyes as he glared at her. She felt a unknown fear grow within her as he spit out in disgust. " Stay away from me. "
" What the hell is wrong with you Armaan. If you dont want me to touch you why are you here ? " Sarah spoke as the frustration took over her at once. His sudden change in behavior was really ruining her plans which she didint want to happen at any cost.
Again the mocking smile came on his lips as he shook his head. "You are really desperate to get me back right. You really need to flaunt me with you fake tears and try to get sympathy from me.. "
"Armaan I.. " She spoke bewildered, trying to touch him. But Armaan once again interrupted her by taking a step back. " I am here just to clear out few things. As i am done i will be gone with bidding a final bye forever "
For the first time she felt loss of words hearing how strong the words came out from his mouth. Suddenly she started to see her own defeat infront of her face.
"Do me a favor and truthfully tell me, Why are you back ? " He spoke quietly staring at her in her eyes
" How can you even ask me that Armaan. Ofcourse i love you " She spoke desperately trying to hide the fury rising within her.. Armaan laughed feeling disgusted of her words.. " I cant believe this. I still cant believe what a fool i have been. Damn what a big fool i was to trust a women like you to love me even. Do you even know what is the meaning of love. Oh wait what am i asking even. Ms. Sarah only understand Money afterall. "
" Shut up Armaan. Just Shut up. Ok fine i am after money. And you know what i am not even ashamed of it. For godsake i am practical women. I need to look for the best for my future. " She spoke loudly as finally the frustration and anger started to spill out through her words..
"Am thankful to you that you do have some guts to speak out truth. So tell me was money the real issue that you left me ? " Armaan was already disgusted while confronting her like this. But he knew in his heart he would be making peace with himself only when he would let go his past. And deep in his heart he knew he wasnt going to be surprised if she said yes.
" Ofcourse , but i always knew you didint care enough to know my plan. I had to get success in my life and in that moment you were less close to it. You really think i wud prefer wasting time waiting for a day you could be successful ? I dont think so Armaan. "
Armaan felt as if he is staring at a stranger who stood infront of him glaring at him. Was this the women he was wasting time all his life. "There was a time when i was such a big idiot to trust a women like you. But finally i have learned you are the biggest mistake in my life. " He noticed her face grow ashen hearing his words, instead of feeling bad it gave him more confidence. " You know what Sarah. Before i leave i want to thank you for leaving me. For walking out of my life. If you didint go i wouldnt have met the real love of my life. Shilpa my wife , my life. The only one who taught me how to love from heart. Am so glad to have a girl like her who is worth enough to be called my wife. "
He shook his head and headed to the door feeling the burden and anger lift from his heart. As he touched the door knob Sarah spoke hissing in anger.."You are making a big mistake Armaan. Dont you even think i will come back begging for a man like you.. "
He turned around with a mock smile.. " I am so glad am walking away from the biggest mistake in my life. And yes do me a last favor and never comeback into my life. Good bye Sarah "
He couldnt believe how much relief he felt in his heart as he walked away from the room leaving behind his past and heading back for his present and future.

1 Years later :

" Why is everyone after my wife ?? " Armaan complained as the irritation took over him. Infront of him set Nikhil , Anjali's husband who grinned at him mischievously.. " Come on Dude stop whining like a kid. She had to go out shopping with Anjie and Mom "
" Ya right she doesnt have time for me these days. " He mumbled and adjusted the blanket of the sleeping baby in his arms.. " Cant believe Avni is growing so fast. " He spoke happily caressing the soft cheeks of his baby girl who kept sleeping peacefully. Nikhil smiled down at her .. " She looks like you but she have the calm nature of Shilpa. Always silent "
" No way Man. Avni is going to become like his daddy. Am going to spoil her the best i can. " Armaan spoke grinning widely while adjusting the sleeping baby on his lap.
"No You are Not !! " Came the voice behind her. Armaan cursed under his breath and turned around to see Shilpa who was frowning at him with her hands on her hips. Anjali stood beside her grinning at the scared face of Armaan.
" Ohh Shona you are back. I was just u know. This Nick was telling me to do that not my fault." Armaan spoke quickly putting all blame of Nikhil. Nikhil stood up and raised his arms defending himself. " Ohh no no no dont drag me into this Armaan. You always do that.. "
" Forget it " Shilpa spoke away muttering under her breath.. Armaan passed a deadly look at Nikhil who shrugged his shoulders following Anjali inside..

"Come on drop you anger away now darling " He hugged her from behind while nuzzling her neck while she kept folding her clothes. Shilpa finally smiled and then frowned looking around.. " Where is Avni ?"
" Ohh Anjie took her with them for tonight. She wants to spend sometime playing with her. "
Shilpa narrowed her eyes at him suspiciously, Armaan shook his head quickly.. " I swear I didint threaten or blackmail her to do that.. " Poor Nikhil had to face it
Shilpa shook her head smiling as he again pulled her back close kissing her temple. He held her close and spoke huskily.. "So tonight we are going to play Home alone together.. "
Shilpa giggled turning around to face him. She locked her arms on his neck slowly brushing her nose with his enjoying the soft touches. " Perfect life with my perfect man " She spoke sighing blissfully as he smiled brushing a light kiss on her lips.. " Shona Shona.. " He whispered softly as he started to shower intense kisses on her neck while trying to undo the buttons of her dress. Shilpa felt her breath hitch pulling him close. She started to walk backwards and soon they both hit on bed breathing hard, only to be disturbed with the ring of phone..
" Damn " Armaan muttered getting annoyed as Shilpa took her phone in her hand. " Its mom " She mumbled softly staring up at him. For a minute she tried to high her smile seeing the irritation filled in his eyes..
" Why the hell everyone wants my wife " He complained loudly looking away with a cute pout..
" Stop cursing Armaan " Shilpa gasped lightly and giggled. She stared at him for a minute and then switched off the phone placing it back on the table.
" YOU !! " Armaan spoke surprised and happily while she grinned back at him..
" I like when you do such naughty things " He mumbled softly with a teasing smile while slowly unbuttoning her dress. " And now i would like to do more naughty things with you. "

After hours of sweet love making in the early hours of morning , they lay in eachothers arm enjoying the silence together. He kissed her forehead and pulled her close as she stared at him smiling..
" That was the deep passion which i wanted to have with you after having Avni. It has been a long time isint it.. "
Shilpa suddenly giggled as a sudden thought came on her mind. " I actually thought you were not touching me all those days because.. Because i had gained some weight.. "
He frowned more and set up leaning to the headboard. Shilpa blushed and set beside him slowly tracing a finger on his chest.. " Now which idiot put that nonsense in ur head "
She bit her lip and stared at him with a sheepish smile.. "Actually Armaan. I thought you lost interest in me because i gained some weight and.. "
He groaned and interrupted her words.. " And here i was wasting my time thinking you were running away from me cause you needed sometime to recover from the pregnancy.. "
" Why are you so good to me ? " She spoke in wonder staring in his eyes as he smiled down at her.. " Because you are perfect for me.. "
She bit her lip again as her eyes grew misty . " I never thought. You will love me like this. I always kept hoping you would notice me , or notice how much i loved you.. "
He brushed away the tears and shook his head with a sigh.. "I dont want to repeat all those talks. I am just glad i let go of my past and fell in love with you. I wish i could tell you how glad i am to have you in my life. "
She smiled at him widely as a devilish grin formed in his lips. Before she knew she was pinned under him on the bed again.. He started to kiss her passionately as she moaned and opened to him fully responding back with equal passion .. He broke the kiss and stared down at her swollen lips and flushed cheeks... "No more talking. Let me feel you over again and again.. "
Shilpa woke up again after few hours. This time as she opened her eyes she got to see two angelic eyes staring down at her curiously.. Avni smiled widely as Shilpa held her close.. " Aww My Baby is here.. " She gave a kiss on her cheeks which made Avni happily clap her small hands. Shilpa set up holding Avni close as Armaan walked inside the bedroom with the breakfast. " Goodmorning Mommy and Baby.. "
" Paaa " Avni squealed happily jumping on Shilpa's lap. Shilpa rolled her eyes while Armaan laughed keeping down the breakfast tray and taking her in his hands.. " See Shilpa she had learned to say Paaa before Mommy.. "
Shilpa shook her head and smiled while tickling Avni "When did she comeback.. "
" Nikhil came sometime before to drop her back home. " He replied sliding behind her holding both of the close. Shilpa took Avni and placed her on her lap as Armaan played with her making funny faces. She stared down at her beautiful baby who kept laughing.. " She is such a happy baby " Shilpa spoke sighing blissfully as he gave a kiss on her cheeks.. " That she is. After all She is Avni Mallik "
Shilpa gave a nod and turned around staring at Armaan with a worried look. " Armaan if anything ever happens to me you have to take care of her."
Armaan frowned at first and then shook his head. " Stop throwing dramatic lines on me. Nothing is happening to you. I promise to take care of you both angels.. "
Shilpa smiled and brushed a light kiss on his lips.. " Whatever happens in life. Even if i leave or not you will Remember me ?"
He glanced at her for a minute and then sighed dramatically. " Am going to kill the person who is filling up all those dramatic thoughts in your mind "
" Come on Armaan answer me " Shilpa spoke ignoring his comment. Armaan stared at her quietly for a while and cupped her face.. " No i am not going to Remember you.. " He smiled seeing the surprise flick through her eyes.. " All i mean to say is, I have to Remember you if i ever forget you. And i am not going to forget you in this lifetime.. "
She felt all the worry fade away from her as he kissed her reassuringly.. Their cozy moment got interrupted as Avni started to jump trying to get their attention.. Armaan laughed and picked her up in his arms running out of the room making her laugh.. Shilpa shook her head and followed the father and daughter behind them knowing it was where her future lied..

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