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This is my depiction of what I think Maan feels...
Yes, I am a devil...I am rude...a hard nut to crack,
But, does that mean I can't love you?
I do-more than my life, more than anyone, anything in this world...
Is it so hard to read that in my eyes?
Yes, I know I get really angry at times,
But, can't you see the pain behind it?
I know I hurt you sometimes...
But, don't you see the care that fills my heart?
I love you-since the time I first met you!
I love you-always will, will you believe in me?
Yes, my eyes spit fire-but I am helpless,
I can't see you in pain, your tears burn me...
I can read your eyes, I can read your pain,I can read your longing...
But, sometimes, I too need to be reassured...
Don't you know how I felt when you said I mean nothing to you?
How could you even say that there was nothing between us?
I know you didn't mean it...your eyes betrayed you,
But, still, each word stabbed my heart-didn't you see my pain?
Do you realise what I went through when I almost lost you?
I had to come for you-I was anyways going to,
Why did you have to play with your life?
I know you love me-your life is mine, and mine Yours...
It has always been special-since the very first kiss,
I know I lost myself then, I was helpless, I was spellbound,
By your innocence, by your eyes-that only spoke the truth,
But, did I ever force you after that?
You know deep within-I went on coz I could read the love in your eyes,
Coz you responded, coz you loved, coz you taight me to love!
I love you-but I can't say that so easily,
I am afraid-afraid to become weak,
Afraid to give you the power to hurt me,
Afraid that I will lose you,
But, who am I kidding? I already gave my all to you!
My heart, my soul, my happiness, my pain!
It has all drowned in your love-you have the power to shatter me...
I surrendered my heart to you-just fear to say it aloud!
What can I do, this world has made me what I am today-
Ruthless, rude, heartless...thats what I had become,
But, you made my heart beat again-it gallops now!
Each time I see you-but, its not my heart
that is with you-its yours that I am living with!
I will keep you happy-always...
I know you trust me-I will never break your trust,
I will be there for you-forever, but I will never force you,
Even if it kills me to stay away-I will if you aren't ready for it!
I will give you my all-do anything to please you...
But, will you understand my silent pleas?
Will you see the love behind my anger?
Will you be touched by the care behind my rudeness?
My heart knows the answer-Yes...
For you love me, you always have, and you always will!
I have no clue if what I wrote even classifies as a poem!😆
I just wrote what I feel is Maan's reality!
Do tell me how correct I am and how you like this!
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
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