SS-AROMA (MAANNET)- Part 16 pg 86- THE END - Page 50

Of course it's my fault. It's me who didn't trust maan to be a perfect husband, a perfect boy friend or a perfect son in law. It's my modest stupidity which brought us in this phase, loving maan have been a incredible experience and not trusting one of my biggest mistake.
Sometime you don't appreciate the gold you have, he is my gold, and I have negated. I could have argued back, argued back that no, maan is my world, maan is my life yet I decided to hide my face behind the big secure money.
I won't be ashamed, I was afraid to hold maans hand, to support him. He was a mere boy and I was a mere girl, without any doubt, I have been the most idiot girl. "I am sorry maan,"
Those word means nothing when I whispered them in to his ear every morning.

We laid in our bed, covered by red duvet, hiding everything that we should be ashamed off. I sat up. His hand covered my bare waist. It's so strong, I trailed my tip of the finger along the blue vain. So beautiful I murmured to my self.
Something we always have lacked, loving those bare skin after long years. I couldn't ask for anything better.
"good morning sweetheart"
I couldn't smile, couldn't smile still knowing I have stole mayas place. I have stolen her happiness, how can I be happy? Happy knowing Maya will be downstairs, cooking and those pain seeing me and maan, how can I?
Her eyes always twinkled with water but she was great at suppressing.

I have no self respect, a guilt was constantly eating me inside, every moment, every second.
Maan came up and kissed my bare warm back. He gently messaged my shoulder, unknowingly I started to become lost with out any knowledge.
He always had me down, no matter how far I want to control with maya being around, knowing how much pain she will be going through...
"abhi nahi maan..."
"we will be busy all day, I will miss you allot just like yesterday"
I smiled, no matter what I couldn't ignore our needs, I need him right now.
He came over and kissed me with the soft lips...
"maan"
I wimped, wasn't sure exactly, is it a plead to start or plead to let go, either way, one of those wish will be granted, I could never see disappointment on his face, because of me one life already have been ruined and I was at the edge of break down. The guilt was crashing me down like never before, maybe just in this 10 second of maan rushing through my vain was relaxing, enough to forget everything, his kiss then when it deepens, I loose the little self defense, Surrounding my self completely in his will.
"I love you maan, I really love you"
I moaned under my heavy breath. Trying to take much out of him as possible, enjoying as, because somewhere in me I knew well when I step downstairs I will only find my self surrounded by guilt.

Maya came forward to help, but today it's my day. I need to win back my family, everything I have done, I really have to pay for this. I looked at Maya with a reassurance smile that I will be alright..."

"mama please talk to me.."
Elina turned around and was about to walk way when geet blocks.
"mama please."
"geet, please move I have allot of work to do."
"no, today you have to listen, I have been seeing since after my and maan marriage how you have created a wall between us.."
Elina had no intention to listen...
"please mama, I am sorry, I am really sorry. I was scared, I was a fool, I really am. I am stupid. Shout at me for this but please talk to me. Hit me, throw me out, per please talk to me mama."
She cried, holding elinas hand.
She is a mother after all, how long could she keep a stone over her heart when she could truly see how much guilt was there in geets eyes for Maya, for what she have done. But she also have to think about maya to, she is a divorce young girl, who will merry her now? Maan, what can she say about him?
Maybe somewhere in a extent it was her fault to force him in this marriage, knowing very well her son could never be happy, maybe if she didn't force him everything would have been fine... But what about Maya now?
"what shall I do with Maya geet?"
Another lump of her heart fell off, no, no she couldn't do anything, it's her fault to come between them in first place...
Maya came forward to reassure everything is fine with her, but the fact was she wasn't, she could never. She have lost her heart to maan, and will she ever be able to love any one?
"don't say anything Maya" elina spoke in a rough voice. "I know nothing is fine"
"I know I am at fault" geet mumbled under her voice, trying her best to gather some courage.. "per.."
"yes geet, you know how they treat a divorce women in the society, you know..."
Maan walks down, instantly everyone's lips were sealed. He didn't like geet taking stress when she is 3 months pregnant, specially not with his mother, he knows that everything is messed up, but he also looking for someone for Maya, who could love her... Love her allot. Not just everyone, he is worried the most, specially knowing what type of finger could be rise. In this no one is at fault, it's the circumstances. Circumstances have pushed them to do something that they shouldn't have.

Maya felt like a huge heavy mountain in this family, she wanted to live like a daughter, happy, not like this where every member of the house is worried about her...
"I am looking for.."
Before maan could utter another out along with other member of the family Maya shouts out "shut up!"
She was sicken at everyone worrying about her, every one thinking they have ruined there life. The fact is, she have started to live a life again. Started to enjoy the sweet melody, enjoy the sweet aroma...
"yes, yes I love maan, yes I am not happy, yes I hate geet, seeing her so happy with maan, taking my place. Taking everything way from me. I hate you geet, I hate you for that."
Maya spoke exactly what they were thinking. But then she looks at elina...
"mama, have you ever seen those guilt in geets eyes, since- since the day she married maan and walked in to this house, have you tried to understand that? Have you ever try to see from geets point of view, how she couldn't trust her self to be with maan, and I don't blame her, they were young. You always do mistake and learn from it. I am not upset, I am not crying, I am happy that geet understood and walked back in maans life because he is her happiness and she is his. I love maan and I could never see him upset. If you remind me and always make them feel guilty I will never be able to move on."
Maan felt touched, here, before a wife and today like a good friend he is there, there for him. To help to love.
Maya looks at maan, holding her hand together "please stop looking for someone... I am not a doll maan. I need time to heal, time to love someone. All I am asking for forget about our past and take me as a friend who is living in your house. I have started my education, no one knows here that I am married and even they do, it doesn't mater because when you love, nothing matters."

Her words were so powerful that somewhere geet couldn't say a word. She wanted to hug Maya and wished she was Maya, had this big heart, love maan like her, with no doubt...

"now please stop worrying about me because it creates more tense and I want to enjoy and fall in love my self"

Maya walked off, frustrated and elina looks at geet, holding her face, giving a small peck on her forhead.
"I am sorry beta. I never tried to understand your situation. I am sorry."
Geet gave out a million dollar smile. Couldn't thank enough. She hugged her tight, still whispering sorry... Maan came down and hugged them both, elina left them have some private talk...

He cupped her face, kissed her tears way...

"its my fault maan. I didn't trust our love, I didn't trust you. I was scared"
"no- no" he kissed her lips. Nothing is your fault, is the circumstances."
She nodes a no but maan seals her lips again... "I love you and that's all it matters. Love you. We have to forget everything and start a new life."
Geet smiled nodding, "for our baby's sake."

Another year have passed. Geet felt more comfortable after that big fight, knowing Maya was fine and she was more happy that when she started collage, she did find someone for her self. Perm. Loves her immensely, he knew everything and he didn't care.

Maan on the other hand, he was enjoying his life with his little angel. She was just like him...

He was playing with sama in there room when geet walks in with bottle of milk. She was a very active sweet girl, smiling.
"here feed your daughter!" geet gives the milk to maan.
"what happen jaan?"
She came down, sitting next to maan. "I tried to ask Maya about perm, and every time she makes a excuse."
Maan laughed. She looked so cute with those eyes...
"geet, let them enjoy. She is probably embarrassed"
" no... Per I need to see if he is handsome enough for Maya... And good looking."
Maan twisted his eye brow "you find other men attractive?" he frowned.
"I didn't say it like that!"
"it sounded like that!"
Maan holds the bottle for sama, kept an eye as she feel sleep.
"I just wanted to-"
"so you don't find me attractive."
"no-"
Her answer was quick, and she started to panic...
Maan puts there baby down to the cot, looking at geet angrily.. With a little miscivious smile.
"so you want me to leave?" he couldn't hold his laughter any more. Geet thre a pillow at him, cursing him... And then jumped, pulling him down on he...
"don't you dare talk about leaving mr khurana. Because I am glued to you for next 7 life"
"and I won't let you go anywhere"
She kissed his soft lips with passion, deepening with each second.
"you oddly taste nice today, she mumbled"
Maan helped her to take the top off, then looked at there baby who was in peaceful sleep.
"and beautiful"
She smiled... Gently making there way towards the night with there aroma, with there love...

Maya eventually decided to merry perm, which everyone was more then happy. Maan & geet left no stone to make the make the moment special...

Geet rushed towards the office after giving her angel a kiss, leaving her to there dadima.
"good luck beta," elina smiled...

Geet couldn't ask for anything better, knowing this is the last thing that maan need to do, have this deal and there company will be susses over night.
She panicked outside of the meeting room while maan discussed the matter inside, not before 1 hour they walked out... As they said good buy to clients, geet came forward "what happen?"
"we have the deal"
Geet screamed in pride, hugged him tighter, and kissed him full lips in front of all the stuff, she sighed after realizing where were they. Defiantly not in there bedroom. She could here the laughter from the surrounding.

Maan observed those pink cheek,even after all thus time, there life is so dam full of love. There aroma was always meant to be together, no matter what other says.
"I think this calls a mini honeymoon" he wisp-eared...
"just for the night," both spoke out at the same time, specially knowing there angel loves to sleep Hugging there mama and papa.
"where to?"
Geet naughtily smiled.

Maan booked a small cottage near lake side. It was beautiful view, extremely romantic.
He came from behind and slides the long bony finger on her waist. Flowed by a small peck on her nape...
"loving you rough and raw today"
He demands..
She blushed without any knowledge. They knew well after sama how little time they get together, and now they have to make most of it.
She bites his lower lips as they went in, sucking, nibbling lightly on there lips...
It didn't take long for them to be under the spread, making love, with uncontrolled passion...
"I love you he whispered..."
"I love you to..."

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