Sindoor-AR FF Part.28 New Thd Created - Page 35

As soon riddhima feels his breath kissing her lips she closed her eyes with agasp she forgets everything at that moment, she finds she is somewhere where she actually belongs and here armaan is also not in very much condition of thinking, he is deep somewhere lost in her face as his eyes just wants to see that beautiful face in his eyes and wants to admired it completely, morever not only his eyes his heart s the one which is finding more solace it was as feeling something is fixing inside himself feeling her so close to himself and right now he just let go of his pain which is somewhere turning him into that Armaan he don't even know, and he so wants to miss that Armaan and right now while caressing her cheeks he feels he is getting himself back and finds something relaxing his heart too and then lost in his feelings and his emotions and then he just leaned more closer to ger and not even thinking he cupped her face in his palms making riddhima opened her green almond innocent shaped eyes only to get losened herself in his blue naughty painful eyes well, as his cheek is already closer to him well now their cheeks are almost touching with each-other, armaan's fingers are cupping her fcae near her eyes actually his thumb is now wiping the corner of her green almond shaped eyes making her look towards him deeply, and right that moment their world stopped that moment and it was just the perfect moment of their heart's desie which well theu did not understand especially armaan's and his lips right that moment ligered on her cheeks and riddhima clutched her shirt in fist instantly as that moment armaan's warm lips lingered on her cheeks and before she can understan anything what is happening armaan sucked her tears making her gasp as his lips sucked her tear strained face and then while locking his eyes with her for a minute armaan kissed his other cheek too and after pecking her forhead he leaned towards her lips and while placing tendril of hair behind her ear placed his lips on her looking at her and riddhima feels sensation ran in her spine and armaan's condition is same, he for some few minutes just let his lips placed over hers and then after few minutes as he feels he is relaxing and his heart is racing in vast speed but this is not letting him restless actually its providing him rest and then riddhima even herself relaxed her body and armaan somewhere feels too but right that moment as if armaan is adamant to take her exams well taking exam of her stamina that what she can say right that moment actually, she calmed herself but still her fists is clutching her shirt at the bottom and then armaan's lips start sucking her lower lips lusciously making her gasp and she shivered and her body stiffened too but that does not make armaan even stop, he is way too lost in himself and her that he did not even bother to let hia mind registered what he is doing he wanst to do what hsi heart let him wants to do, so he is sucking her lowere lips luciously and now he switched to her upper lips start sucking them too luciously like the way he is sucking the lower lips and then with just in few minutes he pressed his lips hard on lips, till that time riddhima is too much daze that she even did not reacted and let him do what he is doing and as she feels his lis were pressing agianst her lips now more tightly, she fels her knees weeken and she feels soem sensation that she never feels with anyone she did not do this like anything, she even did not kissed on her cheek by soem other mand and here she is kissed by someone whom she barely knows but he is her husband and that may be for just one year but she feels that right soemwhere and as her thoughts break armaan pressing his lips on her with more passiona dn sucking her lower and upper lips passionately and holds her waist and pulled her closer from her waist, and with this action of hers riddhima feels she surely will falls if he is not holding her and as she feels urgency that start coming in his kiss she feels, he wants her to respond and dazed in the moment she even did not know when she start kissing him back well not exactly kissing one can say it was just let say strat responding back as she start sucking his lower lips armaan takes her upper lips in his mouth and then she start sucking his upper lips after few minutes and armaan too takes her lower lips in between his kissing her madly but as riddhima is so new in this she is respionding slolwy and softly and this makes armaan more passionate and dazed as this softness he wants to feel in his type of girl but tright now he is too much stubbborn to admit that he has actually found his type of girl and as keeps on kissiing her all the time he has tears in his eyes as well riddhima's and tehy did not why their eyes were poring the pain which is exchanging on each-other's cheeks and all teh time while armaan keeps on kissing her passioantely his hands keeps on her waist and riddhima did not have courage to hold him she just fisted her shirt more tightly making the shirt messy completely if one can see the condtion of her shirt one can easily knows how she is feeling and she is touched by someone like this VERY FIRST TIME and as armaan is still kissing her and he is about to push his tongue in her mouth to take the kiss on next level but right then their mind registered the sound of armaan's phone as their ears and heart gave up to register the sound but after many rings their minds yelled on them and armaan was the one who irriitaingly looked here and there what is sdisturbing him when he is at peace after so many days and first he looked here and there and that time his cell stopped ringing after the last call but that's enough to makes him briing to the reality and he is shovcked, his face turned pale as if he saw skelton live, as he saw his face near her touching his cheeks with hers and her lips were clearly stating what he is doing which his heart is not ready to believe that he is doing this that too with this girl that happened to his wife ONE YEAR WIFE and as reality stuck him he immeidately leaves her shoulder and till then riddhima also comes back to reality and she looked at him well and just to saw his face she has no courage to look at him as she knows what he must be feeling guilty well yes and anger and the same was with riddhima but their is emotion changed actually, she too feels guilty for responding him but she is not angryy well she is confused and as armaan's naughty eyes moved to her, he saw the lips gloss of hers smudged colpletely and her duppatta is laying on her one shoulder compltely disoriented and these things yelling him to believe what his eyes are watching and seeing her armaan's anger just comes rushing back in his veins like the blood and riddhima right that moment as with her eyes lowered she saw his hands clenched in fists and she knows things just turn up messed up and very badly and she is well aware involve in this this time and with this thought tears were welled in her green almond eyes and then she just put her duppaatta on her shoulder and before any more talks well to be precisely says another argument or heraing of cold and painful words she ran from there down too her room, with lots of eyes filled in her innocent green almonds leaving a completely angry most shattered armaan there as he saw tears in her eyes, he banged his hand in wall, he didn't get what is paining him her tears or the things which turned into more problems for him and he banged his ahnd one time more in wall making it bleed as blood start coming from his hand his eyes fell on the food laying on table

A:''why what the damn it ho kya gayya hai mujhe mai ose kiss kar rahaa tha, kya kar rahaa tha mai, ho kya gayya tha mujhe, oos ladki ko kis kar rahaa tha jiskii vajah se aaj mai iss condition meiin hun i hate myself, no no i hate her more than myself, jab maine kaha mujhe nahin khana hai khana kyoon ayo vo mere room meiin, har time karti vo hai kuchh naa kkuchh par bhugtana mujhe padta hai, kyoon nahin samjhti hai riddhima kii yeh sab mujhe sirff takleff den rahaa hai aur kuchh bhi nahin yaa vo samjhna nahin chahti, itnii samajh hai osemin tou vo jaan boojh kar kar rahii mujhe hurt kaise samjhaon mai ose yeh sab kii yeh sab ooake jaane kee bad mujhe bahut pain denee vaala hai had se jayada, yeh sab iss shaadi se bhi jayada yehi merii FIRST EVER KISS thi riddhima aur mai humesha se yeh sab oos ladki kee saath aapnein Life Partener meiin dhhondhta tha, mai Pyaar meiin believe nahin karta tha but i have dreams too, mai bhi ONE WOMEN PERSON hun riddhima, kaise bataon tumhe yeh kehne ko tou ladkiyon kaa khawab hotaa hai Kiss And All but mera bhi tha kaise samjahun tumhe kii tum pas ati ho aur chale jaogi, and yes i Dr.Armaan Mallik yeh accept karta hai I CAN'T HANDLE REJECTION DAMN IT AND I AM NEVER GOING TO LET TOU DO THIS WITH ME COME CLOSER TO ME FIRST AND THEN GO BACK TO YOUR LIFE AND FIANCE RUNING MINE I DON'T LET YOU THIS AT ANY COST I NEVER LET YOU COME CLOSER TO ME AND THEN BREAKS MY HEART AND PLAY WITH MY EMOTIONS ITS ALL YOUR FAULT RIDDHIMA aur mai yeh kisii bhi haalat meiin tumhe iss sab kee liyye maf nahin karunga riddhima kabhi bhi nahin aur aaj jo bhi hua oosmeiin bhi tumhari galti hai mujshe kahin zayada mai tou aapna anger control karte hue aapnein room meiin aa gayya aur tum hii ayi mere peeche aur ruined my FIRST EVER KISS ITS ALL JUST BECAUSE OF YOU RIDDHIMA ONLY REASON YOU ARE aurtumhe kya lagta hai kii iss khane aur humare gharr meiin aapne liyye jagah banane kii koshish se mai tumhe maf kar doonga nahin kisii bhi haalat meiin nahin aur tumhe nahin aane doonga aapne pas chahe iskee liyye mujhe khudd ko hii kyoon naa khona paden jo kii sach meiin mai pal pal oos armaan ko kho rahaa hun aur you are the reason of that aur jo tum chahti ho vaise kabhie nahin hogaa tum chahti ho naa mai khana khaon nahin kahunga mai akbhie bhi nahin riddhima kabhie bhi nahin riddhima, mai nahin jeetne doonga tumhe aapnein aap se, kyonki mai sahii hun tum chali jaogi aur mai akele reh jaonga, mai nahin karne doonga yeh sab koi ehsaan nahin chahiye mujhe tumhara kii tum aapnein oos RICH FIANCE kee gharr meiin kam nahin karna tha aur mere gharr meiin karna pada nahin khaonga mai''

He said in hurt voice to himself and tears were oozing from his blue naughty eyes and blood too oozing from his hand but its not paining him and taht's why he just wants too throw the food when he is going to pushed the food in the tray but then only he feels one paper in that and he with confused face takes the paper and start reading the paper its note and it just said

R:''armaan i know naraz hai aap vaise tou khana kha lijiye aapko jarurat hai, itnii der kam karke nae kee bad bhookhe pet nahin sonaa chahiye armaan so kha lijiye han par fir bhi aagar aapka man naa karen khane ko jaanti hun naraz hai aap mujhse par please khane ko fenkiyega mat aan (food) kaa apman hotaa hai so please aagar aapko nahin bhi khana hai rakh dijiye par armaan mai yehii kahungi kha lijiye khana its for you khane nee koi galti nahin kii hai armaan so ose saza nahin dijiye baaki aage aapki marzi armaan''

As he read in her note he feels she herslf standing there and telling him to do this, first he is sngry and was about to throw the plate but then his heart did not let him do after all he is Armaan a good one and a good person so he just covered the food and put the note back there did not noticed the blood of his also on the note and then he after just winding his blood starined hand with tha hankerchief just lay there on the bed enough of today's events totally drained out with energy and he didn't even know when he was deep in slumber with his headache. Little did he knows his destiny and god has some other plans for him and well actually and may be the decision his heart already agreed but its him who is not at all agreed on that naa.

And here riddhima as soon shut the door of her so called room, she ran insto washroom and stand under the shower and turn the shower on and let the water pour over herself she did not in which she is drenching the water or the tears which was flowing from her green almond shaped beautiful eyes, she never ever in her dreams thinks that after sharing HER FIRST EVER KISS she is going to cry, this moment is going to be perfect in her life but where her life brings her, she is crying after sharing HER FIRST EVER KISS THAT TOO WITH HER OWN HUSBAND, that time when people shared kisses and even make-out in just relationship, then why she never crossed her limits then why she is punishing like this, her perfect moment turns like this and then as armaan's face comes in front of her green almond eyes as after the kiss how he backed out as if he did a crime, she cried more bitterly that she never knows when she slid on the floor on bathroom still the shower is running and water is pouring over her she rememebered each and ever moment how he kissed her first start smmothly giving her body and lips and heart to register and then how he start kissing her madly and passionately , that with his actions he makes sure she responded and she herself responded and she is angry with herself too how on the earth she responded and why on the earth she feels secure there only and feels satisfied, she don't understand and that makes her more miserable, she took her face in her plams and clutched her own hairs in frustration as she cried bitterly and she remembered armaan's each and every word, she hurt when she thinks his words and more than his words his pain hurt her the most and she don't know why his tear strained face, his cold words, and the pain he hodls behind his blue greay eyes hurts her most as if ahunting her and when ever he said about the engagement of hers it makes her more miserable she thinks she somewhere cheated him, ehy he is not understanding the fact that she is enagaged yes she agreed on the fact but that is past now she is his wife Mrs.Armaan Mallik his name is joined with hers, the Marriage relation is far ahead from engagagement and why he is so much against her enagagement, he even did not knows her directly when she got enagaged then what is the point of bringing her engagement topic in between as it was her past when he is not even there, and why he keeps on hurting himself and her with her engagement and after toady's encounter with him makes riddhima more worried for him as she cann clearly saw in his blue eyes that something is paining him very badly and she is sure that pain is not at all of their marriage and his broken dreams damn it there is something else which makes him like this and she can't able to saw him like that only, she likes that naughty and fun loving armaan which she saw the very first day in Mumbai in Mallik Mansion, what a irony she herself is no longer that bubbly and chirpy riddhima but still worried for the person who is hurting her with his words and actions and right now riddhima as she touched her lips with her fingers she still feels his lips over hers kissing her like that though she is crying over her fate that her precious moment turned up like this but still in her heart she agreed and knows very well that this moment she will going to cherish all her life, then this marriage may be for ONE YEAR OR FOR LONGER she did not care about that right now as she is worried for armaan now only.

R:"mujhe samajh nahin aa rahaa hai kii kya ho rahaa hai yeh sab mai jitna sab theek karne kii koshish kar rahii ootna hii sab ooljhataa kyoon jaa rahaa hai armaan mujh par vishwas kyoon nahin karte kii maine aisaa kuchh nahin kiyya hai jis se oonhein aapnein doston kee beech meiin sharminda honaa paden naa hii aisaa kuchh kiyya hai maine jis se humare gharr meiin koi problem aye, ek pal meiin tou armaan kehte hai oonehin mujse koi matlab nahin hai, vo iss shaadi ko chance nahin dena chahte yeh shaadi sirff ONE YEAR kee liyye hai oonke liyye aur doosre hii pal kehte hai HUMARI FAMILY, kyoon armaan kya hai aapke man meiin please batayiye naa mujhe, aisee tou kuch solve nahin hogaa kabhie bhi aur humari takleef kam honein kee alava badhti hii jaayegi, aur armaan mai nahin chahti kii aapko mere kaaran koi bhi aur takleef ho armaan mujhse aapka dard nahin dekha jaata hai yeh tou mai samajh gayyi hun kii aapko mujhse narzagi hai lekin kis bat se yeh nahin samajh aya mujhe, humari shaadi se, aapke sapne tootne kee dard mujhe bhi ehsaas hai mere bhi sapne toote hai par armaan humein oonhein sametna hogaa nahin tou hum osi din meiin fas jaayege aur aap kyoon bar bar merii enagagement beech meiin late hai armaan aakhir kyoon dard humesha baantne se kam hota hai aur humara dard sivaye hum ek doosre se kisii aur se baant kar kam nahin kar sakte par aap yeh nahoin samajh rahein hai aur shayad merii bhi galti hai mujhe aapke pas nahin ana chahiye aapko aapki space denii hogii mujhe shayad tab aap aaram se soch saken par itnaa zarur hai armaan kii mai aapko sach meiin khsuh dekhna chahti hun kabhie hurt nahin karna chahti aaj bhi jo humare beech meiin hua armaan vo shayad aap bhull jaayen waqt badalne kee saath par mai ise kabhie bhi nahin bhulungi yeh har ladki kii tarah mera bhi khoobsoorat sapna tha armaan aur mai chati thi kii yeh mere Husband kee saath hii poora ho par kabhie khawab kahyalon meiin bhi nahin socha tha kii yeh aisaa poora hogaa, par armaan khair koi baat nahin mai aapse dur rahongi aur mai koshish karungi kii aab aapko hurt naa karun anjane meiin bhi nahin erii vajah se aap pehle hii fas gayye hai ekk unchahi shaadi meiin aur aaj tou shayad main aapka koi aur sapna bhi tod diyya armaan aapke room meiin aakar par mais achh meiin aisaa nahin chahati thi i am really very sorry armaan maf kar dijiye i am so relay very sorry armaan''

She said to herself while crying bitterly and she did not know how much time she keeps on sitting under the shower while whole drenching and finally when she feels that her tears have given up that they are no more she stood up turn off the shower and changed into dry clothes and as her gaze fell on herself through mirror she saw her Sindoor washed and she immediately gets up and wore Sindoor in her maang, Sindoor of that person's name who hurted her just few hours back but she is riddhima naa how she can change herself and then she slumped in bed though she is not at all sleepy but still she moved inside the comforter only after putting all the food in refigertaor what a irony the food which she makes with so many efforts areeating tou out of question just left untouched and as soon riddhima moved inside the comforter the tiredness of the whole day and she placed her family pphotograph near her heart as she feels some peace well try to get some peace what a irony of her fate the priincess of Gupta Family and the apple of everyone's eyes her friends, her family and all her relatives is all alone there, never in her life she heard sharp words that is something out of question sharp words, she never was shouted by someone and here she is facing everything may be that's what we called Life and now she closed her eyes all tired as the encounter with armaan drained all her energy and she fell in deep slumber with all her eyes puffy with the frame near her heart.

Next morning

As riddhima was closing the door after taking the milk from the milkman she saw armaan was standing at the step of stairs and looking at her well as soon their puffy eyes met with each-other they tells each-other's condition and riddhima without speaking anywords quietly moved inside the kitchen she is just like this, previous night she is getting scolded for all these things still she not able to stop herself doing works for this house as she truly consider this house as her home and as she boiled the milk and went back to takes bath as did not takes bath and as she comes back wearing a blue churridar she saw armaan is making his coffee and she just did not say anything to him let him do his work and armaan too could not control himself but gazed towards her from the corner of his eyes, he actually did notice the red puffy eyes of hers and this pained him but he ignored the feeling and as he saw her cutting the fruits he moved back outside at the dining table with his coffee cup in his hands as he was avoiding her as seeing her in such condition is hurting him too but he is armaan so he is never going to admit that fact and as soon armaan moved outside riddhima's tears made their way from her eyes as she noticed the pale face of his and his eyes has dark circles under them and this pained him as she is the cause of his pain that's what she thinks and just to avoid him she keeps on working in kitchen and skipped her coffee and makes his breakfast though she is feeling little uneasy may be the water did its effect as she actually get wet for so long time, her body is aching as well her throat is paining and she badly needed a coffee but she did not takes that after seeing armaan's condition and pain and keeps on working in kitchen and here armaan is actually somewhere from the corner of his heart lopking at the dorr step of kitchen with every moment from his newspaper, he wants to sit here like past day in front of him and engrossed in her book while biting her nails but he did not admit that but she never comes sighing after few minutes he after finishing his coffee he moved upstairs to his room to get ready for the work. As soon he comes back getting reday for work he saw on the dining table his breakfast is placed and right there his tiffin is also there and he saw her pouring aglass of juice for himself and he controlled himself for not yelling her and he just leaves from there without giving her any chance without taking breakfast and his tiffin too and riddhima did run behind him with his tiffin and he do saw that from his car's rear view mirror and he feels like killing himself for doing with her but then his mind yelled at him reminding this is good for him pained them now but its good for in long run especially for him as she will be going back to her life and that's enough for him to bringing back that painful memories and the anger on riddhima back and here riddhima's tears flowing on her cheeks feeling this and this makes her think and believe that she hurt him very badly and she cursed herself for that and she quietly after locking the door was moving inside her room as she was picking the untouched dishes from tavbe she finds some medicines there in one plate she thinks may be armaan forgets

R:''lagta hai armaan kii hongii yehii bhull gayye hai shayad yahin rehne detii hun ho sakta hai sham ko aakar dhundhe yaa maange''

And she is about to leave when she saw a note under one plate in which the medicines were placed and it states that

A:''yeh medicine breakfast khakar le lijiye nahin tou throat meiin infection kee kaaran temperature bhi ho jaayega aur there are many cases of virul fever so better hai kii abhie se medicine le lijiye and avoid juice and take the coffee and don't eat medicine without having anything''

And riddhima is shocked beyond limits reading this note of his, what does that means and when did he put that note and medicines there may be when she walked in her room and how did he get taht she is having throat pain, but what did she one place he said he did not cared then what this gesture of his meant she is confused with this behave if he does not wants to give this relationship a chance then why did he cared for her what makes him cares for her and leave her note with medicines and instructing to take medicines.

R:''mujeh nahin samajh aa rahein hai aap armaan kaise samjhu aapko yaa aapnein aapko mujhse nahin ho rahaa hai sachii meiin armaan''

She said to herself but then she ate an apple and made herself a coffee as per armaan's instructions and thens he gulped the medicine with the water and then she after cleaning the kitchen moved inside her room with the cup of coffee for rest well as per his instructions.

Its almost one month from the day when armaan kissed riddhima and she responded back and well almost one monthe of his cold words and their break down their is no fight as they did not talked with each-other from past one month and no growth in their relationship too. Riddhima keeps on working for armaan making hsi breakfast, his lunch packing it in tiffin and also makes dinner for him, sometimes he ate but sometimes he did n't and he never gives any chance to riddhima for question about this thing thoughts he wants to tell him not to ignore his health as he even did not takes her chance to thank him for medicine when she was ill the other day, the entire month armaan is fighting between his mind and heart and the result is always getting angry on her so he did not talk with her as it always leads to somewhere else and her pain affected him very badly and riddhima is waiting to speak to him naa.And well in this whole one month one thing happened in between and she don't know for good or for bad as armaan one fine day leaves his credit card after taking his breakfast and she finds the credit card under one plate like the other day she finds medicines and a note also under laying that plate and it states just the two simple lines

A:''use the credit card for anything related to home and well it's your right too''

And that day she is clearly surprised with this gesture of his well her heart states that he do cared for her but then she shook her thoughts aside thinking he does not want any bad impressions on anyone but still she smiled thinking he cared actually cared and that's all she wants, in this one whole month riddhima becomes the part of this house armaan did not knows this but his heart knows that, and she knows almost everything about him, when will he wake up, what he likes to wear and how much he wants his clothes neat and clean and what did he liked and how he cared for everyone as she often finds him talking with everyone in home so calmly and how he shares a beautiful bond with rahul he is his best friend and muskaan too, she adored her and well muskaan is like that only even she becomes her friend but after that incidence she clearly avoids talking about him with muskaan and muskaan understanding her did not brings the topic too, and riddhima did not herself knows that she do accept this house as her home and for armaan nothing is moving his life still stuck in that very day when he and riddhima got married and becomes husband and wife, he do notice her and whenever his heart starts to find peace in her the very next moment her engagement comes in his mind reminding him that she maybe loves someone else and that did not let him take step from moving that day or moving taking one step towards her and he just becomes more workaholic in order to find some peace in his life which he actually lose since past one month but what he did not knows that the peace which he is finding is actually within himself and at his home but it will only happen when he is going to agree on this till then he keeps on torturing himself and as today is their first month wedding anniversary he is sitting in his cabin at hospital at base as he comes early to usualself not wanting to face her today with his head in his hands as was thinking about the whole past month but could not help himself remembering that soulful kiss with her too well that is one thing which haunted him every night as he still remembered how they end up kissing well start from his obviously and he is thinking about this thing and how he did not talk with her from almost 20 days and this hurt him actually hurt him very badly

A:''aaj poora one month ho gayya humein iss shaadi meiin bandhe hue, aur mujhe hii pata hai yeh one month maine kaise guzara hai aur iss one month meiin riddhima kii aur se mujhse baat karne kii koi koshish naa hui aur yeh hii iss baat kaa proof hai kii she still loves his ex-fiance and she has not thinking of anything for this marriage work, aur ek mai pagal tha jo yeh soch rahaa tha kahin naa kahin kii shayad yeh shadi work out kar jaaye, manta hun ose hurt kiyya par oosnein bhi tou kabhie mera dard nahin samjha shayad yehii zindagi hai koi baat nahin aab tou bas 11 monthe hii reh gayye hain is saath kee iss so called wedding kee then everything will over between us but don't know why it pained actually very badly par sirff mujhe ose koi farak nahin padta yeh dard riddhima sirff mera hai tum kabhie ise share nahin kar paogi riddhima kabhie bhi nahin riddhima kash mai bhi normal logon kii tarah nomal wedigs kii tarah Happyy First Month Wedding Anniversary wish kar paat aapni biwi ko but maybe that is not in my fate i so hate you for this''

He said to himself and did not know why he wants that riddhima take step towards him and tell him that she did not happy in her so-called-engagement he don't know why he wants that thing from her but when there is nothing happened such kind of from her he is hurt though he won't admit he is the one who pushed her aside whenever she tried to do anything but he is armaan the biggest egoistic how he will agree on that naa. One moment he wants to let her take step towards him and a normal wedding anniversary First Month wedding Anniversary and next moment he hates her for not coming to him taking step towards him and gives him impression that she is happuy in her engagement and she will be back to HIM after 11 months and he so hate this thing but never admitted this little did he knows riddhims is now not going anywhere even after 11 months.

Here riddhima is thinking about the same thing but her vision of seeing things is completely opposite to armaan as she is lost in her thoughts as

R:''aaj poora one month ho gayya hai humein iss shaadi meiin bandhe hue, aur hum aage badh kar bhi aage nahin badh paaye, kehne ko tou waqt tou aage badh gayya hai par shayad hum donow hii bahut peeche reh gayye hai mai aur armaan donow hii oos dard meiin jee rahein hai aaj aur yeh shayad aab kam nahin hogaa armaan mujhse baat karenge nahin, mujhe baat karne nahin denge aapnein aap se dur dhakelte jaayenge, tou kaise sab theek hogaa, shayad sab aisee hii hai aur shayad kabhie theek bhi ho jaaye mujhe poora vishwas hai kabhie yeh sab theek zarur hogaa par tab tak naa sachii meiin mujhe is baat kii humesha khushi hai kii armaan atleast shant tou hai naa aab zayada gussa nahin hai aur shayad aab tou baaki kee 11 months bhi aisee hii niklen hope kuch badal paye shayad''

She said to herself and her trance breaks with the door bell and she finds muskaan standing there with a big smile on her face and riddhima smiled at her warmly and after giving her quick hug muskaan immediately starts on with her non-stop blabbering as riddhima closed the door behind her and then as soon she walked inside muskaan started off saying to her that

Mu:''achaa hua ridzi tuu ready hii hai mujhe market jaakar shopping karni hai so chal madam mai tujhe lene ayi hun''

She said and riddhima's minds unwontedly went towards the other day's incidence when armaan shouts on her so she immediately refused

R:''lekin muskaan mai kya karungi aap jao naa please you carry on''

Mu:''oye hello shopping par koi karta hai shopping hii naa so chalo aur mai naa tujhse pooch tou nahin rahi hun tujhe bata rahi hun madam''

R:''par muskaan mujhe sachii meiin kuch nahin lena hai so mai kya karungi aakar aap jayiye naa please sachii meiin muskaan please naa''

She said to smiling muskaan once again refusing her as she does not want to face armaaan's hurt feelings and wrath on her it hurt her as well seeing him hurt that too badly so she is not at all taking the risk hurt him his feelings always hurt him let her heart and herself broken into pieces but

Mu:''so what ridzi it's going to be fun sweetheart aur vaise bhi we are girls humein tou shopping ka bahana chahiye naa so chal naa ridzi please''

She said but riddhima did not want to go in any manner to hurt armaan in process but she smiled too hearing muskaan too she is right girls always needs a excuse to shopping but she is not well one of them still one of them, she hates shopping with bhabhi and mom they are so time taking, but she enjoyed shopping too like all other girls well she is one of shopping freak when it comes to dresses and shoes she always wore classy clothes and she loved and don't have any doubt in admitting this thing but well not now she can't go on shopping at all well this is it so she has to say that to muskaan that too without hurting her and so she start with a small smile

R:''muskaan please samajhne kii koshish kijiye naa vaise bhi mujhe aaj ghar par bahut saara kam hai please muskaan mai aapko hurt nahin''

But she shushed by muskaan's voice as she gets up from the couchs as she is sitting on there all the time try to make riddhima agreed

Mu:''ridzi aisaa nahin hai yar aur tuu jhooth mat bol do jan kaa kam hii kya hotaa hai aur vaise bhi aagar tuu mujhe aapna dost maanti hai tou zarur aayegi mere saath aur tuu aapnein pyaare patii dev kii tou tension mat le merii abhiie oos kankhjoore raool se baat hui oonhein derii honein vaali hai tou not at all tension yar mai aakar terii help bhi kar doongi tera jo bhi kam hai chal naa please yar'

She said and now riddhima loosened the battle completely and she nodded and muskaan hugged her enthuasistically making riddhima too smiled at her friendliness in between her tension and she hugged her back and then muskaan while detangling her from herself immediately spoke up that

Mu:''chal aab jaldi kar aaj hum bahut masti karenge girls' day out sweetheart what say ridzi and i will show you the whoe city too yar''

Riddhima just nodded and then she spoke up with a small smile

R:''jii muskaan aap rukiye mai bas aapna clutch lekar ayi abhie aandar se''

She said and muskaan smiled and riddhima went inside the room while muskaan shouted back at her

Mu:''come soon ridzi''

R:''yea just give me one more minute''

As riddhima entered in her room straightning her suit and then making a plait of her hairs she picked her duppatta and clutch while thinking

R:''i hope armaan merii iss baat kaa galat matlab nahin nikalenge, kya riddhima tuu bhi kya sochne lagii hai armaan boore thode naa hai jo vo aisaa sochenge aur oonhone kabhie bhi mujhe bahar jaane se mana nahin kiyya, so mat soch chal aur vaise bhi bhabhi ka birthday aa rahhaa hai tou oonka bhi gift aaj lekar courier kar doongi aab iss sab se mai aapnein rishte nibhana tou nahin chod sakti naa aur vaise bhi yeh mera bhi haq hai aur bhabhi kaa bhi after all she is my best friend cum bhabhi tou oonka gift tou lenaa hii hai aur armaan ko bhi kabhie iss baat se kabhie problem nahin hogii kabhie bhi nahin after all vo humesha se yehii chahte hai kii humare iss relation se kabhie families effect naa ho so yeh theek rahega aur i can trust on armaan for this vo mujhe kabhie bhi galat nahin samjahenge iss baat kee liyye hmm yehii sahii hai mujhe chalna chahiye yehii theek hoga aur its fine to go out naa riddhima''

She said to herself and then walked inside the living room after picking her clutch where muskaan is waiting for her and then she walked with muskaan after locking the door of her house, she for a moment do think how about armaan comes inside then she remembered armaan has spare keys of the house and moreover muskaan tells her that they will surely walks and comes over even before armaan comes so she goes with her with a smile finally after a long time she goes outside may be that will help her heart which is very restless.

In evening riddhima walks inside the house with a broad smile on her face as she enjoyed too much with muskaan, she is truly gem of person, to very well knows how to enjoy the life to fullest well if she says that she is exactly riddhima which she is actually one month back and she do missed that riddhima she just thinks may be that same bubbly and chirppy riddhima will come back and she do knows armaan is also lost somewhere and she as much missed her self same was with armaan, but maybe there is lot in store for them but she undoubtedly enjoyed the whole evening with muskaan thoroughly, she did shopping too purchasing her bhabhi's birthday and did that courier too so that it will be reached to her on time and she takes care of the thing that it will surely reached on the morning itself on her birthday what if she is not with her but she got her wishing from her like eyery year and she enjoyed with muskaan so much, they eat pani-puris and she helped muskaan with her shopping buying her so much, as it was rahul's birthday coming she did all shopping for him and she smiled seeing how much she loved rahul and she showed her city too as per her promise letting riddhima know some palces there and she is thankful for her for this and after having lots of fun and a ice cream treat then now they walked back home riddhima was carrying a shopper in her hand as she walked inside the porch of her house muskaan went to her house ptting the things there and riddhima entered with a smile which comes after so much time on her face adored her face she comes back little did she knows it is just for a second and as she tried to open the door with her house keys but was surprised to see the door already opened and she panicked what that means does someone broke in the house or armaan is back but muskaan said they both armaan and rahul is going to be late so then but all her queries answered as she pushed the door to open and she saw armaan sitting there in living room with a book in his hands, she looked at him nervously he did not even bothered to look who is there as he looked from the window when he heard main gate's voice that its her and riddhima did know that he is angry or what happen to him as he did not look at her and as she looked at him she knows he is back a long time back as he is already changed in his usual tracks and lose te-shirt which he generally wear inside the house and she did not know what to say or what to do so she quietly start moving towards the kitchen as she remembered she does not prepare anything for dinner yet and she knows very well he will take dinner today as he left without breakfast in morning and without his lunch box this is what she comes to know in thie one month of their marriage when ever he takes breakfast and takes his lunch box he did not ate his dinner and whenever he skipped that she knows he will take dinner this is his way of showing his angerness towards her and riddhima knows that but she is happy that atleast he did not neglect his health and as she start rushing towards the kitchen when she remembered she has lots of things to do right then armaans tood up from the couch where he is sitting earlier deeply busy in his book as he too move dtowards kitchen as he needs water as his glass is empty and the result is damn they bumped in each-other as they both walked from opposite sides but heading to same direction and as riddhima stumble a bit and armaan too loosened his balance both bumped in each-other that tii very hardly making riddhima's shopper fall on flooralong with armaan's glass and that resulted into the broken of glass as it was made of glass shattered into pieces making armaa pulled out of way pulled more closer to himself as he frightened the glass piece may be hurt her and entered in her feet and riddhima is too worried and shoked with this sudden activity first they bumped in each-other making her fall almost in his arms leaving her shopper in floor and she knows same was with armaan that's why sudden fall of glass and as he pulled her closer with this sudden break of glass she actually landed up in his chest snuggling closer to him and just that feeling and a simple touch of in each-other's arms makes a shiver ran down in both their spines and making riddhima trembled as her tiny hands were on his chest directly touching his bare chsieled chest as he was wearing a lose and deep neck te-shirt and armaan was not at all in his senses having her close in his arms as he can feel her bare waist as he was holding her from her slender waist as she is wearing a suit that's having a very thin cloth around her waist and having a cut in front he feels he is directly touching her are waist and that did nothing just makes him drowned and he himself did not know when his grip tightened around her slender waist making her cuddle himself more and as she looked at him his eyes were already gazing on her as soon blue naughty eyes caught the green innocent ones sight they speak volumes and they both forgets everything the tension in between them due to their sudden wedding and like every time they saw some kind of satisfaction and peace in each-other's eyes as their eyes spoke volumes and conveyed that emotions which were deep buried in their hearts and they wants to say to each-other from past 20 days and as armaan looked at her he so much drowned in her beautiful face, her one hair strand was falling on her face from her plait playing with her cheeks, he did not liked that and he immediately put that starnd behind her ear making her shock as well surprise she did not expect this thing from HIM this is so new to her well this is new for him too but eh could not help himself as he finds that much peca when she is in his arms feels like she will not go anywhere and will stayed there only in his arms for forever not going anywhere his heart forgets each and every stupidity the 11 months the one year maariage is long forgotten when he is so close to her but he never going to agreed on this that actually he is insecure of letting her go but right at that moment as his cold fingers brushed past with her cheeks to riddhima's ear she just shivered and cuddled more and as her body reacted as he feels as he is holding her from her waist seeing how much she affected with that he did not know that thing goves him some kind of satisfaction that SHE REACTED DAMN TO HIS TOUCH THAT TOO SO EASILY JUST A BRUSH OF HIS FINGERS and she is proud of that feeling and right then armaan did not where his mind went and he start following his heart's instructions as he lifted her chin up with his fingers to makes her look at himself as she lowered her eye-lids when he brushed his hair starnd past behind her cheek to her ear, he so wanted to watch again in her deep green almond shaped eyes and as riddhima looked at him slowly her cheeks were turned into deep shade of red already she did not know why she always blushed whenever he holds her or he just gave her a smiling look and armaan has a million dollar smile on his face after whole one month seeing that blush the last time he smiled like this when he saw her in garden when they bumped in Mumbai and flowers scattered all over them and he just remembered thatt day how beautiful that day was and today too just the change is no flowers falling on them and they were in THEIR OWN HOUSE and as riddhima saw that million dollar smile on his face she did not know when her face too break into a wide smile the best one seeing that smile on his face which she saw first time his dimpled smile and as armaan saw that smile on her face he feels at home finally and riddhima too feels the same and with that happiness he did not knows when his hands tighten his grip around her waist and while not breaking their eye-lock he leaned closer to her face while riddhima is already turning into crimson red as the shivers running into her spine feeling his hand on her waist and she tighten his grip on his te-shirt and armaan slowly as moved his lips towards slowly near her face making riddhima well tigtning her grip clutching his te-shirt in her tiny fists and making her eyes closed too and as she feels his hot breath on her face armaan ed more closer and pecked her forhead near her maan where the SINDOOR is filled whicgh tied them together with each-other ever while cupping her cheek in his palm making her feel blissful and as he kissed there while lingering his lips there for sometime to let him and her register the peck and forgetting the all other things and as armaan moved away from her face his one hand is still cupping her face in his palm while the other hand is still on her waist she has still her eyes closed with that beautiful smile adoring her face he thinks her smile will him and as she looked at her intently with passion and desire in his deep blue eyes he was moving towards her lips looking at them which were quivering a bit and was about to touch them when his trance breaks with the voice of his phone which shireke dthem both out and bringing them back into reality and armaan once looked at the phone irriatatingly as his gaze shifted and then turn on her and saw her how much they are close riddhima too open her eyes and armaan literally pulled himself out feeling awakard once again that close encounter and right then he left her pulling his hand away from her waist and riddhima too leaves his te-shirt which is in her tiny fist and her cheeks were still red and armaan sighed and moved to take the call as it was buzzing from so many times it was actually a excuse and riddhima just looked at him with a smile playing on her lips she feels peaceful and satisfied thinking may be something going to change for better one little did she knows yes something going to change but for better or bad it was only time tells and god knows and then she just turned slowly and bend down to pick up the broken pieces of glass as she saw armaan was bare feeted and it may hurt his feet and she was sitting on her knees and was collecting the broken pieces of glass in hands while armaan was busy in his phone call and his back was facing him, she was busy in doing her work when she was literally jumped with shock hearing his sudden yelling voice as he shouted on her

A:''pagal ho gayyi ho tum kya yaa dimag kharab ho gayya hai tumhara?''

As he yelled at her she jumped in shock and fear what he again was going to balme her what happened in between them again her fault just a minute ago she did not what to say or how to react but she was wrong

A:''riddhima tum pagal ho gayyi ho haath se kaanch ootha rahii ho haath meiin lag jaayega hatoo vahan se''

As he said with umost care in his voice clearly reflecting from his eyes and voice as he saw her pickng the glass pieces with her hands only as he completed his phone call he did not control himself and shouted on her and as he strat coming towards her riddhima who is surprised hearing his scolding and caring at same time immediately

R:''vahin ruk jayiye armaan aap idhar mat ayiye yahan poora kaanch bikhra pada hai aapnein pairon meiin kuch nahin pehna hai aapko lag jaayega please vahin rukiye aap mai ise abhii saf kartu hun tab tak aap please idhar mat aayeiga aap vahin baithye aaram se armaan mai ise saf karti hun just gave me one more minute naa''

She said as she did not control himself she knows if he comes there he will hurt himself as their are small small pieces of glass and as she run to kitchen to bring something armaan smiled how she cared for him and a warm smile comes on his lips maybe something is changing little did he knows he is going to destroy that by himself and as she is back with paper and cloth to pick the glass pieces armaan bend and picked her shopper thinking it will destroyed with all the cleaning of the broken glasses and as he picked the one and only thing of her shopper a shirt of expensive brand was shocked he.

Precap- Ganesh Utsav In Armaan's House.

Will Armaan And Riddhima become Closer In This Ganesh Utsav.

Tumhare Kaaran Mai Pehli Bar Ganpati Bappa Ko Bhull Gayya.

11 Din Ke Ganpati?

I Am Sorry Mujhe Nahin Pata That Ganesh Utsav Kee Barre Meiin.

Maine Kahaa Naa Riddhima Dur Rahoo Mujhse Tum Aur Mujhe Aab Subhh Kee Jaise Mom Yaa Merii Family Kee Name Par BlackMail Mat Karna Tum Samjhi Naa Tum Leave Me Alone Riddhima

Mai Pehle Hii Bahut Pareshan Hun Mujhe Aur Pareshan Mat Karoo Please.

Aap Humesha Aapni Hii Kyoon Bolte Kabhi Kabhi Doosron Kii Bhi Sunani Chahiye.

Mai Jaanti Hun Aap Mujhse Nafrat Karte Hai Naraz Hai Aapne Dreams Todne Kee Liyye Par Insaniyat Bhi Koi Cheez Hai Dr.Armaan.

Hero Vaise Tou Bahut Achaa hai Bas Ooska Gussa Sahii Meiin Baap Ree Baap.