Sindoor
AR FF
Part 11
After few minutes armaan excused himself from them and went inside the kitchen to get some water for himself and as he entered in the kitchen he was surprised surprised was under statement he was shocked to see the neat and clean kitchen, and he found chilled water in his refrigerator that is something new to him and first he was happy that now atleast he manage to get water at his home he was wondering who did thie and then as his mind yelled at him that it will surely none other Riddhima firstly he smiled at this thought but then his mind registered she was going to someone else's wife and due to that accident she is here in his house as his wife and as he feels once again anger rising inside his body he while calming himself went outside, after spending some more hours rahul and muskaan leaves bidding bye and good night to them as he come back he saw riddhima picking the empty pizza boxes and coke canes and seeing her doing this he could not control himself and justA:'' kyoon riddhima kya hai riddhima kyoon aakhir kyoon tum merii biwi banana kii koshish kar rahii ho tum riddhima han bolo?''
He yelled at her making riddhima shocked at his sudden out burst as she did not expect this and a pizza box dropped from her hands making her look at him with shocked written all over her face. She looked at him still not digesting that armaan was saying this, first she thought may be she heard something or was seeing some dream but actually she is not as reality hit her as his cold voice
Ar:"bolo riddhima kyoon kar rahii hoo yeh sab aakhir kyoon tum merii biwii banane kii koshish kar rahii hoo, meraa gharr saf karke jabki mai aur tum yeh bahut achee se jaante hai kii iss Shaadi kaa koi bhi future nahin hai, remember kii hum donoo kii yeh Shaadi galti se hui hai hum meiin se kisii kii bhi koi marzi nahin thi iss Shaadi meiin yad hai naa, tum merii biwii merii marzi se nahin hoo yad hai naa tumhe merii chodo yaa tum yeh bhull gayyi hoo kii tum kisii aur kii FIANCE thi aur oos kee saath bahut khush thi yad hai naa tumhe yeh kii tum kisii aur kii BIWII banane vaali thi, merii nahin yaa tum bhull gayyi hoo aagar yad hai tou tum kyoon merii BIWII banane kii koshish kar rahii hoo, please mat karoo yeh meraa gharr hai tumhe kya lagta hai kii yeh kitchen saf karke meree liyye sab karke we can make this marriage work on jabki hum donoo jaante hai aisaa kuchh nahin honein vaala hai, tou just let it be aur vaise bhi jab tumhari sagai kisii aur kee saath hui thi aur tun bahut khush thi ooske saath aapnein FIANCE kee saath tou tum kyoon try kar rahii hoo merii biwii banane kaa riddhima, please mat karoo iss se kuchh hogaa tou nahin par tunhari aur merii LIFE aur bhi complicated hoo jaayegi aur tumhara pata nahin hai mujhe par riddhima please mujhe merii zindagi meiin aur coplications nahin chahiye mujhe so please bakash doo mujhe, mat banane kii koshish karoo merii biwii mujhe kuchh nahin chahiye tumse aur mai bhi i know tumhe kuchh nahin dee sakta tumne dekhh hii liyya hogaa tumhare dad jaisa rich nahin hun mai, especially tumhare oos FIANCE jaise tou main bilkul bhi nahin hun naa hoo sakta hun so please let it be naa riddhima khudd bhi aaram se rahoo JUST FOR ONE YEAR YAR aur mujhe bhi rehne doo hum strangers hai aur vohii rahenge so please aab aagee se kuchh mat karna, koi zarurat nahin hai kal tak tumhare ane se pehle bhi yeh gharr manage hoo rahaa tha aur jab tum chale jaogi tab bhi jab mujhe hii manage karna hai tou 1 aisii cheej kii aadat hii kyoon daali jaayen joo pata hai kii aapko zindagi se chale jaayegi so please tum aapne kam se matlab rakho aur then we will get over with this marriage aur tum aapnein oos RICH FIANCE kee pas vaapis jaa sakti hoo, so tab tak yehii theek hai kii hum ekk-doosre kii life meiin kam dakhal den"
He said in his cold voice and riddhima's eyes filled with tears hearing his words as his words echoed in her ears though he spoke with coldness in his voice but she fels a strange kind of pain in his voice and arman did not dare to look at her as he saw knows her green almond innocent eyes were filled with tears and he knows he can not bear to see her eyes filled with tears as it pained him so very much and without giving her a single glance he rushed outside from the kitchen and ran upto his room upstairs he has no energy to face her and here riddhima who saw him leaving like this, her eyes filled with more tears and she did not know what to say or what to do whe just ran in her room as she did not now have any control over her emotions as she knows she will cry now and she did not want to let her muffled voice reahed to his ears, as she locked her room's door she let her heart cry out she cried and cried while buried her beautiful face in pillow, she did not knows why this is happening to her just in two mere days her whole life becomes a joke completely, the riddhima who is full of life seems like disappeared in somewhere, and this riddhima she never in her wildest dreams thinks that she will face something this kind of this that she will no longer smile, but this is called life naa what you never expected only that will happen that is life taking drastic turns and maked unexpected changes in your life and this is the same happening with her too and after this happening to her she still try to make everything normal but what about him her husband Dr.Armaan Mallik, she knows he is deeply hurt his dreams are broken, she knows very well, but what about her she is in same position like him only, her dreams are also broken and shattered, he is not the only one suffering here naa, she is too she admits she never loved Sid is just her fianc and she is going to having a typical arrange marriage with Sid and she will go with flow as she believes she fall in Love with him as she yes off course believe in Love and her parents choice, but though she does not Love Sid till now but she do has dreams regarding her marriage like every girl and her all those dreams are broken into pieces, she off course thinks of wearing Mangalsutra, a red bridal lehnga, Mehndi in her hands and on her feet too, lots of Bangles jiggling in her arms as like a newly wedded bride, the customs and rituals all, but she never get anything, her dreams also breaks still she tries to bring this marriage at at least normal state if Armaan could not be her husband he can be her friend naa as she can be his friend, she knows in which circumstances makes them stand there in a Marriage relation as husband-wife they can't disrespect, but armaan why he is not understanding this facts that whatever they do, how much they shout, cry this is not going to change the truth, then why to hurt each-other and their selves too, but this is not the only thing which is reason of her agony as today she feels a strange kind of pain in his blue captivating eyes when he spit that awful words to her and especially when he mentioned the name of ''Sid'' her ex-fianc, she did not knows what is that for, she always find him a little bit distanced from the time the very morning in Mumbai when abhie and angad while teasing her told armaan that she is engaged, that day when he congratulated her she noticed a strange kind of emotion that she cannot say what is that but she very well knows it is some kind of not happy ones more of sad ones, as she feels that days his voice is not filled with his usual tinkleness which she feels when he comes there at that times she shrugged her thoughts aside thinking maybe she is over thinking and she even does not knows him properly but little did she knows she is right he is hurt that too very badly hurt and when today he once again brings her engagement topic and she feels pain in his voice, she could not help but to drifted to those memories what she feels a while ago in Mumbai Mallik Mansion, she did not knows what is there making him more hurt his dreams or her engagement but that's break now naa then why is hurt and why he is saying that Sid is Rich Guy as far she remembered she never told him about this money issues and well that never matters to her too also, though she is The Business Tycon Shashank Gupta and Sujal Gupta's princess, and all her demands fulfill even before she asks that too but she never used that in wrong way, she herself is self made person, she is done her M.B.A. in finance topping IIM and then she also worked as internship in another company not in Gupta Industries this is because of her talent too she is there is Gupta Industries, so what makes armaan thinks that she does not understands the value of money and why actually he himself on the earth says that he is not that rich, who does not knows Malliks in India, leading business tycoons too, she knows he is self-made man that's why he thinks like this she can understands, but why on the earth he gave her taunt of Sid. Her head is spinning thinking all this and his behaves is just making her worried for him too why on the earth he is so angry with sid or with her or with their destiny that brings them to this position.
R:''nahin riddhima aisee ronein se kuchh nahin hogaa tujhe armaan se kal baat karni hogii, shaayad se aaj oonhone joo bhi kaha gusse meiin keh diyya, oonhone bhi pehle bar kisii koo aapnein gharr meiin dakhal dete hue dekha tou gussa aa gayya hogaa oonhein isiliyye vo sab bol gayye after all kahan vo ready the shaadi kee liyye, oonhein tou bilkul bhi time nahin milla prepare honein kaa, kii aab ek ladki oonki biwii ban kar 24*7 oonke saath rahenge so bas confusion meiin bechare yeh sab bolte hue chale gayye, i know khudd koo bhi boora laga jab aisaa sab kahaa dekha naa tune kaise nazarein jhukaye chale gayye ismein oonki bhi galti nahin hai, nahin tou oon jaisa calm insan kahan kisii koo hurt karta hai vo aisaa sochh bhi nahin nahin sakte karna tou bahut dur kii bat hai, riddhima bua bhi yehii kehti thi naa tune bhii dekha he is nice person, yeh sab haalat kii galti hai kii hum yahan fas gayye hai, please god hum dono kii help kijiye please hum hurt naa karen ek doosre ko please god yehii chahiye hum ise smoothly nibha saken''
With that thoughts and prayers to her God she never knows when she falls asleep with lots of tears in her eyes which is some now dried on her cheeks too and here armaan is not at all in peace too after he spitted that awful words to her, he is disgusted by himself, he never in his life talk with someone like this, not with anyone, never ever in his wildest dreams he can think that he can say something this extent to anyone and he just could not believe that facts he is talking so rudely with her but that's what life is changes are there and takes drastic turns to judge ourselves its up to use how we adapt that changes in our life and well he is not that kind of person who spit harsh words to anyone and where his destiny brings him not only he is saying harsh words he is spitted bitter words which can stab anyone's heart and he just banged his hand right on the wall after remembering how rudely he talked with Riddhima well this one word actually changed his own world completely , one side he never thinks to behave like this anyone with anybody in his whole life but with Riddhima it seems all different, he just could not get the fact that why on the earth he is so much affected with the thing that she is already engaged and about to get married to the same person and she is happy with that engagement of hers this is the thing which is disturbing him to core and result is Armaan Mallik converted into ruthless creature hurting her to no extent yes this is the thing that is affecting him more than the truth that he gets married with her by mistake or say beautiful mistake by god's fortune and his dreams are broken or shattered he somewhere knows this both truths are not actually not there even bother to him but he is actually too stubborn to admit the fact that her HAPPILY ENGAGED is the real thing of his restlessness and he is just stupid to not to accept the fact and just hiding his true reason of angriness behind his shattered and broken dreams and the result is hurting her to no extent.
A:''why riddhima kyoon aa rahii ho mere kareeb jab tumhe 1 din lautna hii hai aapne oos fiance kee saath maine dekha tha jab tum aapni bhabhi kee saath baat kar rahii thi you are still worried for him even after we got married that shows how much you are happy with him and must love with him off course that's why you are going to be married with him, but here i come in between naa and makes you becomes Mrs.Armaan Mallik without your consent par oosmein kiskii galti hai riddhima tumhari nahin merii naa maine hii tou tumhari maang bhar dii Sindoor se naa, tum tou chale jaogi riddhima is 1 year kee bad aur laut jaogi aapni hansi-khelti duniya meiin par what about me mai tou shayad aab kabhie laut nahin paonga aapni duniya meiin pata nahin kyoon God ne yeh sab kar diyya mere saath mai tou jab se tumse milla hun aur oos raat jab tumne mujhe bataya kii you are M.B.A. in finance as well following the truth that you are already engaged sorry happily engaged, lad rahaa hun aapne aap se rok rahaa hun khudd ko tumse judne se, pata nahin bahut takleef hotii hai mujhe yeh sochh kar hii kii tum kisii aur kii honein jaa rahii thi par yeh merii problem hai tumhari nahin, mai ise khudd handle kar loonga, par aagar tum mujhe karne dogii tab naa kyoon aa rahii ho mere pas, yeh tumhare liyye bahut aasan hai kehna kii dost ban kar rehte hai par mera kya riddhima kabhie meriii nazar se socha hai tumne dekha hai kabhi merii nazar se mai kaise normal ho jaoon, jab mujhe samajh hii nahin aa rahaa kii meree saath ho kya rahaa hai, mai jitna dur honee kii koshish kar rahaa hun tumse, tum ootna pas ane kii koshish karti ho, jabkii mai jaanta hun kal koo vo tum hii hogii jo iss rishte se nikal kar khush hogii aur mai mera tou mujhe nahin pata par riddhima mere liyye bahut mushkil hai dost banana tumhara, jab mere dill meiin tumhare kareeb ate hii kuchh mehsoos honein lagta hai aur mai ise chance nahin den sakta jaante hue kii tum shayad abhie bhi kisii aur kii ho aur shayad ose kii rahogi shayad nahin pakka ose kii rahogi, fir kyoon yeh rishta joden kisii bhi rup meiin jab yeh nibhana hii nahin hai aur yeh mujhe sirff dard hii degaa aur mai aapne aap ko aur dard nahin den sakta riddhima, isliyye mai tumhe aapne pas nahin aane den sakta, aaj jo armaan tumhare saamne hai naa, ooska kaaran bhi tum hii ho riddhima mujhe aisaa bnane meiin riddhima, mai tumhare bilkul bhi pas nahin aana chahta hun riddhima, mind you riddhima aab tou mai aaj kee bad tumhe bilkul pas nahin ane doonga kyonki tumhara yeh 1 din mere gharr meiin merii kitchen meiin aisee settle karna sab karna mere dill kii gehrai meiin kuchh jajhbat jaga rahaa hai aur mai aapne aap koo hurt nahin kar sakta inn jajhbaton koo badhava dekar humare raaste aalag hai riddhima aur humesha aalag hii rahenge mai oonhein nahin takrane doonga, yeh takleef kaa rishta hai joo tumse zyada sirff iss rishte meiin mujhe takleef degee ismein har tarah se har merii honii hai riddhima so you and me never riddhima never ever riddhima''
He said with lots of a pain in his heart which is flowing in form of warm tears from his blue captivating eyes where just three days back is only shine there and no just pain and he is just blaming her actually, it his heart telling him truth but his mind did not let him believe at his heart as all the time riddhima's engagement is roamed in his mind and when abhii teased her that day and the smile formed on her lips that sight of hers still in front of his eyes, she remembered that day crystal clear, and as much he tried to think he will behave normally with her, her conversation with her Bhabhi makes him hurt too badly after the marriage with her and he is broken that too beyond repair as that comes his pain in his harsh nature and change in nature because as he saw the Sindoor in her maang when they hugged dadii, he somewhere feels happy but after hearing her conversation with her Bhabhi he knows they were never be how much he can try after all how can she will be happy when she is happy with someone else, the relation which she went happily and their relation is forced ones on her so how could she happy with him, that's why he thinks in this whole he is the one who is suffering more not her, as she has still bright future waiting for her after one year and their divorce but what about him he has nothing after her naa, this makes him angry as he feels he is the only one cheated here by his destiny and he is hurting there only little did he understands she is like him only suffering also. And with these thoughts he don't even knows when he sleep there on couch with his paining hand still n his forhead as he never cared to look at his hand as it turned swollen because of he banged hard on wall naa. Both of them are suffering he thing is if they can sat together they can get it solved but armaan never gave that chance to riddhima though she is willing too well now its destiny and god who brought them together unfolds their pain to each-other and may be somemore to each-other
Next morning as bright sun rays fell on riddhima's eyes she stirred in her sleep and slowly opened her eyes and saw the sun is up and the new morning is there, she slowly settled up in bed and then all the previous night and day's events comes back in her mind and hr heart making her tears spilled from her green innocent almond shaped eyes but she then wiped with a new hope in her heart
R:''nahin riddhima maa kya kehti hai kabhie bhii har nahin manani chahiye tab tou bilkul bhi nahin jab aapko lagta ho kii aap kuchh kar sakte ho, aur yahan tou mere pas poora one year hai, aur insan bhi badal jaate hai sachai aur achaai kee aage tou armaan tou pehle se hii bahut achee hai bas mujhe oonka dard bahar nikalana hai aur jab mai oonka dard baantogi tou mai oonhein aapna dard bhi bata sakti hun aapna dard mai oonke saath baant sakti hun after all hum dono hii tou ekk-doosre kee dard kaa kaaran hai tou hum hii jab ekk-doosre kaa dard samjh lenge tou humara dard sachh meiin kam honaa shuru ho jaayega aur khatam ho jaayega, aur iskee liyye sabse zyada jaruri hai kii mai armaan se baat karun aab tak tou oonka bhi gussa kam ho gayya hogaa, chal riddhima ooth onke liyye kuchh bana den kal bhi bechare binaa kuchh khaye hii gayye hai tou better hai kii at least aaj tou mai oonhein kuchh gharr kaa khilaon naa''
She said to herself and get up from the bed and went towards washroom after getting her clothes from her suitcase to freshen up and gets ready with a new hope in her heart and after sometime she comes back from washroom whole ready in a red colour churridar looking pretty and then as she combed her hairs a bit as they are still wet because of shower she let them open just tied a little with her clutcher and then she applied a little bit Sindoor in her Maang and she looks so much adorable with that simple yet elegant look and as she was going to outside she has a fear in her heart of armaan but then she makes herself comfortable thinking she has to do this not only for their relationships or for herself but for him too, she can not saw him suffering in that pain that is just because of her and as he gaze fell on her suitcase she frowned seeing it thinking it also needs her attentions and then she mumbled to herself that
R:''aaj mujhe yeh suitcase bhi lagana hogaa nahin tou aagar by chance armaan mere room meiin aayee to kya samjhenge kii mai ek mera kamra tou theek se nahin rakhh paa rahii hun humara gharr kya sambhalongi mai''
She said and with a sigh she leaves the room and to her surprise all the living room is just like the way they left in in night and is silent that means armaan is not up yet, so she sighed in relief and picked up the night's left out things and put it in bin, as she picked the coke tins the memories flashed back in her front of eyes, especially armaan's blue captivating eyes filled with pain she sighed and then she do her work and then she thinks to make something light, as she does not knows what to makes actually, and right then she heard door bell and as she opened the door with first bell so that armaan will not disturbed she found the milkman standing there and she smiled at him and he greeted her and then asked her how much milk as she don't know anything and she cannot even increase the quantiy without his permission she does not have that right so
R:''umm bhayiya jitnaa aap roz dete hai ootna hii de dijiye naa''
Mi:''theek hai bhabhi jii armaan bhayiya tou har roz 1 litre lete hai tou aap bartan le aayiye hum ootna hii dal dete hai theek hai naa bhabhijii''
He said and riddhima nodded and then she went inside and brings a pan to take the milk from him and then he after giving her smile
Mi:''achaa bhabhi jii jai siya ram jii kii hum chate hai''
And riddhima smiled at him and then as she is about to turn into and stepped inside the house she saw a van that delivers breads, jams and butter, biscuits and chips etc. in morning, she placed the milk filled utensil on table and ran outside and then purchased a bread and some vegetables from the seller who is going and she paid them from her own money and then she walked inside the house with a bright smile on her face as she is now satisfied that she can make at least a breakfast for him and he never needs to leave without having breakfast early she feels so bad when he left yesterday without having breakfast and then in night they again ate the pizza from outsides now they needs a light breakfast, and though she has nothing so she still can managed this and with a smile she moved towards the kitchen and boiled the milk first and then as cut all the vegetables for making vegetables sandwich light and healthy for morning for breakfast, she is almost done and she can gave armaan a fresh vegetable sandwich and coffee when he will comes there she smiled as she done something for him as unknown to the facts that he slowly becomes the important someone special for her but her smile vanished as she thinks about his cold words as the only worry she has his she does not even knows that he ate vegetable sandwich or nor and how will he react and then as
R:''riddhima tuu pagal hai tujhe aloo kee paranthe bnanae chahiye the yar dekhh vo armaan kee favourite hai naa, kitne khush hokar khaye oonhone oos din Mumbai meiin bua kee yahan Mallik Mansion meiin, aur tuu oonki favourite dish jaanti hai fir bhi yeh vegetable sandwiches bana kar baith gayyi hai tuu bhi naa bas yar''
She scolded herself as she remembered how he with a dimpled smile on his face he relished the aloo paranthas on that day she still has his image refresh in her front of her green almond shaped eyes
R:''par mai kya kar sakti hun yahan tou ata hai hii nahin tou aagar mere pas ata hotaa tou mai vohi banati shayd armaan kee chehre par hansi aa jaati jo gayab ho gayyi kab se par mere pas koi option nahin tha koi baat nahin hai jab armaan mujhe market bata denge i promise mai kal hii oonke liyye aloo kee paranthe bnaogi pakka naaa''
She said to herself and then she picked the newspaper and read it as she start reading the Fashion Page as she read almost all the newspaper relating to her interest business ones as she is waiting for armaan as he is not there yet then she thinks may be he is too tired only then her gaze went to upstairs as she heard footsteps and she saw armaan coming downstairs as he is busy buttoning his shirt's buttons and as well mumbling to himself she heard him
A:''damn armaan aaj tuu bahut der se ootha hai aur dekhh naa aaj tou ramdin kaka bhi bell bajaa bajaa kar chale gayye hongee milk kee liyye armaan aaj tou tujhe binaa coffee kee hii gharr se jaana padega aur pata nhain canteen kii bekar sii besavad coffee bhi peeni padegi yar chal armaan binaa doodh kee coffee tou banane se rahii aur mera subhh subhh black coffee peene kaa bilkul mood nahin hai so but kya kar sakte hai aaj tou aisee hii kam chalana padega chal koi baat nahin atleast abhii duty shuru honein meiin time hai i can atleast read my newspaper naa chal vo tou bahar se oothon aur pata chala kii saath vaale Cornol kee tommy nee vo bhi kha liyya tou newspaper bhi nahin milega armaan beta tujhe''
He said wondering and gettings ad about his morning coffee as he could not able to wake up in morning to get milk but little did he knows now there is someone and till she is here he will never needs to worry about anything especially about himself just the need to accept the fact but that's what is the main trouble and here riddhima is surprised as well smiled seeing him and hearing him she is surprised because after previous night's events she cannot think in her dreams she can see him in calm situation but she thanked god that at least he is calm now not hurting himself little did she knows her happiness is just for few more seconds and she smiled seeing that cute frown on his face as well hearing his mumbles and then as armaan reached downstairs his gaze fell on her, he forgets everything seeing her actually, as she is looking so much pretty in that beautiful red sauce vaala laal suit, his favourite colour that's why its never red its always sauce vaala laal for him, and he just stopped in tracks seeing her she is looking like an angel, in his whole life, he saw many girls in his school, college with him at his internship time, his colleagues the other girls in red sauce vaala laal colour but he never found anyone beautiful and here this girl riddhima who happens to be his wife is looking so much beautiful in that red suit, well beautiful is understatement actually she is looking ravishing in that red suit, he never thought anyone can carry herself in red in such a decent and beautiful manner, as the very few flicks of her hairs were playing with her forhead falling on her her eyes, he wants to go and let her hairs open blowing more on her face as she is looking that pretty in her long hairs as his gaze is still fixed on her, he saw that she did not applied anything artificial calling make-up to her face just a pink lip gloss to her pink lips making them more tempting and she is looking so extraordinary that he just wants to traced her facial features slowly and softly while he wished to engulf her deeply in his arms while opening the little thing she is placing in her hairs to tie them up and he is still looking at her with his intense gaze and riddhima feels his gaze upon herself, she did not knows what she can say or do as she cannot understand his gaze and then armaan is still busy in looking at her when riddhima
R:''armaan good morning''
And as she did not know what to say so she just wished him 'good morning' as his trance breaks with her beautiful voice, he comes from his land where he is praising her and once again seeing her face in front of his blue greayish eyes the reality once again comes running back to him as his gaze fell on Sindoor in her Maang but he tried to remain calm himself and he just nods at her and then moved towards the table while riddhima gives him a side and
A:''good morning riddhima''
He even himself did not when he said to her and riddhima is surprise and smiled at same time naa and then armaan as slumped on couch riddhima looked at him don't know what to say to him so
R:''umm armaan mai aapke liyye coffee lekar ati hun''
She said to him with one look and the lowered her eye lids and
A:''kya coffee riddhima?''
R:''jii coffee aapka sar meiin dard hai naa so it will help you''
She said as she saw him messaging his temple from the time he come in front her green almond shaped eyes and armaan looked at her in astonishment she saw that and yes he cannot denied that he is seriously having a severe pain in his head because of previous night's events crying and then as he slept in that uncomfortable position all this cause in paining his head and that's why he needs coffee but how can he get when there is no milk and moreover from riddhima no he cannot gave her chance to come closer to him and leave him alone and hurt him so he come out from his thoughts
A:''nahin its ohk no need vaise bhi ramdin kaka chale gayye hongge maine aaj milk nahin liyya so its not even possible and i cannot drink the black coffee in morning its not good with empty stomach''
He replied trying very much hard not to get rude with her and he buried his face in newspaper when he heard her voice once again she is seriously going to test his patience that too very badly naa yar
R:''nahin armaan mai aapko black coffee nahin doongi i now yeh subhh subhh binaa kuch khaye peeye is not good for health so mai aapko normal coffee hii doongi as maine milk le liyya tha armaan''
She said making him aware of the fact that she actually takes the milk in his absence and now he needs not to worry and not to do this house stuffs as she is here she wants him to say this but she herself still did not understands these things completely so how she can tell him about this and then she smiled and then moved towards the kitchen leaving an surprised armaan behind herself as he wants to stop her but he is too daze with the facts that she actually woke up and takes the milk and did these things which makes him more shocked after he behaved with her in previous night she still do this for him how on the earth she can remain so calm and after his heart wrenching behaviour and words with her, her behave make him more worried and shocked and actually her goodness and this care yes what can he name this care for him makes him more restless, the more he try to comes out from this stupidity and more he tried to remain himself calm, circumstances did not let him especially she Riddhima did not let him do that and he is still in his thoughts when he just to try his mind he picked the news paper and saw the supplement of Fashion Page opened as riddhima is reading it and he is just to let these feelings go on which is becoming him restless
A:''see difference number i guess 4 fashion page pad rahii thi jaise aur kuchh kam kaa news hai nahi n padne ko yar had hai aur see mai dekho main news pad rahaa hun aur yeh difference number 4''
He said in frustration to let go that dizzy feeling which she aroused in him just with her mere presence and then as he start reading newspaper actually his interested is not in it just buried his face in it and then he heard her footsteps he buried his face and eyes more in newspaper as he does not wants to show her that his all the attention is on her only and as riddhima reached towards him with coffee she placed the tray in front of him on table and then she picked the mug
R:''aapki coffee armaan''

She said as she forwarded him the coffee mug and armaan looked at her, he could not control himself moreover his restlessness is on him completely and he did actually despite his heart's warnings
A:''mera man nahin kar rahaa hai riddhima thanks anyways''
He said calmly as possible but riddhima feels certain coldness coming in his voice but she never backs out especially today when she knows he needs this though he is doctor but still she knows naa
R:''mujhe pta hai par sar dard meiin it affects you know armaan''
And her soft voice makes him tongue tied as she is looking at him with all the care in her eyes as she did not know this care is actually making him restless he cannot takes it as he is looking back in her beautiful eyes he finally breaks the trance with riddhima's voice
R:''so please armaan le lijiye coffee it will help you armaan''
She said and armaan nodded does not have any choice, badly needs one and forwards his hand to take the coffee as riddhima smiled and forwards her to gave him their hands brushed with each-other making shiver ran down in both their spines locking their eye-locks in a beautiful eye-lock with each-other and armaan instantly breaks his gaze and taking the cup of coffee he start sipping it where as riddhima did not knows what to do so she sat there only and picked her book which she is reading yesterday as its still there as armaan is reading newspaper and both were engrossed in their respective doings reading newspaper and reading book and finally armaan as turned the page of newspaper his gaze fell on and he thinks he is just losing it and as he saw her she has her tip of nail in between her lips while she is busy reading the book and armaan smiled she looks so much innocent as much beautiful too he so wants to that tip of her nail so that he can be has the pleasure to caress her lips and he so wants to caress them and then he shook his head and cursed himself for thinking like this only that too about her, its not good at all for him, it will hurts him and does not wants too so he just picked the coffee mug and stood up to go to his room wants to stop this torture of her after all sitting she is in front of his blue greayesh captivating eyes in his favourite red sauce vaala laal colour taking over his senses with her beauty and yes he hates her for doing this to him and while going to his room he could not help but to glance at her and seeing her sitting in same position he just wants to stop so
A:''nails khana health kee liyye achaa nahin hotaa hai''
He said making her jumped from her book as she stopped reading and looked at him and their eyes met for a second and then armaan without giving her a chance to speak up disappeared in upstairs with his coffee mug and riddhima still stands there with daze and as she looked at her nail tip she remembered what he says true a doctor and then she smiled.
Here armaan is not at all in peace and he just placed his head in his hands while slumping on his bed as he is feeling restless completely
A:''kya kar rahaa tha mai kyoon dekhh rahaa tha ose aisee, jab vo mere saamne lal rangg sauce vaala pehen kee ayi, even i talk with her easily ho kya gayya tha mujhe, mai jaanta hun iss rishte kaa koi wazood nahin hai tou mai kyoon, kar baitha yeh sab ooski banayi hui coffee chupp chapp le li kal ose kitna daanta tha maine kitchen meiin jaane se aur aaj bhi tou vo sab biwi vaale kam kar rahii hai tou mai kyoon nahin ose kuchh keh paaya, kyoon kho gayya tha mai ooski aankhon meiin, yeh sab sirff ooski galti hai naa hii vo mere saamne ati mere favourite colour meiin naa mai aise react karta, i hate her mujhe bas aur kuchh nahin yad rakhna ooske baare meiin, vo nahin aayegi mere kareeb labhie bhi nahin aayegi mere kareeb''
He said and while ruffling his hairs finally get ready for his work, he is once again back to his usual self who remind that he hates her and she and he is never going to have any relation and then as after getting ready as he is leaving his room his gaze fell on empty coffee cup, a smile do appear on his face but he next moment straighten his face and buried his emotions deep inside his heart remembering himself that
A:''nahin armaan sambhal aapne aap ko this is not possible and it will gives you nothing but pain remembers she is engaged''
And he walks downstairs while remembering himself she is engaged that's why she will hurt him but what he could not see is that she is no more engaged she is now married that too with HIM the relation of Sindoor which joined two people two families everything the base of marriage the Sindoor the relation is now with him only and how she can hurt him but he do not wants to think and understands the facts, just one thing he thought she is engaged happily and that's why he cannot give chance to this marriage and did not let her allow to come closer to him, after this she will go and moved on and leads a happy life but he cannot able to move on his life that's why he just hates her for ruining his life and shattering his dreams completely.
As he walked downstairs with his things completely ready and as soon he reached downstairs he heard her tinkling voice which he hated right now little did he knows may be this becomes his life
R:''armaan mai breakfast laga detii hun karke jayiye please''
She said armaan gritted his teeth why on the earth she is always adamant to make him angry and hurt her by his harsh words by testing his patience he closed his eyes and replied as calmly as he can
A:''nahin mujhe bhookh nahin hai i have to go you eat please''
He said and walked beside her but riddhima is riddhima naa how she can let him go without eating anything so she just called him
R:''jii armaan par maine laga diyya aapko der nahin hogii please''
As she said once again armaan now could not control himself
A:''maine kaha naa mujhe nahin khana hai aap khayiye aur maine aapko raat ko bhi kaha tha please mere liyye yeh sab mat kijiye aap''
He said with lots of anger, calmness and coldness in his voice and as he just did not look at her without giving her a glance as he tried to walk out from the house as soon as possible riddhima once again
R:''armaan i know aapnein kaha tha par jo bhi humare saath hua oosmein khane ne aapka kya bigada hai please kha lijiye, bhookhe pet ghar se bahar nahin jaana chahiye please armaan please aap kha lijiye at least mai nahin chahti kii inn sab kee kaaran aapki health par asar paden''
She said and armaan just spoke not spoke actually shouted
A:''achaa aur jab aap chale jaayengi tab mai kya karunga tab mujhe gharr se khali pet nahin nikalana padega kya nikalana padega naa tou mai aisii koi aadat hii kyoon dalun jo problem den mujhe naaa''
He said making riddhima tongue tied what she can reply to his question, till now she herself did not know that she will stop there or not and armaan seeing her quite, it pained him, yes no answer of this question that's why he could not let her comes close to him in anyway and then as he walked towards the door riddhima call him
R:''armaan kal kaa mujhe kuchh nahin pata par please aaj tou mai aapko khali pet gharr se nahin jaane doongi, kisii aur kaa liyye naa sahii aapni family kee liyye mom kee liyye hii khakar jayiye oonhein bahut takleef hogii yeh jan kar kii aap yeh sab kar rahein hai aapnein saath, vo bhi oon logon kee 1 decision humein saath rakhne kaa lekar so please oonke liyye hii sahii armaan they loved you please armaan''
She said and armaan has no answer to her these words, he simply looked at her with blank face as she is right she brings back his family in his heart he knows he will hurt them if they comes to knows. He is in this position because of them and his gaze fell on his family picture and he looked at her with plain face without any emotions as she is looking at him with hopes in her green almond shaped eyes with so many hopes in green shaped almond eyes he walked towards the dining table after placing his bag on couch as simply he walked towards table and grabbed a chair to sat riddhima smiled finally and she almost ran towards him as she him sitting there and instantly served him with the breakfast and armaan quietly ate his breakfast and he tried to take the coffee for himself riddhima poured him a glass of juice, he for a minute looked at her but as he has no stamina to argue with her enough for this morning he simply takes it, leaving the coffee mug and drank it and as riddhima saw him finishing his breakfast she sighed in relief finally what she promised nandini mom she did that and she smiled and
R:''thanks armaan breakfast karne kee liyye thanks so much''
She said to him as saw him wiping his mouth and he without giving her any answer went to grab his things and picked his car keys and
A:''dhayan rakhna aapna yeh jagah tumhare liyye nayyi hai so please take care''
He said and without even turning to her before going he cannot resist himself to tell her that take care of herself and riddhima looked at him as he zoomed off the car and he is finally out of her sight, sighing in relief, locking the door she comes inside and then she called nandini mom to inform her that she makes him ate his breakfast as she picked the phone riddhima greeted her while nandini blessed her
R:''mom maine oonhein breakfast kara diyya aap chinta mat kijiye''
Nandini smiled hearing her voice and then she just said
Na:''thanks riddhima beta mujhe bahut fikar ho rahii thi ooski actually pehle bhi armaan jab Pune meiin rehta tha tou humesha rahul hii ooske liyye breakfast laata tha maine ose strictly kaha tha as khali pet armaan se kam nahin hota aur ooski tabiyat bhi kharab ho jaati hai thats why rahul always makes sure armaan did his brekfast, par beta aab jab aapki shaadi ho gayyi hai, aapnein hii kahaa tha naa kii rahul aur muskaan koo aapki aur armaan kii shaai kee baare meiin sab pata hai, aur aab aap hoo naa, tou achaa nahin lagta naa, kii abhie bhi rahul hii armaan kaa breakfast laaye, chahe they are best friends par but bahut ajeeb lagta naa, chahe kisii bhi haalat meiin aapki shaadi hui ho yeh haq aur farz dono hii aapke hai so isiliyye maine aapko kahaa tha beta thanks so much beta''
She said and tahnked riddhima and riddhima smiled at her concern
R:''mom mai aab naraz ho jaongi aapse aapnein bachon ko bhi kisii ke parents thanks bolte hai galat baat hai aur vaise bhi mom sahii kaha hai aapnein jab hum bandhan meiin band hii gayye hai tou yeh farz meraa hii hai mom tou yeh tou mujhe nibhana hii tha naa, aur dadii kehti hai mom kii hum rishton ke bandhan se nahin bach sakte kabhie mom''
She said making nandini smiled at her cute and innocence reply
Na:''bilkul sahii kehti hai beta aapki dadi hum chahe kar bhi rishton kee bandhan nahin khol sakte yeh hai hii aisee rishte bete jud jaate hai tou kabhie nahin khulte aur aapka tou rishta mere bete nee kii
aapnein sangg aisee bandha kii mujhe itnii pyaari sii betii kii maa bana diyya ooenin, aapnein har kamii poori kar dii jo mere aur kumkum kee pas 1 betii naa honein par thi bachaa par dekhiye naa yeh rishte kitne ajeeb hai beta mere betee ne aapko itnee mazboot bandhan meiin bandha Sindoor kee sangg jod liyya aapko aapne sangg huesha kee liyye aur le gayya aapko aapnein saath mujhe char din aapni pyaari sii betii se lad bhi nahin karne diyya aur khudd mai jaanti hun aapnein gusse meiin merii masom sii betii koo bahut tangg kar rahaa hogaa jaanti hun mai ose bahut gussa kiyya naa?''
She said as she knows her son well and riddhima's eyes filled hearing her caring voice and her mind drifted to night's happenings and all the events takes place when armaan shouts on her and even now as nandini found her quite she knows she is right armaan must hurt riddhima very badly so she ever so softly called her
Na:''riddhima beta dekha mujhe pata tha oosnein aapko bahut danta''
And riddhima comes back from her thoughts hearing her voice and
R:''nahin mom aisaa kuchh nahin hai kuchh bhi tou nahin kahan oonhone mujhe bilkul bhi nahin daanta oonhone mujhee mom''
Na:''mujhe pata hai riddhima ooska par koi baat nahin aagar tuu kehti hai tou mai man letii hun par riddhima beta merii 1 baat dhayan se sun le beta kabhie itnaa mat jhukna kii armaan tujhe todne tak jhuk jaayen beta kabhie bhi itnaa samjhota mat karna''
She said knowing riddhima is just saving her son and
R:''lekin mom fir hum yeh kaise nibhayenge matlab shaadi''
Her sentence left incomplete as she did not know how how to put her questions which is in her heart in words but nandini said
Na:''riddhima mai samjhti hun beta kii aap kya kehna chahti hai, kii aap dono dost bhi nahin hai aur itnee pakee bandhan meiin Sindoor ke bandhan meiin bandh gayye aap log aur aapko tou yehin se shuruwat karni hogii naa beta jis se aap ek normal rishta tou atleast nibha saken hai naa beta, dekhiye riddhima ek shaadi yaa koi bhi rishta pyaar, vishwas, samparpan aur comporomise se banta jarur hai par inmein se kisii kii bhi amount thodi sii bhi zyada ho jaaye tou rishta tut jaata hai, har cheej kii over amount kharab karti hai beta, yadii aap aapnein rishte ko zyada dheel denge tou vo tut jaayega yaa fir haath se jaane lagege beta tou vaise hii aagar aap armaan kee gusse kee saath compromise karti jaayengi tou oonhein kabhie galti kaa ehsas nahin hogaa aapni, jahan tak armaan kaa gussa sahii hai ose bardasht kijiye koi baat nahin jeevan saathi aisee hii hotee hai do doston kii tarha aagar kisii 1 ko zyada gusaa aya hai tou doosra chupp karke sun kar ooska gussa kam karta hai par beta yeh bhi ootna hii sachh hai yadii armaan kaa gussa aapke rishte par hawi honein lagee yaa kuchh aisee karen vo aapnein gusse meiin joo aapko chot pahunchaye tou oonhein vahin rokiyega nahin tou aapka rishta aapke haath se jaane lagega beta yehii sachh hai aur rahii baat kii aap log iss samay aisee jagah par khade hai jahan se aapko hii kadam oothana padega armaan kii taraf vaise bhi har rishte meiin ek ladki hii hotii hai jo aapna haath aage badhati hai, ladke yeh nahin kar paate hai beta han par yeh baat bhi ootni hii sachh hai ek bar rishte ko haath badha kar thamne kee bad ladke poori zindagi oos rishte ko nibhate hai beta han par har rishte meiin especially pehel ladki ko karni padti hai tabhie tou Sindoor ek ladkii kii maang meiin sajta hai kyonki vo aapnein patii kaa pyaar hii nahin balki ooske sapne bhi aapnii maang meiin Sindoor meiin sajati hai tabhie tou yeh ek ladki hii hotii hai joo iss Sindoor kii importance samjhti hai aisaa nahin hai ladke nahin samjhte vo samjhte hai aur vo saath hii meiin Sindoor lagate hue aapni saari garima oos ladki ko saunp dete hai beta isiliyye har rishte meiin iss rishte meiin Sindoor kee rishte meiin pehle ladki kii hotii hai vo kadam badhati hai aur ladka ooska pati haath tham letaa hai''
She said making riddhima understands that she needs not to bear armaan's angerness to extreme she has her rights and by mistake or whatsoever happen is happen by God's wish and she has to repect
R:''par mom aagar koi haath hii naa badhana chahe tou kadam badhane vaala kya karega mom ose bhi tou aapne kadam peeche lene hii padenge naa mom aakhir kab tak vo sahega mom''
She said putting all her tensions in words in front of nandini as she can not tell all these things to her own mom as she will surely panick for her daughter after all she is princess of theirs and there no one in their house not even talk with her in loud voice forgets shouting, so she can not gave them tension she knows they are already very much panicked because of this so she cannot that's why she is putting all her fears in front of nanddini mom as she always takes her as her own daughter and she loved her too and moreover which mom on the earth tell her daughter-in-law to not to bear her husband which happens to be her son's harshness so she asked and
Na:''nahin beta aisaa nahin hota mai jaanti hun time lagta hai beta par dheere dheere sab theek hotaa jaata hai kyonki vishwas meiin aur joo mere pagal bete nee aapki maang meiin Sindoor sajaya hai naa vo keval laal rangg nahin oosmein bahut taakat hai beta aur armaan bhi yeh baat samjah jaayenge beta bas aap samparpan rakhiyega, hum meiin se koi bhi aapko iss rishte kee liyye force nahin karega beta par beta hum sab dill se chahte hai beta kii yeh rishta nibhe han par aap dono kii khushiyon kii keemat par nahin isliyye abhie aap kuchh mat sochiye bacha bas ek doosre kee dost baniye ajnabiyon se baaki aapnein rishte aapnein Sindoor par chod dijiye aur jab God nee aapko ek kiyya hai kuch socha hogga oonhone aap dono kee liyye so bas chinta chodiye aur aab merii pyaari sii betii kee pet meiin kuchh daliye jiska pet mere pagal bete kii daant se hii bhar gayya lagta hai beta kyoon riddhima kya banaya''
Riddhima smiled hearing her and her hands herself brushed to her maang and she said to her mom as she feels actually light talking with her as if someone lifted thousand tones of weight from her heart
R:''jii mom thanks so much aaj mujhe bahut halka lag rahaa hai''
Na:''chal aab maa ko thanks bolegi tuu i love you beta''
R:''love you too aur maine vegetable sndwich banaye''
Na:''terii pehli rasoi kaa neg pending rahaa hai riddhima tuu jab aayegi naa tou mai doongi tujhe aur aab tuu good achii vaali betii bankar jaa aab jaakar kha len beta fir tujhe sab theek bhi karna hai naa mai rakhti hun tuu aapna aur oos pagal doctor kaa dhayan rakhna god bless you take care love you both''
She said and riddhima smile broadly and then she said
R:''jii mom love you bye aap bhi dhayan rakhna give regards to everyone papa aur baaki sabko bye mom bbye take care love you''
She said and hung the phone and then grabbed her breakfast and here nandini smiled too after talking to her and then she prayed
Na:''god armaan kaa gussa thoda kam kijiyega aur is pyaari sii bachii kii madad kijiyega jis se yeh armaan kaa nahin khudd ko sambhal saken kyonki yeh aag se khel rahii hai please god please god''
As she prayed for riddhima knowing very well her son if he get adamant on one thing its going to be very much tough to makes him understand and changed his decison and this makes her more worried always for riddhima more than armaan as he takes his anger away but poor soul riddhima how she will be managed.
Precap- Ganesh Utsav In Armaan's House.
Will Armaan And Riddhima become Closer In This Ganesh Utsav.
Tumhare Kaaran Mai Pehli Bar Ganpati Bappa Ko Bhull Gayya.
11 Din Ke Ganpati?
I Am Sorry Mujhe Nahin Pata That Ganesh Utsav Kee Barre Meiin.
Maine Kahaa Naa Riddhima Dur Rahoo Mujhse Tum Aur Mujhe Aab Subhh Kee Jaise Mom Yaa Merii Family Kee Name Par BlackMail Mat Karna Tum Samjhi Naa Tum Leave Me Alone Riddhima
Mai Pehle Hii Bahut Pareshan Hun Mujhe Aur Pareshan Mat Karoo Please.
Aap Humesha Aapni Hii Kyoon Bolte Kabhi Kabhi Doosron Kii Bhi Sunani Chahiye.
Mai Jaanti Hun Aap Mujhse Nafrat Karte Hai Naraz Hai Aapne Dreams Todne Kee Liyye Par Insaniyat Bhi Koi Cheez Hai Dr.Armaan.
Hero Vaise Tou Bahut Achaa hai Bas Ooska Gussa Sahii Meiin Baap Ree Baap.
Tumhara Dimag tou Kharab Nahin Hoo Gayya.
What Will Happened Now?
How could u do this?
Matlab Voo Aab Bhi Aapna Ateet Nahin Bhulli Hai.
Mai Kya Karun.
Shadi Shuda Hoo Tou Tumhara Mangalsutra Kahan Hai Nayii Nayii Shaadi Meiin Tou Pehnana Chahiye Kuchh Dinon Tak
Now what is this who is telling this and to whom and what happened that everyone was reacting like this?
To know answers stay tuned
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With lots of love
Nikita
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