Hey Jaz 🤗
hiee... howz u doing buddy? i know i know... it seems like ages after i have replied... i was trying to search my last reply here but couldn't
Ok... do i need to mention everytime i read u and i the pain i feel for everyone involved is invariably there... i have always said that i DO NOT blame Naina for the whole thing... its Maan Maan and only Maan... so though i feel the void that is there in him... though a very little part of him... but my empathy with him remain minimal. The guy certainly moved on completely... but it was Geet who took so long... i feel for her more.
It was really sad what Sam has endured... a marriage of convenience... the knowledge that her husband will never be able to love her with his whole heart... yes he accepted her wholeheartedly... he's giving the best to her but i still doubt that despite his dedication he would be able to love her the way he loved Geet... somewhere, deep within... his heart desires for his love but then he had accepted the truth and made peace with it... but had it not been the case... he wouldn't have been jealous of 'adi-geet' rapport... he wouldn't have that grudge against her... he wouldn't think about her the way he had been... he wouldn't feel her pain... he wouldn't think of what life would have been if they were still together... but then... no matter how hard you try... you heart has its own will and no one can mend it! so in all honesty i did feel sorry for Sam again... the tragedy of losing the child not once but twice was grave and pinching. And if that was not all... she was certainly made to feel unwelcome in the house by Naintara.
Naintara was a kid... i would always defend her here... she didn't know what she was doing and waht were the long term repercussions of her actions... it was a small momentary victory... that she felt in... but the gravity struck her only whn Maan brought in Sam... Again it wasn't Naintara who brought someone else in... she was confident of her brother's love for Geet... she was confident that he'll not bring in anyone else... she had faith in Maan there... but Maan failed her too... he didn't understand her to begin with and then went ahead to do something even she couldn't fathom... REPLACE her GG!!! she could never let in anyone there... and thus in a way Maan ended up blowing up the bubble of her faith too... he could have asked Naintara if that is what she wanted before taking the big step... but he devastated her bubble!
I felt so sorry for Naintara... her guilt was eating her up... she kept punishing Maan and the herself for she knew they were responsible for destroying the girl who narrowed her lives for them... who took on their responsibilities and gave them a sense of home, family, security and familial love... i m not sure whether i would disagree with Naina when she said to Maan that he didn't love Geet as much as she did... come on now... didn't we as kids have experienced a moment of jealousy and grudge against our loved ones, does that account that we never loved them? it fades with time... for Naina too it would have happened but alas! and then she moved to stay away from Maan... she felt herself responsible for everything... and held a dislike towards Sam coz she held the place that Naina had mentally reserved for Geet... her GG... and it was not acceptable to her... the scars of the childhood deepened with time probably when she saw her brother moving on with Sam... giving her all the rights that she deserved as his wife... the pain escalated whenever she saw Maan and Sameera happy... thereby somewhere angry with her brother to fit in a space of absolute comfort with Sam... she thought wouldn't blend... she hoped for it... she hoped that Maan would one day realize that it can only be Geet but that didn't happen... it only hurt coz she knew that Sameera was no where at fault... that Sam was a genuine person... but then it was her mental block that never let her open up to Sam or consider her as a family...coz presence of Sam meant permanent deletion of that one person who gave her her unconditional love almost fulfilling the void of a mother in her life... thereby making her repulse!
Yash! that was a shock! a monster in a garb of a friend! A neurotic and psychotic! he deserves nothing less than hell!
Again i feel sorry for Naina for her devoid herslef of her life and happiness for she felt she had snatched away her GG's happiness. Poor female... i so wanted to hug her there... I love Arjun here who has stood by her in all odds... he;s been her support... her love and even now he held her hand to be with her so that she could sail through the nighmare that her life had become!
her confession to Maan was so painful... Geet was so apt... it again proved that it could only be Geet who could understand her and put her fears to rest... thereby proving that no one could replace her GG for her... the bond she developed with Geet was so strong that even in the moment of her great despair she ran back to the security and warmth that Geet could provide and not to Maan...
Geet's reaction was so comprehensible... she had uttered a few words in the worst moment of her life... never truly meaning to imply them but in a way imparting a last lesson to Naintara on the way out of her life, just like she had been teaching her the virtues and guiding her with the etiquette... How on earth could she have thought that her words would haunt the little girl in such a disastrous manner... in a way she feels responsible for even uttering those words to her... it was sad... i m glad she has Adi by her side to atleast share her fears and sorrows with.
Maan really makes me wonder is it how relationship works... he seeks his own ways out of everything... his way the high way... his words, the line carved in stone... he didn't give Geet a thought... and then he refuses to spare a thought to Naintara... especially now when she needs people on her side to comfort her and pull her out... again! again in the light of his giref he left his sister to go find some balance in Sam's arms... he has mocked his relations again! he went to Sam so that he could wrap his head around Naintara's one deed that ended his relation with Geet! Wow! he went to his wife so he can cry over his ex... Relationships are not commodities that can find replacements!
And then comes the teaser... how convenient of him to put it all on the innocnet child of 9! Naintara was a kid... but he one as well? it was his decision to give her an ultimatum... it was his deciion to throw her out... it was his decison to prove his point by marrying Sam... and now he shrugs it all off!
I'm glad Geet threw it in his face by defending Naina and saying it was you and not her... high time someone showed him the mirror... i was eagerly waiting for Mr. Mighty's reaction when he sees his own reflection... i'm proud of Geet... i'm sorry for Naina and Sam... but Maan Singh Khurana... i hold no sympathies! it was he who began and its him who needs to now realize the gravity of what he has done.
I hope he does justice to Sam though.
Can't wait for the most awaited part Jaz... i have waiting like forever to see this confrontation. Great Read... thanks👍🏼
CID
