Kashish
Kashish was always possessive about me.Though we were only friends her possessive nature made me realize that i'm more than a friend for her.I was happy inside my mind as i also loved her madly.But i never showed it and flirted with girls in front of her.Because i loved watching her getting angry seeing me with other girls.Because that shows her deep love for me.I wanted her to burst out one day and confess her love to me.I waited for that moment for a long time.
Finally my wait came to an end.She lost her control and yelled at me.
"How dare you flirt with other girls in front of me?"She asked.
Though she was angry i found her sweet.
"What is the problem?I'm just having fun",i said.
"Fun?This is fun?Mr.Yash...i can't stand you with another girl".
I was becoming happier and happier as i knew the moment of confession was coming nearer.But i did'nt show it.I pretended to be serious.
"Why",i asked.
"Because..because i love you dammed".
I smiled.
She came back to her senses.She realized what she said.She realized that her inner feelings have come out,she has exposed herself to me.She became embarassed.
"I'm sorry".She left the place since she found it difficult to face me.
I felt sad as she thinks that she did a shameless act.Because she thinks that i don't love her,i just love to be with other girls.I wanted her to know my love for her and be happy.So i entrusted her hotel mate Chanda to keep my diary on her table.She did so.Thanks to her.
As i expected Kashish's eyes struck my diary as it was an unknown diary to her.She went through the pages of the diary.
She read my heart through the diary.She read my words..
"I love Kashish's possessiveness as it signifies her love for me.I love being loved by her.Because i love her like crazy.She is more than a friend for me.I'm waiting for her to admit her love for me.Kashish...please confess your love to me.I'm dying to hear those magical words from you.Kashish..i love you.Kashish..you are my life".
She cried while reading my diary.
Tears covered her eyes for not understanding my love.
She came running towards me.
"You stupid!Why did'nt you reveal your love to me?You just made me go crazy.I love you stupid boy".
She talked like an irritated innocent naughty girl.
I smiled with full heart seeing her face expression.
"I love you Kashish.My tongue itself is to utter only your name Kashish",i said.
We just lost in each other.
We really felt the magic of love afterwords in it's true sense.Kashish was my world.
I gifted her with her favourite flowers Orchid.She was very happy.She blushed while receiving orchid flowers from me.
How can i forget that moment?Her smile was so sweet.
She walked towards her hostel with those white orchids.Unexpectedly a bus hit her and the white orchids in her hand turned into red with her blood.Her white overcoat also became red.She lost her blood and she breathed her last lying on my lap.I cried calling out her name 'Kashish!'But she did'nt open her eyes.
Now i see the orchid flowers in my house.
They remind me of my Kashish.She always appears before me.Whenever i see my Kashish,she is dressed in the dress she wore at the time of her death.A pink top and a white overcoat.She looked gorgeous that day.Death must have fallen in love with her beauty.That must me the reason why death took her away.
Death..because of you Kashish remains only in my dreams.I miss you Kashish...i miss you.
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