#7 Kya Pyar Aisa Bhi Ho Skta Hai???(AR)note-155 - Page 77

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Part-221

Armaan smiled seeing riddhima who's sleeping peacefully in his arms, he kept on caressing her back side by side reminding all the events that occurred in last 7 hours from riddhima getting down from ship, her teary as well as scary face, her anger and disappointment then finally her everlasting smile which always compels him to fall in love with her again and again, he came in present when felt riddhima's movement, he looked down and found her forehead compressed, before he could understand anything riddhima partially opened her eyes and looked at armaan..

A: kya hua shona??

Riddhima didn't reply and got up, looked here and there while making face, armaan again asked her but she ignored him, armaan got confused and he too started looking here and there trying to point out "what she is looking for", she slightly got excited and holds his hand, armaan looked at her with double confusion and before he could say anything, riddhima again falls on bed after keeping his hand on her own back, he made weird face, riddhima again got up and holds his second arm and placed it under her head, then again goes to sleep, her hair got scattered on her face,

armaan in confusion removed her flicks from her face, she made angry face and shouted "tumhe meri neend se koi problem hai kya??" armaan at once got scared seeing her shouting and mumbled "maine kya kiya??" riddhima again holds his hand and with in a second goes in deep slumber, armaan looked at her in shock and mumbled "impossible", then started caressing her back,in next second her face again filled with contentment making armaan smile,

he bends down and kisses on her forehead, then slightly caressed her lips and sighed then thought "ye aapke chehre ki chamak aur muskaan hi humse bade bade gunaah karwati hai, yehi majbur karte hai mujhe paap karne ke liye, ye ek mahina jo bhi hua sab aapki paapi muskaan ka kasur tha, na ye aapke labho se ghum hoti na aapka chehra itna feeka lagta na hume iss muskaan ko dhundne ke liye aapse dur hona padta, kaash iss smile ko inn hootton par permanent fix karne ki mere pass koi tube hoti .."

he visualized applying tube named "khushi fix" on riddhima's lips who's looking gloomy and after applying tube she started smiling and her face started glowing, armaan mumbled with excitement "are wah kya tube hai" and instantly mumbled "aau" and looked at riddhima who's ready to give him another punch but he holds her hand on time, she makes a cry face before she could get up and say anything armaan pulled her in his arms tightly "sorry baby sorry ab no masti, pucka",

he patted her back and soon she calmed down, armaan kept on looking at her and thought "ye meri riddhima hai, wohi 5 saal puraani riddhima, pal mai pyaari, pal mai mahakali,pal mai pyaar ka badal bankar baras jaati hai aur dusre hi pal bacho se bhi chotti ho jaati hai, samajhdaari aur patience se bahut dur, deewangi aur paagalpan ke bahut kareeb, ye meri riddhima hai, meri basket", he came out of thoughts when heard his phone ringing, he quickly looked at riddhima with his hand searching for phone and found chirag's name flashing, he quickly picked up phone..

Ch: kaha hai be???

A: (murmured) kyu???

Ch: sach sach bol kya kia hai tune riddhima ke saath?? Achanak kaha gayab ho gaye tum log?? Teri khopdi mai chal kya raha hai???

A: tune subah ke 6 baje ye bakwas karne ke liye phone kiya hai??

Ch: naatak mat kar aur niche aakar darwaja khol, abhi batata hu tujhe…

A: kyaaa??? Tu kaha par hai??

Ch: darwaja khol, pata chal jaayega… (armaan placed pillow in between riddhima's arms and quietly goes down still surprised as he didn't tell anyone about their where abouts, so how come chirag knows, he opened the door in confusion only to receive 2 punches on either side of his face, he mumbled "aauuu" and was on the verge of falling but was caught on time, before he could understand anything he heard some words which were unclear "jao andar se jaakar sabko utha lao", armaan was shocked and opened his eyes, tried to look around but his vision was blurry, he again heard " mera muh kya dekh rahe ho, jao uppar uss kamre mai aur.." before that someone could complete his words armaan with blurry eyes hits tightly in his stomach and turned to stop others from moving up, but before he could he's pushed forcibly and he immediately landed on floor, thanks to carpet he's saved, he tried to get up in anger but felt as if baby elephant settled on his back, he pushed his hands tightly against floor such that his body was lil up making baby elephant fall from his back and mumbled "dekhta hun ab meri riddhima aur mere bacho ko koi kaise haath lagata hai, jaan le lunga sabki…", he got up with force thinking about them, he slightly feared and looked towards stairs, his vision was still blurred but found some men were crossing the stairs, he moved a bit but someone holds his shoulder, he in anger turned and was ready to punch but stopped in shock when found chirag standing in front of him..

A: tuu?? (before chirag could reply he heard "chup chap sun kya rahe ho, maarte kyu nahi isse??", armaan turned and found ritu rubbing her elbows with an angry face, chirag was on the verge of punching him again but armaan holds his hands in confusion) ye ho kya raha hai??? Chirag tu yaha kaise?? Aur ritu?? Aur wo uppar kon gaya hai??(he looked towards stairs little worriedly, then looked at chirag who's starring him angrily) tujhe hua kya hai?? Aise gusse mai kyu ghur raha hai jaise maine koi bahut bada kaand kar diya ho?? (he hardly completed his words when he received a tight slap on his head, he turned and found ritu standing with hands on hips, armaan gets irritated as no one is telling him what's going around) abe hua kya hai??

Ri: (holding his collar) aawaj niche karke baat kar, chillane se teri galtiyaan kam nahi ho jaayegi…

A: (finally joining his hands) meri maa, mujhe bata de maine kya gunaah kiya hai jo subah ke 6:30 baje mujhe itna acha aur meetha parshad diya jaa raha hai, iss gareeb par itni badi daya karne ki wajah kya hai maate??? (ritu holds his collar more tightly, before she could say anything, she heard..)

Chipkalli Bhabi.. (all looked towards stairs and found rishab standing with lil smile)

Ri: bol kabutar, kya khabar hai??? Saara ghar check kiya ache se???

Rishab: ji bhabi, and don't worry riddhima bhabi zinda hai.. (armaan's eyes got widened hearing this) ghar par koi bhi aisi cheez nahi mili jo bhabi ko nuksaan pahunchane ke liye rakhi gayi ho, waise hamari investigation team abhi bhi apni duty kar rahi hai, sonal riddhima bhabi ka aur swati bacho ka check-up kar rahi hai, hopefully saari reports negative hi hongi, armaan bhaiya ne unnpar koi jaanlewa hamla karne ki koshish nahi ki hogi…(armaan's shocked yet again..)

Ri: agar aisa hua to samajh le aaj din acha hai, bhagwan khud iss kayue ki jaan ki raksha kar raha hai, par agar kahi se bhi negativity ki thodi sib hi smell aayi to aaj iss kayue ka kaam khallas…..(she glared at armaan, armaan registered all the words in his mind again) waise ridhima kar kya rahi hai??

Rs: so rahi hai..

Ri: theek se check kiya hai na, so hi rahi hai na?? kahi behosh to nahi hai??? (rishab shaked his head)

A: (finally dropping ritu's hand down and little angrily) bas bahut ho gaya yaar, kya chal raha hai ye sab???

Ri: maine kaha na aawaj niche karke baat kar…

A: shut-up ritu, its not funny anymore..

Ri: tujhe kya mai nautanki waali najar aati hun jo har waqt mai tera entertainment karti rahungi, fun to tune har cheez ka bana diya hai, har cheez mai majak, har cheez mai masti, chahe kissi par kuch bhi effect ho tumhare iss so-called fun ka…. (she looked him angrily, armaan looked at chirag hoping that he'll help him in clearing his confusion, but)

Ch: armaan ritu sahi keh rahi hai yaar, iss baar tune har hadd paar kar di..

A: (irritated fully) ab tum log bata rahe ho ki hua kya hai..

Ri: hume kuch nahi batana armaan, batayega to tu kit ere dimaag mai chal kya raha hai??(armaan understood that its indeed serious else ritu wouldn't have called him armaan)

A: (taking deep breathe) acha chal pehle paani pee, phir aaraam se baat karte hai…(she makes face but then settled in lobby, armaan gave water to both of them, then settled near them) haanji ab bolo.. (ritu's looking more calm now)

Ri: kya kar raha hai tu?? Kuch batata kyu nahi hai hume?? Riddhima aur tere beech mai koi problem hai kya??? Waise dost kehta hai hume, aur iss tarah se dostiyo ka farz nibhata hai…

A: ritu kisne kaha ki riddhima aur mere beech mai koi problem hai??

Ch: dekh armaan jhutt mat bol, andhe nahi hai hum, pichle 1 mahine se tu riddhima ke saath kaise behave kar raha hai sab notice kiya hai humne, use itna ignore karna, uss se jayda dusre ke saath time spend karna, ye sab kya hai yaar?? Abhi to tumhari jindagi ne normal hona shuru kiya tha aur uss se pehle hi ye sab??? Kahi Riddhima ke liye tera pyaar kam to nahi ho gaya?? Tujhe nahi lagta ki tu pichle 5 saalo ko phir se jeene ke liye itna gum ho gaya ki meri bahen ka saath usme kahin na kahin kho raha hai,

riddhima ko notice kiya maine, kitna miss karti thi tujhe ye bhi dekha maine, mujhe laga ye sab aise hi hai, par kal to had hi ho gayi armaan, tune riddhima ko itna pareshan kar diya ki wo tujhe chodkar jaane tak ke liye taiyar ho gayi, tune uss se ladai ki, uss ladki se jisse tu apni jindagi kehta hai, ye kaisa pyaar ho gaya hai tera??? Kya ho gaya hai tujhe??? Kyu kiya tune aisa?? Aur tune kuch bhi hume batana jaruri nahi samjha, itni problems chal rahi thi tumhare beech mai aur tune hume hawa bhi nahi lagne di, kyuu??

A: ok.. ok.. relax.. aisa kuch bhi nahi hai jaisa tumhe lag raha hai, riddhima aur mere beech koi ladai nahi hai yaar, sach mai..

Ch: vedic, ritu, rishab, sonal, mai hum sab kya paagal hai, jinhe baithe baithe sapna aaya ki kuch problem hai tum logo ke beech mai, kisse bewkuf banane ki koshish kar raha hai tu???

A: ohh, to ye vedic ka kaam hai, paetu kahi ka,dimaag hai nahi uske paas, phir bhi use karne se piche nahi hat ta… (he makes a face) anyways, chirag kal jo bhi hua wo sab planned tha, mai riddhima ko surprise karna chahta tha, issliye ladai ka naatak aur wo sab karna pada.. (chirag gave him unconvinced look) sach mai chirag, sab perfect hai, tujhe to ye cheez batane ki jarurat nahi hai atleast…

Ch: sab planned tha to tune hume kuch kyyu nahi bataya?? Waise to har cheez batata hai to iss baar kya hua???

A: Iss baar tum log meri help nahi kar sakte the chirag…

Ri: pata hai armaan, pichle ek mahine se riddhima paagalo ki tarah tujhe anniversary surprise dene ki taiyari kar rahi thi, tu uss bechari ko itna pareshan karta tha, use waqt nahi deta tha aur uska saara waqt hi tera tha, kitni mehnat ki thi anniversary party ke liye aur tere iss bekaar se plan ne uski mehnat par sab paani daal diya, tum ladke log kuch nahi sochte na kissi ke bare mai, jo mann mai aata hai karte ho, kissi aur ke dil mai kya chal raha hai, koi kya chahta hai tumhe koi farak nahi padta….

A: (smiled) farak padta hai tabhi to ye sab karna padta hai, riddhima chahe bole ya na bole par wo hamari anniversary apne ghar par, means yaha par celebrate karna chahti thi…

Ri: bekaar ki baatein hai armaan ye, bahana hai ye.. tujhe to farak nahi padta uski mehnat kharab karne se, par mujhe padta hai, hum yahi par party karenge, mai sab arrangements karwati hun, jaisa riddhima ne waha ship par kiya tha…. (she got up and suddenly) waise teri dosti ki data deni padegi armaan, achi dosti nibhata hai tu, Mumbai mai uttar gaya aur hume batana bhi jaruri nahi samjha, wo to captain suddenly hume mil gaye to unse sab pata chal gaya, nahi to hume to kal hi sab pata chalta…

A: wo mujhe laga ki apne kaaran tumhara maja kharab nahi karna chahiye, issliye.. (ritu glared him angrily once again, then goes out and came with a very big bag and placed it in armaan's lap)

Ri: ye riddhima ka gift hai tere liye, uske room se aate hue le aayi thi… chirag jaise hi decorations hoti hai, hum log nikalte hai, tum apna office join kar lo, jab logo ko hamari parwah nahi hai to hume bhi unke liye apna keemti waqt barbaad nahi karna chahiye… (she looked at armaan with disappointment and goes)

A: ritu… (he makes face)

Ch: tujhe pata hai na armaan wo tum logo se bahut attached hai, use hurt hota hai jab tu aisi harkattein karta hai, apna banakar minute mai paraya kar deta hai, tumhare saath rehna tha bas issliye ye trip banaya tha, warna goa to hum rehkar aayein hi hai, phir se hum uss jagah kyu jaate??

A: I'm sorry yaar, par dimaag itna occupied tha ki ye sab socha hi nahi, aaj to anniversary day kam aur ruthna-manana day jayda lag raha hai…

(chirag finally hugged armaan tightly and wished him anniversary)

Ch: chal ab mood mat kharab kar, ritu abhi theek ho jaayegi khud hi.. (armaan nodded) haan to ab bata ki hua kya hai???

A: kya matlab??

Ch: dekh uss waqt ritu thi, to maine jayda force nahi kiya, mujhe pata hai ki ye sab plan tune achanak se nahi banaya hoga, riddhima ko ignore karna and all, kuch badi wajah hogi iss sab ke piche, suddenly yaha Mumbai apne ghar aane ka plan, ye jaante hue bhi ki issi Mumbai ne tum logo ki itne dukh diye hai, yaha par aane ka matlab phir se pichli jindagi ki dastak tumhari aane waali jindagi par hona, phir bhi tune anniversary ke liye ya jagah hi select ki, to koi badi wajah hi hogi iske piche…(armaan wanted to say something but) dekh baat palatne ki koshish mat kariyo, koi fayda nahi hoga, tujhe kitne saalo se jaanta hun, ye bhi jaanta hun ki tujhe cruise par rehne ke liye kitna excited tha, Mumbai ka to plan achanak bana hai, warna tu to iss shaher ko bhi cross karke nahi jaana chahta tha, phir tune ye sab kiya, kyu???

A: pata hai chirag, jab mujhe realize hua tha ki meri legs theek ho gayi hai, mere liye iss se badi khushi ki baat aur koi nahi thi, mai ussi waqt bhul gaya tha ki pichle 5 saalon mai kya kya hua hai, khushi hi bahut thi apne paeron par khade hone ki, unn 5 saalon mai sirf ek aisa saathi tha mera jo har pal mera haath thame hue challa tha aur wo thi meri riddhima, hum dono ka dukh mujhe equal lagta tha, isliye jab mai theek hua to mujhe laga tha ki riddhima mujhse jayda khush hogi, wo andar se jhoom jaayegi, use apni khushi express hi nahi karni aayegi itni paagal ho jaayegi wo khushi se, wo bhi meri tarah pichle 5 saalon ko apne dil se nikal degi…

Ch: to?? (chirag looked him questionably)

A: par aisa nahi tha chirag, wok hush nahi thi… (chirag looked him shockingly)

A: I mean wo khush thi, jab usne mujhe apne paero par khada dekha tha to uski khushi ka thikaana nahi tha, par jaise jaise waqt nikla riddhima ki khushi kam hoti gayi, mujhe lagta raha ki wo theek se khud ko express nahi kar paa rahi hai par phir ehsaas hua ki kuch hai jo mai nahi samajh paa raha hun..

Ch: nahi armaan tujhe galat fehmi hui hai, riddhima bahut khush hai, sach mai…

A: (laughed) don't worry, mai teri bahen ki shikayat nahi kar raha, so stop defending her.. (chirag kinda bit his tongue) chirag I know wo bahut khush hai, par uss khushi ke saath bahut bada dard bhi chuppa hua tha jo chahkar bhi riddhima ko khush nahi hone de raha tha.. (he reminded riddhima's b'day, when for the first time he felt that their's something that's bothering riddhima) mai apni khushi mai riddhima ko theek se padna hi bhul gaya, wo kiss situation se gujar rahi hai ye samajh hi nahi paaya, apne aap hi soch liya tha ki riddhima ab bas khush hi rahegi….

Ch: armaan paheliya mat bhuja, saaf saaf bata kit u kya kehna chahta hai??

A: chirag kabhi kissi apne ko dubte hue ya jalte hue dekha hai?? (chirag made a confused face)

Ch: matlab???

A: (looking at ship that's on side table) jab ek kashti toofan mai phas jaati hai aur bachne ka koi scope hi nahi reh jaata, to insaan jeene ki asha chod deta hai, maut ka darr bhi use sata raha hota hai par dil jaanta hai ki ab maut hi uska sach hai, wahi uss insaan ka koi bahut kareebi banda jo ye sab kinare par khade hokar dekh raha hai wo shock mai reh jaata hai, dukh ho raha hota hai ki wo kuch kar nahi paa raha apne pyaar ko bachane ke liye,

apne pyara ko khone ka darr bhi lag raha hota hai aur maut ka ye khatarnaak khel waise hi andar tak jhakjhod raha hota hai, itni daer tak toofan ke aane ke baad achanak se sab shaant ho jaaye aur kashti kinare par aa jaaye, to jo insaan kashti par sawaar hota hai uski khushi ka koi thikana nahi rehta, use nai jindagi jo mil jaati hai pal-pal marne ke baad, wo insaan itna excited ho jaata hai nayi jindagi milne se ki wo kuch pal pehle kya hua wo sab dil ke kissi kone mai aise lock karta hai ki wo kabhi khul hi na paaye,

wo sab dukh bhul jaata hai aur khushi mai jhumta hai, par jo insaan kinare pe khada hokar sab dekh raha hota hai uska haal koi nahi samajh sakta, use khushi to bahut hai ki uska pyaar sahi salamat uske saamne hai par darr, dard uss insaan ka kabhi saath nahi chodte, kabhi sapne mai to kabhi khuli aankho mai wo maut ka khatarnaak manjar ghumta hi rehta hai, hamare case mai kashti pe sawaar insaan mai tha, aur kinare par khadi uss manjar ko dekhne waali riddhima thi, mujhe lagta tha ki hamara dukh equal hoga, par kaha yaar… mera dukh riddhima ke dard ke aage kuch bhi nahi tha.

Mai to bas toofan se jhujh raha tha, par riddhima kinare par khade rehkar mujhe doobta hua bhi dekh rahi thi, bacho ko bhi sambhal rahi thi aur logo ko bhi face kar rahi thi, mai theek hokar sab kuch bhul gaya kyunki uss darawne toofan ko yaad karke apni aane waali jindagi nahi kharab karna chahta tha aur yahi expect riddhima se kiya, par yahi mai galat tha..

Pichle 5 saalon mai riddhima ne bahut hi jayda himmat dikhayi hai chirag, meri weakness ko apne pyaar aur vishwas ki taakat se sincha hai, usne apna har gam bhula diya bas har pal yahi koshish karti rahi ki mai theek ho jaun aur uski mehnat rang bhi laayi, inn 3 saalo mai wo padhayi mai, bachon ka dhyan rakhne mai aur mere case mai itna khoyi thi ki ankit, sanjeevani ya aarish ke accident ke bare mai bilkul soch hi nahi paayi, uska piche 3 saalon se bas ek hi motive tha, mujhe theek karna aur jab wo motive pura hua to wo khush hui par dheere dheere uska dil, dimaag use 3 saalon se pehle waali jindagi mai khinchne laga aur uski khushi kam hoti gayi aur dard bhadta gaya, bahut kuch ashen kiya tha yaar, kaise bhul paayegi…

Ch: (trying to understand his words, then) riddhima ne kuch kaha tha kya??

A: (shaked his head) wo khud kuch kehti to last month itna ajeeb tareeke se na nikalta, problem to yahi hai ki usne kuch kaha nahi, andar hi andar khud hi apne dard aur khushi mai ghulti rahi…

Ch: to tujhe ye sab kaise

A: (cutting him) mujhe riddhima ke b'day par ehsaas hua ki kuch hai jo mai miss kar raha hun, kuch hai.. wo meri riddhima nahi thi, wo mujhse dur jaa rahi thi, wo charm, wo passion kuch nahi tha usme, maine diwali tak use note kiya aur indirectly baat karne ki koshish bhi ki par wo kuch nahi boli, finally usne mere paas koi solution nahi choda, to maine diwali par..

Ch: (cutting him and with shock) uski drink mai daaru tune hi millayi thi??

A: hmmm.. (nodding)

Ch: tabhi wok eh rahi thi ki cold drink bahut kadwi hai aur hum sab uska majak bana rahe the, aur 1 glass nahi tune use 3 glass dary pillayi.. (armaan again nodded) tera dimaag to nahi kharab ho gaya hai???agar kuch ulta seedha ho jaata to??

A: mai tha uske saath chirag, use thamne ke liye hi to tha mai, uss waqt daaru se jayda important mujhe riddhima ke dil ka haal jaan na lag raha tha, kyunki mai puchta bhi to wo mujhe aadhi adhuri baatein batati aur mai wo sab nahi chahta tha, mai uske dil ki hare k feeling samajhna chahta tha, issliye ye karna pada…

Ch: aur riddhima issliye 1.5 din tak behosh rahi, tujhe ek baar nahi hua ki hume bata de, hum log tension ke kaaran paagal ho rahe the…

A: paagal ko paagal hone jarurat nahi hoti.. (he tried to smile, but stopped on seeing chirag's face) chirag seriously uss waqt jo mujhe sahi laga wo maine kiya, ek patient ko treat karne se pehle uski bimari pata lagani jaruri hoti hai aur bimari seedhe dhang se na pata chale to ulta dhang hi apnana padta hai.. (chirag after a bit got normal, armaan goes in flashback when he gave riddhima her drink)

Flashback..

After having 3 glasses of cold drink, riddhima holds her head..

R: armaan mera sir kyu ghum raha hai??

A: (holding her hands) may be suffocation ke kaaran, challo deck par chalte hai… (riddhima smiled with red eyes, armaan took her on deck, when cold breeze touched their faces, riddhima clapped with happiness, armaan asked dj to play soft and slightly sad songs, who nodded, armaan asked riddhima for dance, she got up happily)

Armaan holds her from her waist carefully and kept on noticing her, she kept her head on his shoulder and slowly slowly engulfed herself in him so as to remain secured, and after a while she started crying, armaan looked her..

A: hey kya hua???

R: (kissing him) armaan main a tumse bahut pyaar karti hun, please phir mujhe chodkar kabhi mat jaana, tumhare alava mera koi nahi hai…

A: tumhe aisa kyu lagta hai ki mai tumhe chodkar jaunga??

R: tum nahi chodkar jaaoge par kya pata ye duniya tumhe mujhse dur karne ki phir se koshish kare..

A: duniya jitni marji koshish karle, par riddhima-armaan kabhi alag nahi ho sakte, haina??? (riddhima didn't reply) kya hua shona?? Kuch hai jo tum kehna chahti ho???(riddhima shaked her head) tum khush ho na???

R: khush nahi bahut khush hun, itna saara….(she opened her arms widely, armaan kisses on her forehead)

A: par mujhe to tumhari khushi najar hi nahi aati, aisa kyu??? Aisa kyu lagta hai jaise tum mere theek hone se bhi khush nahi ho???(riddhima looked him with blinking eyes, songs, daaru started showing their effects) mujhe to laga tha ki tum khushi se paagal ho jaaogi to phir tumhara wo paagalpan najar kyu nahi aata??? Aisa kya hai jo meri riddhima ki khushiyo ke beech mai aa raha hai???

R: (hugging armaan tightly and with tears) armaan mai khush hun, mai yahi to chahti thi ki tum theek ho jao aur tum theek ho gaye ho, bas mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye…

A: meri jhalli basket ko to jhut bhi nahi bolna aata theek se… (riddhima kept mum for a while, then)

R: armaan mai paagal ho jaungi…(she settled on floor, armaan holds her, she cried) armaan kya kasoor tha mera??? Kyu itna suffer karna pad raha hai, har mod par itni pariksha kyu ho rahi hai, mai pariksha dene se nahi darti armaan, par hun to insaan hi, kyu baar baar apna pyaar prove karne ke liye mujhe pariksha mai utara jaata hai, aur problem iss baat se hai ki bhagwanji wo pariksha nahi le rahe, ye insaan, mere jo kabhi apne hua karte the wo hi mujhe baar-baar katghare mai laakar khada kar dete hai, kyu meri jindagi mai koi bhi relation stable nahi hai, kyu aisa hai ki ek rishta banane ke liye mujhe baaki sab rishte khone hi padenge, bas mai thak gayi hun… (armaan kept on caressing her but remained mum)

Thak gayi hun armaan apni, apne bachon ki, apne pyaar ki, tumhari boli lagwa lagwa kar, kabhi papa, kabhi di, kabhi maa, kabhi naani, kabhi rahul-muskaan, kabhi atul, kabhi ankit, kabhi sanjna,kabhi niki,kabhi abhi, har ek ne test kiya hume, mai bhulne ki koshish karti hun armaan, par nahi bhul pati tumhare accident ko, wo darr, wo tumhari body khoon se bhari hui, mai bhulna chahti hun par nahi bhul paati jab mujhse ye kaha gaya ki ab tum kabhi bhi chal nahi paaoge, mera bacha, hamare pyaar ki nishaani, mera pyaara sa chotta sa rishu jo abhi 1 saal ka bhi nahi hua tha use kaise uppar se giraya gaya,

mera nanha sa raja chikhta rehta tha dard mai aur mai uska dard nahi cheen paati thi, mai bhulna chahti hun par nahi bhul paati jab hamare bache ko jalane ki koshish ki gayi, mera b'day, wo karwa chauth, wo sabka mujhe gande naamo se bulana, koi nahi tha uss waqt mere paas, koi nahi tha uss waqt kissi ka bhi muh band karne ke liye, sabki ungaliyan meri taraf thi, jiss ladki ko hamesha se best character ka award milta raha tha, use logo ne ek minute mai characterless bana diya tha, kaise bhulu ki tum mujhe divorce dena chahte the,

humne to kabhi kissi ka kuch nahi bigada tha armaan, simple aur seedha saadha sa pyaar kiya tha, phir ye saari parikshayein lene waala samaj kon hota hai, mere bacho ka bachpan cheen liya gaya, mere pati ko apahij banane mai koi kasar nahi choddi, meri ijjat ko aise uchala gaya kisne ye hak diya tha samaj ko??? Meri jaan basi thi mere ghar mai jisse mere pyaar ne apne haatho se sajaya tha, mujhe apne ghar se alag hona pada.. kyuu??? Kasoor kyat ha armaan?? Pyaar karne ki itni badi saja kyu di gayi???

Pyaar karne waalo se itni chid hai samaj ko to pyaar naam ka shabd log hotton pe late hi kyu hai, kyu shikayat karte hai agar pyaar unki jindagi mai nahi hota, ek chotta sa sapna hi to tha mera, bas tumhari baaho mai jindagi bitani thi, apne bacho ko dher saara pyaar dekar bada karna chahti thi aur apne ghar se alag nahi hona chahti thi, par samaj ne har cheez karne par majbur kar diya, kya maa-baap, kya dost,kya bahen, koi nahi tha… thak gayi hun armaan, nahi sahen ho raha ye dard, nahi sahen ho raha ki jiss aarish ko ek kharonch aane par bhi mai sihar jaati thi, wo bacha 1 baar nahi 5 baar maut ke muh mai dhakela gaya aur mai kuch nahi kar paayi, mai achi maa nahi ban paayi, mere aarish ka saara bachpan chin gaya armaan, kaise bhulun inn baato ko?? Kaise khush ho jaun jabki ye sab baatein mujhe bechain karti rehti hai, tumhare theek hone ki khushi mai jaha mai paagal ho jaati hun, wahi aarish ko dekhkar mai dukhi ho jaati hun…

A: (sshing her, then hugging her tightly) riddhima jo hona tha wo ho gaya, ab jo hone waala hai hum use to kharab nahi kar sakte na ye sab sochkar, hum aarish ko ab wo pyaar denge jo use pehle nahi de paaye, ab hum apne dil ki hasratein puri kar lenge…

R: (screamed a bit) tum samajhte kyu nahi ho kuch bhi… tumhe pata hai mujhe aise lagta hai ki jaise koi andar se meri saason ko khinch raha hai, mujhe pal pal yaad aata hai ki kaise pehle 6 months mai aarish ki ek chhotti si rone ki aawaj se hi mera dil dahel jaata tha, kaise mai use apne aanchal mai chuppa leti thi, par uske baad mai uska dhyan nahi rakh paayi, kaise inn 4.5 saalon ko piche karoge armaan?? Bache ke saath bonding banane ke yehi initial years hote hai aur unhi years mai main uss se dur ho gayi, ab kaha se wo pyaar dungi???

Ab to use pyaar ke saath saath galat karne par daantna bhi hoga, uski har harkat par hasna nahi use gussa bhi karna hoga, uska tutlakar bolna, first time khud brush pakadna, khud nahana, ye sab kaha se laungi??? Armaan tum to mere jaadugar ho na, kuch to aisa karo ki ye 4.5 saal hamari jindagi se hamesha ke liye alag ho jaaye, kuch to karo.. mai sab bhulna chahti hun, mujhe iss dard se dur karo, maine tumse waada kiya tha ki dukh padne par mai kamjor nahi padungi, maine apna waada nibhane ki koshish ki hai,

3 saalo se maa, premika, biwi teeno ke dard ko peeya hai, par ab sab theek hai, ab mai kamjor pad sakti hun, tum mujhe sambhal lo na armaan, mere dard ko dur kar do, pata nahi kyu iss baar tumhari baaho mai chupkar bhi dil andar se shaant nahi ho paa raha, pata nahi kyu tumhe khush dekhkar bhi mera dil paagalo sa uchal nahi paa raha, mujhe iss bechaini se dur kar do armaan,

mujhe mere guilt se mukt kar do armaan, mai kaise repent karun mujhe rasta dikha do armaan, mujhe yun marna acha nahi lag raha, mujhe phir se jeena sikha do armaan…. (Saying so she started getting unconscious, armaan was shocked listening to her words, he understands her pain but he didn't get why was she feeling guilty and why she wants to repent, he took her to room)

flashback ends.. (hope u all remember that riddhima remained unconscious for 1.5 days and I didn't mention the reason earlier, hope its clear now)

Present..

A: mujhe uss din ehsaas hua kii riddhima kiss daur se nikal rahi hai, mujhe abhi tak nahi pata ki wo guilty kyu hai, par bas itna pata tha ki wo andar hi andar mar rahi thi, aur usme mujhe jindagi bharni thi, mujhe ehsaas hua ki pichle 5 saal uss se dur karna aasan nahi hoga, par itni koshish ki jaa sakti hai ki ye 5 saal usspar haawi na ho, uska dard sach mai bahut bada tha chirag, maine to socha bhi nahi tha ki uske dil ki haalat aisi hai, unn 1.5 dino mai maine khub socha,

finally decide kiya ki riddhima ko hamare starting ke 5 years ki jhalki dikhayi jaaye, jiss se dheere dheere wo dard ki jagah pyaar ke saagar mai phir se doob jaayegi, par ye kaam mujhe uske kareeb rehkar nahi uss se dur rehkar karna hoga, taaki wo mujhe miss kare aur usse ehsaas ho ki uske dukh se jayda important hamara pyaar aur hamara saath hai jo kissi bhi toofan ko asaani se jhel sakta hai, mukul-vaishali,rishab-sonal, vedic-rajni inn sabko pyaar ke palon ki jarurat bhi thi,

to maine inn sabke through riddhima ko hamare sundar se ateet mai ghumane ki koshish ki, mujhse dur hona riddhima ko bechain kar hi raha tha aur jab bhi wo mukul-vaishali,rajni-vedic,sonal-rishab ko dekhti to usme hamare past ki jhalak dekhkar aur bhi paagal ho jaati, mai interns ko guide karta aur wo log bilkul waisa hi karte, wohi songs, wo ghode par chipak kar baithna, raato mai bike ride karna, car mai romance karna, alag alag gifts, sab riddhima par haawi hone laga, mere liye riddhima ko ignore karna namumkin tha,

kiss tarah se mai raatein nikalta tha interns ke saath ye mai hi jaanta hun, par at the end jo chahiye tha wo mujhe mil gaya, mujhe meri riddhima mil gayi, usme wohi bechaini bhari thi jo 5 saal pehle tak bhari hoti thi mujhe na dekhne par, wohi paagalpan, wohi deewangi, wohi pyaar, wohi bachpana.. kal jo bhi hua wo sab planned tha, mai bas riddhima ke andar wohi ishq ka junoon dekhna chahta tha…

raha iss ghar mai aane ka sawaal ,maine ussi din soch liya tha ki hum Mumbai mai hi rahenge jab riddhima ne confess kiya ki iss ghar mai uski ruh basti hai, meri nafrat uske pyaar ke age kuch bhi nahi hai… aaj riddhima ke chehre par actual khushi jhalak rahi hai, wo dil se khush hai, satisfied hai, last 5 saal bhulna mumkin nahi hai, par itna yakeen hai ki ab wo 5 saal riddhima ko darayenge nahi…

Ch: (placed his hand on armaan's shoulder while clearing his eyes and nodded) sach mai yaar tum log pyaar mai bahut aage nikal gaye ho, tum logo ki himmat ki daat deni padegi…par tum sure ho ki tum log ab yahi settle hoyoge?? I mean phir se family, sanjeevani ko face karna, phir se sab wahi na pahunch jaaye…

A: don't worry, iss baar riddhima ko akela nahi chodunga…

Ch: hum to tere saath hi hai, tu khud samajhdaar hai, jaisa tujhe theek lage…

A: ab to naraj nahi hai na??? (chirag smiled and shaked his head apologetically then hugged armaan and again wished him "happy anniversary", armaan looked at the big polothyne that ritu handled him a while ago…

Stay tuned..

Hopefully ab aap sabke doubts clear ho gaye ho, aap mai se kuch logo ki shikayat thi ki riddhima normal behave nahi kar rahi armaan ke theek hone ke baad, uska reason dard tha jo unhone bewajah jhela tha pichle 5 saalo mai, kuch readers ke shikayat thi ki armaan bahut rude behave kar raha tha riddhima ke saath, usse kissi bhi haalat mai aisa nahi karna chahiye tha par wo karta bhi to kya?? Kehte hai pyaar ki value thoda sa dur hone par pata chalti hai, armaan bhi bas yahi riddhima ko ehsaas karwana chahta tha ki unka pyaar jayda bada hai, jitney marji bade toofan aa jaaye par unka pyaar kabhi nahi dagmagayega, riddhima ne suffer kiya tha, par armaan ne bhi kam suffer nahi kiya…. Koi bhi question ho mind mai to please post kijiyega apne comments ke saath, will reply you…

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Precap: A-R moments, Kids moment, riddhima's gift and party, hopefully gupta's entry too..

Ankita.

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then start addressing yourself as phoolan devi... ek update aur to hokar hi rahega... :P and no more chatting please... update pado, comment karo aur bhaag jao, warna aapka murder nischit hai, me going now, neeni aaying...