what follows is written in red...coz its Maan's heart which is BLEEDING....BLEEDING WITH GEET'S LOVE.....
I saw you...all pale in the face....
That was it, a reality I could never face....
I saw you, everyone said i was losing you,
But, I knew better, I was losing myself.....
You were in pain, my world was falling,
Deep into darkness, I was falling....
All i could see was...the times we shared...
The laughs we lived through, the way you cared....
Our first meeting, the hasty wedding....
the love and care...the passion we shared....
The reality was crushing me...
The breath in me was constricting me....
but, just llke you, my angel came through...
Leading me by hand, she brought me to you!!
Kissing you without knowing what was happening,
it was she who soothed your heart's beating....
Oh Lord! how I wanted to die just there,
Looking at you in that state, just killed me fair...
Then I said what was always unsaid between us,
And to my surprise, That still brought life to us...
Oh, how much you have loved me, I can never realize...
each day the depth of your love takes me by surprise....
Do I deserve you??? there is no time to dwell...
All I have to do is to you I TELL....
you are my world...you are my life...
You are my breath, my guiding light...
You are my love, you are my heart...
Without you,my sorrow starts....
If I LOVE YOU is all that can make you fine....
I swear to God, its all I will say...till my last breath...till eternity...till there's even a tiny part of life left within my body...
till the time your heart recovers...
and forgets where all I faltered!
though its not possible to make-up for all you lost...
All i can do is love you till my last....
I want to die...I want to burn in hell...
All that stops me is that it will hurt you as well....
Why? Why? why do you love me through hell....
You and my princess deserve much more and well....
If I am what gives you happiness, then I am your slave take me in....
I will be by your side till i reach my coffin!!!
Thanks a lot Muski di......you made up for all that was lost through the days....
The way you put it all, makes my heart sway....
Love you
Swati
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