pappa,jaldi aa jaana(for 'KAJEN' fan) - Page 4

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Arman sanjiwani jaane ke liye ready ho raha tha aur riddhima kitchen mein thi.....aur as usual arman late se utha tha aur ab usey kuch mill nahi raha tha..…

Arman(screamed) : "riddhima,mera suit kahan hai?...

Riddhima(from kitchen)" bed par rakhi hai…

In a minute,arman again called.."riddhima,meri file kahan hai?..wo cancer patient wali?..

Riddhima : " wo saamne wali drawer mein…

Again arman called her.."basket,yahan aao na…kya kitchen mein khatar patar kar rahi ho?..breakfast banane ki jarurat nahi....yahan mujhe help karo,mujhe kuch bhi nahi mill raha …

Riddhima came in bed room …"arman,mujhe bhi toh ready hona hai,tum khud apna kaam nahi kar sakte?..and looking room's condition…"ye kya?...kya haalat banayi hai?..towel tv per,socks kahan gaye?..aur shoes bed par!!..

Arman :"sorry,jaldi jaldi mein sab gadbad ho gaya..…

Riddhima (angrily):" har roj tum yahi kahte ho…jaldi uth keun nahi jaate?..

Arman (trying to pulled her in his arm): "whole night toh apni bibi ki sewa karta hun….

Riddhima trying to free herself.."chodo mujhe,har waqt sirf masti....aur bahana toh koi tumse sikhe…ek din jab mai chorkar chali jaungi,tab rahna apne ghar ko bhoot jaisa banakar….

Arman(nuzzled on her neck): 'aisa kabhi mat kahna basket…mai tumhare bina ji nahi paunga…aur ye ghar tumhara hai….our "sweet home"…..agar mujhe kuch ho gaya toh tum plz.ish ghar ko chorkar mat jana..yahan mai invisible hokar bhi rahunga…..

Riddhima pushed him…."I hate u…hardam galat baatein!!!mujhe rulaane mein tumhe maza aata hai na….

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padma: "riddhima…beta…ankur ro raha hai…

riddhima came back from her thought………mom saamne thi…baby bahut ro raha tha..he was hungry….

Riddhima(wiped off tears).."ma,mujhe apne ghar jana hai….

Padma (surprisingly): lekin beta,tu kya karegi wahan jaakar?....koi bhi toh nahi hai wahan…

Riddhima : "wahan mere arman ki yaaden hai ma….mera arman wahin hai…mujhe uske paas jana hai….

Padma(with moist eyes) : "akeli kaise rahegi wahan beta?...

Riddhima held padma's hand…"mom,mai akeli nahi hun…wahan mera arman hai….

Padma caressed riddhima's hair…"thik hai beta,par tum akeli nahi jaogi..mai aur tumhari nani bhi saath jayenge…baby ko bhi toh sambhalna hai na……

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Abhi : "nikki,are you ready?...aaj tumhe 2 surgery karni hai….patients ki file padh li hai na….

Nikki was lost somewhere!!…..

Abhi( holding her shoulder shook her) :" ni—kki---i…kahan khoi ho?...hume late ho raha hai,sanjiwani jana hai..

Nikki(sighly) : "abhi,meri ek request rakhoge?...

Abhi : "kaho na…

Nikki : "aaj ki surgery,tum kar doh na…I am feeling not well….aaj mai chutti le leti hun…

Abhi : " nikki,hum doctors hain,humey personal aur professional life alag rakhna chahiye…..waise bhi sanjiwani mein sabka yahi haalat hai…

Nikki kept her head on his shoulder.."abhi,mai arman ke bina sanjiwani mein duty nahi kar sakti…..

Abhi (lovingly): mai janta hun nikki,mai bhi bahut dukhi hun,but hume ab ye maan lena parega ki 'arman hume chodkar chala gaya hai"….

nikki screamed with fear!!.."nahi abhi,aisa mat kaho…arman wapus aayega…mera best friend hume chodkar nahi ja sakta…wo apni riddhima ko chodkar nahi ja sakta….

Abhi :" plz.nikki…I didn't want to hurt u…khud ko sambhalo nikki….

Nikki hid her face in her palm and said in her sob : "mera best friend wapus aayega abhi,wapus aao arman….plz.wapus aao…..

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"Jindagi ko gujarna hota hai gujarti hai,chahe koi hanse,koi roye,koi saath chodkar chala jaye….subah hoti hai,sham aate hain…raaten hoti hai…feer subah hoti hai…dheere dheere sab apni duniya mein busy ho jate hain…par jiski duniya ujadti hai,wo kaise jite hain?...shayad iska answer wahi de sakta hai,jo is halaat se gujarta hai…..wo chahta hai ki ye time jaldi nikal jaye…par jitne din gujarte hain,usey yaaden utni hi jakad leti hai,aur wo aagey na bhadhkar wahin ruk jati hai or aur bhi peeche ki taraf jaane lagti hai.….."

Riddhima ki jindagi bhi ruk gayi thi…..nani aur ma toh baby ko sambhal leti…riddhima ka bhi har pal khyal rakhti….par wo toh bash ek kathputli (puppet) bankar rah gayi thi !....friends aatey ,baat karte,par wo toh pata nahi kahan khoi rahti!!...shayad is duniya mein usey aur kisi se matlab nahi tha…bash apne room mein arman ke har cheej ko barey pyar se sambhalti,baar baar unke albums dekhti….room mein charon taraf arman ki pic laga rakhi thi,jisse khud hi baaten karti rahti thi!!...khud hi hansti…khud hi roti….

Dr.sashank was very tensed to see riddhima's condition!!...koi toh ho,jo uske ish haalat se nikal sakey!!...koi ho,jo riddhima ko sambhal sake!!!….

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Atul came in riddhima's room…."dekho toh riddhima,tumse koun milne aaya hai?...

Riddhima lifted her sad eyes and saw it was dr.siddhant modi ,who held the baby in his arm……..

Riddhima (sadly): aao,sidh…..

Siddhant(smiled) : " tumhara beta toh bara hi khubsurat hai,bilkul tumhare jaisa…

Riddhima (lost somewhere):" apne papa ke jaisa……

Atul : "sidh,tum baitho…riddhima se baat karo,aur mujhe ankur ko doh,usey shayad bhukh lagi hai….

Atul took baby from sidh.."alley,baby…chalo hum nani ke paas chalte hain………

Sidh sits near riddhima…..

Sidh : "sorry riddhima…..

Riddhima didn't answer….sidh saw that she caressed arman's pic….

Sidh touched riddhima's hand : "mai agar tumhare liye kuch kar sakta!!...plz.riddhima…koi help kar sakun!..

Riddhima caught sidh's hand : "sidh,mujhe help chahiye..karoge?..

Sidh pressed her hand to assure her :" sure,riddhima…kaho kya karna hai?...

Riddhima : "plz.sidh,mujhe japan le chalo….plz….

Sidh (surprisingly) : " japan!!..riddhima abhi wahan hum nahi ja sakte...wahan ki situation worst banti ja rahi hai…government to foreginers ko wapus apne country bhej rahe hain aur tum wahan jaakar kya karogi?..

Riddhima : "wahan arman hai,sidh …mai usey laney jaungi…mai usey bahut satati thi na,naraj hai mujhse….mai usey manaker wapus le aaungi…

Riddhima's words made sidh crying….kaise samjhaye is ladki ko,arman ja chuka hai…sidh janta hai,wo nahi samjha sakta…pahle bhi ek baar iska pagalpan dekh chuka hai na…panchgani mein ….

Riddhima kahti ja rahi thi…"sidh..ek baar tumne meri help ki thi na,arman ko dhundhne mein…tumhi mere saath they…plz.bash aur ek baar saath de doh….mai iske baad arman ko kabhi bhi khud se alag nahi karungi……plz.sidh….mujhe wahan le chalo..mujhe arman ko wapus lana hai….plz…

a long tears escaped from sidh's eyes….."bhagwan ji! Mai riddhima ko aisi haalat mein nahi dekh sakta….chahe wo arman ki ho,par mai toh abhi bhi usise pyar karta hun…uski takleef mai nahi dekh sakta bhagwan! Plz.bhagwan ji kuch karo!....