ehssas FF
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PART 10
FOUND THE TITLE... EHSSAS...
Maan drove for a while. He did not know his destination let alone fix one. His mind and heart was in dilemma. What type of feeling was this? He kept questioning him self with anger.
One side there was his happiness, the love of his life, while other, he was engulfed in an unwanted relationship with geet and his child. Children. How can he forget geet is expecting again. He is careless, yes he accepts that, but geet had everything he can think off to look after her self.
Maan confusingly closed his eyes and blocked his thought. It was killing him inside. He hated but he is helpless. He is bond to something that he can possibly remove, let alone think of ignoring. Isn't that's what he done for past 5 years ignore everything.
Maan stopped outside of his house, and slowly walked in. He wanted to be alone. He wanted no one to disturb him. He wanted to isolate him self from everyone.
...
Geet walked in to her house with mahek.
'Mum...'
'Yes beta!'
'I don't want to see papa anymore.'
Dadi walked out, she gave an annoying glare to geet when she heard Maan's name.
'How many time I have told you that he is no good. Why do you ignore me all the time?' Dadima spoke annoyingly.
Geet kept quit and looked way. Unable to answer her question.
'We had a meeting! That's all.' Geet quietly mumbled.
'Now go and fresh up. The dinner is ready.'
'Yes dadima'
All three sat on the dinner table, silently eating while dadima play with mahek.
'mama, did you know our school is going to Bangkok for 1 week with our parents. So you and dadima coming.' Mahek spoke excitedly.
Geet took a deep breath. Mahek always thought her parents is only her mama and great grandma. Dad was no where in the picture. Geet looked at dadima for some sort of support, but dadima gave her a taunting look instead.
Mahek understood minimal.
'Mum and dad!' Dadima pulled a face. 'If you go with her everyone will be asking where is your husband. What will you answer? I told you to give him divorce long time back, but you did nothing like that.'
Geet kept quit, listening to her.
'I will go with her. Than I can say you both were busy.' Dadima suggested..
'If you think that's good, than so be it.' Geet smiled.
'Oh yes, your parents called. I wasn't sure what to say.' Dadima continued. 'You have already lied to them that you and maan is very happy. I wasn't sure what to say after that. They were asking about you and maan.' Dadima complained.
'What did you say?' Geet slowly asked.
'That maan is busy as usual, and you are busy with mahek and her school.'
'Thank you, I will call them later on!'
Geet silently ate the dinner, wondering what lie to say. They don't come and see her often but always call and she and mahek of course visits them every year.. She always have to make some lie. She could never see them unhappy, and definitely not for maan. And beside if they know the truth, dadima will never be able to see mahek again, specially after what maan done to her, so for that reason, dadima have to keep this a secret.
Geet slowly made her way to the bedroom, wanted to think minimal about her day. ...
...
Maan woke up with a heavy head. He rubbed his face, brushing his thick hair back and than looked at the clock. '9AM.' He was late for the office, but that was his least concern. He slowly made his way to the shower.
Maan stood under the shower for long time until he realized that his body was not liking the to much attention. He walked out, with little cold.
'Great!' That's what he required. Maan quickly changed and made his way to geets office. The plan was finalized for the land where he will be building his fast grand 5 star hotel under his daughter name. He wanted to show geet and take her suggestion if everything looks alright.
Although in every meeting she showed minimal interest and cared less about what he was doing, but he still wanted to know if she is alright with what he is doing for their daughter.
...
The office was full and crowded, everyone had little heart attack seeing maan, and some even saying about the little to much talking happening between maan and the new CEO.
Geet shockingly looked at maan and than at everyone who stood behind him starring. He closed the door and gave a glare to everyone to get back to work.
'Are you finding the office alright?' Maan questioned with little irritation, specially about the how whole office was talking.
'I see nothing wrong with it, unless you think it's not up to your standard.' Geet forcefully smiled.
'No..' Maan closed his eyes...' It's not that.'
'What brings you here? You could have informed adi, or tasha..., shasha?' Geet confusingly suggested.
'It was for our daughter. So I wanted to ask you personally.' Maan informed.
Geet nodes and takes her sit on the sofa with maan. He took the blueprint, and showed her the plan.
After about 30 minutes maan stopped. 'Isn't there anything you don't like?'
Geet kept quit, 'everything sounds good to me.' Geet smiled.
There was odd silent for couple of minute as maan packed way everything.
'You know...' Geet broke the silent. 'I don't understand much of this, but you don't have to ask me everything. She is your daughter as well, so if you want to do something for her, for her future, that's a nice thing.' Geet smiled.
Maan looked at her with a smile. 'It feels nice!' He mumbled. 'How is she?'
'She is fine. Dadima and mahek going to school tour next week for week and half.' Geet informed.
'Aren't you going?' Maan confusingly asked.
'No!'
'Why?'
'Well- dadima can make an excuse of us both being busy but what excuse I will make?' Geet confusingly replied. He should know the answer already, that how society looks at this type of relationship.
'I can come!' Maan looked way.
'No! You will ruin maheks holiday.'
Geet stared at maan for his reaction. There was instant change of expression on his face. Maybe she have said something wrong. Maybe he was heart.
Geet forcefully smiled and moved way from next to him.
'I will see you later. I have an appointment with the doctor for my daily checkup.' Geet took her bag from the side.
'Your daily checkup?' Maan confusingly questioned.
'I am expecting maan. Do you remember?' Geet asked him like how stupid he is. She nodes her head disbelievingly and smiled at him. 'I will see you around!'
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Maan closed his eye with anger. His life is so messed up, that when he tries to fix something, it comes crashing down.
'I will come with you!' Maan mumbled.
Geet looked back at him with a shocking expression. 'You don't have to do this.' She smiled. '. Because its only my child.' Geet coldly replied, while thinking about Sam.
Maan nodes his head knowing what she maybe thinking. 'I and Sam sh...'
'Its ok maan. I don't want any explanation. It's not my business about your and Sam's relationship. You are free. You are not bind to anything.'
'Geet... It's not!' Maan closed his eyes with frustration.
Geet silently left the office...
...
The checkup was fine, the baby was healthy. Geet with a smiled walked out, holding her stomach. Maan sat outside on the stair, waiting for geet.
'How was it?'
'Baby is good. Everything is alright.'
Maan opened the door for her as she hopped on. They drove for a while until geet had urge to eat.
'Shall I drop you home? Or you want to come with me?'
Geet kept quit... It was almost lunch. She thought about Sam, who she was seeing a lot lately, beside she can't see anyone breaking down because of her.
'Why don't you come and stay with me for a week and half. I will be home alone, I will feel empty in the house without mahek.' Geet suggested.
Maan did not say anything, except, 'I will see.'
She staid with maan for few hours in his house, than maan dropped her back. It was odd that lately how much they spending time to gather.
mahek photo...by preeti
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