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Chapter 23
She breathed a sigh of relief, as she sat down on one of the vacant seats of the bus.. the seat beside her was vacant.. so she put down her luggage next to her.. still catching her breath.. she looked out at the window.. as the green locket was hnging on her neck.. and the silver necklace painted with blood was clutched tightly in her hand.. going back to her memories...
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Piya was completely angry with herself and at Abhay.. how could he say that.. did he really mean what he said..? What had I done wrong.? Was I ever rude.? Why me.? she was filled with feeling of frustration, dissapointment, rage and mainly pain..! She could feel her feeling suffocate her.. making it hard to breathe.. her heart beat never settled, beating crazily.. her eyes sliding of the tears of pain.. she sat on the bed.. she had reached the hostel somehow balancing her herself. She never felt this heavy before.. she was luggaged with her emotions which were not intending to leave soon.. her heart was sinking, it felt like as though some one had placed a huge stone right down at her heart. Trying to calm herself.. she snuggled to the bed grabbing her bedsheet, closing her eyes.. she tried to ease the pain.. it took some time, after an hour or so.. she was peacefully sleeping.. snoring cutely and tugging her bedsheet closer to her face. Relief washed his face as he intently watched his angel sleep with no worries at all.. it was so calm.. he knew he hurt.. he knew he hurt her bad.. but he ws just trying to save from any disasters.. he very well knew her company would bring a million smiles across his face.. enough to illuminate the entire universe.. but it was not worth it.. when he will bring about great danger to her... she was innocent.. she was sweet.. it was not neccesary in her life.. he wanted her to distance herself from him.. if hurting piya for a while was the only path.. he would nt mind doin it..!! But it was extremely painful to watch her cry because of him.. no.. no.!! It would be too much for him to handle.. his heart would always melt whenever he watched her.. her laugh.. her smile.. her beauty.. ah.. breathtaking.! 'Wait a minute what am i doing.? narrating poetry again.. my mind is blocked with nonsense.. argh' he thought as ran the way back home..
The next morning.. Piya's eyes were welcomed by the bright sunshine piercing through the window.. she streched her arms wide.. shaking off her sleepyness yawning.! She sat upright on her bed, rubbing her swollen eyes.. which were looking tired due to the excessive crying she performed last night.!! She felt stupid for crying.. she hated the feeling of someone able to control her emotions.. make her sad.. no she should not be sad.. so she tried very hard.. to brush away all the bad memories of last night. Sighing loudly, she got out of bed and dragged herself to the washroom.. after an hour or so.. she was ready for college.
The college was well very quiet.. it was 8 am.. wel she was early.. she planned on spending some time in the library, reading some books.. to ward off all the painful thoughts. She reached the library, she put down her hand bag.. mumbling a song on her mouth.. she very happily ran to the ficton centre and started searching for some books which interests her.. her eyes popped open, she went to a state of shock.. her heart just stopped for a whole 3 seconds.. she just saw - Breaking Dawn book on the shelf.. and she was like.. "omg.. omg.. omg.. i cant believe it.. i was waiting for this book more than Raj waited for his Simran, i was more addicted to this series than tracker to her funny flowers on her head, i loved this book more than Abhay.." she bit her tongue on her mistake.. and hit her head.. " Argh.. what's wrong with me..? You knw what i dont care.. i have this book and that is all that matters.. yippee.." she said jumping her way back to the table.. flipped the pages happily and was intently reading the book..
"Wow..!" a voice hummed in the library which made Piya jerk, she realised whom that voice belonged to and just sulked in her seat.. continuing her intent reading wit 'i love this book more than heaven' expression on her face.. "How can you be so strong Piya.?", the voice said again coming into light.. and sitting across her. "Look Abhay.. i have nothing to talk to you..!" she said in determined voice.. she was in no way wanted to fall prey by his words.. cause if she did, she would just be whipped again.. so no point.! "Piya.. please, listen to me.. im sorry..!" he said hesitently.. with guilt spread across his godly features.. "Ok fine.!" she said with no excitement at all.. she was completely absorbed into the book.. Abhay was twisting his mouth in so many angles that he can even beat a protracter.. he pulled that book and threw it to the ground.! "This book is not more important to you than me..!" he said in gritted teeth.. stamping the book in the process.. which made piya burst in anger.. she clenched her fists trying to control her anger.. but she couldnt.. she went right upto him.. she punched him hard on the gut which made Abhay choke out air.. "Oww that hurts.!" he said holding his stomach.. with a baby face.. "Wel that's what you get for puttin the book down.. you know its not enough.. you should have this too.." she said raising her hand to place another hard punch on his stomach.. but he caught her hand mid air.. twisted it and brought her hand on her back.. she struggled with another hand.. hitting him on the chest.. "Leave me.. u moron.!!" she said in between her struggles, Abhay was twisting her wrist tightly.. which quickly developed rashes on her soft skin.. she yelped in pain.. "Oh God.. Abhay.. ok ok i wil do what you want me too.. i sware.." she said in the middle of her hoarse screams.. Hearing this Abhay scanned her eyes for a moment.. and then left her.. "ok.. fine.. i want you to forgive me..".. he was surprised when he was answered by a mocking laugh.. "Wow Abhay wow.. seriously.. i dont get u.. first you hurt me and then u ask for forgiveness.. n repeat the process a 100 times.. n u expect me to forgive you every single time.. what do u really think of me anyway..? Maybe you dont have the heart to feel.. to feel the hurt.. but i do.. and it hurts Abhay.. i try to know more about you.. help you out.. maybe in the process irritate you.. but in the end.. i really care for you.. but when my care for you is returned by your torturous words.. i feel like someone has stabbed right through my chest.. i sware you have the lamest mood swings..!" she said hesistantly, she was not very comfortable in saying that she was INDEED hurt.. she did not want to accept..
She bent down and took the book.. as Abhay was frozen hearing what Piya had to say.. reality had struck him.. it was always his fault.. and is now also.! She dusted the book, giving an icy glare at Abhay, she turned to leave.. "Wait.!!" he said abruptly without consious.. Piya stopped in her tracks and looked back..
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'Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy.. grab my glasses' her phone kept buzzing alerting Piya her caller... Piya recieved her call.. her eyes were swoopy with tiredness with a combo of sleep.. "Hello..!" she said weakly..
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Edited by katiehiwatari - 14 years ago
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