Beyond The Limits Of Obsesion~I~2ndThreadLinkPG152 - Page 91

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Having her in his arms he had his heaven there. Nothing more was needed to make his life more blissful and beautiful, her wrinkling nose, her pouting lips her closed peaceful eyelids, those hair coming on her face, making her frown in her deep sleep. Smiling he moved her strand behind her ear caressing her soft skin. Looking at the beauty in his arms he kissed her forehead, putting his hand around her waist he firmly held her body close to him as he snuggled into her neck, inhaling her fragrance he slept, the most beautiful sleep of his life.

She opened her eyes, as her head felt heavy, pressing her eyes together she rubbed them with her delicate fingers, feeling an immense pain in her head, she held her head with her hands. As she tried to getup she felt something heavy over her, looking up she found his manly huge frame completely lying over her, as his body pressed down on hers and his face was placed in the crook of her neck, as he released hot breathes slowly. Her eyes popped out as she realized that he was on the same bed as hers, trying to remember what happened last night she could remember nothing at all, seeing him sleeping over her she felt startled and bad thoughts occupied her mind. She tried to push him away placing her delicate palms over his hard chest, seeing him shirtless she found tears forming in her eyes. Did they? No she thought. Pushing him away she found him frowning in her sleep as he held her waist more tightly and hid his face in her neck again. "Armaan, Armaan please ha.. hattoo." She whispered as his body hugged hers. Closing her eyes she composed herself as she pushed him with all her force, frowning he opened his eyes weakly as his sleep was broken. Getting up quickly she found her dupatta lying on the floor with his shirt. Quickly taking hold of her dupatta she hung it around her neck as her forehead started to precipitate and tears formed in her eyes, her body shivered as guilt shock took over. "Tum tum yahaan par kya karrahe ho? Tum mere bedroom mein? How dare you how you, tum " she said as she felt scared what if what she was thinking was true. Coming out of the bed he smirked looking at her, picking his shirt he threw it on the bed as h placed his hands in his pocket, sighing he stepped towards her as she backed away. Cornering her with the wall he traced his fingers seductively down her face softly and slowly as she closed her eyes, but the next moment pushed him away. She stared at him with questioning and accusing eyes, and he exactly knew what she wanted to know. Smiling mischeivousely he came close and holding her wrists tightly pinning them to the wall he bit her earlobe the same way she had done the previous night. Hissing with pain she tried to free herself when he huskily whispered in her ears, "Don't you remember anything, touch me." He slowly trailed his lips from her ears to her cheek, "Kiss me." He kissed her cheek softly letting his lips stay there, "Hold me" he tightened his grip on her wrists as he pushed his body upon hers. "Armaan please chodoo." She begged as she felt her heartbeat rising with the intimacy. Moving back he smiled seing the expression on her face as she looked at him confused and scared. But seeing those small droplets forming in her eyes, he felt bad again, "Damn this bloody feeling" he thought. Controlling himself he again went into a turmoil, as if his heart started aching seing her vulnerable position, how he wanted to enjoy it, teasing her but those eyes were so innocent that he couldn't help but be sincere to them. "Nothing happened between us, well you were drunk last night I brought you here, but as you had consumed too much of alcohol you weren't in your senses and you just" but before he could continue she broke into hysteric sobs as tears prickled out of her eyes. Immediately he came forward and took her face in his palms. He himself got nervous and vulnerable seeing her like this. Holding her face carefully in his palms he joined his forehead with hers as he spoke in a meekly audible slow and extremely caring and concerned voice, "Please Shilpa stop crying, I I cant see you like this. Nothing had happened between us last night, nothing at all. I can't even think of taking advantage of you shilpa, I would never do that, trust me. I know we slept together on the same bed but that was because you had held me so tightly I didn't wanted to disturb you that's it. I know what I feel for you is is not respectable in your eyes but believe me Shilpa I I never felt such strong emotions for someone, I would never use and throw you away, you mean much more than a mere lust to me, heck I don't lust you, I I need you. Shilpa please stop crying my my heart ache seeing you like this, I can never do this to you, not even in my wildest dream can I think of taking advantage of your bad situation, I would never hurt you I promise, trust me." He pour all his heart out, these tears were far more stronger than the egoistic armaan malik, they tended to break him down into pieces. He didn't know why and how it all came out of his mouth but at this moment there was nowhere to be seen an armaan who considered himself the most strong person, but left was a helpless guy who couldn't see this one girl in pain at all. She looked at him, deep down touched by his words. She felt relieved again as his words echoed in her mind, she trusted him, yes she did, she trusted those blue eyes which had immense concern for her. As her tears subsided she hugged him on an impulse. Placing his hand behind her back he caressed her hair with his other hand, "Im sorry shilpa, please stop crying, please I cant see you cry like this, trust me please." He begged as his heart filled with guilt and some unknown overwhelming emotions feeling her resting in his arms. "I trust you" she weakly whispered. He smiled as these three words sounded sweeter than honey to him, feeling happier than ever he kissed her forehead as he smiled genuinely and whole heartedly. Coming out of the hug her rubbed off her tears softly and kissed her forehead. There was silence in the room for a minute as both of them realized what position they were in, feeling awkward she quickly moved out of the room. Closing his eyes he recollected all that happened in the past few minutes, did he really do that? Did he just ? after 12 years he felt the glimpse of the same old armaan whom he had killed and buried in one corner of his heart. He stared at the ceiling with shock and pain in his heart. This girl brought that Armaan back! How could this be possible? He had murdered that armaan he had promise himself that he would never let him come back but today, this was not him, her tears brought out the old armaan back. The guy who cared about everything, the guy who knew what emotions and values were. The guy who believed in love. No! he closed his eyes as those worst bitter memories came back again, those dark memories which turned him into this. Those heart piercing memories which took everything away. Opening his bloodshot red eyes he banged his fist on the wall with full force, as his muscles stiffened remembering everything. Tears started to come out as he tried to forget all of them again. Reminiscing al his and her memories again he felt an unknown hatred towards her, she was changing him, she was bringing the old him back, she was digging his soul. He gritted his teeth as he realized how badly she was affecting him, it was never him, it was he who care about her who couldn't see her cry who felt so blissful when she was in his arms, who felt he needed nothing more having her he broke into pieces just thinking of her with another man, how he was adamant to make her his, how he was sure that she belonged to him and n other man can dare think about her, it wasn't he but the same old armaan who he had buried 12 years ago in the darkness of night. He cant let this happen! He just couldn't let her do this to him; we would never let that armaan return never!

Looking out of the window she just couldn't understand these overwhelming heartiest emotions taking over her heart. She was shocked! Shocked to see this side of him, all his words touched her like never had anybody did. The way he held her, the way his eyes spoke volumes to her giving away all his emotions which were nothing but honorable and beautiful. Was he really the same man? Did her tears affect him so much? Did she mean so much to him. Her eyes sparkled as her mind played there close moment again and again which was nothing but so sweet and pure. Can a egoistic strong man like armaan just break down seeing the tears of a girl? She felt so beautiful, so lucky, how can someone harbor such strong yet different feelings for someone she thought.

"Shilpa" she looked in the mirror to see her reflection

"Tum tum main" she stared back confused.

"Haan main, main to main hi hoon par tumhe kya hogaya hai?"

"Mujhe mujhe kya hua hai? Kuch bhi to nahi."

"kuch nai, jaise tum jaanti hi nai hoke tumhaare aur armaan ke beech me kya chalraha hai?"

"Mere mere aur armaan ke beech mein, kuch kuch bhi to nai hai humaare beech mein."

"really? Kuch nai hai? Tum jaanti ho na tum ye nai karsakti sid tumse kitna pyaar karta hai unlogon net um par kitne ahsaan kiye hain aur tumhe wo ahsaan jukaane hain, tum kisi aur ke bare mein soch bi nai saktii"

"main main kisi ke bare mein nai sochrahi main main jaanti hoon ke main sid ki fianc hoon."

"Jaanti ho to samajhbhi jaao, tum jaanti ho ke tum armaan se pyaar karne lagi ho."

Shilpa was shocked to hear this, somewhere deep down in her heart she knew this was the realization.

"Tum tum kya bakwaas karrahi ho"

"to tum armaan ki taraf nahi khchrahi, tum uski nai horahi, tumhaara dil sirf uske liye nai dharakne laga. Tum jaanti ho ke tum armaan ko kitna pasand karne lagi ho, tum chaahe is cheez ko kitna hi ignore karo tum uski ho chuki ho, ab bhi sambhal jaao shilpa isse pehle sab khatam hojaaye" and the reflection vanished.

Her words rang in her ears again and again

"Tum armaan se pyaar karne lagi ho." Thinking about him, all there moments came running back. His desire, his strength, those different feelings she felt in his presence, how he always made her loose control. How his eyes were always fixed on her, how his intense gaze erupt goose bumps on her skin. How beautiful and wanted she felt when he cared for her, when he couldn't se her in pain, when he dominated her. Was she really falling in love with him? She never felt this for anyone else no one at all. Is this called love?

"Nahiii! Main main aisa soch bhi kaise sakti hoon? Main armaan ke liyer kuch feel nahi karti! Kuchh bhi nahii!" she shouted pacifying her ownself but deep down the realization had strucked and she knew one thing that she would never be able to fall in love with Sid, never!

Coming down he saw her walking towards her room, he was still angry about how this girl was changing everything, how she was changing him.he had to take control of everything now. He held her hand as she was about to enter her room. "I want to talk to you" he said firmly in his same authoritive voice. "Mujhe tumse koi baat nai karni." She said with anger dripping down from her eyes

"Maine kahaa na mujhe tumse baat karni hai matlab karni hai, do you get that?" he said with a raising voice and gritted teeth.

"Stay away from my life" she said with confidence and determination reflecting in her eyes. She turned to go away, when he firmly and brutally held her wrist and turned her around, he turned and dragged her to his room. He pushed her inside and locked the door behind. When he turned she could clearly see the immense anger and wildness in his eyes, she gasped shuddering with fear, her heartbeat increased at the speed of a bullet and her lips started to pucker. He made wild advances towards her as she moved back, finally her back hit the wall and there was no space left to move, she stood rooted to her spot seeing him stepping towards her with a killing intensity and passion in his eyes. She again stared at him scared as she could feel him enraged for some reason, the old armaan was back she thought. Coming forward he smacked his lips upon hers, without even saying a thing. She felt her heartbeat stop as she felt his hot lips over hers crushing her petals brutally, as today he kissed her with all the anger and frustration inside him. Placing his hands on her waist he pulled her close as he moved his hands up and down her back sensually. Feeling him kissing her so hard and wild she was already loosing it but she tried to push him back, which was of no use as he pressed down with more pressure. Finally loosing the battle she subsided her protests as she couldn't take it anymore, on his immediate violent demand her mouth opened up for him on its own. Invading her sweetness, he explored it like never before as he kissed her so fervently with urgency. Coming out of the kiss he knew what affect he had on her, smirking he saw her breathing heavily and her eyes closed her face tilted up still under the effect of that kiss. Pushing all his weight upon hers he crushed her with the wall surpressing her more and more. She looked at him helplessly as he said this with a stern and confident voice

"you really think I can give up Shilpa, naahh not so easily babe, u don't know armaan malik right now, I get wat I want, no matter to wat extent I hav to go to have it. Well you re getting married to Mr. Modi I see, but there is only one problem sweetheart, ur not married to him yet, and it wud take seconds to me to break this little so called marriage of yours. If I want u, u will be only mine, soo lets have a bet! I Armaan Malik promises you that you on your own will give urself to me, you yourself will surrender your body and your soul to me, there is nothing, that I cant do. 20 days, in 20 days you will willingly bed with me , and Sid ofcourse I will take care of him, infact il start it from tomorrow itself. No force , no pressure, I promise you the day I see the same desire and need in your eyes il tear your clothes apart and make you mine, so this time stop yourself ms Shilpa, otherwise you will be the only one responsible. Sid or any one else, no one will be able to stop me, il acquire you in front of this whole world and everyone wud just watch the show. You don't know me yet baby. Armaan malik gets wat he wants and you only belong to me."

Precap: Armaan Malik finally falling in love

Will he realize it or again his ego would come in between.

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