Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam -Part 33 ADDED-page 151 - Page 43

Thanks for the comments and now start the roller coaster ride so get ready for that. You will go through different emotions while reading this FF but please don't hate me for that. I will try my level best to keep you happy or wait for the eventual happiness.

I am waiting to read your thoughts.

Part 21

Gungunaati hai, geet gaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Muskuraati hai, khilkhilaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Dil mein ab jaise kaliyaan si khilti hai
Gul khilaati hai, maheke jaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Gungunaati hai, geet gaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Muskuraati hai, khilkhilaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Bechain ek laher thi, ab use mil gaye hai kinaare
O bechain ek laher thi, ab use mil gaye hai kinaare
Betaab ek nazar thi, ab use mil gaye hai nazaare
Dil mein ab jaise tasveerein banti hain
Gudgudaati hai, chhed jaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Gungunaati hai, geet gaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Paaya jo dil ne tumko zindagi har khushi paa gayi hai
Mere hamsafar ho tum jo raah mein raushni chhaa gayi hai
Dil mein ab jaise kirne si chhanti hai
Jhilmilaati hai, jagmagaati hai zindagi Tum jo aaye to
Gungunaati hai, geet gaati hai zindagi
Tum jo aaye to
Muskuraati hai, khilkhilaati hai zindagi Tum jo aaye to

Water was pouring, rain drops touched their body, they were happily enjoyed the water, it reminded them their childhood days, once Maan, Geet and Brij were walking back from the school and rain got started, all three got excited, they threw their bags and started dancing in the water, when they reached home, Geet's dad got angry at her but she didn't regret enjoying in the rain as it was momentarily happiness for her.

Geet thinks "luckily, no one at the home is going to get angry at her now, she has the freedom to do whatever she wants."

Coming back to present:

They both were staring at each other's eyes and they could read through eyes that they remembered their past experience at the same time and they laughed.

"Geet, that time was different, we didn't care about anything, we didn't have to think or plan, we could be careless and we could be irresponsible but today we have to think a lot while making even a small decision of life as it could lead to big consequences, anyways we should leave now otherwise we could get sick.

They left happily, Geet was still dancing when she reached home, she was happy today amidst all worries.

Geet got ready in her typical track paints and Nike top which she started wearing after her shopping trip with Shasha, Shasha loves track paints and Nike top and Geet tried it and she started enjoying it and since then it was her favorite home outfit. In fact many times Shasha, Pinkey and Geet enjoyed pajama party with track paints while watching some chick-flicks.

Geet sat down at her window seat while staring at the outside garden from her window, she likes roses and lilies. The garden was full of red, pink and white roses and all roses were completely bloomed.

Geet thinks: "Life is like roses, roses have thorns, roses have alluring smell, roses have elegant rose petals, the same way life has fascinating moments as well as doleful moments, and sometimes life is like sitting on the bed of roses and sometimes sitting on the thorns. Eventually we still love roses even though it has thorns so we should never let go off our love for life in spite of all deadlocks, in fact happiness and sorrow comes into our mind always together, there is always a little sadness rolled on our face when we think of word happiness as we always fear that happiness will be snatched away from us."

"Babaji, I am going to opening my both arms to welcome happiness in my life, I have barricaded the doors of my heart for so long, that today I want to jump out of it and want to cherish all colors of happiness, there is a life beyond the closed door, I don't want to live with tunnel vision anymore, I want to walk on the clouds with my loved ones, I also want to walk on Paris street while holding hands together, I want to give a chance to my dream, those dreams which I switched off a long ago, those dreams which got vanished when I was born in Handa family, those dreams which got abandoned when I left home, I want to unplug my doors and want to greet happiness, now fear won't come between my life and happiness, now life and happiness will walk together and happiness will win the fear."

"Babaji, today I learn the importance of appreciation, we appreciate happiness because we have seen the dark life, we appreciate rose petals because we are afraid of thorns, we appreciate sunshine because we have seen the murkiness, I will accept Sameer as he brought love in my life again, the word love lost the meaning in my life, I completely forgot the significance of it, but now I want to accept Sameer because he loves me, I want to spend my life with the person who loves me."

She took a matchstick in her hand and she lit the candles in her room. Her room looked scintillating bright.

She decided to call Sameer and let him know about her answer.

She dialed his number.

Sameer saw her number and he recognized it's her call, he started breathing heavily as he knew that it must be about his proposal, his nerves became stiff, his voice became suffocating as he wasn't able to speak but he picked up her phone.

"Sameer, I want to talk with you, I want to meet you today evening, we can meet in the garden which is nearby our office."Geet says.

Sameer was still not able to speak.

"Sameer, are you there?"Geet asks.

Finally he cleared his throat and he spoke, "Geet, yes I am here, yes sure I will see you there in the evening at 7." And he hung up.

He wanted to ask more but he couldn't gather courage to ask as he was holding off to hear her answer, he was afraid that how would he handle himself if Geet says no. He wants to stop time as well as he wants time to fly, at one side he couldn't wait to hear her answer and on the other side, he was afraid of negative answer so he wants to buy some more time before hearing her answer.

Geet was collecting her thoughts; she decided to talk to Pinkey and Shasha before letting Sameer know of her final decision.

As it was holiday, everybody was home; they all got to gather for lunch in their kitchen. They sat down on their dining table and started serving food to each other.

While cherishing food made by Pinkey today, Geet started conversation.

"Pinkey, I believe you must have heard about Sameer's proposal and Shasha, you also knew it, today I want you to know something, I made up my mind, but if I would have my mom with me or my best friends with me, I would have discussed with them, now you are my mom or best friends, hence I seek your opinion or suggestion because I trust both of you for that."Geet says while interrupted by Pinkey.

"Geet, Sameer is a hot dude, you are so lucky that he proposed you, and you are still thinking, why you are wasting your time in thinking?"Pinkey says.

Geet laughed.

"Pinkey, please be serious, I know he is hot but this is the question about my entire life, and I do believe that Sameer is a nice guy for me, but I have never made such kind of decision in my life, so I am not sure, it is right or wrong, after a lot of thinking I came to conclusion that he will keep me happy, I have always admired him, he is like a dream boy of every girl, I have always respected him a lot."Geet says.

"Geet, trust and respect are the foundation of relationship, if you know that you could respect him always, and you could accept him the way he is and he could keep you happy, then he is the right person for you."Shasha says.

"Shahsa, I agree with you and I trust him, I respect him and I know that he will keep me happy but I have one fear."Geet says with heavy voice.

"What is your fear Geet?"Shasha asks.