shale this is my mostttttttttttttt favourite in ur whole ff ur ff is great but this part is i dont have words to explain but simply amazing👏
Part 9Sid get disappointed to hear that, Armaan looks at Nikki and whisper in her ear "You know about it right, that's why you are diverting me to stop asking further questions to him". Nikki lowers her eyes in order to avoid his question and Armaan shakes head in a disappointment. Jiah understand that Abhi get furious with her in splitting the truth in front of the hospital staff, so she immediately follows him. Nikki also can watch how furious and upset Abhi is on this, so she takes few steps backward so that no one can notice her leaving from there.
Abhi's enter furiously in his cabin and kick two chairs resting in front of his table. He throws all the things that were on his table and forcefully fall the shelf of books and files. He pushes his chair with his hand and gives tight fist on the wall and lean his head on the hand which resting on the wall. Jiah enter in his cabin, look around the messy room and asked slowly "What happen? Did I say anything wrong?" Abhi fiercely turned and scream "Who told you to tell them all these thing? Can't you keep your mouth shut?" Nikki comes and stand outside his cabin silently. Jiah replied "They are insulting you and you want me to keep quite. I am just helping you". Abhi said angrily "I don't need your help. Please stay away from my matter". Jiah replied irritably "Why you always angry with me even I do any good thing for you?" Abhi gives fake smile with shaking head "Huh good for me. Because of you I am in this position". Jiah replied furiously "Now you are blaming me for your accident as well when I was not in the city on that day". Abhi said angrily "Stop lying Jiah, I had seen you that night when you hit me with your car". Both Nikki and Jiah get shocked to hear that what Abhi just split from his mouth right now. Nikki eyes got widen to hear that and remember the day Abhi comes to her home and said "She is snatches everything from me, my work". Jiah get nervous on hearing this and replied hesitatingly "Why would I hit you? I hadn't been in city that day, you know I went for my friend's marriage". Abhi said "Jiah stop making excuses now. When I know you were there, you step down from your car, check me and than left me there for dying". Nikki eyes get moist, tears follow down on her cheeks and Jiah swollen the lump built in her throat "How can you be sure that its me? When the driver has mask on its face". Abhi asked with narrow eyes "How would you know that the driver has a mask?" Jiah replied "ah'..woh''..actually you didn't tell the inspector about the driver that's why" and look side ways on the floor. Abhi said "You hide your face with mask but you forgot to wear your gloves on your hands which having our engagement ring on it and my mom given bangles".Jiah replied with weepy voice "I didn't want to hurt you but you come in front of my car and I got scared that you caught me". Abhi asked furiously "With the scare of being caught you hit me with your car". Jiah replied with teary eyes "I thought you moved away if I approached with speed". Abhi asked "Why had you stolen the research file on which I was working from past 6 month?" Jiah replied angrily "Because of that research you avoiding me from months and if it gets approved than you get busier in implementing your research methods. You had to shift on new city as well where you get more patients who is suffering from that disease on which you were researching. I don't want to leave New York at any cost for any disgusting place". Abhi asked "Even I forgive you for all that but I never going to forgive you when you left me for squirming in the middle of road on that night". Jiah weakly said "Abhi, I am so'" but Abhi interrupt "Leave from here". Jiah again tried "At least give me one chance to tell about my side of story". Abhi replied "I am not interested. Get out of here" and turned around to face the wall again. Jiah said "Abh'" but Abhi scream loud "OUT" which shaken Jiah as well Nikki who standing outside.
Jiah run away from his cabin, Nikki hide herself so Jiah didn't notice her outside and enter Abhi's cabin after she left. Nikki enter with slow steps, Abhi heard voice behind him, turns and shout "You haven't gone''." He short dead when he watch Nikki standing there, give long silence look to her, turn around to hide his pain and asked "Tell me what you want now?" Nikki takes steps closer to him and stand beside his table "I heard all the things that you and Jiah...'' but stop when he looks his side way. Nikki again encorage herself to continue "I am sorry, I heard all from outside" but Abhi gives only a long silence to her. Nikki doesn't understand how to talk to him about it, she can handle his anger, furious mood and his jealousy but his silence is killing her from inside. Whenever he is hurt, upset or jealous, he always angry, rude, throws tantrum and shouts but today he is silent as hiding many emotions inside him. She doesn't know this Abhi as his silence saying a lot, she always knows that this topic is very sensitive for him and he never like to talk about it.
Nikki asked nervously "Why didn't you tell me?" but Abhi replied huskily in order to avoid her question "It's my past. It had gone long back" and turns to leave the cabin. Nikki hold his wrist softly after he passed her "Yes it was but still I can feel your pain of that accident. You haven't even consider me good enough to share your pain" turn around and facing his back now. Abhi tilt his head lower, slowly turn to meet his teary gaze to hers and replied with swollen lump "Those pain should be shared which lower after telling your beloved ones not those which increase every time you think, tell about it. It always reminds you again and again of your insufficiency and incapability".
Nikki can feel how devastated he is from his accident case but can't stop herself from asking as this is one thing he never shared it from her. Nikki wants to be part of his pain and surrow in oder to take it away it is not possible until he shared this part of his life with her "May be you never trust anyone to share it. Not even me ". Nikki comes forward and cups his face in hers and begs teary "Share it with me Abhi. I can't see you suffering like that . You always says you never get solution if you run away from your problem but now you are doing the same. Don't run away, share it".
Abhi put his hand above her "What you want to know?" Nikki asked "Everything about it. From the beginning..". Abhi takes her hand in his, remove from his cheek and settled himself chair opposite his and Nikki stand in front of him against table. Abhi said "My mom wants me to marry Jiah but I was not ready for it as my career was at peek point at that time. I didn't want any distraction at that point of time. She emotional blackmail me, I had no choice left to married her. We always end up fighting with each other everyday, I don't know the exact reason but we are not happy with this relationship. She always complains of me not being there for her but I told her before marriage that I was going to be very busy for my work. She agreed at that time for giving me as mush time as I want".
Abhi told "I was not happy with her behavior to my mom. She fought with mom and blamed her for the distance between us. Though my mom never told me about it, but I found out from our home maid. My mom agreed me to live separately with her, the reason for which she agreed me to marry was suddenly change. Jiah thought the difference between us sort out than but it becomes more deeper and deeper with the time. I started hating her for separating me from my mother and I spent more time in my work so that I didn't think much about it". Nikki put her one hand on his shoulder and one is in his, Nikki tears making path to her cheek by watching tears in his eyes. She never watches him so vulnerable and teary eyes, he is strong men who never believe in showing their emotion rather than anger and jealousy but today he is actually like a baby who has no fear in showing their weakness and fears.
Abhi continue "From the beginning there was nothing right between us but still we dragging it. She dragging it because her wish of getting me is not fulfill and I drag it for my mom happiness. But that night finished it all I had in my life". Nikki get confuse and asked "What do you meant? What happen that night?" She can feel Abhi is feeling cold shivering down his spine in thinking about that night and his words shaking "Jiah told me the day before that night she was leaving for her friend's marriage. I usually working late night in the hospital, I went to the nurse station for signing some documents. The receptionist told me that one lady came to meet me in burkha and she sent her to my cabin. I was going to my cabin when I bump with one lady, I apolgise to her and again proceed toward my cabin".
But I find little wired because that lady also wearing burkha, so I retreat my path and called her from behind. She didn't heard me or may be she acting of not hearing, I followed her with big steps but she increased her speed. I found that she was carrying my research file on which I working so hard for so long, I called her many times but she started running. I took one stretcher and slid it toward her, it hit her and she fall down. She got up, started running again but research file fallen from her hands. I collected the file and told receptionist to keep it safe. I ran behind her because I want to know who is she and what she got in stealing my research work. I came out from hospital in running behind her, she got up in one car which was standing outside hospital gate. I also got inside my car and started following it".
Nikki listening very carefully "I followed her for approx 1 or 1/2 hr with 110 speeds. I thought if I had to caught her than I had to took new path. I turned my car on left turn, so that she thought that might be I stopped following her. I reached on the path before her from where she is going to pass. I hide my car on next turn, and stand on the road so that I could stop her car. I saw her approaching, I stood in the mid way so that she stops her car. She applied brake to her car at little distance far from me, I walk toward her car. But before I could understand anything she accelerate her car again, approach to me with full speed and hit me very hard". Abhi chokes and Nikki shut her eyes tightly as she saw it from her eyes.
One tear which Abhi is holding from long time is finally flow down on his cheek and Nikki also can't able to stop her tears also from flowing. Abhi said with choked voice "I flew away with one hit in air and land on the road hard with in a second. All the things around me is floating, I was in semiconscious state but I noticed the car which hit me is stopped and the lady in it drop down. She approached toward me, she put her hand on my face to notice whether I am alive or not than she kept her hand on her head. I noticed her hand carefully she is wearing the engagement ring and mom bangles than I found this none other than Jiah. She look on either side on the road to noticed whether any one watch her doing this accident or not. I watched her face as well from sides of opening Burkha as well but unfortunately no ones around. She got up, went towards her car, I want to call her to help me out from this pain but my voice was not coming out".
Abhi tears now flowing unstoppable and even Nikki can feel his pain now "She left from there in her car, I was feeling a lot of hammers was applying on me and the pain is unbearable. I want to scream because of the pain but my voice is also not helping me, I was watching here and there in hope that some one will come to help me. I want to move but my body part also given up, only thing left in my hand is to look upside to the sky. In that condition I was begging to the god let me die because pain is increasing with the time, I could not able to handle that pain even for a single second. I never felt so weak and helpless in my life ever but at that time I was wishing for death as it much easier than this painful life. I can say that I had seen death from very near, but in that condition I was afraid for life more than death". With last sentence Abhi completely broken, lower his head and shut his eyes in surrender. Nikki is not able to tolerate to watch him like that, she immediately move forward and takes his face in his embrace. She held him tight, one hand around his shoulder and his head is covering around it.
She provides comfort to him so that he can pour out all his pain in her embrace. She puts her head on him and crying with him, she wants to take away all his pain from him. Abhi snuggles more in her embrace, held her tight from waist and pull her close, he gets someone once in a life with which he can share his fear, pain and tears comfortably. Nikki soothes him with her hands on back and head, Abhi soothes now to continue "I didn't know how long I lay there and who brings me in hospital but doctors told me that I was laying there for 4 or 5 hours. Doctors told me that its my will power who kept me alive so long but I know that God had planned something for me worse than this. It was true that I got my breathe back but not life, I got my consciousness after two days. Doctor informed me that my left hand shoulder was broken, I never able to perform surgeries in my life. In one second my dream and my career were destroyed in front of my eyes, even I can't live a normal life". Abhi tilt his head up to look into Nikki eyes, pain is clearly visible in his eyes "You know why? My half body got paralyzed, now I can only rely on others to do my small-2 things". Nikki slides her hand down from his head and back in shock with teary eyes, Abhi also loosen his grip from her waist and get up from his chair.
Abhi moved away, lean on other side of table beside her, Nikki turn toward him and asked "why didn't you complain against Jiah?" Abhi said with tighten jaw "What complain I register against her, when her friend called me to ask when I was coming to attend her marriage as she informed me that my wife was there from last 4 days. I didn't have any proof against her and above that how my mom was going to tolerate that if I complained. I already loose the battle of my life, my mom not even taken up my accident news properly than how could I prepare her for another shock. She was dead coz of heart attack with in a two weeks after my accident. I didn't even get a chance to lit his body that's because of Jiah. I hadn't even able to kept my dad last word of take care of my mom. The dreams which I and dad had been watch of my being best cardiologist surgeon also vanished. The partners of my research work also removed me from the project without even telling me once. They not even mention my name in research work for which I had even given my sleepless night. People who know me were start avoiding me, who gives respect, now sympathizes with me. Huh. One accident change my entire life and behavior of others toward me" Abhi shakes his head in defeat.
Nikki asked hesitatingly "Didn't Jiah was there to take care of you?" Abhi turn his angry face toward her "Yes she was there but I couldn't tolerate her for a single second. If she couldn't help me when I was dying than I didn't need her help after than. We didn't interact after that, may be she didn't want to spend life with a paralyzed person like me". Nikki put her hand on his shoulder, squeezed it "I had decided that I was not going to lead this kind of life. I went to the Canada for therapy session, there I devoted 4 months in my improvement process. After that I had atleast got on my foot and could lead an independent life without anyone help. But there was one more battle to won, my career. I never think any other career as option other than Cardiologist surgeon in my life but now life hadn't left any other choice for me. I opt to the administrative job in hospital because I had much knowledge about new medical technology, treatment and schemes to take it to another level. I left America becasue i don't want my past to show its glimpse on my new life which i was trying to make for myself. I joined in Delhi chain of hospitals to understand how funds were bring to hospitals but here in india patients were more but funds" Abhi gives fake smiled.
"Than I had heard that Sanjeevani which is going at financial loose at that time and can be shutdown at any time. No one interested in this hospital to give their funds, board's member also pulled their hands of support. But I found my opportunity in that, I got chance to prove myself and world again that I can make impossible to possible. I promised myself that I was not only make this hospital came out its crises but also makes it India's most reputable hospital. I came forward and stop board member from shutting down Sanjeevani but they had to let me handle Sanjeevani affairs on my ways without interfere. They given me 3 month challenge to decrease Sanjeevani expenses and bring funds to it so that they can again start thinking about their decision of its shutting down". Nikki smiles with teary eyes "You did it" with one hand on his shoulder and other on his shirt. Abhi also smilingly replied "Its not that easy as you all intern are group against me and tried everything possible to annoy me. You all interns trouble me a lot especially you. Slowly I found that you all were not that bad but quite irritable for sure".
Nikki watch him silently, smiled and feels happiness from inside whenever he smiles a little. Although she know he never laughs but his smiles bring so much joy and happiness inside her that she can't express. Abhi find long silence and find Nikki continuous gaze on him "What happen? Why are you looking at me like this? Do you want to know anything more?" Nikki replied without taking her eyes off "Whenever I think that I know you well than you always prove me wrong. How long I stay with you, I find a new Abhi from whom I never met". Nikki put one hand on his chest, other squeezing his shoulder and bringing her face close to him "Every meeting with you compels me to meet you again and explore you more". Abhi is slid down on the table which makes him to Nikki's height. Nikki roaming her hand which was resting on his shoulder lovingly on his face to touch every texture of his face with her fingers. Abhi close his eyes to feel her touch on his face, she start kissing gently on his cheeks, eyes, forehead, chin and travel down to his neck. She also lost in the love and desire which she is feeling now for him left her kisses on his neck, collar bone and his unbutton chest. Abhi gasp, leaning more on the table to give her more access, holding tightly table's fringes on either side of Nikki.Nikki's one hand rest on his other shoulder and other hand roam above from his chest to neck than buried in his hair and make him look closely to her. Abhi eyes open slowly, he find one lone tear in her eyes which she is holding exactly how she holding her love for him. Abhi wipes that tear from his thumb tip, Nikki closes her eyes in return and moves forward her lips in total surrender. Abhi put one hand behind her head and other on her back, Abhi also close his eyes as well in surrender and both their lips parted in order to explore each other. Both kiss each other as if there is no tomorrow, their kiss become deeper and deepen with that Nikki moves her hand from one shoulder to other from behind in order hold him tight closer to her and Abhi also pulled her more close by sliding his hand from her back to waist by clasping it tightly. They both drawn in their passion, desire and feelings that they forget where they standing and for how long they are like this. Both holding each other tightly in their embrace, kissing like as if there is no tomorrow.
Nikki's phone start beeping but they are so lost in each other that their senses are only reacted for each other inspite of other thing present in the room. It beeps several times but not attended than voice message is played "Hey Nikki, how long I am calling you. Are you alright? If you are busy than call me back. I am waiting. Bye. Love you". Sid voice snaps them out from their passionate scene, Abhi slides his hand lower from his head and waist, Nikki stand still in that position, watching at her phone and Abhi remove Nikki's hand from his hair and shoulder. Abhi moved away from her side, turn his back toward her and run his hand from his hair. Nikki watch him dumbstruck but stand still there, Abhi find that Nikki is still standing behind him. Abhi said with husky voice "I think you should go. Tomorrow is your engagement with Sid and you are here with me'''.." Nikki got tears in her eyes and pleadingly says "Abhi..." and move one step toward him but he signal her with his hand to stop move ahead. Abhi chokingly said "Don't come near me Nikki. You get nothing in return except infamy. I have nothing to offer you better in life like Sid. Go away!"
Nikki left his cabin in rush with teary eyes, Abhi also get tears in his eyes to watch her go away from him. Abhi thinks "Why it always happens to us. Our love makes our situation from bad to worse. First time in life I am able to share my pain which hiding deep inside my heart to someone but when she is going away far from me in life. She is right its help to share your pain with your beloved ones but now the other pain take over it which much more unberable than before. How much I tried to stop her coming near me but she is get much more inside me that it makes me difficult to separate her for myself. Why she came so close to me when she has to leave me alone".
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All gang are at reception area and ready to leave but Sid told them to wait for some time as he has one work to be done before leave. Nikki wants to leave soon as well because she disturbed of whatever happened during the whole day but Sid hold her back for some time. Sid finds Abhi coming to reception, smiled cross across his face "Dr. Modi I had invited everyone from my engagement only you are left. I want to invite you personally that's why I didn't give your card to anybody else. I feel very happy if you become part of my happiness. I want you come with your wife".Sid gives the card to Abhi, he hold it in his hand and remember that he tear the card when Nikki came to give him. Abhi said looking at Nikki "I don't think I should have to come there". Nikki remember their closeness in his cabin which Abhi also remembering, Nikki lower her eyes in order to hide her emotions. Sid find Abhi gaze on Nikki and come to her "Nikki why don't you call him? I am sure he definitely comes if you call him". Sid drags Nikki with him and stands her in front of him "Tell him to come". Nikki said with lower eyes "I oblige if you come '.." Sid tell in her ear "with you wife". Nikki said uncomfortably "with your wife" Abhi turns to go but she again said "I will wait for you" from his behind. Abhi turn again to find her eyes on him which saying a lot. Abhi replied "If you want me to come than I definitely come" and leave from there.
Sid smilingly replied "Thanks Nikki I know you don't like Dr. Modi but still you invited him for my sake. Thanks". Nikki gives him fake smiled and leave by bidding her goodbye.
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