SR FF (Saach ke Ehsaas) update pg30 (dec19) - Page 23

very nice update Prachi😳

Originally posted by: indian_beauty

Prachi 🤗

Finally you updated😆

Awesome update as always

Like Shilpa-Ady

glad she's getting more close to him and not tht hormaan😡

SR were awwwwwwww😳

their kisses ☺️

Waiting to see some RidShi bonding....plzzzz continue soon n thnx for the PM

Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Prachi awesome update!

Oooooh, sorry for the l8 reply!!!

Hi guys
I know i haven't been on for so long, but
I lost someone very close to me and i just haven't been handling it very well
its been hard to write or even think clearly and this is the first time since i lost my friend to cancer that i have actually written. I don't know really what else to say or write so i am just going to update the ff.

It was morning and Shilpa had woken from the commotion of the street. She was dressed and ready, but didn't know whether Adyant was awake yet.

"Are we eating together, is he even awake?"-Shilpa kept repeating to herself as if the answer would come

She finally took in a deep breath and headed towards his room. She knocked lightly but heard no noise from inside. As she stood outside waiting for him the hotel manager was walking by and noticed her.

"Sab ne kal raat bola tha ki app ke liye darwaaza kol doon agar app bhar ho tho "-the manager

Shilpa nodded as the manager pulled out the key and opened the door. She thanked him before entering the room. The first thing she saw was Adyant fast asleep on the bed. She was hesitant at first and then decided to go wake him. She quietly approached his bedside and for a moment just stared at him. She couldn't see his full face as his arm was covering it, but she could see his closed eyes. The sun had cast a golden light on his eyes and he seemed to be disturbed by it.

"Ady"-Shilpa whispered

Slowly he lifted his head and barely opened his eyes.

Adyant

Shilpa. She was in front of me so I must still be dreaming. God she looks so beautiful in that yellow suit, like sunshine but more beautiful. Her presence fills me with comfort, like it feels like home something I never had before. I just wish she wasn't in love with ….still she feels like home for some reason.

But she isn't home, she can't be.

"Adyant"-Shilpa smiling at Adyant whose eyes were now fully open as he realized Shilpa was actually there.

Adyant quickly got up and Shilpa turned around as he was shirtless.

Shilpa threw him the shirt that was sitting on the chair and Adyant smirked.

"Put a shirt on"-Shilpa still looking the other way

Adyant ignored the shirt and got his towel.

"You know I didn't build this body to hide it"-Adyant still smirking at seeing Shilpa's reaction

"Well I don't want to see it"-Shilpa

Adyant smiled and walked closer to Shilpa, close enough that they were almost touching. Shilpa felt her breathing quicken and she attempted to concentrate on controlling it rather than on the man that caused it to quicken.

"Who said I built it for you"-Adyant smiled teasingly

"Breakfeast hum saath karenge. Just give me a few minutes"-Adyant walked into the bathroom to shower.

Shilpa let out a breath and a huge grin spread across her face as she headed towards the bed for a little more sleep. As she was about to lay down she noticed something shiny on the nightstand. She picked it up to find a thin sliver chain with a ring attached to it. The ring was also silver with a large diamond surrounded by smaller diamonds. It kind of reminded her to the moon surrounded by the stars. She thought she remembered seeing it before, she just couldn't place where she had exactly seen it.

"It's a breathtaking ring, but why does Adyant have it?"-Shilpa wondered as she put the chain back to where she found it.

The thought that he had bought for someone special tortured her mind, but she quickly pushed it away unable to bear it. She closed her eyes to get some sleep.

Adyant came out of the shower and searched the room for Shilpa. He smiled as he laid his eyes on Shilpa gently curled up on his bed, sleeping peacefully. Without meaning to, he was drawn towards her. His smile faded and a certain softness and desire washed over him. He bent down and kept his eyes on the golden face before him, his breathing getting dangerously slow.

Adyant

What is it about her? I keep being drawn towards her as if losing all and any control over my body. I know she doesn't love me and maybe even can't, but…I still can't stop myself. There is no hope and no future, yet I can't see past her

Adyant lift his hand and gently places it on Shilpa's cheek, and all of a sudden light warmth washed over him, taking away any and every hind of exhaustion he had. The feel of the softness of Shilpa's cheek beneath his own skin drives him to almost kiss her, but it took everything just to stop himself. He breathes a sigh before shaking her awake. He watches her eye lids slowly open to reveal dream filled eyes and to his shock he finds familiarity within them.

Adyant stands up and tries to regain control of his body while Shilpa struggles to prevent her eyes from closing again. Shilpa gets up only to find Adyant has his back turned to her. She walks around and stands in front of him and smiles. Adyant struggled to control the impulse to take into his arms and kiss her, but manages a small smile.

"Chale"-Shilpa

Adyant nods and they both head towards the dhaba to get some breakfast.

Mean while Sid and Riddhima had started the walk when the sun had barely surfaced. And even though sleep was very much present in Riddhima's eyes, she insisted they leave for the bus station as soon as possible, she didn't…couldn't wait any longer to meet Shilpa. Sid noticed the way Riddhima swayed while walking. He expected her to fall asleep any moment, but she didn't. Sid sighed in relief as the bus station came into sight. Sid let go of Riddhima's hand and Riddhima stopped as soon as he did. She looked at him nervously but he just smiled. He slowly slid his arm around her waist to allow some of her wait onto him. Then he started walked with Riddhima leaning against him with her eyes only slightly open. They were early and even though the bus was there it wouldn't leave for a few minutes. Sid realized as they were about to get onto the bus, that Riddhima had fallen asleep while leaning against him. He unsuccessfully fought a chuckle and picked her up to carry her onto the bus. He gently places her on the seat and took the seat next to her.

As soon as Sid sits down he feels the soreness that had been brought on by the journey. He closes his eyes. Riddhima suddenly opens her eyes due to the starling sound of the bus being brought to life. She realized where she as and finds Sid sleeping on the seat next to her. She places her hand on his chest and feels the way it goes up and down with every breath he takes. She then moves it to run through his soft hair and this causes him to shuffle in his sleep. He turned his head over and now she was face to face with Sid. She took her hand out of his hair and gently stroked his cheek.

"I love you"-Riddhima whispered before lightly touching his lips with hers

"I love you"-Riddhima whispered once more before placing her head on his shoulder and closing her eyes to a calm sleep.

The bus came to a sudden halt causing both Sid and Riddhima's eyes to open. They looked at each other, but the commotion of the crowd caused them to break away. Sid gathered the only bag they had with them and held Riddhima's hand to guide her out of the bus. The flood of people raised the fear of being separated from Sid, so Riddhima tightened her hold on his hand and kept him close. Finally as they maneuvered their way through the crowd they reached the hotel. Upon inquiring about Adyant and Shilpa they learned they were there but would be back soon. So Rid and Sid decided to wait in one of the rooms which they had booked.

Riddhima and Sid entered the room and as soon as they did Sid dropped th bag and fell onto the bed face first. Rid watched as he pulled a pillow closer and placed his head onto the pillow as he closed his eyes. She gently laid down beside him, facing him.

She watched the serenity that reflected on his face and couldn't help but gently stroke his cheek.

"You nervous?"-Sid without opening his eyes

Riddhia was startled as she though he was already a sleep, but found her voice again.

"A little"-Rid

Sid chuckled

"If I know you…your little is about the size of mountain Everest. Don't worry you have nothing to be nervous about. You two already get along. You still nervous"-Sid

Riddhima placed her hand on his and sighed.

"Not anymore"-Riddhima

Sid tightens his grip on Riddhima's hand as he pulled her closer to him and drew her into his arms. She placed her head on his arms and entwined her own arms around him. She felt a sense of security and a sense of being when she was draped in Sid's arms.

Sid felt Riddhima's heart beat return to normal and felt a sense of relief as he knew she was calmer now. They walked to the only hotel in the small village only to discover that Shilpa and Adyant weren't there. So they decided to wait for them in one of the rooms. As soon as Sid entered the room he fell back on to the bed, while Riddhima headed straight for the shower.

As Sid was trying to get some rest he heard Riddhima's cell ring, which was lying on the phone. Sid reluctantly got up and was about to pick up the phone when he saw the name flashing on the cell.

Armaan.

He didn't want to be dragged back the treacherous past but the name on the phone forced the moments to storm their way back into his mind. This time though the past moment he had spent with Riddhima armored him from the pain of the past, but still the pain slightly penetrated their way through.

Riddhima came out of the shower. She was wearing a very light peach color suit and her face didn't reflect the strenuous of the day. Maybe it was the shower that washed away all the wear, but she had the feeling that the man in white had everything to do with the way she was feeling.

Sid was standing at the window with his back facing Riddhima. He didn't give any indication of acknowledging presence. She slowly walked behind him and sensed something was wrong. Even though Sid stood only a few steps away from her she felt as if he was lost somewhere else, somewhere far away from him. Sid didn't look up at her.

"Your phone rang but I didn't pick it up"-Sid still looking straight

Riddhima confused, walked up to the bed and picked up the phone. As soon as she saw the name on the screen she let out a gasp. She couldn't stop herself from falling to the ground. She felt the continues stream of tears flowing down her face, but she at the same time she felt a certain rage. She didn't know whether the rage was aimed at Armaan or her for letting him back in.

"I am sorry, I am sorry"-Riddhima continuously repeated these words and as soon as Sid turned to find Riddhima on the floor. He ran and quickly cradled her in his arms.

"its okay, it's okay"-Sid kept saying this until she stopped crying.

Sid took away the mess of hair from her face and gently kissed her. He felt her breathing return and continued to kiss her for a moment longer.

Riddhima was about to speak but Sid interrupted her.

"You don't need to say anything Riddhima."-Sid gently stroking her to calm her down, but she still continued to breathe heavily.

"Please don't leave me"-Riddhima pleadingly as she looked up at Sid. Sid leaned back against the side of the bed and pulled her into his grasp.

"I am not going anywhere. I just need some time, that's all"-Sid

"Do you need space"-Riddhima with clear fear and disappointment. Sid chuckled a little at seeing the once fierce chudail looking so vulnerable.

"Space is the last thing I need"-Sid kissing Riddhima on the forehead.

"Good. Because I couldn't bare it anymore"-Riddhima leaning back against Sid.

Sid let Riddhima rest against him and realized that she was already asleep. He gently lifted her and placed her on the bed. Just as he was about to tuck her in there was a knock at the door and he knew who was behind the door. Sid gently shook Riddhima to wake her up.

"Shilpa"-Sid whispered and Riddhima's eyes widened.

She quickly got up but didn't make her way towards the door. Sid opened the door to find Adyant standing in front of him and Shilpa hiding a little behind him. Adyant and Shilpa walked into the room, and Riddhima and Shilpa just stared at one another. Sid motioned towards the door to Adyant and both of them left the room.

Shilpa just stood there unsure of what to do, but Riddhima walked towards her in some sort of trance and hugged her, while breaking into tears at the same time. Shilpa also broke into tears and tightly hugged.

"Di"-Shilpa still hugging Riddhima.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner"-Riddhima.

"I didn't know what you would think"-Shilpa finally looking at Riddhima. Riddhima hugged her until all the tears stopped. The both of them sat on the bed.

"I want to know everything"-Riddhima

Shilpa smiled brightly and the two of them talked, just talked for most of the night. But Shilpa grew sleepy and slowly fell asleep while lying in Riddhima's lap. Riddhima also felt her eyes go heavy.

She found herself in a new setting, but still it was familiar. She saw a small girl with a pink ribbon in her hair, sitting on the swing. At once Riddhima recognized the girls eyes, they were Shilpa's. It was the story that Shilpa had told Riddhima about, about her childhood. But as Riddhima moved forwards she realized the girl wasn't smiling and her eyes were busy examining her shoes. Riddhima walked to the girl and sat on the swing beside her. For the first time the girl looked up at her and smiled widely. Riddhima smiled back.

Guess this is as close as we will get to actually sharing our childhood.

hi dear

wowwwwwww prachi

dis update was superb 👏

jst siddhima, shilpu- ady n ridzy- shilpu 😳

pls cont soon dis tym 😛

Veena

Prachi🤗

Prachi 🤗

I am so sorry to hear abt ur friend
I hope her family & u hav all the strength to go through this difficult phase..

Coming to the update

Awesome as usual !!

Ady & Shilpuuuu r sooo cute 😳
Shilpuuuu deserves all the happiness in her life & hopefully Ady will always keep her happy 😊

SR scene was really nice 😊

Continue soon....