#6Kya Pyar Aisa Bhi Ho Sakta Hai(AR)Pa-206,7:149 - Page 53

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Part-196 (is physical intimacy important???)

Riddhima's sleeping with her head on armaan's chest and hands tightly locked around his waist, in between she kept on nuzzling her cheeks on his chest making him smile a bit, he knew that she's just trying to assure herself that she's with him, in his arms,

she's again and again checking if her head at any time didn't left her favorite Pillow that is his chest, her face's looking very relaxed, armaan reminded their past 2 hours which they'd spend in silence in each others arms, didn't have dinner as when armaan asked her to have dinner, she must be hungry, riddhima said that she's indeed hungry from past 2 months but not now…

armaan caressed her face once again and removed her flicks from her eyes, once again kisses her on forehead and adjusted himself more comfortably on bed, brought riddhima more closer to himself, as he's wrapping his hand around riddhima's arms, his hand unconsciously after crossing her arm rested on her bossoms that too directly, as riddhima fed aarish in sleep, so her kurta was totally a mess, she'd tried to pull upher kurta's zip but it's jammed so she didn't care and went in her dream land..

all of a sudden he felt riddhima's heart started thumping, he could feel her beats on his upper abs, he's surprised to see the change in expressions on riddhima's face, she' so quiet, calm n relaxed a minute before n now she's looking restless, armaan thought may be she's seeing some bad dream,

so he pulled her more close to himself in order to relax her and unconsciously pressing his hand little hard on her fragile skin, raising her heart beat little more, he hardly knows that it's his hands which're playing with riddhima's heart as they're in comforter that's upto their necks, they didn't had any physical contact from 1 year,

though they do share kisses and hugs but that involves warmth only, passion's highly missing, and all of a sudden this much close contact that too on sensitive area after such a long time and his hands didn't stop there only, it kept on moving, though it's unconscious but surely it played with riddhima's desires,

Riddhima in sleep shifted herself on armaan and unknowingly kissed armaan on his chest, armaan was more surprised when she with her face removed his

shirt from his chest and again kissed him several times on his cleavage,

kisses were very soft, infact just a touch of lips as she's sleeping,

then she holds armaan's hand that was on her chest and dragged his hand down, moved it all over her waist line, on her chest with her own hand on his hand, side by side breathing heavily, then locked his hands on her upper abs and adjusted her face in his neck and slightly nibbled on his collar bone and mumbled in his ears "pyar karo na mujhe…",

armaan who's still in a daze slightly with the recent things, slightly locked his arms around her shoulders and mumbled riddhima slightly with absent mind, he wanted to wake her up but she lightly kept on mumbling "armaan, armaan pyar karo mujhe…" while inhaling deeply , armaan again jumped into a pool of emotions, he's shocked, angry, confused, helpless, wanted to love her but….

He came out from thoughts when felt a slight jerk, he looked down and found riddhima looking at him with half opened eyes and slightly confused expressions, then she looked downand her gaze fell on his unequal shirt, she's slightly shocked and pulled her body up with a jerk as if she's doing wrong and then looked at armaan guiltily and goes in bathroom..

Armaan kept on reminding the events, half hour passed but riddhima didn't come out, armaan could hear shower voice, on other side riddhima found it hard to remain on her resolution, her tears were seeking for her permission, trying hard to control itself in her eyes, she settled down holding her hair mumbling "ye maine kya kiya…"

"to kya hua, wo tera husband hai, tera apna, tum to aise react kar rahi ho jaise wo koi anjaan ho, tum uss se expect nahi karegi to kiss se karogi, koi paap nahi kiya hai tumne…" riddhima found her image sitting next to her, she diverted her gaze on wall and looked blankly on it, trying hard to control her tears and mumbled " I'm sorry armaan…"

On other side armaan once again recollected the things and asked himself "kya sach mai uska intejar khatam ho gaya hai, kya sach mai usse ab kuch expectation nahi hai mujhse???" today he realized how much she craved for him, realized how much sacrifice she's doing, no doubt he too dies everyday for her touch,

craves badly for spending hours in his beloved arms, wishes to loose himself completely in her eyes, hair, badly misses their intimate moments but he's bound to neglect his desires as he accepted the truth that he can't be alright ever, he's bounded by his own legs, by his own body, by time, he's bound to sacrifice his desires but riddhima,

she's not bounded at all, yet she's bounded not by anything but by her love , she'd locked her desires completely somewhere deep downher heart thinking that she would be able to hide them from armaan but forgot that armaan lives there only…

armaan moved his hand from his hair, reminded riddhima's action and thought "Tum mujhse kuch bhi nahi chuppa sakti riddhima, chahe samajhne mai thoda time lag jaye mujhe par aakhir mai samajh jaunga aur ab to aathat ho gayi hai tumhe tumhare bina kahe padne ki jaise tumne aathat bana li hai mujhe apni desires,apni feelings aur apni sufferings na batane ki…

Armaan reminded how in starting after his accident riddhima keeps on changing her sides all the night, sometimes used to take baths in middle of night and if these things don't work to ease down her restlessness than she quietly moves out from room and roams in garden, armaan never asked about this coz in starting he's himself adjusting with his new life, with his desires, though he understands but never liked to talk about it that time… he came in present…

Almost1 hour passed, armaan waited for riddhima, its 3am in morning, she's still sitting under shower, armaan thought to call her but don't know why he's having feeling as if she wont reply him back, he looked at aarish who's sleeping peacefully , he holds his ears and mumbled "sorry dhaanu, but daeda ko aisa karna padega, sorry"

Finally armaan lightly flicked on aarish's arm which disturbed him and he started crying, hearing his wails, armaan again holds his ears, riddhima quickly got up when heard aarish's crying and waited for a moment if he could stop but then quickly wrapped herself in towel gown and moved out from washroom quickly…

Riddhima quickly picked up aarish and patted him, then looked at armaan very silently who's sleeping very calmly, riddhima showered aarish with kisses and hugged him little more tightly, then looked at armaan from mirror, after sometime she placed aarish in center and herself slept on other side, after sometime armaan opened his eyesand kept on looking at riddhima..

Next day, armaan's behaving normally as if nothing happened but riddhima's still trying to avoid armaan a bit, armaan kept on observing things and at the end finally asked her "what happened riddhima???

R: nothing..

A: then why are you avoiding me since morning???

R: aisa kuch nahi hai armaan…

A: (little irritatedly) haan wo to dikh raha hai, you know what kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki mai tumhe aur tum mujhe jaanti hi nahi ho, hum ek dusre ko samajhte hi nahi hai, 6 saalon ka saffar ek saath chalne ke baad bhi hum anjaan hai ek dusre se..

R: armaan aisa kyu keh rahe ho??

A: sirf tumhari awkwardness ko words diye hai, kuch tumne deliberately feel karwaya hai mujhe tabhi ye sab kaha, anjaan tum bana deti ho kabhi kabhi, aisa lagta hai jaise we don't share anything, any bond at all..

R: armaan please aisa mat kaho…

A: then tell me why are you guilty since night??? (armaan wanted to ask further "Kya husband se physical intimacy expect karna ya uss feeling ke liye crave karna galat hai???" but stopped..) bolo riddhima??? Kissi ka khoon kiya hai tumne??? Koi paap kiya hai tumne??? Agar tumhe hum dono ke beech phir se deewar banani hi thi to kyu tum hamare beech ke duriyo ke mittne ka pal pal intejar karti thi???

Tumhara intejaar jhutta tha ya aaj ka tumhara guilt and mujhe avoid karna jhutta hai??? Tum chahti kya ho??kaash tum kabhi apni chahatein share karne ki koshish karti, kaash tumhari chahatein mai khud samajhne ki jagah tumhare muh se sunta… (riddhima looked him, armaan first gave her a deep look then picked up aarish) challo dhaanu mumma ko bye karo, mumma'll go to college aur dhaanu daeda ke saath hospital jaayega…

(dhaanu clapped delightedly, but soon started crying when saw his mumma not coming with them, armaan pated him and then settled in car while singing poems to ardhaan, where as riddhima's standing in a stil position..)

R: (still looking towards door) kaash chahne se sab chahatein puri hoti… (she reminded their khatti-meethi fights, their bike rides, their cooking session, their kitchen romance, then armaan's tears, his wishes..) kaash ye 1 saal hamari jindagi maina aata, kaash wo lamhe wahi thehre hote, kaash tumhari aankho se aansu mai cheen sakti, kaash….

Kabhi kabhi thak jaati hu, nahi acha lagta tumse dur rehna, kaash pehle ki tarah hum kareeb hote, behad kareeb, hamara waqt hamare beech deewar na bana hota…. iss baar iss waqt se dur bhaagne ka mann kar raha hai, kyunki ye waqt mujhe tumse dur karne ki koshish kar raha hai, hamari understanding par sawaal uthane ki koshish kar raha hai, mujhe nahi acha lag raha kuch bhi…..(she sits on sofa)

I wish mai ye chahat tumhe bata sakti, par nahi chahti ki tum aur jayda pareshan ho… mujhe ye har roj apni wishes ke saath compromise karna nahi acha lag raha, kaash mai tumhe bina soche bata sakti sakti sab kuch, I really miss you… I miss everything, mujhe problems nahi hai problems se, mujhe problem hai hamare differences se, jo waqt ne daal diye hamare beech… bolo kaise karoge ye chahtein puri??? Mujhe khud ko lauta do, apni muskurahat lauta do, I'll be happy…..

Armaan after checking routine patients and handling aarish to vivek and party, goes in corridor, little lost and finally stopped in front of fire escape, lots of memories played in his mind, their internship days, how they used to fight, how they used to manaofy, their first fight which made them separate, their tears, their smiles everything played in his mind,

he touched his locket that's having him and riddhima's photo and thought "na tumse dur rehkar sukun milta aur na tumse ladayi kiye bina, dukh hota hai jab tum mujhe yu khud se dur kar deti ho, mai tumhara hun, meri har cheez tumhari hai, kyu bhul jaati ho ki mai tumhara husband hun,

tum mujhse nahi expect karogi to kiss se expect karogi, mujhe nahi samajh aa raha ki guilty hone ki baat kya thi isme??? Gussa aata hai mujhe jab tum apni genuine feelings ka gala daba kar khud ko saja dene ki koshish karti ho, ye bhul jaati ho ki wo saja tum khud ko nahi mujhe de rahi ho…

Armaan entered in fire escape and thought how much physical intimacy's important in one's life, ofcourse its important, sirf husband-wife ke relation mai hi nahi, har relation mai physical touch apni hi tarah ki security deta hai, maa ki god mai sir rakhkar bacha apni problems bhul jaata hai,

apne daeda ke seene se lagkar iss duniya se ladne ka nayi power paata hai, bahen ko gale lagakar uski raksha karne ka promise deta hai, dost ke gale lagkar har sukh dukh baant ta hai, lover ko gale lagakar ek bahut hi khubsurat sa ehsas hota hai, jo ehsaas kabhi kissi se na mila ho… aur wife-husband… he stopped for a moment and thought about his own relationship with riddhima, all their moments played in his mind…

Hum dono sacrifice kar rahein hai apni wishes apni desires par Bahut difference hai hamare sacrifices mai, mujhe waqt ne majboor kiya hai jabardasti apni icchaon ko bhulne ke liye aur riddhima ko mere pyar ne, mera sacrifice to kuch bhi nahi hai tumhare aage riddhima, ye jaante hue bhi ki mai saari jindagi tumhe kuch nahi de paunga,

nahi de paunga tumhe wo physical love jo har wife apne husband se chahti hai, nahi de paaunga tumhe wo security jo 7 phere lete waqt dene ka waada kiya tha, phir bhi tumne bina kissi complaints ke, bina kissi shikan ke aise khushi se accept kiya hai mujhe jaise koi shaehad sa meetha phal mila ho khaane ke liye,

apne armaano ko jeete jee hi dil mai dabaa diya, kyu riddhima???? Kitni ajeeb baat hai mai tumse ye question seedhe se bhi nahi puch sakta kyunki jaanta hu tum seedha ye puchogi ki kya hamara relationship sirf physical intimacy par based hai, kya bas uske liye hi hum saath hai??

27 years… bahut kam age hai aur bahut se armaan hote hai, bahut jaruratein hoti hai, ek security chahiye hoti hai kissi apne ki kissi aise special person ki jo sirf tumhara ho, ek completeness ki feeling chahiye hoti hai jo pehle kissi se na mili ho, jo sirf kissi special se hi expect karte hai, ek mental bond jo kissi ke saath na banaya ho,

ye sab physical intimacy se hi hota hai, physical hona is a part of love, it's the second base of marriage jo na ho to pyar aur baaki relations mai farak kaisa??? Understanding words, feelings, hugs and kisses hum sabse share karte hai phir kya farak hota hai baaki sab rishto mai aur marriage mai, why do we need marriage????

Ye galat hoga kehna ki hum bas physical intimacy ke liye hi shaadi karte hai, par ye bhi galat kehna hoga ki physical intimacy's not needed at all, marriage's not all about physical intimacy but yess it's the base of marriage along with understanding, loyalty..

iss duniya ko bhulkar, apne beech ki saari rukawatein khatam karke, wo ek hone ka ehsaas, iss duniya ki sabse jayda khubsurat feeling hoti hai, do alag alag shareer hokar bhi ek hona, do aatmao ka ek hona, sirf mann se, dil se hi nahi shareer se bhi feel karna hum ek dusre ke andar hai iss duniya ke beech mai rehkar bhi, ye ehsaas lafzo mai kabhi nahi kaha jaa sakta, jannat sa ehsaas hota hai, dard mai bhi sukoon milta hai,khushi milti hai aur finally hamare pyaar ko nayi pehchan milti hai, hamare pyar ki nishani aati hai duniya mai…

Physical intimacy keeps that magic alive which is needed in a relationship, for a long lasting relation not only understanding, intelligence but also passion and charm is needed else at one moment we'll start getting bore, physical intimacy except for love also keeps relation alive by adding lots of charm, passion, excitement, pleasure and attraction, and keeps dullness away from relation..

Armaan came out from thoughts when felt something around his stomach, he looked down and found riddhima sitting with her head on his knees and arms wrapped around his waist..

A: college nahi gayi??

R: gayi thi, par aadhi adhuri, mann to tum apne saath le aaye the, sirf shareer ka kya kaam tha college mai… (armaan didn't reply) naraj ho mujhse???

A: (shaked his head) nahi…

R: jhut…

A: sach.. naraj nahi, bas thoda hurt hu aur thoda gussa…

R: kyu???

A: tumhe nahi pata???

R: tumhare muh se sun na hai..

A: hmmm… hurt issliye ki 7 saal tak ek bahut pyara rishta share karne ke baad bhi tum apni chahato ko lekar mujhse khuli hui nahi ho, apne saare hak dene ke baad bhi kabhi kabhi tum mujhe khud se bilkul alag kar deti ho, aur gussa aaya kyuki tumhari aankho mai guilt tha jaise tumne koi paap kiya ho, riddhima ek normal si feeling ko, ek normal si pyas jo har kissi ke dil mai hoti hai tum unn natural cheezo ke liye guilt mai ho…

R: tum hamesha mujhse mere liye hi kyu ladayi karte ho???

A: kyunki tum hamesha khud ke saath hi rude hoti ho, khud ko saja dene mai maja aata hai tumhe, kissi ko to side leni hi padegi na tumhari, abhi to bina kasoor ke hi khud ko itni saja deti ho, jiss din galti se koi galti ho gayi tumse to to tum maar hi daalogi khud ko…

R: galti hi to hui thi na kal… (she looked down)

A: tumhe aisa kyu lagta hai riddhima bas ek convincing reason do??? Kya physical intimacy tumhe galat lagti hai?? Kya tumhare mann mai mere saath paane ki craving, khud ko complete karne ki feeling galat thi???

R: (thought a bit) I don't know armaan, I mean mai jaanti hu ki physical Intimacy galat nahi hai, apne partner ke saath ki craving chahe wo emotionally ho, mentally ho ya physically ho, galat kaise ho sakti hai, par..

A: par kya??

R: par jab bhi meri koi bhi cheez, koi bhi feeling ya koi bhi harkat tumhe hurt karne ki koshish karti hai to mujhe uss feeling se nafrat ho jaati hai, kal mai guilty thi kyunki meri craving kahi na kahi tumhe hurt karti, mujhe khud par gussa aaya, nafrat hui ye sochkar ki mai lusty ban gayi hun, pyar ko physical hone ka naam de rahi hun…

A: lust tab hota hai jab tumhe shareer ke siwa kuch aur dikhayi hi na de, lust tab hota hai jab relation hi sirf sexual needs par teeka ho, uss relation ki age bahut kam hoti hai, ab tum batao tum kaha se lusty ho??? Lusty hoti to hamara divorce ho gaya hota aur tum kissi aur ki..

R: (shouted with shock) armaan..

A: sirf answer diya hai tumhari khud ko lekar mis-understanding ka, riddhima ye jaante hue bhi ki mai kabhi theek nahi ho sakta tumhare pyar mai badlaav nahi aaya, lust kaha hai yaha par??? Tum jaanti ho dr. shashank ne mujhse pucha tha ki jab mai tumhe koi khushi nahi de sakta to tumhe divorce kyu nahi de deta..

Kyu baandh rakha hai maine tumhe khud se??Unhe mai nahi answer de paaya kyunki unhe samjhana mushkil hota ki hum dono ek dusre se aatmaon se bandhe hai, agar alag ho bhi jaaye tab bhi alag nahi ho paayenge, kissi aur ke ban na to dur ki baat hai, hum soch bhi nahi paayenge kissi aur ke baare mai, jab mujhe pata hai ki meri kissi bhi haalat mai tum mere saath hi khush ho, jab mujhe pata hai kitum kissi aur ke baare mai tum soch hi nahi sakti, to kyu mai tumse khud ko dur karun, ab batao isme lust kaha chippa hai???

Hum jab bhi physically ek hue hai uss se hamesha hamara pyaar jhalka hai, tum batao khud apne unn palon ko yaad karke ki kab hum dil mai koi feeling na hote hue sirf shareerek bhuk mitane ke liye ek hue hai??? Hum bhuke hai ek dusre ke liye par wo bhuk shareer ko chodkar mann aur aatma ke ek hone par teeki hai, divine feeling hai wo, lust kaha hai iss sab mai????

R: (kept on looking him for few minutes) tum meri jagah hote to kya karte??? Mai paralysed hoti aur tum theek hote to kya karte??? Tumhari bhi to uss waqt desires hoti, kyatum unn desires ko mujhe bol paate???

A: may be nahi, par haan mujhe guilt na feel hota, mai normal behave karta kyunki mujhe hamare pyar ki depth pata hai, jayda nahi, par phir bhi pata hai, tumhari taraah apne pyar ki gehrayi ko jaante hue bhi usse neglect karke lust ka naam dene ki galti na karta…

R: tumhe ek baar bhi na guilt feel hota??

A: kiss cheez ka??

R: ki tumhari wajah se may be mujhe hurt hua ho, I mean ki mai tumhari wish, need puri nahi kar paa rahi, tumhe patni sukh nahi de paa rahi apne kaaran…

A: kyunki tumhari legs not working mode mai hai issliye??? (riddhima looked him then down) ohh to tumhe guilt issliye feel hua tha kyunki tumhe laga ki mai na hurt ho jaun ki mai tumhe pati ka sukh ya wo security nahi de paata jo har wife apne husband se chahti hai…. (riddhima again looked him then got up and moved down, paced in little space..)

R: armaan mujhe nahi pata, I mean mai nahi chahti ki tum apni legs ko bahana banakar phir se apne aap se dur ho jaao…. (riddhima holds her head and sits down) pata nahi, what I wanna say, I seriously don't know…

A: legs meri kharab hui hai aur iss baat ka effect tumpar hua hai sabse jayda, kitna jayda sochkar bolne lagi ho aajkal, ek taraf chahti ho ki mera paralysis mere dimag ya mujhpar haawi mat ho aur dusri taraf khud hi mujhe realize karwati ho ki mujhe kuch hua hai….

(riddhima raised her head and kept on looking towards ground with her back towards armaan) tumhe nahi feel hota ki ab tum kuch jayda hi soch kar bolne lagi ho, agar mai tumhare liye normal hun to tum bolte waqt itna confused kyu rehti ho?? Kyu itna sochna padta hai tumhe, jaise har word ko tum measure karke bol rahi ho, aisa kyu???

Tumhe guilt feel hua kyunki tum khud hi mujhe normal nahi samajhti, mujhe dukh hua tha kal raat ko, par hurt nahi hua, dukh issliye hua kyunki mai khud tumhare saath ko, uss pure(complete) hone ke ehsaas ko miss karta hun, uss passion ko miss karta hun jo hamesha, har pal hamare relation mai hota tha, mai theek hona chahta hun kyunki mai hamare pyar ki ek aur nishani laana chahta hun iss duniya mai

hamari beti ki roop mai jo tumhare saath team up kiya karegi, mujhe dukh hua kyunki tum bhi inn feelings se dur ho gayi, aur mujhe hurt hua kyunki tum inn sab baato ko jaankar bhi aise behave karti ho jaise tumhe kuch nahi pata, ek silly reason ko lekar guilt mai rehna…. Sach much bhagwan ne extra brain de rakha hota hai ladkiyo ko, itna faaltu ka sochti hai kabhi kabhi…….

R: sach mai tumhe hurt na hota???

A: maine accept kar liya hai ki mai kabhi theek nahi ho sakta…

R: tum jarur theek ho jaoge armaan, kyunki mujhe apni pyari si beti chahiye aur wobhi jaldi… tum dono baap bte ne milkar meri jaan khaa rakhi hai, jab hamari beti aayegi na, phir dekhna mai tumhari kaise band bajati hun..

A: hmm to madam ji ke sapne itne bade bade hai…. (riddhima smiled a bit, armaan too smiled a bit then looked distantly, riddhima thought " ki tumhe to theek se jhut bhi nahi bolna aata armaan, tum kabhi accept nahi kar sakte apne paralysis ko aur mai tumhe accept karne bhi nahi dungi, mera pyar agar sacha hoga to tum jarur challoge jaldi hi" riddhima kept on looking him and finally)

R: you were right armaan, mujhe guilt issliye hua kyunki maine hi tumhe accept nahi kiya theek se, mujhe guilt tha ki maine tumhe kahi anjaane mai tumhe hurt na kar diya ho, tumhare paralysis ko phir se tumhare mind par hawi kar diya ho… I's wrong… (armaan smiled and caressed her head, riddhima placed her head on his lap) armaan you're different, you're indeed different, ye as a wife,

as a lover nahi keh rahi, but as a human keh rahi hu, tum har cheez ko itna positive kaise le lete ho, har baar har negativity se dur hokar, har situation ko itna deeply aur sahi tareeke se kaise visualize kar lete ho??? I mean tum khud apne patients ka hi example le lo, wo kitna degrade feel karte hai, 25 years marriage ke baad bhi unhe lagta hai ki unka partner unhe taunt kar raha hai, unhe niche dikhane ki koshish kar raha hai, par tum…

A: ohh hello madam, jayda impress hone ki jarurat nahi hai, ab kya karein wo apni wife ya husbands ko jante nahi hai, par mai to jaanta hun na, tum ek machar ko bhi hurt karne se pehle uski permission mangogi ki kya mai tumhe hurt sakti hun to hum to bahut dur ki baat hai… (riddhima hit him on his arm, armaan giggled, riddhima then kisses him on his knees)

R: mai bhi paagal hu na, mai normal logo ki tarah behave kar rahi thi ki kahi tumhe hurt na kar dun, par bhul gayi ki mere pyare husband normal husband nahi, super husband hai, jinhe kabhi khud ke liye kissi cheez ka bura nahi lagta, wo hurt hote hai apni wife ke mann mai uske apne liye thinking ko lekar, uske apne liye behavior ko lekar…

A: bas bahut ho gaya taang khinchao section, ab confess karo..

R: kyaa????

A: yahi ki you miss…… ahem-ahem…. U miss me…

R: (didn't getting) kyu miss karungi, tum mere saamne hi to ho..

A: ohh realy, so you don't miss me??? You don't crave for me??? To raat ko 3-3 baje tumhara bhoot jaata hai washroom mai khud ke dil ka bhoot uttarne…

R: (slightly blushed) tum sote nahi kya kabhi???

A: umm, tum paas hoti ho to tumhara chehra ni sone deta aur dur hoti ho to neend tumhara picha karne bhaag jaati hai…..(riddhima smiled and hides her face in his knees)

R: I miss you, I miss you very much, I crave for you badly sometimes, I miss that feeling of completeness, I miss the feeling of becoming one, armaan promise me when ever you'll be alright you'll give me that much love that you didn't give me before, you'll love me like you never did, promise me, that day will be the most memorable day of ours…

A: (smiled and bends down, kisses on her head and placed his head over hers) tumhara bharosa dekhkar darr lagta hai, tumhe kyu itna yakeen hai ki mai theek ho jaunga…

R: kyunki mere dil ne kaha, and mister dil chahe hota left mai hai par hota hamesha right hai…

A: aur agar na ho paya theek to..

R: to kya, riddhimarmaan ka Milan agle janam mai ho jaayega, hokar to rahega hi….

A: (smiled) I promise hamara milan bahut yaadgaar hoga, kyu na ho, itni tapasya hogi uss Milan ko paane ke liye, wo pal to sabse jayda khubsurat aur har pal se bhadkar hoga hi… (riddhima with excitement hugged armaan tightly)Waise u know, hum chahe to ab bhi kuch impossible ni hai, I mean hum ab bhi……… (he winked) itna bekaar ni hua hun mai… (riddhima became a bit serious)

R: nahi armaan, mujhe pata hai ki ab bhi kuch bhi mushkil nahi hai, par ab jobhi hoga sab aadhi adhuri feelings ke saath hoga, hamara pyar, mera guilt aur tumhari hurting, please ab ye mat kehna ki tumhe hurt nahi hoga, iss baar mai sure hun.. mujhe temporary feelings nahi, ever lasting moments chahiye,

aur waise bhi jitna time tumse dur rahungi utna hi milne ki bechaini bhadegi aur utna hi milne mai naja aayega, mai intejar kar lungi par mujhe uss milne ki khushi mai milawat nahi chahiye…. (armaan hugged her, and placed his lips on her, both responded with equal fervor, both were happy, very happy ..)

That day both worked together and after half day they took leave, hardly they chatted with anyone that day, but armaan asked about ankit from vedic before leaving, he told him that he didn't come, armaan smiled and finally they left.

They spent their evening on beach and after sometime goes home, riddhima stopped on seeing armaan looking at something very intendedly with a sweet smile, she moved close to him and found him gazing at their room with longingness in eyes, riddhima placed her hand on his shoulder, armaan came in present…

R: kya hua???

A: umm nothing…

R: armaan…. Mujhe saara din lecture dete ho aur khud kuch nahi batate, apne room mai jaane ka mann kar raha hai to kaho na…

A: jarur kehta agar ye chahat bas ek baar ki hoti, mera to har baar hi apne room mai jaane ka, waha ki har cheez feel karne ka dil karta hai, kab tak mujhe uppar neeche karwaogi… (riddhima wanted to say "jab tak tumhari chahat puri nahi ho jaati, but stopped)

To be continued..

Precap:

AR little lovey dovey moments + some truths..

Next update: Sunday…

Stay tunned…

Pms will be send only to those who's commenting/ pressing like tab and is in my buddy list, commenting's not a compulsion but atleast u can press like tab na, wo to itna mushkil nahi haina, just ek click karna hai, it hardly takes a second or 2, mere liye bhi to jaan na jaruri hai na ki kon read kar raha hai, kiss ne kab skip kiya, agar aapne story read karna chod diya hai to bejhijhak mujhse kahiye ki ab aapko pms nahi chahiye…

Lots of luv

Ankita…

after a long wait this part is worth reading....

it was really nice update n describe the relation share between husband n wife...its really important totally agrees when armaan says

Hum bhuke hai ek dusre ke liye par wo bhuk shareer ko chodkar mann aur aatma ke ek hone par teeki hai, divine feeling hai wo, ...

n this feeling make them different from other couples....its lovely to read that they share a seceret bond which is there power....

👏for u dear...its really gr8 effort to put these feelings into words....

update nxt part soon

love

sania