#6Kya Pyar Aisa Bhi Ho Sakta Hai(AR)Pa-206,7:149 - Page 12

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Part- 190

Almost a month passed, its 25^th December, everything seemed to be changed in everyones life, anjali became a machine with no feelings on face and inside she's facing a storm of loneliness, guilty, she doesn't talk to dr. shashank, and with padma and nani she chats in monosyllable and kept on looking patients in hospital,

rahul and muskaan's condition is almost the same, they became puppets, time's changing, their deeds started coming in front of them, muskaan started feeling bored of her monotonous life, rahul sometimes able to handle her and sometimes he too flows with the river of emotions,

he misses his old muskaan who used to fight on little things rather than this cranky muskaan who's remained irritated all the time, and atul's the one who handles all the three specially anjali, without her saying he understands her pain, he goes in her cabin everyday when she doesn't come in cafeteria during free hours which makes anjali more guilty,

during this month she's able to see the mature side of atul, she felt that sensible person who's hidden behind the immature and innocent atul and she asks herself why she didn't notice this before, in actual words she started falling for him..

Ritu-chirag left for goa as armaan asked them not to come at present as riddhima's condition is not good and she needs time, but ritu remained adamant at first as she's guilty and just wanted to put her head on riddhima's feet without uttering a word, but after a day, on armaan and chirag insistence she finally agreed to leave,

she remained sad, very sad, she cried a lot and prayed to god to punish ankit as hard as he can that too soon in front of everyone, she wished to remain with AR but finally she left with chirag, prachi-rohit, rohit's still confused whether to believe his eyes or heart, heart's saying that riddhima's innocent and his eyes were saying something else which he'd seen,

prachi after some days got busied in kids and work as factory's opened again, prachi too's in dilemma between her heart and eyes/ears, as she feels no one can be so tricky and why would ankit like to play with riddhima's character but her heart's not allowing her to believe that riddhima can stoop

so low

and could dump her husband and child but later decided to leave the topic aside as the more she enters in topic the more she got confused and her head starts paining badly, abhi' still under the effect of ankit, his factory started but still he didn't give up his drinking,

niki misses her old time with whole gang but still her mind always wins over her heart and she didn't find riddhima innocent, moreover ankit keeps on poisioning her mind against armaan n riddhima, their interns still was not able to digest that their bhabhi's so bad,

they wanted to talk to their bhabhi and wanted to listen her side, they didn't wanna believe on anyone else, whole hospital's divided, earlier sanjeevani's like a second home to everyone but now everyone feels suffocated in one way or the other, rohit stopped talking to ankit, though he's confused but don't know why his conscience doesn't allow him to talk to ankit,

he just passes a lil smile whenever meets him but doesn't talk, slowly slowly niki too stopped talking to ankit as she's tired of listening things against riddhima's character so she started avoiding him, Ra-Mu,At-An whenever see ankit boils with anger but they were not getting how to take out truth from him,

so they just simply teases him by putting hot coffee on his hand, sometimes make him feel embarrassed in public place by making him fall and all starts laughing on him, sometimes throwing heavy thing on his feet and one time purposely anjali took hammer and started hitting on table standing next to ankit, and started talking to him,

in between ankit shouted as his hand started bleeding badly due to hammer, anjali left from their smirking and all did cheers behind pillar while looking at ankit face, like this somehow they satisfies themselves that they're taking lil revenge from ankit, though these things're small but something's better than nothing and then again they becomes machines…

On Other Side..

Armaan riddhima's life was going with each other, their day starts with each other and ends with each other, though their's actual love essence's still missing from their relation but armaan didn't punish her with his silence, they chat normally, they plays with aarish a lot as he's the main reason of interaction between AR, else only their silence talks,

riddhima started cooking as one day armaan while talking to aarish said "mumma mumma aap bahut gandi ho, ab to maine rice, dal sab khaana shuru kar diya hai, par aap mujhe kabhi kuch banakar khillati hi nahi, aapko pata hai mujhe bhi daeda ki tarah aalu ke pranthe bahut pasand hai par aapne mujhe khilaya hi nahi, issliye mai dekho kina patla bhi ho gaya hun, pyaalu(pyaaru) bhi ni lagta,

meri girl friend kaise pasand karegi mujhe??? Thoda mujhpe bhi dhyan diya karo aur daeda ki tarah mujhe bhi hal loj (har roj) dher saara ghee laga kar prantha khilaya karo, laju (raju) to kanjoosh hai, peash mumma aap mele liye banao na aalu ke planthe",

riddhima took him in her arms and said "betu daeda se kaho, mumma unke liye aur apne pyaare betu ke liye aalu ke pranthe jarur banayegi", armaan in kiddish tone "thanku mumma", riddhima smiled a bit and started cooking, from past month both didn't go out of their house,

may be that's why riddhima started forgetting her pain and she started smiling, armaan doesn't talk directly to her but speaks loudly with aarish so as to make riddhima listen and indirectly teases her and irritates her, though he fights with himself daily but his prime motive's to fix a genuine and true smile on riddhima's face, for that he can do anything and can go to any limit…

still he's not able to forgive her and himselfthat's why he still finds difficult to talk to her directly until and unless she's feeling too low or scared, then he gives her hug too but that's just for support, he kept on checking her at night, if she's sleeping or not and pats her back if finds a frown/ scary reaction on her face.

Riddhima though misses the essence of their love badly but she still was satisfied as she knew she did a big mistake and armaan's still not punishing her, he's still with her everytime at every moment, she knew she broke his trust and it'll take time to get that trust back, she feels guilty when sees armaan punishing himself,

when sees him fighting with himself daily just because of her mistake but problem's that she could do nothing as she didn't have guts to hold his hand and say that everything will be fine and I love him the way he's and I trust him, but but but… but how as she's the one who made him believe that he's normal,

she made everything wrong with their relation, she made him realize that he's handicapped then how she'll dare to tell him that everything's gonna be alright, she pains when he blames himself, she pains when he curses himself but again she can't help, she too awakes whole night when doesn't feels his hand on her back or on her hand

and then follows him in garden where he remains in pool of thoughts, sometimes tears rolls down his cheeks, riddhima's heart stops beating seeing him again and again in this condition and once she tried to talk to him but looking in his eyes she's not able to utter a word as his eyes itself speaks volumes..

There's pain in their relation though, yet they're together which satisfies riddhima, when she opens her eyes in morning and finds armaan besides herself, she feels secure, besides so many problems in their relation both were somewhere satisfied that they were together atleast, though time, circumstances, minds tried to depart them but again they won and finally together with a hope that soon their differences would leave them alone with their love only…

Its 25^th December, riddhima's getting ready, when she saw armaan struggling to fold his jeans, riddhima moved to him, armaan looked her and again tried to fold his jeans when heard "may I", he looked at riddhima again and left the end of his jeans, riddhima smiled as after a very long time she's doing a lil work of him and quickly settled on her knees and folded his jeans…

R: (slowly mumbled) merry Christmas armaan…

A: merry Christmas to you too riddhima…

R: mujhe church jaana hai armaan..

A: riddhima tum jaanti ho its not possible..

R: par kyu armaan, ab darr ke karan hum ghar pe band to nahi reh sakte, hum har saal candle jalakar aate hai, iss baar bhi jalayenge, please armaan..

A: riddhimaaa….

R: pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee (she made a puppy face)

A: riddhima tumhe pata hai na ki bahar jaana kitna bada risk hai abhi…

R: tum ho na..

A: kaash mai hota…(again silence falls in room, armaan looked here and there and riddhima pained a bit) ardhaan ko taiyar kar do, nahi to rush ho jayega church mai….

Riddhima smiled a little and then goes and made ardhaan ready, with in an hour they're in front of church, as soon as they got down from car and driver helped armaan to settle on his chair, armaan noticed some eyes on riddhima, he made irritated as well as disgusted face, then looked at riddhima who's busy in maintaining her saree pallu

and then took aarish in arms who's trying to jump out from her hold as he wanted to walk himself but as there's crowd she didn't place aarish on ground and they started walking, while going armaan heard some guys gossiping "pata nahi kiske naam ka sindoor bhara hai, konse aashiq ke naam ka", armaan stopped and looked at those guys who turned their faces immediately, armaan became furious, but riddhima diverted him..

R: armaan kya hua, ruk kyu gaye???

A: (thanking godd that she didn't heard anything) kuch nahi, challo andar..( riddhima smiled and handled aarish to armaan then dragged his chair, this time armaan didn't stop her, riddhima thanked god, though she heard those words but seeing armaan getting furious, she ignored those words)

In church thankfully all were busy in praying, armaan and riddhima as usual lightened one candle with aarish hands, riddhima prayed to give them capacity to bear all the pain and circumstances with smile and with togetherness, she just wished to remain with armaan ever and forever..

Armaan when closed his eyes saw the face of smiling riddhima with innocent naughtiness in her eyes, happiness's touching her eyes, armaan opened his eyes and looked at jeus Christand wished to see his riddhima like this ever and forever, and asked to give him strength to put blood tears in those eyes who made riddhima suffer ,

phir chahe wo khud hi reason kyu na ho, both opened eyes when felt wetness on their cheeks and found aarish smiling with deep dimples and showing his 4-5 teeths, both AR smiled and hugged him together, their head clashes and both looked in each other eyes and after a long time both were lost in each other,

a small smile started creeping on their lips but before they could smile more they felt push from back as all were waiting, AR got aside, riddhima blushed and threw aarish in air, when both heard "chi-chi aisi aurattein bhi agar aisi pavitra jagah aate hai, bhagwan ko bhi nahi chodti.." but seeing armaan's red eyes they stopped,

armaan moved towards them when riddhima placed her hand on his shoulders and shaked her head, armaan saw tears brimming in her eyes and got furious more and was going forward when riddhima again shaked her head, armaan said "pata nahi bhagwan ko kya maja aata hai unn logo ko apni khushiyo mai shaamil karne ka jo itna dikhawa karte hai,

ek taraf bhagwan ko dil mai bithate hai ,unki pooja karte hai aur ek taraf unhi ke banaye logo ke bare mai unhi ke ghar aakar bina sach jaane itna bura bolte hai, khud ek aurat hokar dusre ki ijjat ka majak banati hai, phir apne aap ko bhagwan ka bhakt kehti hai, kitna ganda kar diya bhagwan ke ghar ko, bhagwan ko bhi inke andar rehkar ghuttan hoti hogi ki kin kale dillon ke andar mai reh raha hun",

saying so he goes out with anger, if that's not enough, when riddhima goes out, some group of boys commented "what ur number baby, free tonight???", "tumhare ghar ya mere ghar???", "common itna kyu Sharma rahi ho, ab to saari duniya hi jaanti hai tumhare bare mai", "kab ki booking free hai aur charges kaise leti ho", riddhima's first shocked, then rushed towards car with tears..

Armaan kept on looking at her, then boys, then towards church, he thought to fight with everyon but his legs stopped him, he thought to shut their mouth by saying some harsh words but then his mind shouted "kiss kiss ka muh band karega, taango se chal nahi sakta, kissi ka collar pakadkar usse maarega kya.." armaan turned his chair with pain and cleared his only tear and moved towards car…

Riddhima while crying placed her head on armaan's shoulder but armaan didn't caress her, nor he talked, again silence took place in their house, next day armaan threw riddhima's phone on wall, riddhima came rushing to him, and holds his hands..

R: armaan kya hua??? Armaan… (he looked her with all the anger and pushed her)

A: tum kyu ek apahij ke saath reh rahi ho, jo tumhari ijjat ki rakhwaali nahi kar sakta, kyu mujhe nahi chod deti… challi jao yaha se kahi dur, bhaag jao..(riddhima's shocked)

R: armaan…(then her gaze fell on his hands that's as if trying to kill his legs) armaan kya hua??? Kiska phone tha mere cell par???(armaan kept mum) armaan kiska phone tha.. (she holds his face)

A: koi jaan na chahta tha kitum aaj ki raat kya kar rahi ho… (he looked in her eyes with taunting eyes, riddhima's again shocked and brought her hands down) kya hua?? Jawab ni dogi???

R: armaan…. (with moist eyes)

A: mujh sa badnaseeb kaun hoga, jo apni itni innocent aur itni pavitra wife ke liye itne gande words sun kar bhi saansein le raha hun, kuch nahi kar paa raha, usse insaaf nahi dilwa paa raha…

R: (cried) armaan aisa mat kaho, tumne jo kiya hai koi nahi kar paata, tum meri najar se dekho ki tumne mere liye kya kiya hai..

A: haan, tumhara apmaan ho raha tha sabke saamne aur mai dekhta raha butt bankar ye kiya hai maine tumhare liye, unn logo ko saja nahi de paya jinhone tumhe itni takleef di, ye kiya hai maine tumhare liye, apni inn taango ke kaaran tumhari jindagi ke saath itna bada khilwaad ho gaya aur mai bekhabar baitha raha ye kiya hai tumhare liye,

security ke naam par tumhe apni ye bejaan taangein de di, ye kiya hai tumhare liye, tumhara tamasha ban raha hai sare aam aur mai chup chap gaadi mai aakar baith gaya, ye paralysis ab meri jindagi ka sabse bada curse ban gayi hai, kaash iss curse ko dene se pehle bhagwan mujhe.. (riddhima placed her hand on his mouth and shaked her head with tears)

R: armaan aise mat bolo…

A: (placed his head on her collar bone, shattered) thak gaya hun riddhima, bas mujhe aur nahi chahiye ye jindagi, mai galat tha, inn taango ke saath mai normal life nahi jee sakta… tumhe iss tarah iss society ki gandgi ko sehte hue nahi dekh sakta, bas ab thak gaya hun.. (riddhima caressed his head and slightly kisses it, didn't make him understand anything as she knew from which state he's going through, his tears were wetting her and riddhima kept on caressing him)

2 days passed, armaan didn't say anything, neither he played with aarish nor he slept, he didn't eat, riddhima tried to talk to him but he with eyes shut her mouth, finally she decided to call rahul..

Ra: riddhima aap?? Kya hua sab theek to hai?? (with worry)

R: rahul paralysis ka koi ilaaj nahi hai???

Ra: kyu kya hua??? Armaan ne kuch kaha?? (riddhima closed her eyes tightly)

R: koi to ilaaj hoga???

Ra: riddhima aap to jaanti hi hai, hum jitni koshish kar sakte the kar chukke hai, Bangalore, US sab jagah reports check karwa chukke hai…

R: hmmm.. par almost har paralysis ke baad chances bahut hadd tak hote hai theek ho jaane ke, phir armaan ke case mai kyu nahi hai???

Ra: riddhima paralysis bhi depend karta hai kiss tarah ka hai..

R: armaan ke case mai kya problem hai???

Ra: ye to mai bhi nahi jaanta theek se, kyunki dr. dutta se itni clearly baat nahi ho payi thi aur dr. Richard se to baat hone ka sawaal hi nahi uthta… (riddhima nodded)

R: mai dr. dutta se baat karti hun.. (she cut the call and dialed dr. dutta number, she told him about armaan and his reports)

R: doctor aap armaan ki reports phir se check kijiye..

Doc: mrs. Malik baar baar reports check karne se reports badal nahi jayengi aur hume koi solution bhi nahi mil jaayega..

R: par koi to solution hoga paralyse ka..

Doc: maine dr. rahul se kaha tha ki koi solution nahi hai accept massage and exercises, agar wo result nahi de rahi to hum koi help nahi kar sakte, aapne US mayo clinic se bhi armaan ki reports check karwa li hai, wo to neuro specialist hai, jab unhone hi mana kar diya to....

R: basically problem kya hai???

Doc: mrs. Malik, normally paralysis tab hota hai jab nerves mai blood properly circulate nahi ho paata, blockage ho jaati hai, kahi baar blood thick hone ki wajah se ya phir kissi aur wajah se issliye acupressure, massage and exercises karwayi jaati hai ki wo blockage jaldi khul jaye aur jaise hi blodd normal flow mai aata hai,

body phir proper work mai aa jaati hai, ab ye depend karta hai, jal;di results bhi mil sakte hai aur daer se bhi, par haan agar result milne hote hai to wo definitely show karna shuru kar dete hai kuch hi time mai, par armaan ko to almost 10 month ho gaye aur koi recovery nahi hui, medicines bhi kaam nahi kar rahi, hume reason nahi samajh aa raha unke paralysis ka aur naa hi iska cure…

R: aisa kaise ho sakta hai doctor, duniya mai aisi koi bimmari nahi hai jiska ilaaj mat ho…

Doc: dekhiye mrs. Malik hamare paas aur bhi bahut patients hote hai, itna

time nahi hai ki aapko baar baar samjhaye, aap jaha marji apne husband ko lekar jaiye ya aap khud hi aisi medicine aur reason find out kariye apne husband ke paralysis ka, humne aapko nahi roka, aap jo marji kariye, humara kartavye sirf aapko sab kuch batana tha jo humne kar diya, all the best, agar aapke husband heek ho jaaye to hume jarur bataiyega..(he slightly taunted and cut the call)

3 days passed again in utter silence, riddhima remained in thoughts, she tried to talk to dr. Richard in US but as expected he didn't attend phone, riddhima mailed reports in different contries, in different hospitals but no response, she again called rahul..

R: aisa kaise ho sakta hai rahul ki koi illaj na ho, kissi ke paas bhi..

Ra: riddhima mai kya kahun…

R: aisa nahi ho sakta rahul, kuch to hoga hi, paralysis ke cure hai..

Ra: but tumne sab doctor se comsult kar liya hai na riddhima..

R: par mujhe ab bhi yakeen nahi hai ki duniya mai aisa koi illaj nahi jo armaan ko theek kar sake…

Ra: tum kehna kya chahti ho???

R: nothinggg… (she disconnects call and looked at armaan from window, who's sitting quietly with aarish in his arms and caressing his back, riddhima again kept on thinking whole night, all the replies kept on roaming in her mind "armaan kabhi theek nahi ho sakta", "armaan can't walk" and then sad eyes of armaan which were begging, riddhima screamed "nahiii", she's full of sweat, aarish started crying with sudden scream, riddhima took him in her arms and rocked her, made him silent with feed, armaan's again not in room, riddhima placed aarish on bed and after correcting her clothes moved out, hardly she entered in garden when heard)

Happy new year riddhima.. (armaan turned and looked at riddhima, it's exact 12 at night and sky's covered with different colored lights, riddhima smiled a bit, both kept on looking each other, armaan's still sad and riddhima's looking as if she's in other world, she moved to armaan)

A: (unknowingly mumbled) can I get a hug please…

R: (smiled) exchange mai mujhe kya millega??? (moving more close to him, armaan looked her questionably) yaha free mai kaan nahi hota mr. malik, har cheez ke liye pay karna padta hai???

A: pyar ke liye bhi???

R: hmmm, pyar ke liye bhi, jo hum pay kar rahein hai already….(she looked distantly)

A: hmmm.. (armaan too was lost)

R: in return I want a kiss.. (armaan came in present and with shock looked at her, and then turned his chair, but riddhima holds his hand) ab tum mera gift diye bina aur liye bina nahi jaa sakte… (saying so, she hugged armaan tightly, armaan after a moment too hugged her back and hides himself in her tummy, both remained in same position for 10 minutes and then riddhima settled on her knees and mumbled in his ears) pay back time mr. armaan malik..

A: par maine to hug strong ban ne ke liye kiya tha..

R: aur mujhe bhi strong ban ne ke liye kissi chahiye….

A: kya matlab???(riddhima ssheed him and while looking in his eyes and without giving him alarm kissed him and soon they came out from kiss, armaan's still in daze to utter a word, riddhima kisses on his forehead and cheeks)

R: happy new year armaan… (armaan nodded a bit) kya mai new year par kuch maang sakti hun???

A: ab kya chahiye??

R: don't worry tumhari ijjat ni maang rahi… (armaan gave hi THE look, riddhima smiled and then placed her head on his knees) but wo maangne se pehle, challo iss baar kuch resolution lete hai..

A: matlab???

R: hum na apne aap se kuch waada karte hai alag sa, ek dusre ko pyar karne ke alava…(saying so she placed her hand on his eyes and herself closed her eyes and after sometime both opened their eyes) resolution liya???

A: hmmm…

R: okkk, ab mai maangu??? (armaan looked her) mai phir se study karna chahti hun…

A: (with surprise) what???

R: armaan please mana mat karna, abhi mujhe kahi bhi job milna mushkil hai, aur mai free nahi rehna chahti..

A: tumhe pata bhi hai tum kya keh rahi ho??

R: haan baba, maine bahut soch samajh kar decision liya hai, mai neurology panda chahti hu..

A: par riddhima…

R: armaan please, waise bhi to mai free hun, bas ab subah se sham ke liye college jaya karungi..

A: riddhima mai tumhe kabhi mana nahi karunga study wagarah ke liye and u know that, but inn haalat mai college jaana…

R: armaan maine soch kar dekha, par unn logo ki parwah hi kya karni jo hamari life mai kahi bhi maayne nahi rakhte, mai ab har situation ke liye prepared hun, par mujhe kissi bhi haalat mai ye 1 year course karna hai.. maine college bhi dhund liya hai net se, please mana mat karna pleaseeee…

(armaan nodded, riddhima hugged him and with tears thought aaj ye aakhri raat hai armaan , I promise ab mai aansu apni aakho se bahar nahi nikalne dungi, tumhe pyar karne kealava ab mera ek aur bahut important maksad hai aur wo hai tumhe theek karna, tum theek hoyoge armaan, mai tumhe theek karungi, mai tumhare paralysis ke cause ka pata lagaungi, nahi chahiye help unn doctors ki,

mai hu tumhare saath, thanks for givingme a kiss, wo tumhare liye nahi meri strength ke liye tha, wo kiss mai uss moment tak sambhal ke rakhungi jab tak mai tumhe tumhare paeron par khada na dekh lun,

yahi mera pashchataap hoga tumhare liye, ab sirf mera ek motive hai, jald se jald apna course khatam kar ke experiment karna lab mai and for sure mai successful bhi hoyungi kyunki tum ho na mujhe sambhalne ke liye,

mujhe pata hai tum ab bhi mujhe maaf nahi kar paaye, still tum andar se hurt ho bahutjayda, still hamare relation mai bahut differences hai aur mai apni galti ka parayeshchit jarur karungi, tumhara vishwas phir se paungi aur iss baar khone ke liye nahi, hamesha apne paas sambhal ke rakhne ke liye..)

Never LIE to your close1's.. TRUTH may hurt for a while but LIE will spoil the essence of CLOSENESS for the lifetime.."

to be continued..

precap:

A: lets play truth and dare…

Vi: par isme maja kya aayega???

Ak: (looked at riddhima) lets play, maja aayega.. par koi condition bhi honi chahiye..

Ni: matlab???

Ak: matlab ye ki agar koi punishment complete na kar paya ya mana kar diya to uske liye koi khatarnaak waali punishment honi chahiye…

Ni: hum game khel rahe ai, kissi jung ki taiyari nahi kar rahe….

Ak: jo bhi punishment complete nahi kar paayega usse hospital chodna hoga..

Ok that's it for today

Will update soon..

Stay tunned to know if AR will be able to complete their resolutions

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