love story (ff) update part 6, pg 18 - Page 2

Geet's Dilemma:

Oh man, how do I get myself into these situations. She had ran from Maan so fast and without thinking, that she had no idea where on campus she was, all she could see was trees, dirt and more trees. Don't people have the sense to wander around campus during class time, I mean does no one skip classes these days or something. Getting frustrated after looking here and there, and finding no one to ask directions, she gets fed up and just sits down where she was standing. Of course, that only made the situation worse, why you ask, because now all I have left to think about, all I can think of is The Incident, those smoldering eyes, that perfect face so close to mine, to think if I had been closer even a few more centimeters'what am I thinking'. *blushes hard*'. No, NO I cant think about that (HIM), Oh God need to think of something else, NOW, think of cute puppies, maan holding a cute puppy'awww''..man, if someone sees me they'll probably drag me to the hospital for looking so red''calm down, calm down *pinches herself*. Owwwww . Now that that's out the way (at least I know I am not hallucinating again), was Maan really looking at ME that way, I mean he was looking at me, right?. Think Geet, Think'.I don't think there was anyone else there, but then at that moment I probably would not have noticed a bomb going off. I know I probably just imagined it, I mean he probably just wanted to talk to me (Right?) But he doesn't really hold girls like that in order to talk them, or ever, I hope he hasn't, I could end going to jail for punching someone.

Now, I know he doesn't really see me (delusional, isn't she?) so what's going on? I forgot to make sure he was ok, why was he sitting there like that? See this is why I avoid looking at him, I tend to forget things. Oh man, I hope I didn't embarrass myself too much with the stuttering, you don't think he knows, do you? Probably not, plus I would hate to move to America or something, and lose my (chupke chupke) Maan watching privileges. So, I overreacted, thats probably it, now he must think that I have gone mad, running away like this. Ok, so game plan'avoid last class for a few days, act casually, inquire if maan talked to vicky or dev about today (be subtle), and redeem myself from this mess. Now all I need to do is come up with a good excuse to not go to college for a few days.

As she waited for someone to come and show her the way, she prepares to tell her brother that she was not feeling well and was too stressed with her deadline for her final thesis paper. This should buy me a few days, he'll probably have forgotten about all this by that time *big sigh*.