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Hey Frndz Thkss alot for ur support...bec of u all i have started my 2nd thread...so here goes epi 21...👏👏👏...luv u alll
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Episode Detail
Link of Other Episodes- https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/1347467/sanraj-always-together-epi-20-pg-143
21.What After Him (Pg 1)
22.Will She Understand (Pg 3)
23.Why Dont U (Pg 5)
24.Lovely Anger (Pg 6)
25.Touch Me Not (Pg 9)
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New Episodes series
1.missing Some1 (pg12)
2. Come Bck Plzz 😭😭 (Pg15)
3. Some1 Is Bck (Pg 17)
4. Shadow of loneliness (Pg 20)
5.Why...??? (Pg 23)
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(Divi This 1 is for u dear as promised...hope u like it)
What After Him
Episode 21
But some1s eyes were still open...busy admiring her...he didnt wanted 2 close his eyes...as he felt if he did she will disappear...n he didnt wanted this 2 happen...he knew he was being a bit stupid...according 2 d world...but he wasnt he knew...something was eating him...some thoughts were haunting him...some things were making him feel guilty...some was their dat was making him feel low...n sad...or something more than his which couldnt be described...
No1 knew wat was going inside his mind...no1...He asked himself...whatever is he thinking is right...???...Is he right 2 think in dis manner...???...Was he ever right in this case...????Was he...???all the while looking at her...his love...his lyf...his everything...
All the while caressing her face...he was just thinking about her...about her future...he knew she loved him soo much...sooo much...her love have no boundry...
But...but wat after him...how will she live...???...Will she even be able 2 live...???How much ever she try 2 ignore this fact about their age difference...how much ever she try 2 diney it...but the truth was dat he was thrice her age..."thrice"....dis was d reality...which she will need 2 face one day...all alone..."alone"...the thought of her be alone n facing problems,saddness,lonliness...missing him,missing her everything...brought a strom of emotions in his mind...
She snuggle more close him...n he held her more close 2 himself...close 2 him...his soul...his lyf...looking at the beautiful angel lying in his arm...who was so innocent...so pure...so divine...he thought wat have he done 2 deserve her...in his lyf...???...Why she love him soo much...why??...
He felt guilty at that moment when she moved her arms around his waist...she was at peace...sleeping in the most protective arms of the man of her lyf...but he thought this happiness will never last for long...he was ashmased of himself thinking about the day...when she confeesed her love 2 him n he accepted her...why did he changed his decision...why he accpeted her...???When he knew dat on the end of the day he will not be their with her...why...???
He loved her...he always will...he cannot live without her...she was his everything...dat was the truth...but these things cannot change the reality...the truth which she is never ready 2 face...the reality at which she closes her eyes...at which she prefers 2 be blind...
He thought wat was her age...she has a long life ahead..."a long lyf"...where he wont be their with her...n he knew she wouldnt marry any1 else...she wouldnt share her lyf with any1 else...he knew that she was his...n will always be...weather he will be their or not...she had surrender herself 2 him from mind,body n soul...n she wont allow any1 2 be part of her lyf...she wont allow any1 else 2 touch her...2 feel her...2 know abt her...2 be inside her soul...in her heart...
But wat has she got in getting married 2 him...a person who was almost of her fathers age...who will leave her in between...
These thoughts were killing him...the thought of her being alone...the thought of her being in pain...in sadness...he knew dat she can bare anything but not their separation...she cannot even predict her lyf without him...she wil break down if he leave her...n this brought tear in his eyes...of even thinking of seeing her in pain...
His tear dropped on her cheek...n she opened her beautiful eyes which were filled with dream of her lyf with him...
Episode Ends
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