Aziyat...Sujal&Kashish FF...Last Part...10/06 - Page 53

Another week had passed by in Sujal and Kashish's life..weeks were going by so quick yet for Kashish it felt as though each moment was no less than a decade..it had been a month since she saw Sujal...today was Maahi's barsi..and a pooja was being held at the temple..Kashish with great difficulty..gathered herself as she knew she would have to be there..she couldn't miss Maahi's barsi..Abhinav and Kashish arrived at the temple..the car came to a halt as Kashish stayed there for a moment..trying to calm herself down..knowing this was going to be difficult for her..she walked out nervously..as they climbed the steps together..there she spotted Sujal sat down with Daima stood on the edge..Kashish hesitantly walked up the steps with Abhinav and took a deep breath.when daima saw them coming..She placed her hand on Sujal's shoulder pointing them out..he turned back..when he saw Kashish there with Abhinav...Kashish just stared at him for a moment..taking in the sight of him..her eyes were pining to see him..and there he was..yet she lowered her gaze seeing the rage in his eyes..he turned back looking ahead..when Sujal looked at the Pundit Ji..

Sujal: pundit ji...hum pooja shuru karen..

Pundit: yeh pooja aksar pati patni ke haathon hoti hai...kya aap shaadi shuda hain?

Sujal: jee haa main shaadi shuda hoon...lekin yeh puja meri patni ke piche ho rahi hai..

Kashish feels a pang in her heart as she listens to his words..she was glad that Daima and Abhinav were not there to hear this as they had gone to the stall at the bottom for the thaal...she gathers herself and gently moves ahead..she had to do this for Maahi..

Kashish: pundit ji..kya mein is pooja me baith sakti hoon..

Sujal: aaj ke din main koi tamasha ya dhoka nahi chahta...main nahi chahta ki tum is pooja me mere saath betho...isse shayad Maahi ko bhi taklif hogi..

Kashish looks at him..as a tear escaped the corner of her eyes..on hearing his words...

Kashish: Sujal..tum aise kaise...woh bhi aaj ke din..Sujal..Maahi meri behen hai..kissi aur naate se nahin to kya mein is haq se yahan is pooja me shaamil nahin hosakti?

Sujal: ho sakti thi lekin shayad tum bhul rahi ho ki tumne ek naya rista banaya hai aur us naye rishte ki waje se yeh rishta tut gaya hai...ab Maahi na tumhari behen hai na main tumhara pati...to phir kis rishte se tum is puja me bethna chahti ho..

Kashish: Sujal..tumhare na maan ne se sach nahin badlega...tum muje apna maano ya na maano..par Maahi humesha meri behen thi aur rahegi bhi..

Sujal: yeh tai karne ka hakk muje hai ki Maahi kis se rishta rakhe aur kisse nahi..

Kashish: theek hai..jisse tumhe khushi mille..main kuch nahin kahungi...

Kashish was hurt with his words and lowered her gaze not arguing any further..Abhinav who had returned heard all this conversation..and wasn't happy about it..he walked up as Kashish settled herself at the back..Abhinav came and sat beside her as he looked at her..and then placed his arm around Kashish's shoulder..Kashish looked at him..and rested her head on his shoulder..needing that support...as she looked at Sujal from the back..whilst the rituals took place...Abhinav decided to have a word with Sujal at the office tomorrow..not happy with his behaviour..

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The following day..Sujal was in his cabin...working on a file...whilst Abhinav sat in his cabin...he had been thhnking all day about approaching Sujal but he didn't get the opportunity too...when finally in the evening...he decided to go see him...he walked into the cabin as Sujal saw him there...

Sujal: dad aap...kuch kaam tha kya?

Abhinav: haa beta...waise muje bahot afsos ho raha hai ki parivar me mere aur Daima jaise bade log hone ke bawjud bhi kuch thik nahi ho raha..

Sujal looks up at Abhinav as he puts his pen down..

Sujal: kya matlab..main kuch samja nahin dad

Abhinav: main tumhare aur Kashish ke rishte ke bare me kuch baat karna chahta hoon...aise hi to puri zindagi nahi chalti...koi na koi faisla lena hoga hume..

Sujal: dad..muje is baare me koi baat nahin karni

Abhinav: kal jo kuch bhi mandir me hua uske bad tumhe lagta hai ki main tumse koi sawaal nahi karunga...maine kal sab kuch sun liya tha ...Sujal tum is tarah kaise kar sakte ho Kashish ke saath...

Sujal: aur jo Kashish ne mere saath kiya...Maahi ke saath kiya..uska kya dad..usne humari zindagi barbaad kardi..itna bada dhoka diya usne hume..meri Maahi ko mujse cheen liya..woh sab main kaise bhool sakta hoon dad

Abhinav: agar use tumhe pana hi hota to woh kabhi Maahi ki shaadi tumse hone hi nahi deti...lekin usne sab kuch bhulake Maahi ki khushi dekhi...tumhari khushi dekhi...aur kya hum sab nahi jante ki woh kitna tadpi hai apne pyaar ke liye...hum sab hi kehte the na ki woh koi bad naseeb hoga jo Kashish ke pyaar ko thukra ke gaya...to woh badnaseeb tum kyun banna chahte ho..

Sujal: dad me badnaseeb nahin hoon..balke khushnaseeb hoon ki muje is baat ka pata pehle hi chal gaya..warna shayad aga aur dair hojaati to main aaj bhi dhoke me ji raha hota...aur Kashish ne humari khushi nahin dekhi..balke humare rishte ko uski burri nazar lag gayi..woh yahin chahti hogi ke Maahi is duniya se chali jaaye taki woh muje haasil karsake..aur woh apne maksad mein kamyaab bhi hogayi..sab ki aankhon me dhool jhaunk ke...

Abhinav: tum sach ko sunna hi nahi chahte...nahi tum sach ko apnana...Kashish ne koi dhoka ya jooth nahi bola tumse...usne sirf apne tarike se tumse pyaar kiya hai...kya kabhi usne apne hakk ke liye tumse kuch kaha...kya kabhi Maahi ki jagah li usne...Sujal tum bhul rahe ho ki Kashish ne tumhara haath tab thama jab tum akele ho gaye the zindagi...

Sujal: main kabhi akela nahin tha..mere paas humesha Maahi ki yaadein thi aur rahengi dad..maine yeh shaadi sirf aapke liye ki..aur maine koshish ki thi..Kashish ko khush rakhne ki...par us ne khud hi apna nuksaan kardiya..muje dhoka de kar..ab main usse koi rishta nahin rakhna chahta..

Abhinav: to tumhe karna kya hai Kashish ke saath...puri zindagi use durr rakhna hai ki use aazad kar dena chahte ho is shaadi se..

Sujal: jaisa aap log theek samjen..muje sirf itna pata hai ke main uske saath nahin rehsakta

Abhinav: iska matlab tum use divorce lena chahte ho...

Sujal: shayad yahin sabse behtar tareeka hai..kyunki main Kashish se koi rishta nahin rakhna chahta..to bandhe rehne ka koi faida nahin hai

Abhinav: tum bahot pachtaoge Sujal...aur yaad rakhna iske liye main tumhe kabhi maff nahi karunga...kabhi bhi nahi...tumne mujse meri dono beti ko durr kar diya...tumne Maahi aur Kashish dono ki zindagi ke saath khela hai...

Sujal: maine nahin..balke aapki beti ne meri zindagi ke saath khilwaar kiya hai...usne meri zindagi tabah kardi..tho mein uske saath kaise apni zindagi guzaar sakta hoon..mujhe yeh nahin hoga dad..

Abhinav just looks at him and heads out of the office leaving for home...Sujal watches him leave and then settles back in his seat..closing his eyes..he felt guilty..this was the first time he spoke to Abhinav in this manner..and he felt he got carried away..he decided he would talk to Abhinav tomorrow and apologise for his behaviour..

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Abhinav left the office and was really upset..he sat in the car asking the driver to head home..he felt broken from the inside after the interaction with Sujal.never did he expect Sujal to do something like this..he trusted him and treated him like his own son and in return he got this from him..Abhinav settled back on his seat as all he could think about was Kashish..and how he would break this news to her..that Sujal was thinking about a divorce..he closed his eyes in pain as tears fell down his cheeks..as he arrived home..he wiped his tears and got out of the car..he walked to the house..hesitantly..carrying a big burden on his mind and heart..how would he face Kashish..again he was the cause of Kashish's life getting ruined..how was he going to deal with the pain Kashish would go through when the truth came out..he rang the doorbell..and Kashish came to the door..opening it..when she saw Abhinav looking lost..he looked at Kashish and then lowered his gaze..not meeting her eyes..Kashish looked at him..behaving strangely..as he didn't say a word and just walked inside the house..Kashish followed him inside as he settled on the sofa..clenching his fist as he sat down not knowing what to say

Kashish: Dad...kya baat hai...aap pareshan lag rahe hai...woh Royal Palm Resort ke contract me kuch hua...aap ple tension mat le main aaj hi Mr.Johnson ko mil aaungi...just relax dad..

Abhinav closes his eyes tightly and tries to stop himself from crying yet he couldn't hold his emotions in any longer...

Abhinav: beta..woh...woh..muje maaf kardo..maaf kardo muje beta...maine yeh..yeh theek nahin kiya tumhare saath,,

Kashish: dad...kya aapki ...aapki Sujal se koi baat huyi...

Abhinav: beta woh...Sujal...Sujal ne...woh aisa kaise karsakta hai tumhare saath...kyun nahin samajta woh...

Kashish: Dad...aap phele please shant ho jaiye...hum iske bare me bad me baat karenge..

Abhinav: Kashish wohh.Sujal..Sujal ne...

When suddenly Abhinv's speech starts to falter..he tried to speak yet his words wouldn't leave his mouth..he started to feel dizzy as his head burst with pain..he through his head back..feeling a sharp pain in his head..yet couldnt move his arm or react..Kashish's eyes grew wide in shock..she couldn't believe what was happening..she started panicing..holding onto him

Kashish: dad...aap...aap ko kya ho raha hai...Dad...

He tried to move his arm yet he wasn't able to..his face began to stretch and he was finding it difficult to breath..he broke into sweat..as his body started to shiver with pain...

Kashish: dad...aap chaliye...aap ..main aapko Hospital leke chalti hoon...Driverrr...

The driver rushes in hearing her shout out..he looked at Abhinav worriedly..and then with the help of Kashish..they lead him to the car taking him to the hospital...Kashish sat in with him holding his head in her lap as she gently stroked his hair..crying in the process..worried for Abhinav..she was panicing..hoping that all would be well...they soon arrived at the hospital and Abhinav was taken inside on a stretcher..whilst Kashish rushed in after following Abhinav..he was taken into the Examination Room whilst Kashish had to wait outside..she stood holding onto the wall..crying..she didn't know what to do or expect...she was worried sick...and panicing a lot..when she wiped her tears taking out her mobile..calling Daima...Daima answered the phone..

Daima: Hello..

Kashish: Daima...main Kashish...kya aap..St.Jude aa sakti hai...main dad ke saath yaha hoon...

Daima: kya!!..Kashish beta..kya hua Abhinav ji ko..sab theek to haina..

Kashish: unhe Heart Attack aaya hai...main akeli hoon Daima..main kya karoon..

Daima: beta..beta tum pareshaan mat ho..main aur Sujal abhi aarahe hain haan..tum wahin rukna hum abhi pohanch rahe hain..ghabrana mat..sab kuch theek hoga

Kashish: jee Daima...jaldi aaiye aap..

Daima quickly cuts the call..and calls Sujal in a panic...Sujal who receives the news is shocked..he asks Daima to reach the hospital and he is setting off too..Sujal and Daima arrive at the same time and quickly rush inside the hospital..Sujal enquired about Abhinav in a hurry..when the receptionist pointed him out to the examination room..Daima and Sujal rushed there..when they saw Kashish fall to the ground..screaming in agony..Sujal just stared at her worried when he saw her..and the doctor beside her with his head lowered..Daima rushed to her as she held her from her shoulders..trying to calm her down and ask her what happened..when Sujal rushed to the doctor..

Sujal: doctor..is everything okay?

Doctor: I am Sorry but the patient is no more...

Sujal just looks at the doctor in shock not believing his words..his eyes moving down to a broken Kashish as Daima tried her best to console her..as she had tears in her eyes too..when Sujal looked back..

Sujal: What!!..he's..he's no more..

Doctor: Yes..he is no more...He was in deep shock when he came here with his daughter and he had severe heart attack...I am very sorry...please take care of the rest family...and also proceed to the formalities..

Sujal just backed off..as he stared at the doctor in shock..tears started falling from his eyes as he felt a sense of guilt overcome him..he blamed himself for this..it all happened after that conversation..Sujal settled down on the nearby bench..holding his face in his hands..shaking his head as he silently cried..whilst he heard Kashish's screams..and Daima calming her down..

Daima: Kashish...beta shambhalo khud ko...abhi sab kuch tumhe hi to karna hai...chalo ek bar apne Dad ko aakhri bar nahi dekhogi..

Kashish: daima!!..dad aisa kaise karsakte hain!!..woh muje chod ke nahin ja sakte daima!..nahin ja sakte..kaise jiyungi main dad ke binna..main bilkul akeli rehgayi hoon daima..mera is duniya me koi bhi nahin hai..muje mere dad chaiye daima..muje mere dad chahiye

Daima: tune sahi kaha beta...tu wake me aaj akeli ho gayi...tu aaj jee bhar ke ro sakti hai...tuje koi kuch nahi kahega..

Kashish held on tightly to Daima as she cried in her pain..whilst Sujal just stared at her helplessly..soon the doctor came out..bringing him out of his attention..he stood up and walked inside with the doctor to complete the formalities

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It was a painful night that passed by slowly..Kashish had been crying all night whilst Sujal dealt with the formalities..in the middle of the night they left for home with the body..Kashish was finding it difficult to hold herself together...daima was there all the time to support her..as they prepared for Abhinav's last rituals..they arrived at the place for cremation..Sujal stood still as the pooja went on..in preperation for the cremation..when Kashish walked out with Daima..her eyes fell on Abhinav as she saw him in the distance...and then she ran to him..hugging him tightly...as she cried resting her head on his shoulder..

Kashish: Dad...main aapko kahi nahi jane dungi...pehle Mom..Phir Maahi...aur ab aap bhi mujse ruth ke ja rahe hai...mere bare me to koi sochta bhi nahi..

Sujal just stared at her for a moment when it was time for the last rituals..the pundit walked upto Sujal holding the pot of water..asking him to carry out the last rituals..Sujal walks upto Kashish slowly..and calls out to her...

Sujal: Kashish...antim sanskar karne ka waqt aagaya hai..

Kashish: hmm...janti hoon...lekin mujse yeh nahi hoga..nahi jane de sakti main Dad ko...

Sujal: tumhe yeh karna hoga..unki aatma ko tab tak shanti nahin milegi..jab tak ke hum antim sanskar nahin karlete..

Kashish: hum nahi karte matlab..

Sujal: tumhe mera saath dena hoga..kyunki woh hum dono ke dad thay..isliye

Kashish: tum...tum karoge mere saath...

Sujal: haan..dad yahin chahte honge..

Kashish: hmm...shayad tum sahi keh rahe ho ki itna to hum kar hi sakte hai...chale..

Sujal: chalo..

He looks at her as he takes the pot of water holding it over his left shoulder...whilst he looked at Kashish..she walked beside him as he walked around Abhinav's body..letting the pot drop..the pundit ji passed them the stick that was lit with fire..Sujal looked at Kashish and held it towards her for her to hold too...Kashish looks at him and puts her hand on his which he is holding the fire..Sujal moved his gaze looking ahead as they moved towards Abhinav's body..holding it over the body...setting the body on fire..they stood there for a moment staring at it...placing the stick into the fire..as they settled back watching it..Kashish stood there witth tears in her eyes as she looked at Abhinav...she had lost everything...and was left with nothing anymore...

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A month had gone by since Abhinav's death..within this month..Sujal and Kashish had not been in contact..neither did they see one another...yet Daima would visit Kashish and come to see her quite often...one night..Sujal left the office at 9pm after his meeting in regards to the Royal Palm Resort project which Kashish was first handling..and then Abhinav..Kashish was the one that was in charge of the project..but she had not been attending the office so Sujal had to take over the meetings..yet he needed some documents signing..so after his dinner meeting he left for Kashish's house..he parked outside as he locked the door and headed to the door..he stood outside for a moment..and then finally rang the bell..waiting for a response...Kashish who was sitting in back yard in heavy rain looking at the wall that they used to paint with Maahi and Abhinav when Kashish hears the doorbell realising that it is raining heavily...she gets up while walking towards main door...she waits for a moment and opens the door suprised to find Sujal there ..Sujal just looked at her as she stood there soaked in the rain...his clothes were also wet in the process of waiting for her to open the door...she just stood there staring at him..when he brought her out of his thoughts..

Sujal: kya main andar asakta hoon?

Kashish: hmm..andar aao...

She moved aside letting him in as he walked inside..shaking the rain off his shirt..running his fingers through his hair...

Sujal: woh..royal palm resort ke kuch papers pe muje tumhare signatures chahiye thay..isliye main woh sign karwane aaya tha

Kashish: pehle tum betho to sahi main sign bhi kar dungi...ple have a seat.

Sujal: hmm..thanks...

Sujal heads inside walking into the lounge as he settled on the sofa...trying to dry his shirt in the process...when she walked inside after closing the door..he takes out the file and passes it to her...

Sujal: inpe sign karna hai

Kashish looks at him and sits across him on a chair trying to understand where he needed the sign...Sujal looks at her as she tried to figure it out where to sign...he got up walking towards her...he took the file as he opened it and then leaned beside her pointing out where to sign

Kashish: Sujal..woh pen..main leke aati hoon..

Sujal: mere paas hai...rukko...

He reached out into his pocket..handing her a pen...Kashish looks at him and takes a pen from his hands while her fingers brush with his..He just looks at her for a moment...as she looked back at him..she gasped with the sudden contact whilst her eyes pierced into his...he lowered his gaze with a small sigh...bringing her out of her thoughts as she lnoked down signing the papers...once she was done...she passed him the pen and the file...

Sujal: thanks...main bhi chalta hoon

Kashish: Sujal...is waqt kuch jyada hi barish ho rahi hai...thodi dair ke liye ruk jao...phir chale jana...

Sujal looks at her and then looks out of the window seeing that it was raining heavily...

Sujal: hmmm...theek hai...main ruk jaata hoon...

Kashish: tum betho..waise tumne dinner kiya...

Sujal: haan...main abhi issi project ke silsile me dinner meeting attend karke araha hoon..so i've eaten..

He walks upto the fireplace..settling down infront of the fire..drying his shirt

Kashish: kuch aur to tumhe nahi chahiye na...mera matlab coffee...

Sujal: nahin main theek hoon thanks...agar tumne dinner nahin kiya to tum karlo

Kashish: nahi mera ho gaya shaam ko...

Sujal: hmmm...theek hai...do u have more coal?...this fire is dying down

Kashish: shayad garage me hoga...main leke aati hoon..

Sujal: nahin..rehne do...tum pehle se bheeg chukki ho...it should be ok...its still warm...tum yahan aake beth sakti ho fire ke paas..warna sardi hojayegi tumhe

Kashish looks at him and sits down by the fire looking outside the window...She was lost in her thoughts when Sujal takes her name making her realise..Sujal looks ahead staring into the fire...as he spoke to her...

Sujal: tumne...mujse yeh sach kyun chupaya tha...ke tum mujse...pyar karti thi

Kashish: kyunki jise main pyaar karti hoon woh meri zindagi se chala jata hai...isi liye muje koi hakk hi nahi...bachpan me Mom ke bina ek pal raha nahi jata tha...her waqt mom ke saath uska anchal pakad ke...aur ek din kya hua woh chod ke chali gayi...phir se main akeli pad gayi...phir kitne saaloin ke bad Maahi aayi meri zindagi me...pata hai Sujal Maahi bilkul Mom ki tarah thi...bahot khayal rakhti thi mera..bahot pyar karti thi muje.lekin woh bhi to chali gayi...aur phir Dad...jo aaj mera sahara the ...mere jine ki waje the ..woh bhi muje aise chod ke chale gaye...aur tum..tumne kya kiya Sujal...tum bhi to chod ke chale gaye muje...muje darr lagta hai pyaar ka izhar karne se...kyunki..kyunki upperwale se meri khushi dekhi nahi jati...woh her pal chahta hai ki main ghut ghut ke marke jiu...her waqt..yeh aanshu..yeh udasi...muje khush rehne ka koi hakk nahi ...koi hakk nahi muje khush rehne ka...

Sujal looks at her for a moment as she held onto her arms...tears making there way down her cheeks...

Sujal: sach chupa kar bhi to tumne dard hi haasil kiya hai kashish...agar tumhe izhaar karna aata to shayad aaj tumhari zindagi kuch aur hoti...aur tumhare paas to phir bhi dad aur Maahi the...mera to daima ke alawa koi nahin tha...par tumne khud apni zindagi barbaad ki hai...

Kashish: Sujal...tumne to apne maa baap ko jaan ne se pehle kho diya lekin..lekin kisi ko pane ke bad khona bahot muskil hai...haa main janti hoon ki maine kabhi sach nahi kaha lekin tum meri jagah hote to kya karte...kya Maahi ko hakk nahi tha use uski khushi mile...to bas maine socha kisi ek ki zindagi to barbaad honi hi hai to khud ki kyun nahi...bas kar di maine khud ki zindagi ka sauda..

Sujal: aur tumhare issi saude ki wajah se aaj Maahi...aur dad...dono hume chod ke chale gaye...zindagi meri bhi to barbaad hui hai...main bhi aaj khaali haath hoon...

Kashish: to tumhe kya lagta hai tumhe barbaad karke main aabad hoon...Sujal tum kabhi muje samje hi nahi...jab tumhari aur Maahi ki shaadi huyi usi din maine yeh kasam khayi thi ki yeh raaz hamesha raaz rahega ki main tumse pyaar karti thi...main kabhi Maahi ka ghar todna chahti hi nahi thi balke main to Maahi aur uske pariwar ko her musibat se durr rakhna chahti thi...aur mera yakeen karo agar muje pata hota ki tumhare naseeb me pehli shaadi ki koi kamyabi nahi to main Maahi se lad zagad ke tumse shaadi kar leti...taki aaj tum aur Maahi ek saath khush hote...lekin main kuch nahi kar payi...sab ki zindagi maine barbaad kar di...sabki...main bahot buri hoon Sujal bahot buri...muje..muje jine ka koi hakk nahi...main kyun nahi mar jati...muje marna hai Sujal..

Sujal just looks at her as she sobbed...hysterically moving her hands wanting this pain to leave her...Sujal turned towards her placing his finger on her lips...as he looked into her eyes...

Sujal: chup...bilkul chup...dubara aisi baat apne mun se mat nikalna...jo bach gaya hai tum usse bhi mujse cheen na chahti ho...

Kashish looks at his finger and holds his hand in hers moving down...

Kashish: kiske liye main jiu...kaun hai mera...is char deewar ke bahar koi nahi mera...main ek tanha insaan hoon jo ab zindagi se tang aa gaya hai...kitne samjote kiye maine lekin phir bhi kuch nahi mila muje kuch nahi...sirf aanshu..

Sujal: main abhi bhi zinda hoon...aaj bhi main tumhara pariwar hoon...

Kashish: lekin tum to chahte ho ki main tumhari nazro ke samne kabhi na aau...kitni nafrat hai mere liye tumhare andar...kash mere pass koi hal hota is nafrat ko pyaar me badalne ke liye..

Sujal: main tumse ghussa zaroor tha...par tumse nafrat nahin karta...

He moved his palm...placing it on her cheek...as he rubbed his thumb on her cheek...wiping away her tears...

Kashish: to kyun muje apni zindagi se nikal diya...kya main ek achchi patni nahi thi..

Sujal: maine aisa kabhi nahin kaha...tumne apne saare farz nibhaye...mera saath tab diya jab...main akela tha...par jis tarah se sach mere saamne aaya...mujse bardaasht nahin hua...

Kashish: muje ek bar maff nahi kar sakte tum..main vaada karti hoon Sujal zindagi me kabhi koi sikayat ka mauka tumhe nahi dungi...ek bar to mujpe yakeen karo..mere pyaar pe..

Sujal just looks into her eyes...seeing the pain reflecting in them...as she stared into his eyes...he moved his hand down...placing his hand on her shoulder...as he leaned forward...taking her in his arms...without saying a word...he hugged her tightly...letting her release her pain as he ran his fingers through her hair...Kashish just closed her eyes while wrapping her hands around him tightly...

Kashish: I love you Sujal.. I love you so much..

He closed his eyes as he held onto her...whilst she cried holding onto his shirt...his fingers running through her hair as he tried to calm her down...when he moved back and looked at her...placing his hands on her face..as he looked into her eyes...the tears rolling down her eyes...to her cheeks...stopping on her lips...his gaze followed her tears...when he moved forward slowly towards her...she felt his hot breath near her lips as she closed her eyes...holding onto his hand that he placed on her face...her lips parting slightly in anticipation...he closed his eyes leaning forward...gently pressing his lips over hers...she held her breath back...as he lightly kissed her lips...seeing her tighten his hold on his hand..he leaned in again...kissing her softly...his lips slowly rubbing against hers...after few moments he moved back while looking at her ..her eyes were still closed as she was completly under his spell...she slowly opens her eyes and looks into his eyes..Her tears continued to fall...as she didnt know what to do...the moment he kissed her felt no less than heaven for her...she tried to say something but words seemed to fail...she looked at him as he leaned closer to her...pressing his lips below her ear...as he softly kissed her...moving down...placing a kiss on her neck as she closed her eyes...he looked at her for a moment...her eyes closed and heartbeats raised...he stood up as she opened her eyes and stared at her...when he lifted her in his arms...carrying her up the stairs...the thunder struck...making her hug him tight...he walks her carring her in his arms towards her room...he stood outside the door while opening the door and pushing the door while moving inside...he places her on the bed and sits by her side...her eyes were still num and her hands were cuddled around her knees...He looks at her as he moves towards her...he placed his hand over hers...holding it into his...as he moved it towards him...kissing her palm...he slowly moved his lips up her arm placing gentle kisses on her arm...whilst she shivered under his hold...his lips moved to her shoulder...placing a kiss on her shoulder as his arms brought her closer...his hand moved gently along her back as his lips moved to her neck...when he held the bottom string of her blouse...pulling it open slowly...she feels his fingers brushing on her back...she opens her eyes looking at him while she leans forward putting her head on his chest holding him close to her by opening his button of his shirt...She opens the buttons of his shirt...slipping it of his shoulders..,as he looked down at her...she moved forward...placing her lips on his heart as he closed his eyes momentarily...holding her tightly against him...he opened the strings of her blouse,.gently moving it down from her shoulder...as he kissed her shoulder making her gasp...he slowly moved her down...making her lie down on the bed...as he came over her...looking deep into her eyes...he kissed her eyes...moving down to her nose...reaching her lips again as he kissed them...the passion...running through there bodies...as he kissed her...she held on tight to him as his hand held hers down...she gripped onto him tightly...as he pulled the blanket over them...making her his...her one hand moving over his back...holding him tight..digging her nails inside his back...as the curtains flew...closing upon them as the night pasred by with 2 painful souls became one...