Few Days Later...
Shilpa was very much shocked by her Father's death and was feeling lonely as well... Nikki used to call her everyday but still she was alone...She was cursing herself for whatever she did with Armaan, and Armaan!!!! He was the one who took care of her after shashank's death, It was like his routine that each day after returning from office, he visits her and then go back to his home... He was a great support for her....
"Do din ho gaye... Armaan nahi aye????" Shilpa thought... She was feeling very lonely and the silence at home was killing her, she has become very weak as she was not eating properly since the day shashank died.... What ever she used to eat was with Armaan in the evening during tea time....
"Armaan ko phone karun ya nahi????" she thought....
"Agar busy hue to???? Lekin mein phone kar k kahun gii kya???? Meine jo kuch bhi un k saath kiya pata nahi uss k liye wo mujhe kabhi maaf karein gay bhi ya nahi....Unhun ne mera saath tab diya jab koi umeed he nahi thi.... Pata nahi meri zindagii mujhe kahan le kar ja rahi hai???? kal mein kahan hongi..kuch nahi pata..." A silent tear escaped her eyes...
"M... mein phone try karti hun..." Shilpa thought and dialed his number...
"N...nahi!!!!" She cut it off...
Few minutes later, the phone bell rang....
"Hello???" Shilpa answered the phone...
"Hi!!!!! Shilpa tumne phone kiya tha???" Armaan asked politely..
"How stupid of me.... missed call to uss ke mobile par chali he gai hogi naa..." Shilpa mentally kicked herself for this...
"Shilpa???!!!" Armaan felt something strange...
"Ummm...a...wo meine yeh poochne k liye phone kiya tha k app ki tabeeat to theek hai naa???? I mean app aye nahi do din se..." Shilpa asked with a bit hesitation...
"Oh wo..." Armaan smiled at her concern...
"Actually kuch delegates aye hue hai to uss mein busy ho gaya tha... By the way tum theek ho??? i mean tumhari awaaz se lag raha hai jaise you are not feeling ok..." Armaan asked...
"Chalo.... kum se kum mera itna to khayal hai...." Shilpa again got lost with her thoughts...
"Shilpa!!! mein tumse baat kar raha hun... u ok???" Armaan again asked...
"Haan theek hoon... wo I AM SORRY ARMAAN!!!!" guilt was mentioned in her voice...
"Sorry???? kis liye????" Armaan narrowed his eyes...
"Uss sab k liye jo meine app ke saath kiya..." Shilpa tried to apologize...
"Iss sab ki koi zaroorat nahi hai shilpa!!! wo tumhara bachpana tha.... Khair tum ready rehna... ajj shaam mein, mein aoon gaa to doctor k paas chaelin gay...because i don't think that u r ok..." Armaan tried to close that topic...
"Meine kaha naa mein theek hun..." Shilpa insisted...
"Aur meine kaha naa tum theek nahi ho...be ready!!!! I'll pick you up at 7..." Armaan ordered and put the phone down...
"Yeh samajhta kya hai apne aap ko???? mein kaun hun uss ki jo wo mere liye itna sab kar raha hai???? Shilpa felt irritated...
It was 7 in the evening....
Shilpa was feeling a little fever but she was so much happy to meet Armaan that she didn't care about that, she got dressed and sat on the sofa....
"Aisa kya hai uss mein jo mujhe uss ka intezaar rehta hai... kaun hai wo mera???? Koi nahi.. Phir kyun ek ajeeb si kashish hai uss mein jo mujhe uss ki taraf khechti chali jati hai..." Shilpa again give a thought towards her feelings....
"Hey!!!" Armaan waved as he got inside the living room...
"Hi!!!!!" Shilpa stretched her lips to give a small smile and then looked down....
"So tum ready ho to chalein???" Armaan asked...
"Ummm... meine kaha naa mein theek hun app kyun mujhe fuzul mein doctor ke paas le jana chahte hain????" Shilpa asked with a frown...
"Dekho doctor ke paas to tumhe har haal mein jana hai so no more arguments on this matter, secondly tumne apna kya huliya banaya hua hai??? thoda bahar niklo, taazi hawa khao you will feel better... ek band kamre mein bethe rehne se tum koi asmaan ke taare nahi tor lo gi..." Armaan said in a strict tone...
"Tum!!!!!" Shilpa got up to prove him wrong but felt like falling down once again and fainted....
"Shilpa!!!!" Armaan caught her and tried to wake her up...
"Oh God!!! yeh to behosh ho gai hai!!!" Armaan got worried to see her in that state and at once took her to the doctor...
"Mera itna khayal rakhte hain Armaan... kyun???? Kya wo mujhse???? Nahi!!! Ek beemar insaan ki to koi bhi dekh bhaal karta hai phir mujhe kyun lagta hai k wo mujhse????" Shilpa soliloquized...
"Uss ke baare mein to pata nahi lekin tum uss se pyaar zaroor karne lagi ho.... zra socho, tum wo ho jis ne kabhi kisi ki nahi suni... Humaisha wohi kiya jo tum chahti thi aur aj tumhe uss ka tum par hukum chalana... tumhe haq se kuch karne ko kehna, tumhe acha lagne laga... Tum chahne lagi ho usse.. aur tum chaho na chaho tumhe manna pare gaa k wo tumhari zindagii ka ek bohat eham hissa ban gaya hai..." Shilpa's inner soul told her and disappeared...
Shilpa stared at the sky and smiled... she felt different and light..."I Love Him!!!!!" she whispered with a smile on her face...
Kabhi kabhi zindagii mein mein ek aisa mor ata hai, jab jeene ki koi umeed he nahi rehti... lekin phir ussi mor pe ek aisa raasta bhi mil jaata hai jo na sirf humey jeene ki ek nai wajah deta hai bal ke humari zindagii ko itna khubsoorat bana deta ke har pal Anmol lagne lagta hai!!!!
Aur Shilpa ki zindagii mein wo raasta pyaar ka raasta tha jis ki manzil Armaan Mallik tha!!!!
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"Pagal hai yeh ladki!!!" Armaan thought...
"Attitude problem hai thodi si... par buri nahi hai.." Armaan smiled at his own thought...
"Mein... mein ab theek hun aur mein job karna chahti hun!!!!" Shilpa told Armaan and expected him to stop her from that.....
"Thats Good!!!! Kahan apply kar rahi ho tum job k liye????" Armaan asked while shilpa's face fell down as he didn't even tried to stop her...
"Wo meine abhi socha nahi..." Shilpa replied in a harsh voice...
"Ek baat batao?? tumhari problem kya hai???? Tumhe kyun lagta hai k yeh dunya tumhare hisaab se chale gii... jab chahti ho, jo chahti ho humaisha wohi karti ho, yeh soche samjhe bagair k tumhari kis harqat ka kis par kya asar pare gaa..." Armaan lost his temper when he heard shilpa's harsh voice...
"Mein kyun kisi k baare mein sochun jab koi mere baare mein nahi sochta to..." Shilpa yelled looking in his eyes...
"What????" Armaan narrowed his eyes...
"Kya papa ne mere baare mein socha jo mujhe iss tarah akele chor k chale gaye???? Kaun hai mere paas???? kaun hai mere saath???" Shilpa broke down... now she was crying...
"Shilpa tum kaunsi baat ko kis se jorr rahi ho???? Mein tumhere iss achanak se badalte hue behaviour k baare mein baat kar raha hun..." Armaan didn't let that topic go so easily...
"Ap ko kya farq parta hai mere behavior kis k saath kaisa hai???" Shilpa shouted...
"Farq parta hai!!! Koi tumhare baare mein ulta sedha soche ya bole mujhe farq parta hai!!!!" Armaan shouted...
"Kyun ???? Kya hun mein app ki???? " A tear left shilpa's eyes...
"Tum meri......" Armaan stopped realizing what he was about to say...
"Kya mein app ki???? app mujh pe itna ehsaan kyun kar rahe hain??? ya phir yeh sab kar k mujhe baar baar guilty feel karwana chahte hain uss sab k liye jo meine app k saath kiya???" Hurt was mentioned in her voice...
"Jo tumne kiya usse mein kabhi bhool nahi sakta, aur jo tum kar rahi ho usse hone nahi de sakta... Tum khud dekho kya se kya ban gai ho tum???? ek hasti khelti ladki se ek rude aur arrogant ladki ban gai ho tum!!!!" Armaan said in a loud but calmed voice...
"App saaf saaf kyun nahi bata dete akhir app chahte kya hain mujhse???" Shilpa asked in an irritated tone...
"Shaadi!!!..... Mein tumse shaadi karna chahta hun... Mein nahi jaanta mujhe tumse kab pyaar ho gaya hai aur kaise pyaar ho gaya hai bus itna jaanta hun k aisa ho gaya hai aur ab mein tumhare bagair nahi reh sakta..." Armaan finally confessed...
Shilpa was left stunned with tears glittering in her eyes...
"Shilpa mein tum par kuch bhi force nahi karna chahta... tum sahi ho yeh zindagii tumhari hai... Par tum mera pyaar bhi ho aur jis se mein itna pyaar karta hun, mein uss ke saath kuch bhi ghalat hote hue nahi dekh sakta..." Armaan came close to her and wiped away her tears...
"Tum par koi ehsaan nahi kiya meine... Meine sirf uss ladki ka saath dene ki koshish ki jisse mein bohat pyaar karta hun... Jis ka saath mere liye bohat maane rakhta hai, Jis ki har baat se mujhe farq parta hai, Jis ki har chot par mujhe dard hota hai.... I Love You Shilpa!!!!" Armaan said in a soft voice cupping her face...
"I.... I Love You Too" Those magical words came out straight from her heart through her mouth with a whisper and she immediately hugged him tight whereas he hugged her back with a tight grip on her to never let her go of his life.....
"A true relationship is not like the rain, which pours and goes away...
A true relation is like the air, sometimes silent but always around you!!!!!"
~~THE END~~
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