Reserved!! 😉 Edited!
ok! bhayion aur behnon! (mostly behnon, i think)! Maine ek nayya WORLD RECORD SET KIYA! n (drumroll please)...it is for longest time taken to update an FF!😆 aur acchi baat pata hai kya hai? mujhe iss world record jeetne ke liye zyaada mehnat bhi nahi karni paddi! isn't that great?🤣 ok! before u all gang up n kill me,😆 lemmi tell u that i am (finally) updating this ff, n all thx to the ppl who have been eating my hair out for it! don't wrry! naam nhi bataungi! but u know who u are!😉 ne ways, enuf of my bukbuk! here's the update! btw, iss baar main lambi comments chahti hoon ok?😳
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An SG FF!
"stop if you've considered me your friend even for a moment Gunjan. Stop if you've liked me even for a minute...stop if your heart has ever called out to me..."
I waited, confidently. i knew gunjan better than she knew herself. I knew how helpless she was feeling at the exact moment...yet...there was not a thing i could do for her. i wanted to hug her...comfort her...wrap her in my arms so tightly that she might never leave their boundries... there was so much that I was aching to do and so little that i was able to do.
Just as I had presumed, Gunjan stopped the very next instant. It gave me a slight wavering hope...maybe she didn't COMPLETELY hate me... would she give me another chance? I had to try...
"Gunjan...i've made a lot of mistakes in my life... and the joke I played on you today is one of them..." Gunjan pursed her lips, an overwhelming fury lighting her face. I couldn't help but wince.
i continued on, before gunjan could interrupt.
"i've done a lot of things which i shouldn't have done...but gunjan...kissing u is not one of them! i do not and i will never regret it...as much as you might want me to...because the truth is Gunjan...that I LOVE YOU...i've loved you ever since I first met you... ever since I first set eyes on you... you are the only girl that I have ever fallen for Gunjan... and I realize that now..."
Gunjan's eyes widened in surprise...and was soon replaced with a look of shock, and disbelief.
"LOVE...? How can u POSSIBLY SAY such a thing Samrat?! Oh god! YOU MAKE ME ABSOLUTELY SICK! Tell me Samrat... How many girls have you CHEATED with this same dialogue...tumne koi speech prepare kar li hai kya, k tumhe jo bhi ladki pasand aaye tum issi se flat kar do??! You don't know a damn thing about love!!!"
tears were flooding out of her eyes and she was on her knees, sobbing uncontrollably. I was dazed...in my wildest of nightmares i had not imagined her to say such a thing..." i sauntered toward her and bent down.
"Tumhe lagta hai k main jhoot bol raha hoon Gunjan...?"
She didn't reply.
"Look into my eyes Gunjan..."
She turned away as if she had been slapped. I took her by the shoulders and shook her forcefully...
"you think i'm a player...? tum sachme mere baareme itni GHATIYA baat sochti ho?! Tho let me tell u chashmish...u r absolutely correct. I HAVE hurt a lot of girls...i've played with their emotions...but i've CHANGED gunjan! main sachme badal gayya hoon!! ever since i met u-"
"Cut it out Samrat! i've heard enough of your STUPID EXCUSES! If you had truly changed, you wouldn't have played such a horrible prank on me! You wouldn't have kissed me forcefully!! U WOULN'T BE CONSTANTLY HURTING ME! but no...tum wahi ke wahi rahe samrat..a loser...jo kissi ki bhi dil ke baat nahi samajhta...Forget it...main bhi kisse baat kar rahi hoon? U never understand anything anyways... tho baat karke kya faida?"
It was my turn to be shocked now...
"no gunjan...! it's not like that! main tumhare liye kuch bhi kar-"
"Kya kar sakte ho mere liye Samrat? Siwai dukh aur dard k kya de sakte ho? KUCH NAHI KAR SAKTE TUM SAMRAT! I hate you!!!"
I threw my hands up, frustrated.
"Jhoot!!! Tum phirse jhoot bol rahi ho! U love me too Gunjan... n u know it! Agar mujhpe bharosa nahi hai tho kamse kam apne aap pe tho bharosa karlo! Gunjan...tum apni dil ki baat nahi samajh rahi ho..."
"Nahi Samrat! Tum Galat ho! Tum PHIR galat HI HO! TUM samajh nahi rahe ho! How could u even THINK ke main tumse pyaar karti hoon? You were my FRIEND Samrat...aur tumne kuch aur hi samajh liya! Maine theek samjha... U R SICK! I hate you!!"
Gunjan gave a final cry before she raced away, sobbing.
A crowd had gathered before me, murmurring under their breaths about the war that had just taken place.
I wiped my tear streaked face clean and headed for home. I couldn't concentrate on driving at all. Gunjan's words kept echoing in my head.
She's right...i thought to myself...I've hurt her so badly...she'll never forgive me now...i've lost her forever... How could I have been such an IDIOT?! i told her i love her...? how could i have even thought that she could love a guy like me... i AM a loser...n she's correct in hating me... what have i ever given her that she should like me...?
I was so engrossed in my own thoughts that I did not concentrate on the steep road ahead of me... It was the biggest mistake of my life... The first thing I felt was my head being thrust into the winshield of my car... There was a burst of pain...suffocation... and then..there was white... I felt my eyes being shaded by a large cloud of sleep... Sleep was beckoning me into it's black arms... It was an urge tht was impossible to fight... It was the brief moment before my body collapsed into a heavy sleep that I realized that I might never see Gunjan again...
To be continued...
Precap: SaJan at the hospital!! :D
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Ok guys, I knw that was a very shrt part n u oll are not gunna b happy! But a very big apology from my side...I've been sick for the past couple of days...wuz getting many requests so I decided to update it! Nxt update will come much sooner!! Promise!! Love u all! 🤗
Ciao!
Love,
Sanju
Edited by ---Pari--- - 14 years ago
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