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Hey guys! I've updated the next part so here it is! Be sure to leave ur comments in the thread!! I hope u like it!
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Samrat's POV:
It was dark outside. Rain thundered down on the glass panes. All was quiet. I was waiting. Waiting for Gunjan to fall asleep. I absolutely needed to read the diary. Gunjan was a really private person. She always hid her feelings... even from me. Many times I had wondered exactly what she might be thinking. I never found out. But right now, I could know all her feelings just by reading the diary.
I heard her quiet, even breathing. She had fallen asleep. I creeped out of bed to the cupboard and took the diary. The leather felt cold in my hand. But it was inviting. I Grabbed a flashlight and sat on the kitchen counter. I knew it was wrong. I shouldn't read her diary. I shouldn't. But I had to. I flipped it open to the first page and began to read...
Day 1
Aaj College me mera pehla din tha... aur kaash ke aakhri. Uss college me sab itne bewacoof hai ke main bata nahi sakti. Khaas kar ke ek ladka... Samrat. Bada hero samajhta hai apne aap ko. Pehle mere saare books gira ta hai aur phir maafi bhi itni stupid tarike se maangta hai. Bhagwaan kare ke main usse dubaara nahi miloon. Main yahaan kyun aana chahti thi? Main Morena main hi theek thi. At least wahaan ladke tho shareef the! Mumbai main tho poocho hi mat! Well, Mujhe jaana chahiye. Di bula rahi hai.
Samrat muffled his laughter. He could definately imagine his Chashmish thinking like this!! He continued reading.
Day 2
Yeh Samrat bhi na? Buhot ajeeb hai. Kabhi pen cheenta hai tho kabhi coffee par bulata hai! Par kamaal ke baat tho yeh hai, ke uske peeche ladkiyaan asia padhi hui hai ke pure Morena me bhi nahi hua honge! Pata nahi usme aisi kya baat hai? Jo dekhe behosh ho jaata hai... um... siwai mere. Of course. Main... aur uske peeche paagal. Never. Nope. Not happening! Par shayad mujhe usse maaf kar hi dena chahiye. Nahi? Par main Samrat ke baareme kyun soch rahi hoon?
Samrat smiled. He didnt know Gunjan felt this way about him!
Day 3
Oh No! Buhot baddi galti ho gayyi! Main Music room me ek gaana gun guna rahi thi aur woh shaitaan yahaan bhi aa gayya. Usne mera poora ganna sun liya! Ab main kya karoon?? Soch Gunjan Soch. Woh tho poore college me tindora bajja dega ke main sach much gaa sakti hoon! Kya karoon?? Samrat bhi na? Kabhi nahi Sudrega! ... Phirse Samrat??! Yeh ho kya gayya hai mujhe!!? Uske saat saat main bhi paagal ho gayyi hoon.
'Wow!' Thought Samrat. He didnt know that Gunjan thought about him as well! This was something new!
A Few weeks later
I Can't believe it! Maine actually gana gaa liya! Aur yeh sab Samrat ke waja se! Agar woh nahi hota, tho shayad main kabhi gaa bhi nahi paati. Shayad woh itna bhi bura nahi hai!!
Samrat flipped another page.
Another Few Weeks later
Woh mere saat aisa kaisa kar sakta hai. Ab mujhe sab samajh me aa gayya hai. Samrat ne mera saat sirf iss liye diya kyunki usne ek bet lagai thi. Aur main khamakha soch rahi thi ke woh actually mera dost banna chahta tha. Di hamesha sahi kehti hai. Ladke hamesha ladke hi hote hain... badmaash. Main usse kabhi baat nahi karoongi. Kya samajhta hai apne aap ko?
It was as if a knife had been sliced through his heart when he read those words. How could he do that to his Chashmish. Gunjan had forgiven him for that incident but he still hadn't forgiven himself. He could never forgive himself for all the hurt that he had caused in Gunjan's eyes. Never. He could still imagine her face. Shocked and brokenhearted. Why had he been so selfish?
He pushed away his thoughts and read furthur. This time he flipped to a page near the end... Valentine's day.
Valentine's Day
aaj Valentine's day tha. Actually maine kabhi valentines day nahi manaya hai. Main tho sirf Samrat ke liye uss party me aayi thi. Aur mujhe buhot mazaa bhi aaya. Especially Party ke baad. Samrat mujhe date pe le gayya tha. Hum dono ne ek chai stall me chai pi thi aur phir dinner bhi khaye. Aur finally Ice-cream. Today was the greatest night of my life! Par main kyun hamesha Samrat ke baareme hi baat karti hoon? Kya main usse... pyaar...? Nahi Gunjan. Tu usse pyaar nahi karti. Ok? Woh sirf tera dost hai. Dost. Bas. Woh tere baareme aisa kabhi nahi soch sakta. Theek hai? Par main usse buhot pyaar karti hoon. Tho kya mujhe usse sab kuch bata dena chahiye? Nahi Gunjan. Tu Samrat se kuch nahi bbolegi. Samjhi? Kyunki woh tere baareme aisa feel nahi karta. *Sigh*. Mujhe jaana chahiye. Main baadme likhoonggi.
Samrat almost dropped the diary. His Chashmiksh loved him too. He couldn't believe it. He re read the sentence.
Par main usse buhot pyaar karti hoon
He was elated. He felt like crying. His Chashmish loved him!! Suddenly he heard footsteps. He quickly jumped down from the counter and hid the diary before Gunjan walked in. She was surprised to see him.
'Tum yahaan?' she asked.
'Um... waise tum yahaan kya kar rahi ho?' I replied nervously.
'Uh- main tho paani pine aayi thi.'
Samrat smiled. He grabbed a glass and filled it with cold water.
'Yeh lo.'
'Thx Samrat.' She smiled back and reached out for the glass. Their fingers brushed past each other. A burst of static rushed through both of them. Gunjan gasped and dropped the glass she was holding, making it shatter to bits.
They both immediately bent down and started picking up the glass. Samrat placed his hand on top of hers. She was startled.
'Samrat-' she started.
'Chashmish, tum jaake so jao, main saaf kar doonga.'
gunjan nodded.
'Ok Samrat.'
she glanced down. samrat still hadnt let go of her hand.
'um, Samrat... mera haat tho chodo.'
Samrat flashed back to reality.
'Woh, sorry Chashmish.'
He immediately let go and Gunjan didnt waste a second in getting out of the awkward position.
'Goodnight Samrat. Jaldi se so jaana. Kal tumhaara Basketball match bhi hai.'
Samrat laughed.
'Theek hai meri maa! Abhi aata hoon!'
Gunjan nodded, satisefied and left the room.
End.
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