weekend with rahul muskaan 33!! - Page 8

of course, Shrina!!

Thank god shrina u dint mind i thought u would be angry 😳

awesome part saba...shirna waiting for ur update nowwww.

okayyy...quick question guys....oh and a slightly awkward one. 😳
What do you guys think about me turning my update from a PG to a PG-13?
lol
I've written two versions of the update and I really don't want to offend anyone.
Be honest pleaseeee xxx

Please DO it Shrina!! Many of us even read rated R ff's 😆

Rated R you say??..I'll keep that in mind for they days I have a filthy mind lol 😉

Originally posted by: Shrina1503

Rated R you say??..I'll keep that in mind for they days I have a filthy mind lol 😉

Haha Trust me.. ur not alone in a filthy mind.. we are quite gandi minded oursleves.. and we love reading such things! 😉

Rahul clenched his fists in sheer anger at the turmoil of emotions that spread through him. How can the person he loves so much betray him like this?

Muskaan backed herself up against the wall, her eyes downcast. her breathing shallow from fear and guilt. The knot in her stomach became painful and the lump in her throat stopped her from defending herself because she knew that one word would lead to her breaking down in to pieces.

But how could she possibly defend herself?

"Kyun Muskaan?" His voice was stern, hard and bitter unlike the warmth and sweetness of his voice the other night. The unfamiliarity of it made Muskaan ache'.he was different. and it was all her fault. She didn't say anything.. because she didn't have anything to say.

He walked stiffly to her and smacked his palm against the wall on either side of head resulting in a thunderous clap which echoed across the terrace.

"Kuch bol Muskann.'KYUN?!"

His shouting rang in her ear and she shot her eyes at him in fear and disbelief. He had never spoken to her like this and she could feel his resentment and anger rolling off of him in waves.

She didn't realise she was crying until she felt the familiar sting of her tears as they trickled down her cheek. His proximity and weight burned her in the cold of the evening. Normally she would relish in the warmth that his closeness gave her..but not tonight. She was feeling suffocated. She couldn't breathe.

"M-Mein'.mein" Already her voice was cracking and her tears were flowing.

"'Mein' kya Muskaan?!" He bellowed.

"Mein tumhe phir se khauna nahi chahti thi.. tum jab bhi mujhse door jaathe ho to mein toot jaathi hoon. Tere siva kuch soch nahi pa thi. Tum shayad oos waqt mujhe bhool sakte ho lekin mein bahut kamzor hoon Rahul.....bahut kamzor"

And with that she weeped. Not the playful cries that she used to tease Rahul with to get his sympathy or when she used to hurt herself. She cried out of pain, pain of losing him once again.

Rahul ached seeing her like this. He wanted to hold her and stop her from hurting and tell her everything's going to be okay. With each tear he was losing his resolve and with each sob he was melting....why did he feel like the bad guy when she kept such important news from him?

He breathed in deeply and tried to exhale all his sympathy for her, it was her fault that its been a week since his Dad's in hospital in critical condition and he hasn't even visited yet. What must his family think of him?

"He's my dad Muskaan'mein usko iss halat mein nahi chod sakta" he stated. No emotion. No sympathy. Just matter of fact.

For the first time in a while, he risked looking at her face knowing he would become weak. His hands still clamped on the wall on either side of her face like iron bars. He winced looking at her, she looked the worst that he's ever seen her. Her tear stained face shot straight through his heart'she was pale'really pale. If it was anyone else that made her feel this way he'd swear on her life that he'd beat them until they lost the will to live.

But what can he do now?

"Mujhe pata hai'.I'm sorry" She whispered through her sobs. "So sorry'"

Rahul avoided her gaze....he couldn't look her in the eyes...not now. He freed her from his iron prison and stepped back. "Meri flight aaj raath ko gyaara baaje hai....mujhe jaana hoga"

Muskaan's eyes shot up at him in agony....but then she looked down in understanding.

"Vapas kab aawoge" She whispered...closing her eyes to brace herself for his answer.

"Pata nahi" Rahul saw it wasn't the answer she wanted to hear.....even though her eyes were closed her body convulsed at his response. She pressed herself against the wall for support....emotionally and physically.

"Mujhe maaf karo'" Her eyes were squeezed shut....and her voice was still cracking.

Rahul was shattering in to pieces.....how can he tell her that no matter what she did.....she was always forgiven......and she was always his?

But he had to fight this......she had crossed all limits by keeping this from him and she had to know that.........no matter how much he wanted to hold her right now.

Muskaan opened her eyes and walk towards him.....searching his eyes for any hope of forgiveness. Suddenly she wrapped her arms around his neck so forcefully that he had to regain his balance. She squeezed him harder, silently begging him to return the gesture.....to show some affection.......anything.

But he never did.

His hands stayed limp at his sides.

"Please Rahul.....mujhe maaf karo'"

He knew he didn't have to say anything'just holding her would let her know she was forgiven. But did he want her to know she was forgiven?

She pulled at his labcoat so his body pressed closer to hers but to no avail. He was rigid and the part of Muskaan that couldn't take no for answer carried on trying until leaned forward and brushed her lips against his.

If Rahul wasn't already frozen he most definitely was now as her warm lips pressed against his slowly. To test his reaction...to dip her toe in the water to see how cold it is.

"Nahi Muskaan" He whispered against her lips. But he wasn't fooling anyone. His frozen voice melted and his response wasn't as reprimanding as he wanted it to be and even though her eyes were closed she could sense his weakness.

Why is she doing this??

But she didn't stop, and he knew she wouldn't. She moved her lips to his bottom lip and grabbed it in between hers, sucking softly and lightly. But Rahul couldn't move.

Because he was focusing on anything else but her lips on his and the soft heat of her body which was clamped to his.

Then she moved to his upper lip and forced her bottom in between his lips. Rahul grasped for control.

......until he broke.

He brought his hand up to her back and pulled her to him roughly, crushing his lips against her. All the air left their lungs and they were both writhing against each other. The force of their kiss leaving them both weak as they pressed their mouths against each other harder. Rahul walked her backward to the brick wall again to gain some kind of support and with that he felt Muskaan's tongue. Normally he would stop, tell her it wasn't right, but he couldn't'.he was too far gone to care and if anything he was silently begging her to keep going.

He darted his tongue out to lick hers and she moaned softly. Rahul pulled her impossibly tighter, satisfied that she was enjoying this as much as he was as he carried on forcing himself into her warm mouth.

He was overwhelmed'her taste'her smell'her warmth and her sound gave him a sensory overload that he wasn't prepared for.

He held his body impossibly closer while he urgently pressed against her tongue with hers. She was so sandwiched between him and the wall that Rahul knew it had to hurt, but she just kept pulling him closer and tilting her head to deepen the kiss further. He darted his tongue out to lick hers and she moaned softly, leaving Rahul satisfied that she was enjoying this as much as he was. He knew he was pulling and tugging and pressing as much as she was, and being too rough with her. But he couldn't restrain the need to take as much of her in as possible before he left. The time ahead was going to be difficult and he wanted to absorb all of his girl as much as he could before he left'for however long he left for.

And for the first time ever, H finally allowed himself to really feel all of Muskaan against him. Her soft curves pressed against his hard body made him groan in to her mouth as he thought about how sexy she really was. He tried to get rid of these thoughts as soon as they came to him before'but he couldn't help himself tonight'.and she didn't want him to.

Rahul's throaty groan was something Muskaan only heard when things went too far. She also knew that this definitely was'.too far. But the thought of him accepting her left her euphoric and she couldn't stop. She was so happy that she sighed in to him.

Rahul mistook her sigh for discomfort as his weight was completely on her so he raised his palms and clamped them against the wall on either side of her head like before. But this time it wasn't an iron prison'.

"Rahul'" Muskaan moaned in annoyance'.she hated the distance between them now so she pulled her arms up to grab Rahul's wrists and pull them down so that his hands were wrapped firmly against her body. She moaned softly again while fisting her hand into Rahul's hair and tiltng her head to the side to plunge deeper into the kiss.

They were both breathing raggedly and panting hot breath into each other's mouths. Pulling'.tugging and pressing they continued their desperate kissing under the cover of the darkness of the terrace with just the moon and the stars to illuminate each other.

But he couldn't breathe. And he could feel her panting beneath him'.gasping for air. So he moved from her lips to her neck'.gulping down her sweet honey and vanilla scent and the cold air surrounding them. He left her with hot, wet kisses'.licking and sucking until she whimpered from lust causing him to growl in to her neck.

But this had to stop now and as always he was the only one who was strong enough to do it'.they had gone too far as it is. So Rahul lifted himself off of her neck and freed himself fromher hands which had been fisting his hair.

He whispered into her swollen red lips "Mujhe ab jaana hoga".

She shook her head and arched her back up off the wall and in to his chest. Begging for more time.. begging for any time. But he only dropped his head down to her neck and shook it.

"Bas Muskaan"

They looked in to each others eyes in silence trying to regain their breath. Muskaan didn't feel ashamed or shy, she felt desperate. But she knew he had to go.

Rahul saw her helplessness and cupped her face gently, "Muskaan mera yakeen karo mein jaldi vapa aawoonga..tere liye. Tum jitni kamzor ho ootna hi mein kamzor hoon. Teri yaad hamesha mere saath hogi. Aur phir bhi hum text aur phone bhi to karenge."

Muskaan looked at him in her adorable pouty way "Promise?" and with one last kiss on the lips he promised her.

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

Rahul reached for his pager,

'There is a taxi waiting for you downstairs Mr Garewal'

They both read the message together and gave each other a final look. He gave her a tight hug and inhaled as much of her smell as he could while she relished in his touch.

And then he was gone.

Leaving her vulnerable to the cold night air'.on the terrace'.alone'..again'.

She made her way down to the locker room and packed away her labcoat and stethoscope to get ready to go home. She felt emoti- *BEEP BEEP*

*Text Message* from Rahul

I can still smell your hair.

She couldn't help but smile and rested her head against the lockers. She text back saying:

I can still feel your touch.

She finally packed up an- *BEEP BEEP*

*Text Message* from Rahul

I can still taste your lips.

Okay guys here it is!!...sorry its sooooooooooo long and soooooooooooooooooooo late. I really hope its okay...I havent read through it to check for mistakes so ur going to have to forgive me.....

Please comment and let me know what you think. I was a bit nervous because this is a pretty errr risky update and contains kind of adult(ish) themes so ur feedback is appreciated!!

Love Shrina xxx

OMG shrina why did the part end ??????☺️.Loved ur update !
i want to read more....koi jaldi se cont karo ☺️☺️☺️

Originally posted by: sweetsugar

OMG shrina why did the part end ??????☺️.Loved ur update !
i want to read more....koi jaldi se cont karo ☺️☺️☺️

Hawww!! THANK GOD! someone liked it!!

You always comment and I wanna say a BIG thank you....MWAH!