ff:-(mjht)lov beyond boundries(part17,)(pg75)pls c - Page 51

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SCENE I

FLASHBACK

(BY GUNJAN)

(ONE YEAR BACK)

>>

"DANG IT"

Saying so , I threw away my mobile , which crashed on the floor splitting in abt a dozn pieces..

Never b4 had I ever been so violent in my life..

Benji="gunjan tu yeh kya kar rahi hai.. dekh un logon ko kuch ni hoga"

His viose broke in the end , so he stopped..

I felt the strange itching at the corners of my eyes again.as the tear glands threatened to wage a wet war against me..

"NOOO"

I screamed' rubbing my eyes even before any tear could mark it..

No I was not going to cry .. crying will mean acceptance,and I'll never except or believe in what mayank was saying to me

He was wrong n he was an idiot..

A soft touch across my shoulder interrupted my mental monologue..

My heart leaped , it was him.. he was back my samrat was back'

Now I will prove mayank wrong n spank him hard across his head'

I turned.. a little too fast then too what would have been advisable..

So obviously I swayed n fell forward..

Mayank caught me..

Oh so the person I had thought to be samrat , was mayank only

Desperation washed through me again.

No no no no no..

M== Gunjan

I slapped him n slapped him hard..

I never realized that my eyes were wet..

Uday== GUNJAN tu yeh kya kar rahi hai???

M= pls gunjan mer baat..

I slapped him again .. no I wasn't going to allow him to say those dreadful words again'

He kept looking at me , his eyes bloodshot n blank n his face expressionless..

He lloked so darn strange.. it was as if he was too tired..

No it was as if he had died..

Yes only a dead person can have a face soo devoid of colour..

He closed his eyes n inhaled deeply .. another tear emerged from his closed eyes..

I was wrong his face did have a clolour.. it was red..

Oh no that was the colour of his cheek because I had slapped him just now..

The imprints of my fingers were etched clearly across his unusually pale skin'

He opened his eyes and they were not blank anymore'.but they contained a strange kind of emotion.. they narrowed in an unfathomable way'it was as if he was willing me to understand, taking aid from his eyes..

May be he knew that I would slap him again if he ever dared to open his mouth again'

And we stood there like that..

He willing me to understand..

N I trying my best to murder him on the spot through my glares..

None of us successeded though..

Time was running..

U== mayank pls lets goo' we need to find what happened to them pls lets lets go..leave her..

Mayank blinked and stepped away from me slowly '

He was going' going to search my love n my two sisters among dead, burned , broken n blackened remains of people'

I held his arm'

G== no pls mayank nahin,,, meri baat mano aisa nahin ho sakta ,, di , samrat.. un logon ko kuch ni ho sakta mayank pls listen to me pls'

Mayank looked at me , his eyes had gone blank again n this terrifed me even more..

G= mayank samrat talked to me just minutes b4 he entered the bakery .. he was fine perfectly fine'belive me they aren't dead they cant be dead'may be hurt but not dead,'..

He didn't turn n his eyes felt hard on me..

I thought he would just wring himself free from my hold n walk off from there'

But he answered me.. in a viose soo dead that I was instantly afraid of him..

M=we have searched every hospital in the city gunjan''for the past two days n have found nothing.. u didn't let us check the dead people b4.. but now we have no option..

Mayank held me tightly then

M== gunjan . I was talking to nupur when the blast took place.. they were there only on the road .. on that damm road in front of bakery where the blast took place'

Samrat was in the bakery buying another cake'

GUNJAN

For all I know

There is no damm chance that any of thm is alive'

I slapped him again then n kept on beating him until uday bhaiya freed me from him..

I stumbled on the floor then ,, completely giving in too weeping '

I saw them walk out of the door.. to find the dead remains of my family'

Scene 2>>

(FLASHBACK 2)

(BY GUNJAN)

I had no idea how long it had been since I had been crying like this cuddled over the floor..

But I just kept crying ..

The way mayank had said it .. he belived they were dead he actually belived they were dead..

N if he really believed this

Then what hope could I have??

Pain .terrible wrenching pain blistered through my veins

Samrat was gone n with him he had taken a part of my soul..

Di di was gone too .. what abt anshu ' I know how much my di n mayank had dreamed for their baby boy.. but what now ?? I was I going to exist without her???

Dia??

Dia was she no more too ..

What if all this was really true

What if none of them was ever coming back???

Could I live with it???

NOOOOOO

I wont live without them,,I will die to .. n go to them

I wasn't going to stay here..

I weeped some more.. willing my tears too free my body of this unendurable pain..

I felt someone else sobb behind me..

N then I felt a soft hand caressing my head..

I looked up n saw shilpa aunty kneeling beside me ..

Why the hell did she look so blurred

Oh I was crying like hell .. may be that is why'.

Sa=gunjan beta khadi ho.. bas bahut ho gaya ..

She made me stand on my feet n wiped my eyes clean..

Her eyes were bloodshot too..

Anshu ,, he was with aunty..

G= aunty anshu kahan hai??

My voice felt like a mere whisper..

Sa= tumhare kamre mein soo raha hai..

Gunjan idhar aa mere paas , yahan baith

She led me to th near by couch n I sat their beside her..

Sa== gunjan. Mein jaanti hun k yeh sab bahut mushkil hai.. lekin ttu to meri bahadur bachi hai na??? vaada kar mujh se k ab chahe job hi ho tu koi galat kadam nahin uthayegi.. apne liye nahin to anshu k liye.. ab vo tera beta hai gunjan .. aur tu apne bache ko chod ke nahin jayegi..

I kept looking at her as the weight of what she had said hit me hard..

Yes I was anshu's mother now if di was' was' dead..

So I cant die..

That thought turned me into stone n I just kept looking at nothing ..

For anshu I would have too live ..

I cant die that means I couldn't take the easier rout out of this damm pain..

As I thought this I felt my nerves freeze over '

N slowly n slowly I an abrupt numbness took over me completely'

I no longer felt human..

Door bell rang then.. shilpa aunty got up to open the door.. I held her hand..

Intuition told me that this was mayank n others..

N I needed to face them as soon as possible..

G= aunty mein dekhti hun

Quiet robotically I moved towards the door n opened it..

Yes I was right it was mayank n uday

They were standing in the dorrway completely drenched in water n '. Well n blood..

G==kya hua(I asked in a detached voice)

M== I was right .. samrat n nupur r dead' n we cant get their dead bodies as they were too near to the bomb blast..

One of the seriously injured victim recoganised their photo.. n he said that he saw both of them getting disintegrated into pieces before his own eyes'

Numbness over powered my brain as I stepped back n let them in ..

Mayank looked numb too but still he was shivering terribly ..

Uday bahiya dashed towards their room ' I knew he was going to cry his eyes out in his room ..

I remembered then that benji was not with them

G== mayank benji kahan hai???

M== dia is alive though barley ' doctors say it is very bleak chance that she would survive.. he is with her .. we both came home to take u both with us to her'

I looked at him n he kept looking at me..

I was numbness glad n that was good may be it kept the pain away n that was all I needed .. mayank didn't look much different from me..

We both knew that our lives had finished completely..

There was hardly any point for us to exist ..

But we do have too exist.. for anshu ..

M== gunjan anshu kahan hai

G== mere kamre mein so raha hai

M== I need ur help in bringing him up.. his mother will no longer be there for him..

G== yes she will .. I am his mother now..

N with that I did something that mayank may have never expected from me

I fainted

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yeh sab kya ho raha hai
kyun ho raha hai
bechari gunjan
numbness is the easiest way to feel less pain
only for some time
because later on all the emotions take a heavy effects on u
this exactly what led to gunjans faintness i guess.
and the most hear wretching part was when- mayank telling gunjan that "One of the seriously injured victim recoganised their photo.. n he said that he saw both of them getting disintegrated into pieces before his own eyes'"😭😭😭
that was the most painful for any dear one to hear

what must be benji feeling too with diya
bechara uday he lost his innocence

i hope sare raaz bahar nikal aaye

excellent update
continue soon

bhagwan kare phir se koi tujhe dhamki de aur tu jaldi se update kare😉
by god u r almost getting lazy as me😆