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Part-6

mayu came down taking dia in his arms for breakfast,…..they were both laughing,smiling,playing but the moment he saw nupur his expression turned into the hurt one……..only he knew how much he loved her……he was angry at himself for letting her go…….but then she never thought about him..she hid the fact that he has the symbol of their love on this earth………the truth was he could never hate her………..he has enjoyed every relation with her……he has been her best friend and offered him his shoulder to her to cry when she needed it……he has been a true lover and made love to her so passionately like no one could…..almost at every weird place ……..he has been a devoted husband who never thought about any girl except her………and now he is the father of her child …..their child……..

He always cared for her……..he never wanted her physically…..physical relation was just a way for him to show his love…….but in return what he got was betrayal,lies and loneliness…….he started regretting his love,his marriage,his consummation……..everything……..he couldn't forget what she did to him…..the day when he saw her at his door ………he was overwhelmed he wanted to take her in his arms and love her like never before……..but then those memories came back……today he is there with her just for the sake of dia but somewhere he knows that when he touched her last night she again ignited those feelings and passion within him which he had curbed inside his heart……..but then the truth will remain the same that she betrayed him…left him alone….even though they took vows to spend whole life together……to be there with each other even with grey hair….and wrinkled skin…… she left him…she wasn't even able to live few moments with him how could she'll live with him till eternity and he will never forgive her….he wasn't able to hold his daughter when she was born,to see her growing up….when she started spelling the names……and its just because of nupur……MAYBE…he is being punished for loving her………

nupur saw his hurt expression and averted her gaze,……..it hurts seeing him in pain…..and knowing that she is the reason for those painful eyes……….

mayu thought: Love is the most wonderful thing on earth.It is the most depressing one too...but still we go behind it.Its like a rose...beautiful to be seen..but hurting with its thorns…..while on the other hand nupur thought

nupur thought: &nbs p; Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs....

they thoughts was interrupted by dia who was whining to go outside…….

mayu saw her daughters angelic face and forgot all the pain love gave him…..

mayu(to dia):awweeeeee my baby wants to go out,we'll go in the garden and play but first lets grab the breakfast……..
He made dia sit on his lap and started feeding dia and himself……..nupur felt left out….why is he being so rude to her…..yesterday night didn't matter to him at all???WHY???? is Falling in love is a big mistake???? Love really make people mad?What is the theory of love?Why "Some" people ONLY put themselves into the biggest test of their lives which is called DEATH ! why love...

mayu wiped dia's mouth and took her in the garden without even looking at nupur…it hurts knowing. ur love is so close to you,but still far away….you cant even hold your love and cry…..IT HURTS…..

nupur stood near window watching her daughter and the love of her life,her husband playing………

She remembered how they use to play like children, how they were so passionate very much in love …….tears welled up in her eyes…..suddenly mayu's gaze fell upon nupur…her tears sank his heart….he wanted to look away but was compelled by a force to look at her…..he wanted to offer his shoulder but then nothing was same……they both stared into each others eyes……..looking for love,answers……they both were silent but yet everything was audible to them………nupur turned round to a corner and slid down to the walls hugging her knees crying her eyes out……..mayu also turned away…..with moist eyes……..there was only one question in their mind WHY ARE THEY SO HELPLESS????

Somewhere in the background a song is being played:

"sau dard hain,sau rahte
Sab mila dil nasheen ek tu hi nahi……."