Part 23
Riddhima entered her house in a daze. She had no idea how she had made the trip from her college to her home, all she could think of was the confrontation with Armaan and the realization that they had broken up. Was it so easy for him????? Could he forget the last four months so quickly and move on?????? Her heart and mind both shouted No and refused to believe it, but he had still gone and did it. He had trusted Sumit over her, had'nt he??? He did'nt even give her a chance to explain herself or listen to what she had to say. Is this the trust that he had in her????? Was their relationship so weak that a guy like Sumit could take advantage of it and break them up so easily??????
Her mind boggled with all the questions and she lay down on her bed with her eyes shut trying to block out all thoughts. But still flashes of Sumit, Armaan and she fighting came back to her, and the harder she tried to forget it, the more it hurt and soon she was sobbing clutching on to her pillow for support.
Meanwhile downstairs Anjali was a bit surprised to find the main door opened. She had just got up from taking a nap and wondered who had come, Atul or Riddhima. Neither one of them was careless to leave the door open. Seeing the time she guessed it to be Riddhima, back from her college. Maybe she had left it open by accident, thinking so Anjali closed the door and went to Riddhima's room.
Anjali was shocked when she saw the state Riddhima was in when she entered the room. "Ridzie" Anjali called out as she walked to the bed and sat down on its edge. Riddhima looked up from her pillow and Anjali's heart went out to her as she saw the tear stained face and red eyes. Riddhima kept her head on her sister's lap taking care not to hurt the slight swell of her stomach. Hoping to gain some relief from her sister's presence Riddhima buried her head further in Anjali's lap and continued to sob while Anjali patted her head soothingly and waited patiently for Riddhima to calm down and tell her what the matter was.
After sometime when Anjali was sure that Riddhima had stopped crying she tentatively called out to her,"Ridzie, what happened?". In response Riddhima just sniffed loudly and pressed her face in Anjali's lap.
Anjali tried again,"Ridzie, please tell me what happened?".
Riddhima refused to budge. It looked like all she wanted to do was cry and be miserable. Anjali became a bit frantic with Riddhima's unresponsiveness. She could not think of anything that would hurt Riddhima so much that she would not even like to speak about it. But Anjali knew she had to make Riddhima talk someway or the other. Talking about problems helps relieve the burden from your heart and solutions can also be found.
"Ouch" Anjali faked a cry and Riddhima immediately looked up in alarm. She touched Anjali's belly to make sure the baby was fine while Anjali smiled at Riddhima's concern and grabbed the oppurtunity to talk to her.
"Ridzie, baby ne abhi mujhe kick kiya, woh keh raha hai, mumma aap maasi ko kyu rula rahe ho?" Anjali said.
Riddhima managed a small smile listening to Anjali and placed a kiss on her belly,"Baby, aapki mumma bahut achi hai, woh kabhi kissi ko rula nahi sakti".
"To phir maasi aap kyu ro rahi ho?" Anjali still continued talking to Riddhima in the same manner hoping that Riddhima would divulge why she was so upset.
"Main nahi ro rahi baby, dekho" Riddhima said wiping her tears and trying to smile.
"Ridzie, you can fool the baby, not the mother" Anjali said and continued,"Now tell me what happened".
Riddhima's face fell when she heard Anjali and she remembered all that had happened a few hours ago. God, did it happen only a few hours back, then why did it feel like a lifetime. Why was she hoping to get up and realize that this was a dream, a very bad dream. Why was she wishing for her phone to ring and Armaan to call her like he always does at this time and tell her that he was joking, that all of this was an act.
Seeing that her sister was still waiting for her, Riddhima took a long breath and in a monotonous tone narrated everything that had occured in college, and when she reached the end she could not help crying and burst into tears remembering that the dream that she had been living with Armaan was shattered. Anjali's eyes widened when she heard Riddhima and enveloping her in a hug tried to soothe her although even she knew that it was hard, because this time words would not work. Words never work when the heart is at stake.
"Sshhh Ridzie, hush, please stop crying now" Anjali rubbed Riddhima's back in an effort to calm her.
"Di......it was.....hic.......it was so easy........hic.........easy for him" Riddhima said hicupping due to all the crying.
"Ridzie, how can you say it was easy for him? Armaan loves you a lot, I know he should have listened to you but the guy only saw what was shown to him, he does not know the whole truth, even he was tricked by Sumit" Anjali reassured her.
"Di, but he broke up with me, and believed that Sumit. He did not even listen to me".
"Ridzie, I know what he did was wrong, but I am sure there must be a reason for all of this. I am sure even he is not happy right now, you have to talk to him".
"No i won't, he was the one who broke up with me, why should I talk to him?" Riddhima said getting angry.
Anjali sighed. If there is something she could not beat, it was her sister's damn ego. Even now, after crying for hours her ego refuses to bow down.
"Ridzie, pyaar main ego ki jagah nahi hai. Don't let your ego come in the way of your and Armaan's happiness" Anjali advised,"Why did you not tell him the truth about Sumit in the first place??? Hell, you did not even tell me that disgusting chap was in your college. I told you that we should have reported him to the police but noooo, you thought that he had had a stupid memory loss. That guy is so smart that he wiggled his way out of the mess 3 years back and today he managed to create a rift between you and Armaan. Don't you think that Armaan should be told all this??? He deserves to know Ridzie, he is your boyfriend and he believes himself to be Sumit's friend".
"Armaan will never believe all of this Di, he did not even want to listen to me".
"Ridzie, ho sakta hain, woh gussa ho, gusse main log stupid stupid baatein keh dete hain, call him up and talk to him, I am sure that she will listen to you".
"Nahi Di, agar usse gussa aa sakta hain, to mujhe bhi aa sakta hain. I don't need him" Riddhima said stubbornly.
"Fine Ridzie, I just don't want you to regret your decision" Anjali gave up and walked out of the room but stopped and said,"And by the way, main Atul ko uss Sumit ke baare main batane waali hoon, and I am gonna make sure that he is suspended forever from the college".
"But Di.........".
"No buts Ridzie, I am not letting him go, this time he has gone too far. Neways I am sure he does not have a clean record as it is, Atul will handle everything" saying so Anjali walked out of the room.
Armaan trudged up the stairs and entered his apartment to find it empty. Hardly caring about Rahul's whereabouts he slumped on the sofa and for the first time thought about all that had happened. And as he recounted the day's events, realization struck him. Oh my God, what had he gone and done. He had broken up with Riddhima!!!!!! How could he just give Riddhima such an ultimatum?????? How could he just tell her that they were over????? Over????? They could never be over!!!!!!! His love for her was too strong to go away, ever.
Then why, why had he done it????? Just because she had gone and hit Sumit????? But that was not a very small issue, how could he just stand there and let her insult one of his friends?????? But she had to have a valid reason????? But if she had a problem with Sumit, then she should have come to him. He could have solved it in a better manner, there was no need to pick up a fight with Sumit. And the way Sumit was asking for forgiveness, she hardly cared. But I did'nt even give her a chance to explain herself, she wanted to say something.
Armaan's mind and heart were at war and he felt like wrenching them both out of his body and throwing them away. Atleast then maybe this pain, this huge great pain may go away and he may be at peace. But deep down, deep down in his heart Armaan knew, he knew that he will never be in peace until he sees and talk to Riddhima. At once he picked up the phone to call her and apologize for his behaviour and even give her a chance to explain her actions. But his mind stopped him. Why should he call????? Did she even bother to call and tell him what had happened????? No, she did not. Even though, she was at fault here. Why should he always call her?????
This time he won't. This time, it will have to be her to make the first move and explain herself. He had given her enough chances to be comfortable with Sumit, but still she never relented. Nor did she ever tell him the reason for her weird behaviour. Making up his mind Armaan kept the phone down and laid down on the sofa itself. Trying to block out all Riddhima's thoughts, he shut his eyes and tried to sleep.
Rahul entered the apartment tired to the bone. The day had not been a very promising one, although it had started well but hearing about Armaan and Riddhima's fight and sudden break up from Muskaan had put a damper to his thoughts. For the life of him, he could not understand why his best buddy had gone and destroyed his own happiness with his own hands. Armaan had changed completely after being with Riddhima. The guy who only smiled for a reason changed from to the guy who had a permanent grin on his face and all this was just because of Riddhima.
He found Armaan sleeping on the sofa and sighed. Even in sleep he looked disturbed, and Rahul knew the exact reason for that. Thanks to his gigantic ego, he was sure that Armaan had not tried to call Riddhima up even if he had been dying to talk to her. Why else would the chap be sleeping at 7pm in the evening. Rahul decided to give Armaan sometime before trying to knock sense into him.
Atul switched on the lights in Riddhima's room to find her sleeping clutching on to the teddy he had got her on her last birthday. He just stood near the door and watched Riddhima sleeping. This was his little sister. He had never considered her anything else other than that. Even before he and Anjali had started dating officially, he had taken a liking to her and they had bonded well. She had never been just Anjali's little sister to him, but much more than that. She had unknowingly filled the void in him by being a sibling and loving him as her brother.
He hated seeing her in such pain and distress and no matter how angry he was with this Armaan guy, he still had to set things right just to see her happy again. He knew love was'nt easy, hell, even his and Anjali's love story had'nt been a joy ride. You always had to endure some pain to be happy in love. But it was his job to reduce Riddhima's pain and help her the best way he could. And according to Anjali, this Armaan did love Riddhima a lot. Although he had his doubts on the chap, at the end of the day he wanted Riddhima to be happy. He walked upto her and placed a hand on her head.
Being a light sleeper Riddhima immediately got up and squinted her eyes to make out Atul's form before her,"Jijs???" she muttered sleepily.
"Hey Ridzie, sorry, maine tumhe jaga diya".
"Its ok jijs, did you just get back?".
"Yup, I talked to your Di" Atul mentioned lightly hoping to have a talk with her.
"Oh! She told you?".
Atul nodded in a yes and raised his eyebrows in question. In answer Riddhima shifted to make space for him and soon they both were sitting on her bed, head resting on the headboard.
"So, you really love this guy huh??? Armaan???" Atul started.
Riddhima nodded and then kep her head on Atul's shoulder for support. Atul wrapped his arm around her and continued to talk,"Ridzie, why did you not tell me about this Sumit person???".
"Jijs, it had happened 3 years ago, it did not matter" Riddhima protested.
"It did matter Ridzie, he tried to harm you and moreover he was in your college all this time. Neways, what is done is done. You are not going to college till I take care of him and send him to a completely different planet, away from you, understand" Atul instucted.
"Yes jijs" Riddhima agreed.
"Ridzie, about this guy, I am sure he will come around" Atul said in a softer tone. Riddhima looked up at him in surprise and then gave a small giggle, her first in a long time,"Di told you to tell this, did'nt she?".
Atul gave up the act,"Yes your Di convinced me as usual, otherwise if it was upto me, I would go and hit him black and blue for making my princess cry".
"He is not a bad guy jijs" Riddhima said softly.
"I know Ridzie, he loves you, how can he be bad??? And neways even I have made Anjali cry a few times so I guess all guys are somewhat of a jerk".
Riddhima smiled at him and nodded.
"Things will work out, don't worry. Now go to sleep, sweet dreams" saying so Atul kissed her on the forehead and switching off the lights walked out.
Next Morning..............
Rahul had been trying to talk to Armaan but the latter was very clever at dodging him and his questions. In the end Rahul gave up and hoped that Armaan would let go of his massive ego when he saw Riddhima in the college today. Both of them entered the class to find the seat occupied by Riddhima and Muskaan empty. Looking away Armaan walked to the back of the classroom and sat on a seat which blocked all sights of the girl's seat. Rahul shook his head in desperation and followed him with a frown.
After sometime Muskaan entered the class and even though he tried to stop himself Armaan lifted his gaze to catch a glimpse of Riddhima. But he was surprised that she was not there and craning his head he looked at the class to see if she was elsewhere. But it looked like Riddhima had not come to the college. Dejected he opened his book and started reading a random page.
Rahul did not miss Armaan's actions and it took a lot of his control to not bang his friends head against the table for his stupidity. Thinking of leaving Armaan in his self created misery Rahul got up and went and sat beside Muskaan. Muskaan looked up surprised when she saw Rahul sit beside her and then looked behind to see the disappointed look on Armaan's face.
"Um Rahul, tu jaake Armaan ke saath baith na" Muskaan tried to convince Rahul to sit with him.
"Mujhe uss idiot ke saath nahi baithna, samajhta kya hai khud ko, kissi ko bhi hurt kar sakta hai" Rahul protested.
"Rahul, please, abhi jaakar Armaan ke saath baith jao, abhi usse tumhari zaroorat hain, please Rahul, he needs you" Muskaan pleaded.
Rahul looked at Muskaan's pleading face and agreed half heartedly. Muskaan beamed at him and squeezing his hand a bit waved him away. Armaan brightened up when Rahul came and sat next to him. Rahul gave a half smile which soon faded away when he saw Sumit approaching them. He had no idea what had occured between Armaan, Sumit and Riddhima, but the chap was somewhat responsible for their break up and for Rahul it was enough to be hostile towards him.
Indicating one of the guys sitting in the front to take care of Sumit, Rahul distracted Armaan. There was no way that he was letting Sumit come near Armaan before he solved this mystery and get Armaan and Riddhima together again.
3 days passed by and neither did Armaan nor Riddhima let go of their egos and called each other although they were dying to see and speak to each other. Both were waiting for the other person to call first. Atul had managed to get loads of information against Sumit and using his contacts started his mission of getting Sumit kicked out of the college. Muskaan had adopted a neutral approach to the break up and just waited to see who would crack first. Meanwhile Rahul was hopping mad since Armaan seemed adamant not to call Riddhima.
It was a Sunday and Armaan and Rahul were sitting catching up on their studies with the television playing in the background. Suddenly the tunes of a song were heard and Armaan froze.
http://www.dishant.com/jukebox.php?songid=64994
Kuch khaas hai,
Kuch paas hai,
Kuch ajnabi ehsaas hai,
Kuch duriyan, nazdikiyan,
Kuch hass padi tanhaiyaan,
Kya yeh khumaar hai, kya aitbaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Haan hai shayad,
Kya yeh bahar hai, kya intezaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Pyaar hai shayad..
Flashes of him and Riddhima on the beach playing and fighting, in the college, running after each other and teasing while the professor was teaching, in the basketball court, competing with each other and cuddling together came back to him. He fished for the remote in a hurry and switched off the television even as his eyes started to blur due to the tears being formed. Rahul saw Armaan and it hurt him seeing his friend punishing himself like this. Thinking of putting a stop to this, Rahul grabbed the oppurtunity to talk to Armaan.
"Kya hua? Band kyu kar diya? Kitna acha gaana tha, man" Rahul protested even as he got hold of the remote and tried to switch it on. Armaan immediately snatched the remote away and threw it at a distance.
"Kya kar raha hai?????? I wanna listen to it" Rahul shouted.
"I don't like that song Rahul" Armaan said in a tone which meant he wanted no arguments.
"Arre lekin, I like it. Tu mat sunn, mujhe to sunne de" Rahul said and retrieved the remote. Armaan banged his book down in frustration and tried to grab the remote away from Rahul.
"I said I don't want to listen to that song Rahul" Armaan shouted fighting for the remote.
"And I said I want to listen to it" Rahul said trying to keep the remote away from Armaan.
"Rahul please".
"Ek song main aisi kya baat hain??? Why don't you wanna listen to it???" Rahul asked even though he knew the reason.
"Rahul stop arguing with me" Armaan threatened.
"No I won't" Rahul fought back.
"Rahul, I mean it, otherwise I will.......".
"You will what??? Huh??? What will you do??? Break up with me like you broke up with Riddhima???" Rahul shot back. There he had said it. Now Armaan would have to listen to him and regain his senses.
Armaan froze when he heard Riddhima's name. He had avoided talking to Rahul about it for the last three days but now it looked like Rahul would not let go.
"Ab chup kyu ho gaya??? Jis tarah Riddhima ko hurt kiya ussi tarah mujhe bhi hurt karega???".
"I did not hurt her, she hurt me" Armaan retaliated.
"Don't talk rubbish Armaan, you were the one who broke up with her, not she. You hurt her and you better admit it".
"She fought with Sumit".
"So???" Rahul asked bewildered.
"She was hitting Sumit, Rahul" Armaan informed.
"Then that cheapstake must have done something bad, Riddhima does not go hitting boys and you know that. Don't give me silly excuses".
"Woh Sumit ko maar rahi thi without any reason and that poor guy was saying sorry to her".
"Reason??? Tune usse bolne ka mauka diya, you idiot! Uske bolne ke pehle hi tune apna ultimatum suna diya. And for whom??? That Sumit! Woh Sumit ab tere liye Riddhima se zyada important hai??? Haan, tell me???" Rahul questioned.
Armaan had no answers and he stood still absorbing all that Rahul had told him. Rahul continued,"Is Sumit more important to you than Riddhima, Armaan? Do you even know who Sumit is? He is a cheap and disgusting guy, if only you would listen to all the stories that float around in college, you would not even talk to the guy. You will be sorry Armaan, Riddhima is a gem and you yourself have lost her" saying so Rahul walked out of the apartment.
Rahul drove his car at break neck speed not caring about the traffic or rules. This was the first time that he had had such a big fight with Armaan and he was feeling terrible. It was not like they never used to fight but this was more serious and Rahul had never accused or shouted at Armaan like that before. He knew that he had hurt his friend a lot but he had to do something to make him realize his mistake. Bringing the car to a screeching halt he ran up and banged the door to Muskaan's apartment.
Muskaan was a bit surprised seeing Rahul at her doorstep. She thought he would be home trying to talk to Armaan, but seeing his grave expression she decided to let him tell her what the matter was.
Rahul walked inside and sat down on Muskaan's couch still thinking about his fight with Armaan. Muskaan came up to him and sat beside him. Feeling her presence Rahul enveloped her in a tight hug hoping to relieve himself of the aweful feeling. Muskaan hugged him back and waited for him to tell her what the problem was. She guessed that he must have had an argument with Armaan and thats why he was so upset.
"I fought with him Muski, for the first time, I turned my back away from him" Rahul confessed still hugging her.
"Rahul, its ok. Kya hua? Tell me everything, cmon, it will help, trust me" Muskaan reassured him.
Rahul narrated his fight with Armaan and how he had walked out of the apartment in anger not giving Armaan a chance to talk. Muskaan listened patiently patting his hand in reassurance.
"Rahul, don't you think you were a bit harsh on Armaan" Muskaan started.
Rahul was shocked. Out of all people, she was defending Armaan,"Muskaan, how can you say that??? Just look how he behaved with Riddhima and now he is being stubborn and not even calling her up".
"I know Rahul, lekin woh Armaan aur Riddhima ke beech hua hai, tum uske friend hokar usse samjha sakte ho, lekin usse jhagra karna is not an option" Muskaan explained.
"Muskaan, woh idiot uss, uss bewakoof Sumit ki wajah se Riddhima ke saath jhagra kar raha hai, can you believe it?".
"Rahul, tum hi to kehte ho ki Armaan really supports all his friends. Uske friends uski life hain, he does not want to hurt anyone of them".
"Isliye Riddhima ko hurt karega" Rahul said still not giving up.
Muskaan smiled seeing the anger on Rahul's face. Somehow the whole situation made her want to laugh. Rahul was defending her best friend while she was defending his. If it would have been any other couple they would have taken sides and fought with each other but instead they were trying to get their best friens to gather sense and make up.
"You know, its weird. Tum Ridzie ko support kar rahe ho aur main Armaan ko, tumhe nahi lagta yeh thora sa ajeeb hai" Muskaan said giggling a bit.
Rahul frowned when he heard Muskaan giggling in such a serious situation but when he saw her face he could'nt stop his own smile. He loved this about Muskaan, she would fight with him on the most stupid matters but here she was giggling at their weird and unique ways. Not once had she tried to bite his head off because of Armaan, instead she was trying to support him and see it from Armaan's perspective. But what if Armaan's perspective was wrong??? Somehow Rahul had this feeling that this time it was Armaan who was at fault and not Riddhima, and no matter what he would get to the end of this. There was no way he was going to let his friend be miserable and sad all his life.
Edited by cool_pisces - 16 years ago
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