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Posted: 9 years ago

Sometime some people doesn't value the relations and peoples until they get tested or they loose it...well this story is totally based in it only Today I'm all set to get married to most handsome bachelor of the town MR. Raghav Singhania,I use to be very happy that after today I will called by Mrs.Raghav Singhania,I should dance and enjoy this moment but their was not a single glimpse of happiness in my eyes because I'm not happy with this marriage nor he,I just want time to get freeze right here only,I know he doesn't love me he is marrying me just because of his parents wish,for their happiness and even I too doesn't love him,I'm marrying him just because of our financial condition,for my parents specially for my dad...we both were completely strangers for each other,we never meet each other not for even once,its not that I don't respect or care for him,I do but what about him does he too respect or care for me and mostly what about love,isn't after trust love is most important in every relation but what to do willingly or unwilling,I had to do this as I had no other choice,I know everyone would say that I am doing wrong by not listening to my heart,by ignoring my feelings,emotions,by destroying my all dreams,happiness but I had no other choice,whenever I feel the pain I also pacify my heart by saying that I'm doing all this for my dad,to arrange money for my dad's operations as its very difficult to arrange 5 lack rupees for a middle class family and now I'm just wondering that what will be my future with raghav,what destiny had stored for both of us, frankly speaking from now on I really don't want more troubles, pains in my life...writing this last line and expressing all my feelings and emotions through words I just closed my diary and let my tears flow but when I heard my mom's voice I just quickly wipe out my tears and again plastered a fake smile before she could see me like that...after everything I start getting ready for my marriage with others help, everything was so suffocating for me but still I had to do this,after almost two or three hours I'm fully ready for my marriage,my mom told me that I'm looking most beautiful bride in this whole world just like a angel had come down to earth directly from heaven she had spark in her eyes while saying all this but I was not happy at all, tears again start forming in my eyes but somehow I controls my tears so that my mom doesn't see in that broken condition,I just want that this moment never passed,time just stop here only or I should just run away leaving everything behind and starts afresh but my bad luck I can't do it,I cant change my destiny so when Pandit Ji calls me down,I slowly start stepping down through stairs with my mom and friends and when I was on second last stairs,my leg got slipped and I was about to fall but he didn't care he doesn't move a inch from his place which hurt me,through his action I get to know that he doesn't even cared about me love and respect are very fare away,I understands that we both can never be friends also which makes me hell nervous,now I really don't want this marriage to happen because right now only I lost up my all the hopes in this relation so I was just about to let out my feeling but then suddenly my eyes fall on shinning faces of my parents,they have a bright smile,their eyes were sparkling due to happiness...I can't be so selfish,I can't snatch away their happiness all this thoughts start popping up in my mind,so avoiding everything I just quietly sit at the mandap besides raghav but he didn't see me,not for even once which hurts me but I doest show it to anyone and again plastered a fake family for my parents sake,being the only child in the family I was pampered a lot since childhood,I know my parents loves me a lot and can do anything for my happiness,if its about cancelling the marriage also but right now I can't back out, I have do this marriage,I can't afford to loose my dad just for some money,if I had to sacrifice my everything for my parents then I'm ready for it too were the only thoughts roaming in my mind while sitting in the mandap and due to all this thoughts I never even realised that when all the marriage rituals take place and Pandit Ji declare both of us as husband and wife...after everything was done perfectly now its time for my bidaai,I don't want to leave my parents and go away to a new world with a complete stranger,who don't even respect me and my feelings and he shows it when I was hugging my parents and crying bitterly,he instead of supporting me or consoling me,he just tell me to hurry with my emotional drama as he is feeling sleepy and don't have much time for all this,so wiping away my tears I quietly sits beside him in the car and we drove off our home,sorry his home because although we married but still he don't consider me as his wife,for him I don't even exists in his life so if according to him,I don't have any relation with him then how come I have a relation with his family and home...well now I'm just wondering that what will be the future of this relation,will we both ever able to falls for each other or can be ever able to become friends too or not but the every next moment I got my all the answers when after reaching home he just went ahead without even caring or waiting for me,he just halfheartedly perform the rest of the rituals with me and moreover on our very first night only he give me the biggest shock of my life,he told that he never ever can love me because he loves someone else and she too loves him a lot...after hearing all this I just want to ask him that if it is so then why he marry me but I can't do it because I already know its answer so I just went to washroom and cry my heart out,I let out all my pain,emotions, feelings,my inner turmoils everything,after crying for almost half an hour,I feels very fresh because everything I had inside went out with my tears so I just come out and went on couch to sleep whereas on the other hand I could even clearly sense that raghav is hurt too and that's why he is behaving like that with me but the fact is that,that none of us can't do anything,we want or not but we both are tied up in a lifelong relationship which we can't denies so now we both have to stay together if its unwilling also so its better we get used of it,used of each other presences but I wonder did raghav too thinks the same like I do or not..with all this questions I don't know when I fall asleep,so next day when I get up he was getting ready for his office,I tried my best to talk to him but he like yesterday kept on ignoring me which this time hurts my self-respect so this time I too decided that from now I will also not gone talk to him until he by himself comes ahead and talk to me but when gauri maa insists me to go to raghav's office with lunch and sweet dish which I had prepared because he left without eating anything in morning I couldn't able to deny her but in office again I get the biggest shock,his action left me stunned,I couldn't able to believe my own eyes,despite getting married yesterday only he in his cabin was flirting with a girl without any shame so I just left his office as fast I can,though I font love him nor does feel anything for him but still I can't see my husband with other girl,it really hurts me a lot so I just wipe out my tears and thinks that I'm a modern girl who is very much strong and independent to live her life on her own terms,I won't let anyone treat me as a toy with whom they can play whenever they want,I too have own self-respect with whom I won't let anyone to play never whether its raghav too so with this determination,new confidence and courage she comes back,late night when raghav comes back home she too avoids him like he is avoiding her since yesterday and when again raghav denies eating food so this time she just place the plate infront of him and tells him that if he wishes he can eat and if he don't want then just put back the food in fridge saying so she just left leaving raghav totally stunned...

Edited by _RagNaMyLove_ - 9 years ago

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jiya

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Posted: 9 years ago

As soon as kalpi left raghav just quickly eat up the entire food like a child unknown that kalpi is watching him from far by hiding behind a pillar and smiling...after finishing up the food when he comes back to his room,he finds kalpi sleeping peaceful on bed so he tries a lot to wake her up but everything went in vain but then all of a sudden a pillow comes from nowhere and hits him on his head it was actually kalpi who had thrown that pillow as she was not sleeping and told him to just go and sleep on couch as from now she will going to sleep on bed which irritates raghav like hell,he kept on cursing her under his breathe so kalpi told him to say just loud if he wants to say something or else just go to sleep and let her sleep too...hearing this raghav smirks and told her that Gabbar,Hitler, Mogambo were much better then here,they all were not so bossy like here which irritates kalpi too so in return she just get up and say if I'm gabbar, Hitler na then you are rat,cat, donkey,monkey everything due to which they both start arguing with each other,after sometime when they both were tried finding this as a great opportunity raghav just lay down on the entire bed and teases kalpi,to which kalpi pushed him with all her strength which made him fall down from the bed and then she lay down so raghav too tries to push to her and she kept on hitting him with pillows so soon a pillow fight start between them which led to fur of pillow all around the room which unknowingly bring smiles on their faces and they both together burst into laughter,sound of their laughter echoed in the entire room giving a feel that people living here are not robots,and its the first time when they both had even laugh after their marriage...after much of discussion they both decided to sleep together on the same bed but with the wall of pillows in between them,as time passes even though they both doesn't fall for each other but still sorting out all their problems, differences they both become friends,infact best friends,they both start trusting each other, sharing their problems but still they never left their habit of fighting,arguing with each other,it reduces their pain and makes them feel fresh so in short slowly but they both start enjoying with each other and the person whoever saw them says that they both really loves each other a lot but they kept on denying this and as the gap between raghav and kalpi reduces because of their friendship,it usually start creating a rift between raghav and his girlfriend maya,unknowingly a bridge start developing between them,maya starts feeling insecure by kalpi's presences,and with the relation which she shares with raghav which makes raghav very tensed,disturbed,he fails to maintain a balance between friendship and love,seeing raghav tensed,disturbed don't know why but it start effecting kalpi,she cant see him in pain,may be it is because she somewhere feels herself responsible for all this or may be its because of love,she was totally confused but then decided to end all this as soon as possible for raghav's sake whereas on the other hand maya too plans something to insult, torture,defame kalpi so that raghav himself throws her out of his life,and home...with all this thoughts she plans a small get together for all her and raghav's friends at raghav's home and he too agrees for this thinking it as a good chance to sort out everything with maya totally unaware about her veinous, dangerous plans against kalpi...on evening when everyone gathers at raghav's home,they all requesting one and other from kalpi to keep her away from raghav as maya had already provoke them all against kalpi,so they all think that kalpi is not a right match for their friend raghav, and he is not happy to be with kalpi,she is just burden on him,so taking their plan to next level many of them intentionally drops food or juice on floor and ask kalpi to wipe it all by herself which made raghav hell angry but kalpi ask him to clam down and smiling wipe out everything as she never felt insult doing her household work,infact she just love it and enjoy it which somewhere shock or surprise them but then maya ask her to sing and dance for them to do their entertainment as they all are getting bored so kalpi comes forward but raghav holds her hand and stops her but kalpi gestures him through her eyes to relax as she is fine and start singing...as she was singing everyone just went with the flow, they were just memorised with their melodious voice and as she finishes her singing no able to control themselves and start clapping for her which makes maya hell angry,her all plan of insulting,taunting kalpi is backfiring on her only so in frustration she just open up tv and start watching news,in which their was a news flashing that some brave soldiers of the county sacrifice their life's in order of saving us and our county from terrorist attacks which makes maya more irritated so she let out all her furstation through this and loudly say WTH,gaining everyone's attention she again says what we will do,if they sacrifice their life for us,we all doesn't say them do to this,so stop this crap now and change the channel but this time kalpi snatch the remote from her hand and close the tv after that kalpi just glare her angrily and told her that if you can't respect their work, their sacrifice then don't do but atleast don't disrespect their selfless gratitude towards us, towards their nation by using such a harsh words for them,we all are safe here just because of them but people like you will never understands this,you only know who to led down other peoples just for your some selfish reason nothing else to which maya shouts and says if it is so,if they r protecting us then why still we all have to face bomb blast, terrorist attack why tell me to,its not only their duty to protect us, they all were trying their level best but to make our county crime free, we all also have to do something or other,we all have to come together and have to become one so that no one breaks our unity but sadly it cant be possible as everyone wants to change the world but no one wants to change themselves, instead of change something or fighting for our rights we just accept what we get so stop blaming them for everything,they were not our servants,they were just doing their jobs responsible but we just love to underestimate them,whenever we get this type of news we felt bad for sometime but does we ever thought about their family,what they were going through after loosing their loved once never na,I know that their families wont cry instead they feel proud on them that they kids, husband,brothers sacrificed their life for their nation,but people like you makes the mockery of their sacrifice,their emotions...proud ourselves to be an Indian and proud our Indian army who does their duty day and night may be it is summer or winter just for our safety,for our well being,they don't do all this to get our praise but still please don't disrespect their work if you don't like it...after hearing all this again everyone start clapping for her,everyone start praising her due to which maya felt alone and insulted so without saying anything she just silently left from their,even for the first time raghav too felt proud on his parents choice,he felt proud on himself for having a life partner like kalpi, they both slowly starts getting attracted towards each others but still they kept on avoiding their thoughts,raghav was still concerned for maya so he went after her,to talk to her which hurts kalpi,she felt bad but she avoids all this and again start doing her work and raghav,he come back home after almost two hours and after this day raghav again start avoiding kalpi,he start maintain a distance from her which start affecting their friendship too and it hurts both of them too but they doesn't show it to anyone,but then kalpi decided to do something fast and end all this as she can't bear all this anymore,so she went to gauri's room and tells her that she was planning to divorce raghav so that once she left he can peaceful and happily spend his rest of the life with maya which shocks gauri...

Edited by _RagNaMyLove_ - 9 years ago

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jiya

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Gauri ask kalpi what are you saying beta,are you mind out of your mind,did you ever thought about yourself what will gone happen to you once you left from here,you want to end your relation,everything with the whom you loves madly,hearing this kalpi gets shocked,she wonders that how her maa gets to knows about her feelings which gauri understands so she tells her that may I had not given you birth but still I always thought you as my daughter only so being your mother you cant hide anything from me,I can clearly see the love for my son in your eyes which makes kalpi very emotional so she just hug gauri tightly,after breaking the hug kalpi make gauri sit on couch and she herself kneel down infront of her and say maa you are right,I admitted that I love raghav but what to do maa,he don't love me infact he never loved me,he loved maya for once and all,he cant give maya's place to anyone not even me also and because of me he is away from his love,from his maya,he is suffering,hurting himself everyday and seeing him like that I'm dieing everyday maa,I just want to end to all this,I love him a lot maa that's why I know that what feels when you are separated from your loved once,I'm very happy in his happiness and he is happy to be with maya,maa I cant ever be his happiness so I want to give him back his share of happiness which he really deserve,he and maya really deserves to be with each other,maa its been two months we both are together but for him I'm not more then friends sometime it really hurts me a lot so for everyone happiness,for my sake please allow us to get separated,please give us permission,please maa saying so she place her head on gauri's lap and cry like a baby whereas gauri too feels bad seeing kalpi in that condition,she apologise to her for destroying her life because of her selfish reason by forcing her to get married to raghav just to keep raghav away from maya but kalpi wipes out her tears and say maa don't blame yourself for all this,its written in my destiny so it happenes,it was no ones fault saying so she again hugs gauri and then just went from their and cry her heart alone in her room...in evening after taking gauri's permission and blessing kalpi just went to her parents home leaving singed divorced papers for raghav and when raghav gets to know about it for the first time he feels hurt,he feels guilty for hurting an innocent soul,for breaking her heart into millions of piece,for giving her unbearable pain but he cant do anything,he had to be with maya because she always stood up with him in every situation,just to be with him she even went against her family,she totally forgets about herself because of him,for his happiness and even she supported his decision of getting married to kalpi so now its his turn,he has to be with maya if he wants it or not, he can't ditched her,he cant play with her emotions,he cant make mockery for her love and even he and kalpi doesn't love each other too thinking all this he just wipe out his tears and went to meet maya,he told everything to maya which makes her very happy and happily she hugs raghav but he doesn't respond,for the first time he was not happy...in between all this he gets his dad's call who asked him to come fast as his mom condition is not good and as soon as he comes back with maya and saw his mom,she took promise from him to bring back kalpi and never ever even think of getting separated from her or breaking your marriage with her which left raghav totally confused but seeing his mom condition he gets agree which left maya totally shattered,broken and cryingly she went from their whereas with full respect and dignity raghav brings kalpi back...next morning maya comes to raghav's home with her bhai prem and clams infront of everyone that she is pregnant with raghav's child and show them the reports which left everyone shocked,raghav parents deny believing him but shocking to him and everyone else kalpi stood up with him and defend him so prem and maya left from their giving them warning...in room raghav thanked kalpi for believing and trusting him to which kalpi reply that she never trust him,she supported him because of his parents because she very well knows that may be he can do anything but he wont ever do anything due to which his parents head bow down in shame,they regret their upbringing...hearing all this a smile formed on his lips and as kalpi helped him in getting out of this mess,he slowly start developing a soft corner for kalpi,he realised his love for her and promised himself that he wont ever let kalpi go away from him,his life if she even wants to go away so raghav decided to proposed her with the hope that she accepted him but when he proposed her,kalpi just reject him, she says him he says na that he loves her but sorry to say he did even know the meaning of love,he knows nothing about her but she knows everything about him,love is just not about getting,its about giving up your everything for your loved once,making your loved once happy,make them smile with your presence but I only and only gets pain from you nothing else so now if you really loves me then just let me go,let me free from this meaningless relation please...kalpi every words stabs raghav's heart thousands of time,he very well knows that whatever kalpi said was totally right,he had hurt her a lot but now he cant change his past but now he wont let his past ruin his future with kalpi,he wont let her go anywhere,he will make her realise her lost love thinking so he wipes out his tears and sleeps with dreams of kalpi whereas on the hand maya plans her last and finally stroke to end raghav's life for forever,to seek her revenge from everyone who were the reason of all her pains,tears so she calls someone and narrates all her plan,after sometime she receives a msg which made her smile evilly and thinks now raghav you are gone,this is your punishment for hurting me, leaving me,now you have to pay for your sins...next morning maya comes to meet raghav,seeing her raghav starts boiling in angry,he was about to throw her out of the house but maya pushed him away, he asked her that why did you come here,what do you want... seeing hiss angry face maya burst into laughter and say you really loves kalpi a not and can do anything for her,for her happiness na to which raghav nod his head so maya again says so see today she too also proved her love towards you by taking away your death and giving her life to you which will filled with loneliness,emptiness to which raghav ask we didn't understands what are you trying to say,say it clearly if not then just stop all your nonsense and get lost from here before I loose my clam,just control your angry,its your biggest enemy and about my words then I have just fails the break of your car to kill you but see today kalpi took that car before you giving you her share of life maya replied... hearing all this in angry raghav's grabs maya neck and say if anything happens to my love,my kalpi then god swear I will kill you by my own hands,I will not spare you but maya just jerk his hand away and say you will not get anything by killing me,if you can then just go and save her before it gets too late and you loose her for forever,hearing this raghav comes back into reality and runs to save his love...after much of struggle finally he finds kalpi and save her on the right time,seeing his so much concern and love for her, she realised her mistake and tightly hugs him in no time and finally confess her love to him after their confession they both again get married but this time with full of happiness and even after their marriage raghav help kalpi achieving her dreams, achieving her ek mutthi aasmaan and then finally they both takes their marriage to next level...uniting two souls,hearts for forever whereas on the other hand after loosing everything maya just shot herself to dead throwing her family into lifelong pain,depression and moreover proving that evilness cannot win over truthiness,at last what remains with us is our honest,but even though kalpi gets whatever she deserve still deep inside her heart she very well understands maya's pain and felt sorry for her...

Edited by _RagNaMyLove_ - 9 years ago