DEDICATED TO YOU
I was reading an article where there was a game as a challenge; see... it was like this...
If you take that challenge then, a person whom who meet, even if that's your family member, a stranger or a friend and feel attracted towards them, you will appreciate his or her quality... The challenge will be for 21 days. Any quality, any feature you like or which attracts you towards them, should be appreciated on her or his face without being biased. I thought of taking up the challenge for the next 21 days...
Hence I start from this forum, particularly because, IT MENSION A STRANGER< ANY FRIEND OR A FAMILY MEMBER... and here I have all...
Stranger converted into friend and now I feel very connected with few members present here . You were the people who danced in my brain all that very time:
1.kinna
2.sweet1308
3.salome
4.sunny
5.dia
6.antara
7.Mads
8.Aria
9.Jaz
10.Premap
I was bad in expressing my feelings before, I would rather sit at the corner alone cursing my weakness and do nothing apart from mourning. I would simply see the negativity and ask God about the reason of me being in this world. I came here as a stranger... you guys accepted me without even wanting to know, whether I deserve your friendship. You are the angels of god, You all became close to my heart unknowingly, unwillingly. I never want to be friend of all... One is enough for me, but the journey in this forum started like this...
First person,
- KINNA PATEL:
I remember, your first P.M and I was overwhelmed, I struggled in understanding the working of this forum. I was so excited then your message, That was my first notification, where someone was appreciating my work. I wrote it to pass some time, But your message encouraged me to write more. Now when I read my first chapter, I laugh at my stupidity... It was so pathetically written... but Kinna, your words left me so motivated that I thought of diverting my mind from all the stupid work happening around me and I took my pen in my hand and gave it a try. I have never seen you, but I know , you would be the most beautiful girl. You will always be a special person in my heart. You made me realise, how other's can make a stranger find his or her hidden want. I m not saying I became a writter, But you showed me a path, to follow, when I feel lonely and alone. I write, I pour my heart in my stories, I thank you kinna, if you didn't message me at the right time, I would had again quit this new venture, this new experiment. Now I want to enhance myself more, I want to feel happy... and this writing stories , soothe my pain I feel connected, I Thank you for coming in my life unknowingly.
- SWEET1308
HUMAIRA... (Spelling mistake... sorry)
I asked how to post the chapter. You know... when I posted a prolong, the next hurdle was of how to add chapters in the thread... hehehehe... I'm so dumb... Then I got only two responses... One was complaining of not understanding, what I mean to say... other girl helped me... I was just browsing, when you personally messaged me and discussed about the entire procedure. I was so much touched, My vision for strangers changed. I always felt strangers, never help they only make fun... If you are talented, they reach for your hands, else will sideline you... BABY... I was wrong, I realized, all the hurdles in my life were because of my thoughts, because of the shield of negativity around me. See... now I post almost daily... hehehehe... you changed my prospective towards the strangers...
Thank you for that sweet questure... I took it as a lesson.
- SALOME
Hmmm...
My friend, Salome... It's only because of you, that made some to actual befriend with me like sunny, mads, dia...Seriously, it's all because of you. I have never come here with any purpose, nor my love for Ragna, landed me here. Yes I love reading, at a point of time I do liked the show... but I was never a RAGNA fan. I was fan of ARIA, SWARA, SUGANDHI, VIDHYA, PRIYA, CHAHAT, SUNNY... but ragna, never!!!!! Still... you took my interview, I was so emotionally touched, I blabbered the truth, which should not be confronted. I keep my personal life very private... I regretted what I said. I thought, you like others will blame me as a drama, attention seeker, a girl who always cry for whatever she has in her life. But no Salome !!!! You stepped forward, and accepted me, you for first time, realized me, that being emotionally challenged is not a crime. Every person is beautiful in their own ways. Salome... Your each message is like "ice on the burn". I sometime want to simply sit with you quietly anD spend my some time in your embrace... but I know, this can never happen... NEVER
Next, was your post congratulating me becoming a senior member... Salome, you at that moment, made me fall for you. I cherish all your post and all your message. Salome, you are very dear to me, I find a family, a sister in you. I actually feel for you. Thanks salome, you are best and beautiful for me.
- SUNNY
Sunny actually came into my life after reading that emotionally challenged interview... hehehehe... You are a champ!!!! You every time push me more to write and write. Your request of updating a chapter is so real... that make me feel, "YES SMRITI !!! There is someone waiting for you".I'm not a writer, nor I wish to be one someday.You faithfully suggest me, You are so real... no diplomatic answer, no buttering, You are what you show... MY love.
Sunny... I feel connected to you, I feel, you will always understand me. I will always have you when I want. You are pure from heart. Initially, I thought you would be arrogant, but NOOO... Mine experience with you, made me realized, one should not be judgmental. We should not judge before knowing anyone, who knows, someone who pretend to be so strong, unaffected from others is so emotional, so soft and so loveable. Sunny... you should be pampered, should be tickled... I really adore you. I wanted to hug you very tightly and close my eyes resting my head on your chest... your hands gently stroking my hair... I'm feeling so emotional writing this.
- DIA
Hehehehe... my lil star !!! we moved a bit forward and became facebook frnds from IF friends. You are the one whom I'm addicted to. I need your message each night before going back to sleep... Dia... you are so. innocent, sweet, cute, beautiful. You want people to love you... so you actually deserve it. It's so cute and heart touching when you demand angrily. Your crazy demands, your innocent complains... Dia, makes me fall in love with you more and more. You are the real chocolate... hard dark taste, a dark fantasizing drug. MY LITTLE SPARROW... "lil friend".
- ANTARA
HMMM...
My darkest fantacy...
Hehehehe... so girl, I enjoyed flirting with you, you are sweet like candy !!! candy!!!. Rachufan... I should warn you, my passion, my desperation has no limits... and sometime flirting with me becomes burning dangerous. But still, I feel you to be strong girl who too enjoys taking risk
Heheheh...
You are captive and I will never release you... my submissive...
Hehehe..
Winks..
- MADS
Oh god !!! my first love...
I thank god, the time I landed this Ragna family, you were an active member, but now...
Mads come back soon. I know you are enjoying with your family, still I become selfish when it comes to those whom I love, I envy your spending time with them...
Heheheheh...
You are a sweetheart... I wish I can meet you personally. But again a void wish.
You came when I had all the bad feelings in my mind for everyone around. I feel lucky of knowing you, and I know whether you come or not to this forum regularly, still you love me the way I love you... But my love for you is even more. You will always support me. HMMM... I'm not a kiddo... hehehe... read my stories... you will realise, I'm no more a kid...
Mads... I actually miss you. My international friend.
- ARIA
Hey...
I hardly remember, once or twice, we both have ever communicated, still when we did, I find a very down to earth routed girl, a girl despite being so talented, a person who is enriched with beautiful thoughts did not for a sec. thought of holding a hand of a stranger. I was surprised that night, when you talked to me. It was just one night, but you were so casual, I thought I was talking to one of my old friend ... Aria you are a comforting soul. You are a fighter... and you know why? Despite of getting harsh comment sometime, I saw you taking it as a challenge, fighting it all back. No one can dare to challenge, that you are a beautiful writer. Please Aria... I don't find myself capable enough to suggest you, still... please Aria, move forward... Try your hands in MILLS AND BOONS publication. I see a real writer in you... You will reach the ultimate heights. I wish of having talent like yours. I wish one day , I can myself write stories , the way you do...
Haan... But first, update vikrant and meher story... heheheh
- Jaz
"jasmine" your parents gave you a name of flower because they knew, their lil delicate petal will one day, when would blossomed, will definitely shower her heart touching fragrance all around. So you are doing it. You are such a sweetheart; You know how to make other feel special and confident about themselves. A beautiful girl, not only with lovely name but with pure heart and ever lasting fragrance. Your comment and message were always special to me. I have only few readers out of which, you are one of them. I know , when you don't comment either you must have not read or became lazy to throw a one. But would have definitely liked that,
I feel, you like me the way I like you...(desperately)
Winks
- PREMAP
"BRUMA" that's your name??? M sorry... I have weak memorizing ability. Now I'm bit nervous writing for you. You have brilliant vocab, a strong, independent girl.
Heheheh...
I'm freaking while addressing you... Actually your personality is similar to my elder sister. She is straight forward, a very strong, and strongly supports her all decisions. She does not need any help from others... She strongly believes in her. My sister is very successful... So as you. A brilliant career, beautiful command on your language. I may be jugdemental... or may be wrong, But my heart strongly connect you with my elder sister. There are few who have courage to stand strongly for them, and I surely appreciate that, you have inbuild quality in you. I may be wrong about you, But seriously I admire you alot. You suggest open heartedly. You don't feel to butter anyone, what is true is true... WOH..!!!! I will love, if you always open your doors for me.
Thanks for coming in my life...
Oh GOD !!!! Still I'M freaking out.
You are unique and special...
Hmmm... finished finally !!!! Did I made anyone feel happy? IT said, if you do it, this will make other's feel special and wanted. I've heard, If you appreciate your loved one, they are truely satisfied. Is that true... Does that happened with you all?
Heheeheh...
This was an experiment, If it does affect you all even a lil bit... do tell.
If it did, I will continue reading those article otherwise...
Hehehe...
But the emotions were from my heart... I do feel you as god's angel... You came in my life, when I need you the most. You all individually taught me alot..
Thank you, for taking me into the positive path of the road...
Love you all
smriti