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Virman OS - "Jaane tu meri kya hai"
"No"! Mom please"! Me n manvi are just friends"! Alright"! I can't even think of marrying her"? N U know both of us"! There can be nothing between us rather than friendship"! - i said
"Virat"! But what about the society"! U both are grown up now"! 25"? Isn't it the perfect age to get married"? N manvi is ready"! - mom said.
"What"? Is she gone mad or what"? Mom she's a kid"! - I said.
"Virat"! She is just 2 months younger than U"! N she's capable for taking decisions"! N U both know each other from childhood"! N I don't think there should be any problem"? - she said.
"I want to talk to her"! N to take out the virus she got into her mind"! - I said n moved out of the house taking car keys.
How can she say yes? How can? Manvi? I never thought u'll do this to us!
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"Manvi"? How can U think like this"? - I said.
"W...wait"! Virat what are U talking about"? - she asked me with a confused look.
"Ohh"! So U don't know"? Manvi"! Our parents are planning to get both of us married"? N how can U say yes"? - I asked her but she didn't uttered a single word n turned towards the window.
"Manvi"! I want answer"! U said yes or not"? - I asked her.
"Virat"! I said yes"! - she said n I just controlled my anger n moved towards her.
"Have U lost ur mind or what"? N why said yes"? Does uncle aunty compelled U"? - I asked her.
"No"! I said yes! Because m ready for this"! - she said n I felt her eyes were gone watery.
"Goddamn"! Manvi U know what U R saying"? - i asked her holding her by arms.
"Virat"! I don't have any choice"! U now dad has very less time"! He want to see me settled down in my life happily"! N he trust U that U'll keep me happy"! N even i trust u"! - she said bursting out in tears.
"Manvi"! U know u r killing our friendship behind this thing"! I can't even think of marrying u"! I never thought about it"! - i said n yes! How can i even think like this about my best friend. N this marriage thing is far away from my thoughts.
"Virat"! this wasn't just a reason behind this yes"! Truth is (pause) i love u"! - she said n i felt like a bulge on my heart.
"Manvi"? - i asked her.
"Virat"! Its TRUE"! I love u"! But i never told u because i thought that's just friendship"! But its much deeper than that"! - she cried.
"Manvi"! This isn't TRUE"! I know U are playing some prank on me"! Coz this can't be TRUE"! Manvi when this love thing came between both of us"? I never thought about it"! N how can U think like this"? - I hissed.
"Virat"! Its not in my control"! It just happened"! - she said.
"I can't even think like this"! N this marriage thing"! I don't care"! But its not a right time for me"! N manvi U just killed that friendship we had from last 24 years"! I can't love U n not even think about it"! - I said throwing my hands In air.
"Virat"! U are breaking our friendship because i confessed my feelings in front of U"? - she asked in her crackling voice.
"Yes"! I do"! - i said.
"Virat"! How can U"? - she cried out. I broke that eye contact I had with her coz I never thought I'll be responsible for tears in her eyes coz I was the same person who was ready to kill anyone who is responsible for a single drop in her eyes.
"U have changed virat"! - she said n ran out of the room but stopped in between n said between her sobs. "Virat"! Live Ur life peacefully"! I hope u'll get one U will love"! N remember one thing from this moment U lost all ur rights over me that U had"! - she said n left me there.
"Manvi"! Wait"! I didnt mean that"! Manvi"! Wait"! Please"! Listen to me.
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2 months passed she didn't even called me once n i can't even explain how much i curse myself for saying all that to her. I was wrong i didnt even thought once before saying all that. How can i even hurt that person who was beyond everything in my life? n now she was in front of my eyes.
We were there for our school reunion, we planned so much about that day that what we'll wear. She used to decide what I should wear. She know me better than anyone. I miss her presence in my life, I miss her in my life. I turned towards the bar counter when I saw her after 2 months but tried to sneak peak from my shoulder n she was with her fiancee Aditya. Yes! She was engaged to Aditya last week. I didn't even looked at him.
"Hey"! Virat"! Look who came"! - Harsh said n dragged me towards both of them n I stood In front of them.
"Hey"! Buddy"! I think i know U"! I saw Ur pictures in manvi's room"! U R virat right"? - he said n shook my hand. Huh! So she took him to her bed room too? How dare he entered her room n i looked at her but she was like stealing glances from me left that place excusing herself.
"Hey"! Wait"! Manvi"! M coming with u"! - Aditya Said n left behind him. Manvi ka chamcha! Huh! I rolled my eyes n moved towards bar counter again.
"Virat"! What happened"? Its almost half n hour U haven't talked to manvi yet"? Scene kya h boss"! - Arun said. Arun is one of my friend.
"Nothing"! - I said n left that place giving a last glance towards manvi n her so called financee.
"Hey"! Manvi"! Lets dance"! - I heard Aditya pulling her towards dance floor. Dude! She don't want to then why the hell are U forcing her? She don't like dancing! f**k off.! What the hell happened to ur choice mannu? Screw him!
slow music, dim lights! It suck!
"Virat"! Lets dance"! - Maya asked me but I denied coz I was hell worried about manvi.! Sick mind I m carrying! She herself said I should stop worrying about her? But have I ever did what she want? I fixed my eyes on every action of that So called fiancee of her!
"Adi"! M not feeling comfortable"! Please"! I don't want to...! - I heard her saying as I was just some distance away from both of them.
"Shhh"! U'll feel"! Don't worry"! I think U are uncomfortable among such crowd lets go out"! - he said n took her out of the party hall.
"Dont U think her fiance is lil much weird"! I mean we all know manvi don't like someone touching her"! I know he's her fiance but she don't like it"! As I can notice that uncomfortablity in her behaviour"! Don't U think virat"? - SHalu said.
"I dont care"! - I said n towards the bar counter. I was so frustrated..! Manvi manvi manvi..?? What the hell happened to everyone now? Is the hot topic of this party? I moved out in the garden when I heard some voices! Wait? Is it manvi.? I stood up n looked at the direction.
"Adi"! Please"! - she said n turning her face to other side n i just noticed him pulling her towards him n he bends down towards her lips! I could see frowns rising on her forehead. I banged that glass on the floor n it broke into pieces n moved towards them n slapped aditya n he fell down on the grass.
"Virat"!- I heard manvi's crakling voice n she looked at me in a surprise. I shifted my gaze to that soon to be buried creature in front of my eyes.
""How dare U tried to kiss her"? How dare U touched her"? - i screamed out to the peak of my voice gathering everyone's attention.
"Who are U"? M her fiancee"! I have whole right"! N if she don't have any problem with that"! Then what's ur problem"? - Aditya said.
"She have"! She doesn't say that doesn't mean she is liking all this crap"! N U are still not married"! So better stay away from manvi"! or I will...! - he said.
"Stop it Virat"? Who are U to say this"? Huh"? What"? He is my fiancee"! N what's ur problem"? M just ur best friend"? But I don't think that friendship is anymore"! - manvi cried out in her trembling voice.
"Because no one have right to touch U"! Not even him"! I can't share U with anyone"! U R my best friend"! - i said in a low voice looking at her.
"Shut up virat"! Who are U to decide what I should do"? Virat U lost all ur rights over me when u said u can never love or cant even think of loving me"! Then what's there now"? - she screamed out in frustration n i could see tears falling from her eyes.
"Manvi"! Because I care for U"! - I said just to make her understand.
"Virat"! I don't want ur care"! Just..."! - she said n left the place.
"Manvi"! Wait"! Listen to me"! - I tried to stop her n ran behind her giving last rage filled glare to aditya n walked behind her.
"Manvi"! I said listen to me"! Mannu"! - I said n pulled her by her wrist towards me. I stood there looking at her n she was just ruining the scene by frowns on her forehead. She was just inches away from me n I never noticed such clear view of her face. It doesn't mean I was never such close to her but this was something different. I don't know why suddenly I was thinking like this about her but seriously she is "Beautiful" escaped from my mouth n she stopped protesting against me n looked at me. I blinked twice looking at her n cleared tears strains under eyes n I love the fact that whenever she cry her red gone nose N ears made her look more beautiful but I never noticed such small things about her. I never thought I'll do this but my hand automatically moved towards her waist n pulled her close to me. I chuckled when she popped her eyes like a big eyed mouse. Wow! What an imagination na?
"Virat"! Leave me! - she said pushing me away but in response n tighten my grip on her more tightly. I don't know why but my eyes shifted to her lips which were puking out her frustration. I bends down towards her height n brushed my lips against hers. She looked at me with such a shocked expression. I don't want to regret this moment ever. I never had such a urge to shut her blabbermouth like this but seriously it was the best thing to stop her pakarpakar.
"Manvi"! I care for U"! U know me better than anymore n all i want is U to be happy always smiling like u used to. I was wrong, i said i cant love u but its something in u"! Which made me to rethink about what i said or what i felt"! If the care i do is called love than yes! I love u"! U know u are like my favourite chocolate which i can't even share with u"! Wow! What an example virat vadera"! - i said brushing my hairs with my hands. Suddenly i felt her eyes were getting wet again.
"Wait"? Now don't say U are in love with that 3rd party"? - I said moving back.
"No"! Its just"! - she smiled clearing those about to come tears.
"Mood swings"! Urr"! Nooo"! Wait"! Don't say U are pregnant"! - I said n ran to save my life.
"I'll kill U virat"! - she said running behind me.
Love happens! As so happened to me!
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The end :)
"No"! Mom please"! Me n manvi are just friends"! Alright"! I can't even think of marrying her"? N U know both of us"! There can be nothing between us rather than friendship"! - i said
"Virat"! But what about the society"! U both are grown up now"! 25"? Isn't it the perfect age to get married"? N manvi is ready"! - mom said.
"What"? Is she gone mad or what"? Mom she's a kid"! - I said.
"Virat"! She is just 2 months younger than U"! N she's capable for taking decisions"! N U both know each other from childhood"! N I don't think there should be any problem"? - she said.
"I want to talk to her"! N to take out the virus she got into her mind"! - I said n moved out of the house taking car keys.
How can she say yes? How can? Manvi? I never thought u'll do this to us!
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"Manvi"? How can U think like this"? - I said.
"W...wait"! Virat what are U talking about"? - she asked me with a confused look.
"Ohh"! So U don't know"? Manvi"! Our parents are planning to get both of us married"? N how can U say yes"? - I asked her but she didn't uttered a single word n turned towards the window.
"Manvi"! I want answer"! U said yes or not"? - I asked her.
"Virat"! I said yes"! - she said n I just controlled my anger n moved towards her.
"Have U lost ur mind or what"? N why said yes"? Does uncle aunty compelled U"? - I asked her.
"No"! I said yes! Because m ready for this"! - she said n I felt her eyes were gone watery.
"Goddamn"! Manvi U know what U R saying"? - i asked her holding her by arms.
"Virat"! I don't have any choice"! U now dad has very less time"! He want to see me settled down in my life happily"! N he trust U that U'll keep me happy"! N even i trust u"! - she said bursting out in tears.
"Manvi"! U know u r killing our friendship behind this thing"! I can't even think of marrying u"! I never thought about it"! - i said n yes! How can i even think like this about my best friend. N this marriage thing is far away from my thoughts.
"Virat"! this wasn't just a reason behind this yes"! Truth is (pause) i love u"! - she said n i felt like a bulge on my heart.
"Manvi"? - i asked her.
"Virat"! Its TRUE"! I love u"! But i never told u because i thought that's just friendship"! But its much deeper than that"! - she cried.
"Manvi"! This isn't TRUE"! I know U are playing some prank on me"! Coz this can't be TRUE"! Manvi when this love thing came between both of us"? I never thought about it"! N how can U think like this"? - I hissed.
"Virat"! Its not in my control"! It just happened"! - she said.
"I can't even think like this"! N this marriage thing"! I don't care"! But its not a right time for me"! N manvi U just killed that friendship we had from last 24 years"! I can't love U n not even think about it"! - I said throwing my hands In air.
"Virat"! U are breaking our friendship because i confessed my feelings in front of U"? - she asked in her crackling voice.
"Yes"! I do"! - i said.
"Virat"! How can U"? - she cried out. I broke that eye contact I had with her coz I never thought I'll be responsible for tears in her eyes coz I was the same person who was ready to kill anyone who is responsible for a single drop in her eyes.
"U have changed virat"! - she said n ran out of the room but stopped in between n said between her sobs. "Virat"! Live Ur life peacefully"! I hope u'll get one U will love"! N remember one thing from this moment U lost all ur rights over me that U had"! - she said n left me there.
"Manvi"! Wait"! I didnt mean that"! Manvi"! Wait"! Please"! Listen to me.
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2 months passed she didn't even called me once n i can't even explain how much i curse myself for saying all that to her. I was wrong i didnt even thought once before saying all that. How can i even hurt that person who was beyond everything in my life? n now she was in front of my eyes.
We were there for our school reunion, we planned so much about that day that what we'll wear. She used to decide what I should wear. She know me better than anyone. I miss her presence in my life, I miss her in my life. I turned towards the bar counter when I saw her after 2 months but tried to sneak peak from my shoulder n she was with her fiancee Aditya. Yes! She was engaged to Aditya last week. I didn't even looked at him.
"Hey"! Virat"! Look who came"! - Harsh said n dragged me towards both of them n I stood In front of them.
"Hey"! Buddy"! I think i know U"! I saw Ur pictures in manvi's room"! U R virat right"? - he said n shook my hand. Huh! So she took him to her bed room too? How dare he entered her room n i looked at her but she was like stealing glances from me left that place excusing herself.
"Hey"! Wait"! Manvi"! M coming with u"! - Aditya Said n left behind him. Manvi ka chamcha! Huh! I rolled my eyes n moved towards bar counter again.
"Virat"! What happened"? Its almost half n hour U haven't talked to manvi yet"? Scene kya h boss"! - Arun said. Arun is one of my friend.
"Nothing"! - I said n left that place giving a last glance towards manvi n her so called financee.
"Hey"! Manvi"! Lets dance"! - I heard Aditya pulling her towards dance floor. Dude! She don't want to then why the hell are U forcing her? She don't like dancing! f**k off.! What the hell happened to ur choice mannu? Screw him!
slow music, dim lights! It suck!
"Virat"! Lets dance"! - Maya asked me but I denied coz I was hell worried about manvi.! Sick mind I m carrying! She herself said I should stop worrying about her? But have I ever did what she want? I fixed my eyes on every action of that So called fiancee of her!
"Adi"! M not feeling comfortable"! Please"! I don't want to...! - I heard her saying as I was just some distance away from both of them.
"Shhh"! U'll feel"! Don't worry"! I think U are uncomfortable among such crowd lets go out"! - he said n took her out of the party hall.
"Dont U think her fiance is lil much weird"! I mean we all know manvi don't like someone touching her"! I know he's her fiance but she don't like it"! As I can notice that uncomfortablity in her behaviour"! Don't U think virat"? - SHalu said.
"I dont care"! - I said n towards the bar counter. I was so frustrated..! Manvi manvi manvi..?? What the hell happened to everyone now? Is the hot topic of this party? I moved out in the garden when I heard some voices! Wait? Is it manvi.? I stood up n looked at the direction.
"Adi"! Please"! - she said n turning her face to other side n i just noticed him pulling her towards him n he bends down towards her lips! I could see frowns rising on her forehead. I banged that glass on the floor n it broke into pieces n moved towards them n slapped aditya n he fell down on the grass.
"Virat"!- I heard manvi's crakling voice n she looked at me in a surprise. I shifted my gaze to that soon to be buried creature in front of my eyes.
""How dare U tried to kiss her"? How dare U touched her"? - i screamed out to the peak of my voice gathering everyone's attention.
"Who are U"? M her fiancee"! I have whole right"! N if she don't have any problem with that"! Then what's ur problem"? - Aditya said.
"She have"! She doesn't say that doesn't mean she is liking all this crap"! N U are still not married"! So better stay away from manvi"! or I will...! - he said.
"Stop it Virat"? Who are U to say this"? Huh"? What"? He is my fiancee"! N what's ur problem"? M just ur best friend"? But I don't think that friendship is anymore"! - manvi cried out in her trembling voice.
"Because no one have right to touch U"! Not even him"! I can't share U with anyone"! U R my best friend"! - i said in a low voice looking at her.
"Shut up virat"! Who are U to decide what I should do"? Virat U lost all ur rights over me when u said u can never love or cant even think of loving me"! Then what's there now"? - she screamed out in frustration n i could see tears falling from her eyes.
"Manvi"! Because I care for U"! - I said just to make her understand.
"Virat"! I don't want ur care"! Just..."! - she said n left the place.
"Manvi"! Wait"! Listen to me"! - I tried to stop her n ran behind her giving last rage filled glare to aditya n walked behind her.
"Manvi"! I said listen to me"! Mannu"! - I said n pulled her by her wrist towards me. I stood there looking at her n she was just ruining the scene by frowns on her forehead. She was just inches away from me n I never noticed such clear view of her face. It doesn't mean I was never such close to her but this was something different. I don't know why suddenly I was thinking like this about her but seriously she is "Beautiful" escaped from my mouth n she stopped protesting against me n looked at me. I blinked twice looking at her n cleared tears strains under eyes n I love the fact that whenever she cry her red gone nose N ears made her look more beautiful but I never noticed such small things about her. I never thought I'll do this but my hand automatically moved towards her waist n pulled her close to me. I chuckled when she popped her eyes like a big eyed mouse. Wow! What an imagination na?
"Virat"! Leave me! - she said pushing me away but in response n tighten my grip on her more tightly. I don't know why but my eyes shifted to her lips which were puking out her frustration. I bends down towards her height n brushed my lips against hers. She looked at me with such a shocked expression. I don't want to regret this moment ever. I never had such a urge to shut her blabbermouth like this but seriously it was the best thing to stop her pakarpakar.
"Manvi"! I care for U"! U know me better than anymore n all i want is U to be happy always smiling like u used to. I was wrong, i said i cant love u but its something in u"! Which made me to rethink about what i said or what i felt"! If the care i do is called love than yes! I love u"! U know u are like my favourite chocolate which i can't even share with u"! Wow! What an example virat vadera"! - i said brushing my hairs with my hands. Suddenly i felt her eyes were getting wet again.
"Wait"? Now don't say U are in love with that 3rd party"? - I said moving back.
"No"! Its just"! - she smiled clearing those about to come tears.
"Mood swings"! Urr"! Nooo"! Wait"! Don't say U are pregnant"! - I said n ran to save my life.
"I'll kill U virat"! - she said running behind me.
Love happens! As so happened to me!
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The end :)
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