Moment- Virat OS

Virat closed his door and shut is eyes tight, leaning against the closed door, tear lingered at the corner of his eye which he wiped off and made his way to sofa. He almost crashed on the sofa lifelessly, well how can someone imagine him to be cool when his life was lying on death bed fighting cancer and her di at the same time.
He rested his head at the back of sofa and recalled the day, picking up Manvi's and his engagement picture from sidetable, he traced her face which glowed with happiness back then but now she seemed deprived and disheartened. Closing his eyes so as to hide away the pain, he placed the photo close to his heart, aching to realise that she might not be there with him in coming time. Exasperated, Virat got up from sofa and looked at the picture again.
"How can I stand by you Manvi? How can you look at me with expecting eyes? How can you even think that I will go against bhabhi when its the only way out ? How Manvi , How?" tears rolled down his eyes and he clutched the picture tight. After long he poured his heart out, taking in everything around him and appearing to be strong in front of Manvi, didnt help but damaged him more. His emotions were shadowed, promises to live together seemed to shaken and his faith was on verge of breaking, but he was expected to stay calm and composed. "How?" he screameed and fell on his knees. Looking at her photo with blurred vision of his tears, "I cant live without you Manvi, cant !" swallowing the lump, he tried to get up but again stumbled on floor helpless.

Viren, who was passing by his room, entered on hearing his brother's voice. The sight in front made Viren's heart clench in fist. He rushed to his broken brother, who was sitting on floor holding a photo-frame.
"Virat? "Viren kneeled next to him, cupping his face to make him look at him
Looking at his Viren's face, Virat hugged him tight, "Bhai I cant live without Manvi, I am scared bhai ! I will die Bhai." he said aloud sobbing and trembling in Viren's arm. Viren tried to calm him down but in vain."We wont let anything happen to Manvi. Trust me Virat, I am here and Jeevika is there to save her. " Viren said in urgency looking at his brother's condition.
Virat shook his head in Viren's hands '" She'll die if bhabhi will abort. She wont be able to take the guilt." Virat said, still hysterical.
Virat took a deep breath and parted from Viren, sitting against bed on floor. Viren sat next to Virat, folding his knees.
"I lost bhai . I cant save her! I cant help her in anyways. I am a looser bhai." Virat said rubbing his hands together to keep his emotions in check.
"I can understand Virat but there is no other way Virat. Jeevika has to abort." Viren said and looked at Virat for some support. Virat rubbed his forehead " I dont know bhai. I cant see Manvi die each moment but" gulping in the lump "I cant see her die now too." Virat replied with tears glistening in his eyes.
"But there is no other way Virat!" Viren said tired of explaining it to everyone
"I know bhai but." Viren kept his hand on Virat's shoulder "Its the only way we can save her. Please understand us Virat."
"Bhai what do you think, I dont want Manvi to live, I dont want to spend my life with her, I dont want to share our joys and sorrows , I am want it all Bhai..want it all. " tears fell from his eyes. "I cant imagine my life without Manvi bhai, but at the same time I cant see her drown in guilt bhai. Each path leads me to Manvi's destruction, wish I could find something for my Manvi! I wish. "

"Virat!" Manvi loud scream, jolted Virat up and ran towards Manvi . Viren looked at who was insanely in love with Manviand then at their smiling picture, next to where Virat was sitting. Looking up at the God, he wished best for everyone he loved.

Too short but this is from my heart,sorry for wasting your time guys and pardon me for errors, didnt get time to recheck it.