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For chap 12...
Finally!!!!!!!😛
He was once again running away from himself...So true!
He was running away ...without fighting n without trying..once again!
A truth, he didn't want to acknowledge, simply because it hurt too much...I love this!
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He now realized how much Sumo craved, for him!!
The whole imagination of Shravan...Perfect n beautiful but an imagination!!
Sumo didnt wanted all that, she wanted Shravan. N that ,Shravan failed to understand!
It only felt natural, if she refused to acknowledge his existence in her life...She can refuse her own existence but not his...ever!!!!
Guilt...
Helplessness n guilt are two worst feelings for an individual.
The sight of Ramnath sitting there...❤️
His father had always been a light sleeper...its simple but I loved it!
This time as he took small and leisure steps towards him...A difference this time ❤️
When happiness wasn't just a myth but a reality...Love!!
Painfully true!!
Wo chai kam paani zyada thi..😆
It wasn't the betrayal that burnt his heart, but the sheer indifference that came along with it....Soo true!
Shravan was a human before anything else!
N everyone ignored that fact that it hurts him..it will hurt him to an extend that he'll lose himself fighting his inner demons..alone!!
Have you ever been happy with my mother? Did you... love her?...Wow just Wow!!👏
Thanks for this Sal...
Was there Love?
I didn't want to be the constant reminder of your failed marriage....Oh Shravan!🥺
Ramnath-Nirmala...This relation n these individuals needed a closure too!
A Proper closure with no lose ends..but what we got was.🤬
Khair we have you n our wonderful writershere so why to fear😳
The only thing I remember from those good times is two adults ready to kill each other for the sake of their damned egos...Iske liye ye le 🤗
I wanted Shravan to ask these questions from Ramnath one day. It was always really easy for him to Question Sumo but with Ramnath, it was a whole lot different thing!
Not Fair!!
The way Ramnath explained..Loved it!!
Pehle ghussa tha humare beech aur phir indifference...❤️
We fell out of love, because we didn't try enough...A lesson for ShraMan!!!!
Marriage is like a seed, you have to protect it from the cold winters, shield it from the scorching sun and provide it the coolness of the rain and then only it will blossom into a beautiful and mighty tree...Wow!!!!
Loved it soo much ❤️ ❤️
There was a time he was proud of this statement, now it just felt like a failure...Can feel the Pain..Of Shravan, of Ramnath!
No matter what Ramnath did , But it hurts to see him like this!
Par aap to mere aapne the na Papa..O My💔👏
How could you think that I would be happy? How could you think that it was okay to make me believe that my mother left me and you for another man...So damn true!!
How could Ramnath think that it would be ok for Shravan anyhow...
It wasnt the love of a father that day, it was the hate n jealousy of a failed Husband!!
That failed Husband overpowered a father within him that day!!
Zindagi bhar mujhe iss darr ke sath rehna padega ke kab koi chor ke chala jaye, because they won't be able to deal with my insecurities...Insecurities..They have the power to burn you n your relations...slowly n painfully!!
Sumo n Shravan...both are miserable coz both are insecure.
Koi khud se bhaag raha hai, koi khud ko protect karne ki koshish mein hai!!
You don't hurt the ones you love, you don't tear them apart...👏
Killer one!!
How many times he had hurt Sumo in his rage, despite loving her relentlessly?...N Sumo hurt him coz of her insecurities!!
Tum ek aisi aurat se pyaar karte ho, jo khud keliye lad sakti aur zaroorat aane par, tumhare khilaf bhi. You love people in their entirety...Yess This is Shravan n he is love himself!
N this is Sumo n she can never be Nirmala Ahuja!!
He found himself wanting to believe, just for once. Only for a moment...🥺
That lil boy...that Chashmish here!!
That Namik Paul here..❤️ ❤️
Sometimes you have to step back and take the time to think....So true!
Think with a cool mind..Things will eventually fall into place.
They love to preach the one who is lost, forgetting that they are still searching their way...True!
But I think the one who has lost knows how it feels, the one who IS lost knows how it feels, the one who had destroyed himself, knows how it feels...he may not have forgiven himself but he sure knows how it feels not being able to do that n that person doesnt want his loved one to go through the same. That person would want the other one to save himself in time so that he can live a liberated life ..free from any guilt or pain!
She always looked so strong and in control that he himself forgot that everyone needs someone who would look after them, who would be willing to be strong for them. ...Loved this one so so so so much!!!!!!!
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The whole next...Shravan lifting her, her hold, his longing, pain...everything❤️
If it was normal to miss someone even though they weren't gone...Sal kya karti hai re!!
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He doesn't trust you...What can more hurtful than this realization??
She knew that he loved her, she had seen it countless times in his eyes, she had seen it through his actions but too often his words didn't match and she found her hope diminishing day by day...Sometimes words are not enough and sometime actions are not enough!!
Kabhi kabhi bolna bhi zaroori hai!!
At the end of the day, their relationship was a frail, weak link that could fall apart by a simple tug...This love is strong enough to face anything.
She could do or say anything, her past actions would always overshadow the person she had become today. Second chances were not meant for everyone, like drizzle on a parched day they were only bestowed to few...❤️
This is Sumo. No matter what we say it was the ultimate truth of her life.
Past..It had had ShraMan in its clutches...tight. Suffocating them!!
Then why would she let her oversized ego take the fall?
He just had to ask once...Offooo!!!!
Assumptions can kill!!
Shukar hai...she took a step..Shabaash Sumo!!😛
When he took too much of time to set up his hair...20 min😳
Itna time to main bhi nahi leti even when I have longgg hair😆
She couldn't help put place her hand against his chest, the quick and steady pulse of his heart underneath her hand gave a mild assurance to her worries....Haaye❤️
Bathroom ja sakti hoon ya wahan bhi main safe nahi hoon...🤣
O Sumo...O Sal 😆
Duffer hain dono!!
TALK guys!!!!
Bechara Pushkar..ShraMan or inki fights ka maara!😆
Lag jaa beta kaam pe...kuch akal de inko!
Her index finger pointing towards the door...Sumo ka style hai re ye to😳❤️
Aur main bhaiya ki side loon ya teri ek hi baat hai kyon ke tum dono ek hi side pe ho...Pushkar sayaana hai.
Bas wo to Preeti ke pyaar mein pagal ho gaya tha kuch waqt ke liye !!
For him, Shravan and Sumo were two names which should always be taken together....For us all too!!
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Sumo-Pushkie convo👏
Two friends...after a long time!
Beautifully penned down with their characters intact in there!!
How can he love me if he doesn't trust me?...Loveeed it!
So true ya!
Trust n Love...equally important...The base!!
Bhaiya bharosa karne se darte hain lekin iss ka matlab ye nahi hai ke wo tujhse pyaar nahi karte. No one ever fought for him. Unn hone jab bhi kisi pe bharosa kiya, he only met with disappointments...Oh My My!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sal...
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Everything is just so messed up and I am so tired...This...for me said so so much!!
A person who is strong, fights all odds alone..stumble in the path of life again n again..stand up n support himself again n again alone..then again a fall...at the end , he would lose the hope.He would feel tired of this never ending walk n its tests called Life!
We all are to blame into this because no one was there for him. We just kept asking what was wrong but never acted to fix things...Bang on!!
Now the Pushkar, the brother n friend is back!!
Finally!!
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Oh Pushkie Pie❤️ ❤️
He asked to the girl who looked up at him as if he had given her back a piece of her heart...He did!
He made her feel alive with his words.
Sooo much loved this convo Sal.
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How proudly her teenage-self had declared to him that she would never wait for anyone and today she found herself sitting in the same spot as him. Five hours. He had waited five hours for her, despite her negligence and ignorance. She could imagine his smile slightly wavering and his hope diminishing to ashes as minutes, then hours passed. Waiting for someone is the worst thing in the world, everything fades around you and one day you belong to oblivion...I cant help but quote the whole coz I Loved it sooo damn much Sal❤️
@Bold 👏 👏
I am leaving because hurting you is no longer an option for me...But you are doing exactly the same Shravan .This time more gravely!!
The only difference was that back then she had run behind him and today her legs felt heavy, too heavy to move as though weight had been tethered to them...This...this is just Love!!
Am ...
One day I'll give up coz I'll lost the hope...
Don't do this....That plea...n my heart💔
So this is it. You are leaving me, again...I cant help but hear...I feel a crack!!
I'll come back, Sumo. For you, I'll come back...Come back to whom?
Sumo?...The same?
And what if during the days he spent away from her, he found her undeserving of his love? What if he went away forever?...It broke me!!!!!!!!!
She had to go home. Her home...There is nothing called home for Sumo!!
Not anymore!!
She felt like she could allow herself to fall apart...Sumo is indeed a strength herself!!
His shirt around her shoulders - her blanket from the world...Loved this one line so much!!
Reminded me of something precious ❤️
At the end all I have to say is that I Love Sumo.
She is Love n she is Life!!
I dont know what would happen now but...
Shravan sach mein bhaga hai...Wo pehle bhi bhaga tha, aaj bhi.. wajah chahe jo bhi ho!
Sumo ne tab bhi face kiya or wo aaj bhi kar rahi hai...But the question is kab tak?
Sumo made mistakes...yes!
She hurt him...yes but
She cant be the only one to be blamed for everything...every damn time!!
All in all...A Blasting Update Sal!
Killed it with your words buddy👏
Kudos to you!
I Love your writing❤️
N I Love you🤗
Keep it up!
Holding you is Love!!
Hats off to the writer!!
Lots of Love n admiration 🤗
Nik
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