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Hello!
I had not visited the forum since morning and not even logged in on twitter, facebook or instagram. I know that I do not need to tell you guys the reason behind this. Well, after a lot of crying and cursing and blaming, I actually understood that this is of no use. I knew that the show had to end on fine day, and I had to be prepared. The only reason is the ABRUPT ending. Well, I was actually watching Bahu Humari Rajni Kant today, where Rajni delivered a dialogue - "insaan ki akhri ummeed hai ishwar"- and I was like really?? No!
Agar yahi hota, to kya humaari duaayon mein, humari koshishon mein koi kami reh gayi thi? GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES - kuch aisa hi hai na woh kahavat? Iska matlab yeh bhi jhooth hai? Haan. Hai na? Hum ne to apni jaan laga di thi, par shaayad bhagwaan ko humaari koshish se zyaada Sony waalon ki SAMAJHDAARI bhaa gayi. Humne sony ko kosa hai, usse dhikkaara hai, par don't you think yeh karke hamaara hi BP high ho gaya hai?
Abhi hum Season 2 ki duaayein, requests etc. kar rahe hain. Par kya bhagwaan ko iss baar bhi humaari koshish bhaayegi nahi? Petitons, tweets, posts ke badle ab unhe kya chahiye? Believe me, yeh main hi nahi keh rahi hoon, HUM SAB WOH HAR EK KOSHISH KARNE SE PEHLE DO BAAR SOCHENGE NAHI!!
Main kal Ramakrishna Math jaa rahi hoon, kuch der ke liye shaanti paane ke liye. Filhaal main Kolkata mein hoon. Yahan pe har ek pandal pe jaake main kya duaa kar rahi hoon, yeh bhi mujhe batana nahi parega. Tum log itne to samajhdaar ho na?
Bhagwaan se maine kuch maanga hai, aur mere experiences batate hain ki woh meri baaat ko thukraayenge nahi. Par pichle kuch dinon mein jo huya, usse to ummeed karne se bhi darr lagta hai. Ummeed par kya duniya sach mein kaayam hai? My point is not ending, it is ABRUPT ending.
Bahut logon ne sony ko call kiya hai aur sony ne kaha hai ki Nikita ke theek hone par S2 zaroor aayega. Par past experiences ko dekhe, to kya hum un aankhein moond kar na sahi, par atleast thoda bhi bharosa kar sakte hain?
I usually do sometimes turn to challenging god. But believe me forum, this time, even that is being such a difficult job. I am praying with all my heart, day and night. People outside may believe me to be insane. They may think - yeh ladki paagal hai jo ek tv show ke liye aankhon se gangaa yamunaa bahaa rahi hai? Par unhe main kya samjhaaoon ki yeh mere liye hi nahi, karoron ke liye EK TV SHOW SE KAHI ZYAADA HAI!
Well, I will keep praying and will put in my best to get what I have asked for, but the only thing that bothers me is - Kya bhagwaan ko iss baar meri duaa qubool hogi? Kya woh iss baar jeet ko humaari mutthiyon mein band karenge?
This post was not to hurt the sentiments of anyone. In case I did so in some way or the other, please do forgive me. But this was a must for me to speak my heart out, to deliver some pain in the form of a few words, to lighten myself.
Thank you,
Shikha.
