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Ek pal jissne cheena tha...
Ek pal jo ki chot de gaya...
Ek pal jissne rang pheeke kar diye...
Ek pal jo aankhe numm karta hai...
Ek pal jo tanhaa kar gaya...
Ek pal jo dil ke zakhmon ko kuredta hai...
Ek pal jo kabhi na aaya hota ...toh kya hota...
Sab chale gaye...mujhe tanhaa kar...
Main akeli tanhaa...uss shaitaan se...uss jallad se joojh rahi hun...
Khudse kiya vaada nibha rahi hun...zakhmon ko ander daba...badle ki aag mein sulag rahi hun...
Jab tak uss kalavati se badla na le loon...yeh aag na kam hogi...
Aur na iss aag ko main bujhne doongi...
Tara ab itni kamzor bhi nahi...
Aaj Nandu ke munh par ek qaraara tamaacha jada...aur usse uski auqaat yaad dilaayi...
Daadaji ko gaye hue...kuch din guzar gaye...
Jo kaam unhone suapa hai...woh pura karke rahungi...iss ghar ko kalavati ke chungal mein kabhi phansne nahi dungi...
Baba ne kayi dinon se khana nahi khaya...sahi se...
Mujhe unki fikar hai...
Yeh sab sochte hue...main room mein...khidki ke paas khade ho...Mj ki photo ko lekar baatein kar rahi hun...
Ek tu hi jeene ka sahara hai...
Ek tu jeene ka zariya hai...
Tujhe dekh sukun bhi milta hai...
Uss aag ko hawaa bhi milti hai...
Bht raat ho gayi...ab so jaana chahiye...
Main ussi couch par so gayi...jahan Mj soya karta tha...
Dil ko mazbut bana duniya se ladd rahi hun...
Uss kallo ke khilaaf saazish kar rahi hun...
Lekin raat ka aalam kaun jaane...
Meri siskiyan kaun jaaane...
Usske jaane se ab tak koi raat nahi...jiss raat mujhe qaraar aaye...
Aisi koi raat nahi...jab aankhon se aansun sukh jaaye...
Raaton ke andhere mein ...uski yaadon ko liye...siskiyon ka daaman thama hai...
Dil ki gehraayi mein jo dard hai...raat ki tanhaayi mein nikalta hai...
Kallo ke saamne kamzor nahi padna hai...
Dinbhar usse ladne ke liye...usska saamna karne ke liye...
Raat ko inn aansun ka behna zaroori hai...
Taaki din ki roshni mein...isse koi dekh na sake...
Takiya...aansun se bheeg jaata hai...raat pehar se subah ho jaati hai...
Par uski yaad...yeh siskiya...yeh aansun band nahi hote...
Din bhar muqaabala...aur raat ki siskiyan...
Mera roz ka maamoool ban gaya hai...
Jaane aaj kya hua hai...aaj dil majboor hai...
Dil ka gham badh gaya hai...din guzar rahe hai...raatein guzar rahi hai...
Usski yaad mein...
Main rote rote...couch par lete hue...Mj ki photo ko seene se lagaaye...siskiyon ke saath...
Neend mein bhi...Mj ka naam le rahi thi...woh khaufzada ...manzar...
Meri nazron se mit'ta nahi...
Neend mein bhi main...uss din ka zikar karti rehti hun...
Chod de kalavati...mere Mrityunjay ko chod de...
Woh din...jissdin mere Mrityinjay ko suli par latkaaya tha...uss par paththar barsaaye the...
Har raat wahi sapna dekh ...woh haadsaa marta nahi...
Aur mujhe roz ladne ki wajah deta hai...
Aaj phirse dekha wahi manzar...
"Mrityunjay"
Usska naam le phirse...siskiyan toot gayi...
Usski yaad...uski baat...
Uske photo ko seene se kaske laga phoot phoot kar ro padi...
Aur room se bahar nikal...mere ghar...yaani
Humaare UC mein jaa pohonchi...
Raat ke 2 baje...
Aaj hawaa ka rukh kuch zyaada hi tez hai...
Tufaan jaisa lag raha hai...bijli bhi kadak rahi hai...
Aur main...nange pair...Mj ki yaadon mein khoyi hui...
Iss mausam mein sudh budh khoye hue chal rahi hun...
Gate ke paas aakar ruk gayi...
Jaane kab aana hua tha...yeh wahi hai...jaha se Mj mujhe doli mein bitha le gaya tha...
Uss lakdi ke gate ko chute hue...mujhe uss din ki yaada dilaata hai...
Jab main zidd pad adi thi ...mj ne mere liye chaat banayi thi...aur mujhe ghar le gaye the...
Main usse choote hue aage badhi...
Ek ek lamha mujhe usski yaad dilaata hai...
Woh machaan...woh chatt...woh darwaaza...woh kamra...mujhe ek ek pal ki yaad dilaata hai...
Aur woh deewaar...
Jab pehli baar likha tha...pata na tha...yeh asar hoga...yunh likhna shuru hoga...
Uss ke zariye gham baantna...
Woh pal...woh yaadein...
Ek ek cheez ko choote hue guzar rahi hun...usse yaad kar rahi hun...
Woh baarish mein bheegna...woh aag se bachana...
Woh khichdi banana...woh chaat khilaana...
Woh chhat banana...woh deewaaron ko rangna...
Sab ek khoobsurt ehsaas ki tarah dil mein basa hai...
Unn yaadon ...unn baaton se hausla milta hai...
Main aahista se Maria ke paas jaana chahti thi...taaki usse gale lag kar apna dard halka karun...apni baatein kahun...
Par phir kadam aage na badhe...
Meri nazar phirse...deewaar par padi...
Main bhaari qadmon se uski taraf badhi...
Usske paas jaa kar...maine haath badha kar... usse jab chua toh phirse nazar ke saamne pura naqsha khinch gaya...
Aur apne aap ko rok na saki...zor zor se ro padi...
Mrityunjay...tum kahan ho...
Yeh jaan thakne lagi hai...tumhaare bina...
Yeh himmat tootne lagi hai...tumhaare bina...
Yeh dil kamzor padne laga hai...tumhaare bina...
Yeh saansein thamne lagi hai ...tumhaare bina...
Main thak rahi hun lad lad ke...dard chupa chupa ke...siskiyaan le le kar...
Aur aisa kehte hue main aur zor se ro padi...
Aur aankhen band kar ussi deewaar se lagkar khadi ho gayi...
Mera yunh cheekhna chillana...aansun bahaana...dard ko kam nahi karta...
Aankhen band hai...aankhon se aansun ki ladi toot'ti nahi...
Uss deewaar se yunh lag kar khade rehna...usske kuch kehne ka ehsaas deta hai...
Maine apne gaalon par kisi ka pyaara sa haath mehsoos kiya...jo mujhe bade pyaar se pakda...ussne mere chehre ko apne haaton se gher liya hai...
Aahista se Mere aansun ko sametne laga hai...
Main bina aankhen khole...usse ke seene se lag gayi...usse kasskar...baahon mein thaam liya...taaki chhoote na...
Usske seene se lag...aur zor zor se rone lagi...
"Mrityunjay ...tum kyun aaye yahan..."
"Maine kaha tha...mujhe inn aakhon mein aansun bardasht nahi...tumne meri suni nahi...
Tumne pukaara aur main aa gaya..."
"Tum kyun nahi samjhte"
"Kya samjhun...tumhe yunh siskiyan lete nahi dekh sakta...tumne apna Vaada toda hai...aur maine Mera..."
"Tumhe nahi aana chahiye tha..."
Main bas yunhi kahe jaa rahi thi...
"Aankhen khol kar dekhogi nahi..."
Ussne mujhe thoda sambhala...aur phirse mere chahre ko thaame hue kaha...
" Nahi kholna chahti...bas iss pal ko mehsoos karna chahti hun...aankhen kholne se agar yeh sapna raha toh toot jaayega...main sapne mein bhi tum se door jaana nahi chahti..."had darja rote hue...keh rahi hun...
"bharosa hai na...meri chahaht par"
"Khudse bhi zyaada..."
"Toh phir kholo aankhen...apne sapnon ki haqeeqat se rubaroo nahi hona hai..."
Maine aahistaa se aankhen kholi...
"Mrityunjay..."
aur phirse usse gale laga liye...woh mere saamne tha...
"Aankhen khol...pati ko seene se na lagaaya... toh kya kiya..."
Main yeh dekh aur sunn aur zor zor se rone lagi...
Ussne phir mujhe ek dam chup karaya...
Mere aansun poche...aur mera haath thaam hum donon wahan baith gaye...
Woh mujh mein...aur main ussmein kho gayi...
Ek arse baad deedaar hua hai...
Mj ne phirse kaha...
"iss raat ki taariki mein shab ka ujaala ho tum...
Yeh waqt kahin guzar na jaaye pehlu mein samaa jaao tum...
Main usse bas dekhne lagi...
Uss ke kandhe par sar rakh woh din yaad karne lagi...
Woh din...,.
Woh din ...jab uss kalavati ne Mrityunjay ko phaansi par latkaaya tha...usspa paththar barsaaye the...
Main cheekh cheekh kar...chilla chilla ka madad maang rahi thi...Mj ki.jaan ki bheek maang rahi thi...par uss zaalim ko reham na aaya...
Ussne aakhir woh kiya jo usse karna tha...
Unsab ke jaane ke baad...jab main kalavati ke naam ki duhaayi de rahi thi...
Mj se lipatkar ro rahi thi...
Tab kisine mere kandhe par hath rakha...
Maine mud kar dekhi...koi aur Nahi...Mrityunjay...
Aankhon par yakeen na aaya...par uss body ko chod...main tezi se Mrityunjay ke gale lag gayi...
Usse paglon jaise poochne lagi...tum thik toh hona...tumhe kahan kahan lagi hai...
Khushi se uske haathon ko choomne lagi...
Tum thik toh ho na...baar baar ek hi sawaal karne lagi...
Maine hairaani se poocha...tum ...par kaise...
Mere saamne ussne tumhe latkaya tha...phir yeh kaise ho gaya...
Tab maine dekha...Maa...matlab...Saasu maa...
Woh aayi...unhone mujhe dekha aur main unhe...hairat bhari nigaahon se dekh rahi thi...
Mj ne phir bataya...
Yeh sab kaise hua...jab main kallo ke unn kinnar fauj par dande barsaa rahi thi...
Uss waqt...Mj ko nikaal usski jagah...dusre qaidi ko badal diya...
Saasuma ne ek aur aadmi ki madad se pehle uss qaidi pe hamla kar behosh kar diya...
Aur aakhir muaka mila...
Kalavati rassi baandh kar...Mujhe pakdne ke liye aayi...
Uss waqt tak Mj ko phaansi par nahi latkaaya tha...toh body badalne mein aasaani ho gayi...
Yahan kallo mujhe pakadne mein busy ho gayi...aur ussi gehmaa gehmi mein...
Saasuma ne apna kamaal kar diya...
Aur body replace kar di...
Main yeh sab sunne ke baad phirse Mj ke gale lag gayi...
Mj ne kaha...tum thik ho na...mere haathon ko pakde hue...
Main uss waqt kehne ki haalat mein nahi thi ...meri khushi ka thikaana na raha...
Maine phir pucha...ab kya hoga...
Mj ne kaha...humein iss raaz ko raaz rakhna hoga...
Phir kya tha...humne phir sab kuch plan ke mutaabik kiya...
Mera ghar jaana...RP ko chillana ...goli chalaana...
Antim sanskaar...woh sab...
Meri ladai...aaj bhi chal rahi hai...
Bas afsos Daada ji hamaare saath nahi ha...
Mj mere saath hai...par paas nahi...issi baat ka dukh hai...
Woh hai...par usse yunh doori mujhse bardaasht nahi hoti...
Har ek mushkil ka saamna karne mein saath hai...par agar haath thaame paas khada ho toh kya baat hai...
Usse aur judai sahi nahi jaati...
Usse itne dinon baad yunh milna...saha nahi jaata...
Woh manzar aaj bhi rongte khade karta hai...
Bas yeh intezaar ka lamhaa aur saha nahi jaata...
Yeh sab soch rahi thi...Mj ne chutki baja...
Unn khayaalon se peecha chuda haqeeqat mein le aaya...
Aur haqeeqat yeh hai...woh mere saamne hai...
Mere haathon ko thame hue...iss tufaani raat mein...
Aaj itne dinon baad mile ho...
Maine kaha...
"tum kyun aaye...humne promise kiya tha na..."
"tumne bhi promise kiya tha..."
"Phir bhi...kisine dekha toh..."
"koi nahi dekh raha...agar tum vaada nibhaati toh main na aata...tum ne promise toda...aur royi...toh maine bhi tod diya..."
Main usske kandhe se sar lagaa kar uska haath pakde hue baithe hui hun...bas yeh raat badi zaalim hai...
Waqt kaise guzarta hai ...pata nahi chalta...bas mein ho toh iss pal ko rok lun...
Par yeh mumkin nahi...phir subah hote hi...woh door chala jaayega...
Par itna asar hai chahat ka ...woh huasla de jaayega...
Pal bhar ka tufaan tha...
Usse nikal gaye hai...
Intezaar hai uss lamhe ka...
Iss shab ki subah kab hogi...
Yunhi khayaal aaya toh likh diya...pls padh kar agar upset ho toh...i m ready to take...ur tomatoes...and sandals...
Love u guys...
I m Positive...
Ek pal jo ki chot de gaya...
Ek pal jissne rang pheeke kar diye...
Ek pal jo aankhe numm karta hai...
Ek pal jo tanhaa kar gaya...
Ek pal jo dil ke zakhmon ko kuredta hai...
Ek pal jo kabhi na aaya hota ...toh kya hota...
Sab chale gaye...mujhe tanhaa kar...
Main akeli tanhaa...uss shaitaan se...uss jallad se joojh rahi hun...
Khudse kiya vaada nibha rahi hun...zakhmon ko ander daba...badle ki aag mein sulag rahi hun...
Jab tak uss kalavati se badla na le loon...yeh aag na kam hogi...
Aur na iss aag ko main bujhne doongi...
Tara ab itni kamzor bhi nahi...
Aaj Nandu ke munh par ek qaraara tamaacha jada...aur usse uski auqaat yaad dilaayi...
Daadaji ko gaye hue...kuch din guzar gaye...
Jo kaam unhone suapa hai...woh pura karke rahungi...iss ghar ko kalavati ke chungal mein kabhi phansne nahi dungi...
Baba ne kayi dinon se khana nahi khaya...sahi se...
Mujhe unki fikar hai...
Yeh sab sochte hue...main room mein...khidki ke paas khade ho...Mj ki photo ko lekar baatein kar rahi hun...
Ek tu hi jeene ka sahara hai...
Ek tu jeene ka zariya hai...
Tujhe dekh sukun bhi milta hai...
Uss aag ko hawaa bhi milti hai...
Bht raat ho gayi...ab so jaana chahiye...
Main ussi couch par so gayi...jahan Mj soya karta tha...
Dil ko mazbut bana duniya se ladd rahi hun...
Uss kallo ke khilaaf saazish kar rahi hun...
Lekin raat ka aalam kaun jaane...
Meri siskiyan kaun jaaane...
Usske jaane se ab tak koi raat nahi...jiss raat mujhe qaraar aaye...
Aisi koi raat nahi...jab aankhon se aansun sukh jaaye...
Raaton ke andhere mein ...uski yaadon ko liye...siskiyon ka daaman thama hai...
Dil ki gehraayi mein jo dard hai...raat ki tanhaayi mein nikalta hai...
Kallo ke saamne kamzor nahi padna hai...
Dinbhar usse ladne ke liye...usska saamna karne ke liye...
Raat ko inn aansun ka behna zaroori hai...
Taaki din ki roshni mein...isse koi dekh na sake...
Takiya...aansun se bheeg jaata hai...raat pehar se subah ho jaati hai...
Par uski yaad...yeh siskiya...yeh aansun band nahi hote...
Din bhar muqaabala...aur raat ki siskiyan...
Mera roz ka maamoool ban gaya hai...
Jaane aaj kya hua hai...aaj dil majboor hai...
Dil ka gham badh gaya hai...din guzar rahe hai...raatein guzar rahi hai...
Usski yaad mein...
Main rote rote...couch par lete hue...Mj ki photo ko seene se lagaaye...siskiyon ke saath...
Neend mein bhi...Mj ka naam le rahi thi...woh khaufzada ...manzar...
Meri nazron se mit'ta nahi...
Neend mein bhi main...uss din ka zikar karti rehti hun...
Chod de kalavati...mere Mrityunjay ko chod de...
Woh din...jissdin mere Mrityinjay ko suli par latkaaya tha...uss par paththar barsaaye the...
Har raat wahi sapna dekh ...woh haadsaa marta nahi...
Aur mujhe roz ladne ki wajah deta hai...
Aaj phirse dekha wahi manzar...
"Mrityunjay"
Usska naam le phirse...siskiyan toot gayi...
Usski yaad...uski baat...
Uske photo ko seene se kaske laga phoot phoot kar ro padi...
Aur room se bahar nikal...mere ghar...yaani
Humaare UC mein jaa pohonchi...
Raat ke 2 baje...
Aaj hawaa ka rukh kuch zyaada hi tez hai...
Tufaan jaisa lag raha hai...bijli bhi kadak rahi hai...
Aur main...nange pair...Mj ki yaadon mein khoyi hui...
Iss mausam mein sudh budh khoye hue chal rahi hun...
Gate ke paas aakar ruk gayi...
Jaane kab aana hua tha...yeh wahi hai...jaha se Mj mujhe doli mein bitha le gaya tha...
Uss lakdi ke gate ko chute hue...mujhe uss din ki yaada dilaata hai...
Jab main zidd pad adi thi ...mj ne mere liye chaat banayi thi...aur mujhe ghar le gaye the...
Main usse choote hue aage badhi...
Ek ek lamha mujhe usski yaad dilaata hai...
Woh machaan...woh chatt...woh darwaaza...woh kamra...mujhe ek ek pal ki yaad dilaata hai...
Aur woh deewaar...
Jab pehli baar likha tha...pata na tha...yeh asar hoga...yunh likhna shuru hoga...
Uss ke zariye gham baantna...
Woh pal...woh yaadein...
Ek ek cheez ko choote hue guzar rahi hun...usse yaad kar rahi hun...
Woh baarish mein bheegna...woh aag se bachana...
Woh khichdi banana...woh chaat khilaana...
Woh chhat banana...woh deewaaron ko rangna...
Sab ek khoobsurt ehsaas ki tarah dil mein basa hai...
Unn yaadon ...unn baaton se hausla milta hai...
Main aahista se Maria ke paas jaana chahti thi...taaki usse gale lag kar apna dard halka karun...apni baatein kahun...
Par phir kadam aage na badhe...
Meri nazar phirse...deewaar par padi...
Main bhaari qadmon se uski taraf badhi...
Usske paas jaa kar...maine haath badha kar... usse jab chua toh phirse nazar ke saamne pura naqsha khinch gaya...
Aur apne aap ko rok na saki...zor zor se ro padi...
Mrityunjay...tum kahan ho...
Yeh jaan thakne lagi hai...tumhaare bina...
Yeh himmat tootne lagi hai...tumhaare bina...
Yeh dil kamzor padne laga hai...tumhaare bina...
Yeh saansein thamne lagi hai ...tumhaare bina...
Main thak rahi hun lad lad ke...dard chupa chupa ke...siskiyaan le le kar...
Aur aisa kehte hue main aur zor se ro padi...
Aur aankhen band kar ussi deewaar se lagkar khadi ho gayi...
Mera yunh cheekhna chillana...aansun bahaana...dard ko kam nahi karta...
Aankhen band hai...aankhon se aansun ki ladi toot'ti nahi...
Uss deewaar se yunh lag kar khade rehna...usske kuch kehne ka ehsaas deta hai...
Maine apne gaalon par kisi ka pyaara sa haath mehsoos kiya...jo mujhe bade pyaar se pakda...ussne mere chehre ko apne haaton se gher liya hai...
Aahista se Mere aansun ko sametne laga hai...
Main bina aankhen khole...usse ke seene se lag gayi...usse kasskar...baahon mein thaam liya...taaki chhoote na...
Usske seene se lag...aur zor zor se rone lagi...
"Mrityunjay ...tum kyun aaye yahan..."
"Maine kaha tha...mujhe inn aakhon mein aansun bardasht nahi...tumne meri suni nahi...
Tumne pukaara aur main aa gaya..."
"Tum kyun nahi samjhte"
"Kya samjhun...tumhe yunh siskiyan lete nahi dekh sakta...tumne apna Vaada toda hai...aur maine Mera..."
"Tumhe nahi aana chahiye tha..."
Main bas yunhi kahe jaa rahi thi...
"Aankhen khol kar dekhogi nahi..."
Ussne mujhe thoda sambhala...aur phirse mere chahre ko thaame hue kaha...
" Nahi kholna chahti...bas iss pal ko mehsoos karna chahti hun...aankhen kholne se agar yeh sapna raha toh toot jaayega...main sapne mein bhi tum se door jaana nahi chahti..."had darja rote hue...keh rahi hun...
"bharosa hai na...meri chahaht par"
"Khudse bhi zyaada..."
"Toh phir kholo aankhen...apne sapnon ki haqeeqat se rubaroo nahi hona hai..."
Maine aahistaa se aankhen kholi...
"Mrityunjay..."
aur phirse usse gale laga liye...woh mere saamne tha...
"Aankhen khol...pati ko seene se na lagaaya... toh kya kiya..."
Main yeh dekh aur sunn aur zor zor se rone lagi...
Ussne phir mujhe ek dam chup karaya...
Mere aansun poche...aur mera haath thaam hum donon wahan baith gaye...
Woh mujh mein...aur main ussmein kho gayi...
Ek arse baad deedaar hua hai...
Mj ne phirse kaha...
"iss raat ki taariki mein shab ka ujaala ho tum...
Yeh waqt kahin guzar na jaaye pehlu mein samaa jaao tum...
Main usse bas dekhne lagi...
Uss ke kandhe par sar rakh woh din yaad karne lagi...
Woh din...,.
Woh din ...jab uss kalavati ne Mrityunjay ko phaansi par latkaaya tha...usspa paththar barsaaye the...
Main cheekh cheekh kar...chilla chilla ka madad maang rahi thi...Mj ki.jaan ki bheek maang rahi thi...par uss zaalim ko reham na aaya...
Ussne aakhir woh kiya jo usse karna tha...
Unsab ke jaane ke baad...jab main kalavati ke naam ki duhaayi de rahi thi...
Mj se lipatkar ro rahi thi...
Tab kisine mere kandhe par hath rakha...
Maine mud kar dekhi...koi aur Nahi...Mrityunjay...
Aankhon par yakeen na aaya...par uss body ko chod...main tezi se Mrityunjay ke gale lag gayi...
Usse paglon jaise poochne lagi...tum thik toh hona...tumhe kahan kahan lagi hai...
Khushi se uske haathon ko choomne lagi...
Tum thik toh ho na...baar baar ek hi sawaal karne lagi...
Maine hairaani se poocha...tum ...par kaise...
Mere saamne ussne tumhe latkaya tha...phir yeh kaise ho gaya...
Tab maine dekha...Maa...matlab...Saasu maa...
Woh aayi...unhone mujhe dekha aur main unhe...hairat bhari nigaahon se dekh rahi thi...
Mj ne phir bataya...
Yeh sab kaise hua...jab main kallo ke unn kinnar fauj par dande barsaa rahi thi...
Uss waqt...Mj ko nikaal usski jagah...dusre qaidi ko badal diya...
Saasuma ne ek aur aadmi ki madad se pehle uss qaidi pe hamla kar behosh kar diya...
Aur aakhir muaka mila...
Kalavati rassi baandh kar...Mujhe pakdne ke liye aayi...
Uss waqt tak Mj ko phaansi par nahi latkaaya tha...toh body badalne mein aasaani ho gayi...
Yahan kallo mujhe pakadne mein busy ho gayi...aur ussi gehmaa gehmi mein...
Saasuma ne apna kamaal kar diya...
Aur body replace kar di...
Main yeh sab sunne ke baad phirse Mj ke gale lag gayi...
Mj ne kaha...tum thik ho na...mere haathon ko pakde hue...
Main uss waqt kehne ki haalat mein nahi thi ...meri khushi ka thikaana na raha...
Maine phir pucha...ab kya hoga...
Mj ne kaha...humein iss raaz ko raaz rakhna hoga...
Phir kya tha...humne phir sab kuch plan ke mutaabik kiya...
Mera ghar jaana...RP ko chillana ...goli chalaana...
Antim sanskaar...woh sab...
Meri ladai...aaj bhi chal rahi hai...
Bas afsos Daada ji hamaare saath nahi ha...
Mj mere saath hai...par paas nahi...issi baat ka dukh hai...
Woh hai...par usse yunh doori mujhse bardaasht nahi hoti...
Har ek mushkil ka saamna karne mein saath hai...par agar haath thaame paas khada ho toh kya baat hai...
Usse aur judai sahi nahi jaati...
Usse itne dinon baad yunh milna...saha nahi jaata...
Woh manzar aaj bhi rongte khade karta hai...
Bas yeh intezaar ka lamhaa aur saha nahi jaata...
Yeh sab soch rahi thi...Mj ne chutki baja...
Unn khayaalon se peecha chuda haqeeqat mein le aaya...
Aur haqeeqat yeh hai...woh mere saamne hai...
Mere haathon ko thame hue...iss tufaani raat mein...
Aaj itne dinon baad mile ho...
Maine kaha...
"tum kyun aaye...humne promise kiya tha na..."
"tumne bhi promise kiya tha..."
"Phir bhi...kisine dekha toh..."
"koi nahi dekh raha...agar tum vaada nibhaati toh main na aata...tum ne promise toda...aur royi...toh maine bhi tod diya..."
Main usske kandhe se sar lagaa kar uska haath pakde hue baithe hui hun...bas yeh raat badi zaalim hai...
Waqt kaise guzarta hai ...pata nahi chalta...bas mein ho toh iss pal ko rok lun...
Par yeh mumkin nahi...phir subah hote hi...woh door chala jaayega...
Par itna asar hai chahat ka ...woh huasla de jaayega...
Pal bhar ka tufaan tha...
Usse nikal gaye hai...
Intezaar hai uss lamhe ka...
Iss shab ki subah kab hogi...
Yunhi khayaal aaya toh likh diya...pls padh kar agar upset ho toh...i m ready to take...ur tomatoes...and sandals...
Love u guys...
I m Positive...
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
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