Originally posted by: honeybees22
ria that means you don't consider us close friends
because close friends share everything no matter how hurtful it is..mujhe dekh i come and tell everything because i know someone will make it better
if you keep them to yourself no one can help you! you have to help yourself by telling someone!
no one will be hurt we are a family..jo bhi baat ho khul kar bata diya kar
Do u really know how close u are actually?!... Just tell me would you ever try to hurt someone who is so close to you... no!! not for me... cause u know whats my nature... i wanna protect each and every people who are close to me from each and every sadness... even if the something hurts me so bad i never used to share it with anyone... not just now.. even if before i was hurt by so many words but i never mentioned that and made myself calm... just for u people's happiness i sipped so many things u don't even know... i didn't even mind anything cause i did everything for u guys. someone who is part of my world... Now tell me, why should i do that if i don't think of u people as my close friends?!...
Khul kar kya bataon?!! Bata nee kee liye kuch hain hii nahin...fir bhi sun naa hain too suno.. sayad yee sari batein tumhe bakwas lege... just some insecure thought of my insecure mind..
Response kam ate hain yee mujhe kabhi problem nahin thi... But!! Mere joo freinds hain joo humesha mujhe enthu karte hain agey barne ke liye.. yara tum logon nee hi uss waqt sath chor diya tha... too kya sochoon main bolo?... kaisi baat hain yaar?.. kahete hoo kii story pasand hain.. u love it.. its special... par yaar dhere dhere tum sab sath chor kee chale gaye...kitna wait karti thi kii tumlog response dogey... par tumlogon nee nahin diya yaar... tum logon kii iss ignorance kaa bahut khatarnaak asar par gaya mujhpe... mujhe apne aap mein koi confidence bacha nahin raha,...mujhe laga kii meri quality bahut jyada degrade hoo gayi hain issi liye mere sare dost mujhe chor kee jaa chuke hain... bahut bura laga tha yee sab sochke... tumlogon pee gussa nahin thi main... apne aap se irritate thi... lag raha tha kii kyun maine yee story start ki... akhir itna depressing concept koi kaise par sakta hain... sari galti meri hii hain.. i shouldn't even dare to take the step... mujhse galti hoo gayi joo maine yee story post ki
Tujhe pata bhi hain hinu main kitna wait karti thi tere reply ke liye!! Sigh!!... Tune nahin diya... main fir bhi wait karti rahi... pahele main tujhe pooch ti thi reple dene kee liye... for maine bata naa bhi bandh kar diya... kabtak pooch ti main... mujhe too aysa hii lagne laga ki hinu koo yaa mere kissi bhi friends koo yee story pasand nahin ... main hii sab koo force karti hoon yee sab parne kee liye...Woo too main kabhi nahin karungi, tab too main apne app kee nazron mein gir jaungi!!... too maine poochna bhi chor diya... Aur PM larna bhi...
Tumne notice bhi sayad nahin kiya ki abhi main tujhe chapters ki PM nahin bhejti.. agar tu notice karti too samajh jati yaar.. close freind sirf bateib share karne see nahin hote hinu... ek dusre kaa dil ki bation koo samjhna bhi parta hain... kyun main PM bhejna bandh kar diya jaanti hain? ... kyun kii main apne aap koo kissi pee force nahin karna chahti... Thik hain agar tumlogon koo ek story pasand naa ayein too... i am fine with that... sab koo sab pasand nahin atein... itna samajh too mujhmein bhi hain... par agar sach mein pasand nahin hain too sach sach bata dete ki riyu i am not in ease with such concepts... mujhe bhi tassali hoo jati aur main bhi aise din bee din wait karke nahin baithi raheti kii kab mere freinds mujhe response karengey... yaar tumlogon pee gussa nahin hoon.. But tumhare ignorance nee hurt kar diya,, bahut jyada hurt kar diya...
anyway chorro... ab main woo sab bhool chuki hoon... abb mujhe aur kuch ummed nahin hain... pata nahin yee kajham kab thik hongey yaa main joo soch rahi hoon woo sahi hain yaa galat hain.. par joo bhi hain.. bahut bura laga...
Abb bataon is mein meri galti kya hain?!!
Edited by ifians - 10 years ago
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