Tht ws very heart wrenching Sanju. Tumdono ne kitna kuch saha hain ek doosre se door rehkar. I wish undino ki parchaayi bhi tumdono par na padeOriginally posted by: sanjinimala
I wrote this when I wasn't with Rajeev. He was a gangster at that time,a very dangerous one.
That night I ended up at Rohan's place and waited for Rajeev to come home. "Go home sanju,bhaiya comes home very late and sometimes he doesn't come home at all." Rohan had told me. But I waited that night because I wanted to read him what I have written for him. So I waited and waited. Finally Rajeev shows up with weird looking guys all drunk and messed up. Our gaze met for few mins. Then he gestured the weird looking guys to leave so they left. Rajeev said something to me which I didn't understand because he was stammering and stuttering. "You are drunk I will help you to your room." I told him. He said." It's late go home." "But I want to read you what I wrote for you." I said. He didn't say anything so I helped him to his room. He fell in bed right away. I said "don't sleep yet." He said "read I'm listening." So i started reading what I wrote for him.
When I fell in love I knew it would last forever
I know we could face the world, you and me together
In a world full of judgment's cruelty and love
I know hand in hand we'll get through the tough
I gave you my heart, hoped for you to take care
I promised to stand by you and for everything to share
Nights that seem to last forever, and When I cannot be with you
Days when I cannot hear you,I struggle to get through
When you hold me in your arms I feel so safe and warm
You protect me through sunny days even during a storm
I know in my heart and mind our love is true and strong
Standing by each others side we will always get along
Deep down I believe we can last forever and day
Words of love I'll continue to write and continue to say
How much I love you and how much I care
Without you in this world I'd be nowhere
I cannot promise you the moon and the stars in the sky
But Nothing in this world can wreck this love between you and I
I'll never do anything wrong by you and I won't betray
Always and forever in your heart I'll happily stay
Each time I look at you my heart beat skips a few
I get caught up in the moment while taking a glance at you
Each time I hear you,you always manage to bring a smile on my face
I know in my heart and soul you're my everything
Till my dying day, each day I continue to live
My love for you will grow, each day becoming more massive
The love between us is beautiful and true
I fall in love over and over again each time I look at you
I love you Rajeev, and my love for you will never die. I will wait for you to come back to me one day.
If I have to wait forever,I'll wait forever.
After reading this to him I didn't get any response from him so I thought he dozed off. I removed his shoes and covered him up nicely,arranging his head on the pillow I felt moisture so I touched his cheeks. It was wet...I knew he heard everything and he was crying. 😭 with tears in my eyes I ran from there,I cried all the way to my home as I drove like a drunkard.