Sorry.. i really can't say anything after reading that... i am really feeling.. what can i say... it's really like... like some heavy stony feeling... i can't even cry... i seriously can't... cause this update totally made me numb and empty of feelings... its like... when something hit you or scratches you hard.. blood oozes but u couldn't feel any pain because your nerve has stopped feeling anything.. Actually sometimes people became numb whenever something pained really hard... that something happened while going through a piece...
Sorry... again... i became so much emotional... that's the bad thing in me i guess... if i truly get engrossed into something it really makes me emotional so soon... and also another bad thing i can't just express them out and let them go... if something pined really hard, its also so difficult to cry sometimes cause there are so many people around who would get worried seeing you cry...
However... i won't bore anyone with my crazy blabbers about my wobbled mind.. even it sometimes felt so difficult to understand your own mind.. own thought... lets talk about the update... though i don't have any short of capabilities to judge something like this update... its beyond any judgement and criticism.
First of all i want to tell u one thing.. Dude ur writing skill is... really in one word... AMAZING!!!... Bow down... i mean it!!... feeling something and express it in your own word is something else... and the way you pen down everything... just hit the chord... it also make feel others that what emotions the narrator has been going through while he was narrating his own life story... Specially some moments... when u are describing sanju and ur first meet.. my my... the scene just flashed into my imaginative mind that how everything was at that time.. at that moment.. like i was watching sanju in front of me... and i could understand how really beautiful is she and what feelings u went through... The whole chapters conveyed those very feelings... beautifully... painfully... seriously.. at the end i was feeling so heavy inside... Dude u are really an awsome human being... not just you.. Sanju, Bhaiya and U three are the some of awsome people i met nd won't ever be able to forget...
Now i need to stop myself otherwise i don't know where it will go,..
Lastly.. wanna say... Pyar too sabhi karte hain par uss pyar ko nibhana ussey sirhana... and dedicate ur whole life for the happiness for the person whom u life... yee sab see nahin hota and dude u did it... and it needs lots of guts... u are really brave and posses a really golden heart like everyone said...
pyar, mohabbat, ishq.. aise bahut sare feelings hote hain.. bahut sare risshtey hote hain insaano ke beach main...par kuch aaise rishtey bhi hote hain joo inn sab sey pare hote hain... un relations kaa koi naam nahin hota hain... koi pahechan nahin hota hain... It just consist of some unknown divine feeling... a feeling of concern for someone for u truly feel... to do everything for the special person and to even give away your life for the one's happiness... those relationship are beyond any physicality and mortality... they are celestial and divine.. just the connection between you and sanju... something which can't be named... but it is there so strongly, beautifully and divinely...
Ab chorro bahut hoo gaya... bahut emotional blabber hoo gaya mera... pata nahin kya likh diyaa... par kee sayad sab confuse hoo jayengey kii yaa larki akhir kahena kya chahti hain... seriously mujhe khud nahin pata ki main kya kahena chahti hoon... aise cases mein meri dimag kaam karna bandh kar deta hain... Sorry dude for my sarru saa meaningless review...đ¤˘.. iss sey pahele kii sanju baba mere baton se irritate hoo kar mere piche jharu lee kee naa daur pare mujhe yahan see raful chakkar hoo jana chahiye...
JUST PRAY THAT YOU ALL GET EACH AND EVERY HAPPINESS U DESERVE AND LEAD A BEAUTIFUL LIFE AHEAD...
Edited by ifians - 10 years ago