--Kabhi Joo Badal Barse(Rantara OS)(Chapter3 @pg11)-- - Page 4

demand hai na... loads and loads of romance and ahem ahem☺️

Pata tha...😆

yaar tera sukkon mein depressing hain... dekh main future track too reveal nahin kar sakti... but when this depression phase will over... main poore deprssion mi bharpayi kar doongi... pakka wala prommise...👍🏼😉

Kabhi Joo Badal Barse

Chapter Two

Dekho Kaise Anajaane Rasaton Pe Barase Ghata
Aao Le Len Matavaali Masataani Rut Ka Maza

"Arey yaar... ekdum yedi hain tu..." Raghu bend down and sat beside me cross-legged. Holding my aching feet, I still continued to look towards him with shocked eyes. He kept his hand lightly on my shoulder and looked to my eyes with concern. "Tu thik hain?!!" he asked. I still kept on watching towards his face with a bemused look. "Misscall!!...eee sun rahi hain kya.." he shook my shoulder lightly as he said those words which broke my silence of startled state. I blinked my eyes and asked in flow, "ttt.. tum yahan kaise?!... mera matlab tum too abhi puna mein the.. mera matlab... wahan pe... nahin main bas yahin kahena chahti hoon... matlab tum puna see... yahan..." my meaningless blabbers came to stop when I heard his chocked laugh. As I looked towards him, I found him trying to stop his laugh with so much effort. Embarrassed and as well as a bit miffed, I pouted and looked away from him. Still my eyes kept on tracking him through the corner. I saw secretly that he titled his head a bit and looked to mine with a mischief and curiosity mixed glance. I shifted my eyes to the floor avoiding him when I felt his rough finger suddenly pinched on my chicks. "Ouch!!..." my fingers automatically moved towards my chicks where he just pinched me. "Raghu!!...Yeh kyat ha?!!" I said with annoyed face rubbing my chicks. "Yedi... pahele yee soch lee kii tujhe mere se kya poochna hain... fir suru kar..." he said as if I was a KG class student who didn't even know how to speak a proper sentence. But truly I was behaving exactly like that. "Haso mat..." I said with a bit angry tone, "Sab tumhari galti hain... Tum nujhe aise chauka dete hoo kii sab garbar hoo jaati hain!!" even I didn't know what I was complaining about. I sounded like a stupid. He chuckled and leaned a bit towards my face reducing our distance. I suddenly found him so close to my face. just a more inch and our nose would surely touch each other. My eyes fixed on her deep dark eyeball gleaming with a slight mischief mixed with such a pleasant and also an intense deep look which I always found whenever he looked at me like that. Those possessive eyes were so powerful that always made me paralyzed just like he did at that moment. I gulped a dozen of saliva as my heart suddenly started to flutter on his closeness and my mouth became dry instantly. He was silently gauzing my face for a while and I heard his chuckle. He might have heard my loud frantic heartbeats. Damn it!! I felt so embarrassed in that kind of situation. I didn't want to behave like a love sick teen age girl. But it always happened. Since we understood each other's feeling for each other, even his deep voice in phone made my heart race like mad, boiled my blood through my veins in unknown excitement, made my breath stop whenever he called me taking my name.

"Antara!!..." he called me. Exactly that same tune which I longed to hear each and every moment of my passing day, the name which seemed like only given to me so that I could hear them through his soul shuddering voice. It enthralled me every time and soothed me. I was truly drowning in him, with his every posture, every caring gesture towards mine. I was losing myself to him slowly, silently like a ice who was melting in the touch of scorching sun. Sometimes my own feeling made me afraid. It felt like madness. I couldn't express them to anyone in words. I was not able to do that with the little knowledge of words I had.

I lowered my eyes as he called me. I felt the warmth in my chicks and I was sure that he was gawking to my reddened chicks and laughing inwardly. God!! I really wanted to hide myself in some corner. "Tu mere koo saam ne dekh ke humesha chauk kyun jaati hain?!" he asked and I could clearly detect the mischief tint in his voice. I sighed deeply to compose myself. It took my all courage to lift my face and meet his eyes. "Tum kaam hii aise kar te hoo.." I said with a bit miffed voice. "Jaise kii..." he frowned. Guess what, he was again back in his teasing mode. "Jaise kii... Tum too puna gaye huye the naa... ajji aur falguni ke sath.. too tum yahan kaise aa gaye?!!" I asked in confusion. he sighed and lowered his head for a while. then looked back to me with such aa pleasant and affectionate eyes that I never saw before. "Too tujhe kya laga?!! Tuu mere see bina mile Kashmir chali jayegi aur apun aisa hone dega?!!" his eyes were bit sad while he said those words. It really pinched hard inside me. Even I was not happy. I was feeling like something pulling me behind all the time. "sorry!!.." I said with sad voice. "par sach mano... mujhe bhi acha nahin lag raha thaa... par kya karti main... momma ki tabiyat thik nahin hain aaj kaal... ishan abhi chota bacha hain.. kaise samhalega momma koo..." I said those words looking towards the floor. "Jaan te hoo... bahut man kar raha tha kii tumhe bataoon kii mere jane se pahele ekbaar aa ke mujhse mil loo...par phir mujhe laga kii tumhe pareshani hogi... sirf mujhse milne ke liye kyun tumhe punah se yahaan tak..." I couldn't say further as I felt his index finger under my chin. He titled my chin up and I met his gaze, drenched with that same affection and that time even more. "Pata hain... tu too mer koo nahin batayegi... aur tujhe kya laga... tu nahin batayegi too apun ko samajh nahin ayega?! Hnnn?!" he frowned slightly as he said those words. That time a smile automatically crept on my lips. How could I forget that how easily he could read me? My each and every silence word's meaning was known to him. He had the capability to understand my mind's word even before myself. My smile reflected on his face and his fingers tucked my hair lock behind my earlobe. His fingers were rough but they brushed on my skin so tenderly just like a feather pushing down a dozen of shiver through my spine. My dumb eyes continued to look at him all lost in those black pools. "waisey tuu idhar baithe baithe kya kar rahi hain?!!. basti basa nee kaa iradha hain kya yahan?!!" he asked while those black orbs suddenly flickered mischief. Shoot!!.. I almost forgot that we were seating in the middle of crowded CST. I looked here and there in flushed face consciously. "Abey idhar udhar kya dekh rahi hain... koi nahin dekh raha haain... waisey bhi... Mumbai kee logon koo bich raste pee picture dekhne kii adat hain... dekh ke bhi nahin dekhte.." he chuckled. "picture?!! Kaun si picture kii baat kar rahe hoo?!!" I really didn't get what did he want to indicate. He chuckled again and said, "chor tu nahin samjhegi.. pahele bata tu idhar kyun baithi hain..." he asked me again. "woo main... pisal gayi..." I said a bit embarrassedly. "hmm!!... yaar teri doctori kitab mein iss girne parne kii bimari kaa koi ilaaz nahin hain kya?!!" he asked teasing a bit. "Chup raho naa..." I said in a bit miffed voice and hold my sprinted ankle. I noticed the bump near my ankle and he followed my gaze. as soon as his eyes noticed the bump on my feet his gaze became serious. As I rubbed the bump, his hand reached and touched the spot. "arey tum choroo naa.." I protested in embarrassment. But he ignored. "Chot lagi hain kya?!!" he asked with so much concern in his eyes that I couldn't deny him. "Haan woo... thora sujh gaya hain... pareshan thi thori si... Dhyan hii nahin diya kii floor pe pani tha.. achanak se payar pisal gaya..." I said in low voice. "paresshani?!! Kya huya?!!" he asked me again. "woo mwei trin cancel hoo gayi..." I said. "haan woo too station mein aa ke hii pata chal gaya... tension mat le... kaal phir se train chalu hoo jayega..." he assured me. "lekin ek problem hoo gayi hain..." I said, "aaj hii subha mera hostel bandh hoo gaya hain... warden bhi chali gayi hain... abb too hostel vacation ke baad hi khulega... too ab main kahan rahoongi?!... iss ssahar mein too main kissi koo jaanti bhi nahin hoon... kisi hotel mein bhi too akele nahin rahe sakti..." I was blabbering unconsciously when again I heard his quite laugh. "Kya huya ab kyun has rahe hoo?!!" I asked in surprise. "misscall.. tu apun kee barein mein bhool gayi...Apun kya Mumbai ke bahar raheta hain..." he chuckled. "nahin... yee maien kab kahan..." I said in cconfusion. "Too problem kya hain... apun logon kaa ghar bhi hain idhar... aisa nahin kii refugee camp mein raheta hain..." he taunted again. "that's really not funny ok..." I said in annoyed voice. "oye.. English kii dukan... abbb fikar koo goli maar aur saman sanet le... tut u apun ke sath jaa rahi hain..." he said in almost ordering tone. "arey nahin... Main kaise..." I was about o say something when he caught my shoulder and gazed deeply in my eyes making me stop. "chal abhi apna mooh bandh kar.. aur hath payar chala..." He said. I sighed. Since when did he listen to me last time? Never!! I gave up and took his support to stand on my feet. I was feeling problem to keep balance on my sprinted ankle so it was difficult to stand on my feet. Raghu supported me with his one hand and with other hand she collected my trolley and side bags from the floor. "Arey tum kyun..." I was again trying to protest. "CHUP!!..." his one word was enough me shut my face. So, I stood there supporting him silently. Though I really didn't want to admit, but I was enjoying his concern for me. It made me feel so special. Sometimes I really felt bad for not understanding his concern and feelings for me for the whole year we met. Life would be more beautiful then, for both of us. "chal!!.." he said with a huge grin as he collected my bags. I saw his eyes gleaming in innocent excitement, just like a little kid who had suddenly got his favorite thing. I smiled to him and started to walk. My foot pained badly and it felt difficult to walk. At that moment raghu's hand wrapped around my waist to give me some support. My chicks reddened again. I felt that chill ran down my spine as I felt my tiny waist imprisoned tightly and securely in his arm. I looked towards his face with a bit bemused eyes. But looking towards his innocent grin intact to his face, my all hesitation went miles away. "Kya huya?!!! chal abhi..." he said. I nodded and started to walk supporting his hand. I didn't know how he managed to take my weight on me, along with that heavy trolley suitcase of mine in another hand but it didn't seemed bothering him a bit. I looked at his face, which looked so pleased and excited somehow. "Tum naa hote too.. pata nahin main kya karti..." I admitted in my mind as my eyes kept intact to his face with a smile smile carrying on my lips. he snapped back immediately. "Kuch kahan tune?" he asked immediately. Did he really get the vibe of my mind's word?! I nodded in no and smiled wider. My foot was really being problematic. So I clutched his shirt just over his strong shapely biceps. In response, his hands got tighter around my waist giving me more support. We both came out of CST slowly with measured steps.

When we left CST the light rainfall was leading our way. As the jeep was moving to our destination, I was looking up to the sky closing my eyes, feeling the raindrops on my face. The whole Mumbai city had turned into something else in the heavy down pouring. I didn't remember when I last smelled that much fresh air, without any sense of diesel and stinky smell. Seemed like the rain had cleared the whole city along with its air! Instead of gasoline and diesels I could smell the wet soil's essence in the air. Within my closed eyes, I cpuld feel his piercing gaze upon me from the driving seat. I know he was watching me. but somehow I didn't dare to open my eyes and looked towards him. Perhaps I could feel the intensity even within my closed eyes and I know I wouldn't be able to face that. Somehow I gathered the courage and opned my eyes to meet him. his eyes never left mine. with tht deep new profound intensity he was observing my face, flowing each and every droplet falling down my chicks, my neck. Even the water droplet seemed like burning on my skin with the effect of his gaze. There was a deep longing in those black pools which was drawing me like a magnet. I felt a shiver ran down my top to bottom as his one hand approached leaving the steering wheels and fixing the wet loks behind my ears. His touch was tempting, making my soul shudder. I looked away from him hidding my flushed face, unable to take the intensity of those eyes anymore. I heard his chuckle and it even made me flush more.

But as the time passed the rain became so heavy that it blurred our vision. It became almost hard to drive. "Abey s**a... yee too locha hoo gaya... misscall... rokna parega idhar kahi..." he said already turning his jeep to the side of road. he parked near a shade and rushed out of the jeep. He helped me coming down from the jeep. Quickly covering my luggage with poly-thin sheets we quickly moved towards the shade of alone tea stall. There was no one. It seemed that the vendor had left the place due to rain. When we stood under the shade, we both were drenched from top to bottom. I rubbed my eyes to clear my views and then tried to make myself dry as much as possible. But our small shelter didn't helped for long as the wond got heavier and the water droplet even invoke inside the shade heavily and the cold wind shivered my all limbs and along with my bones. I let out my umbrella from my side bag thinking that it would prevent me a bit from the rainwater but with a heavy jerk of wind, my umbrella just blew off. "Ohh god!!" I muttered looking at the broken umbrella. At that moment, o felt a light weight on my top. I curiously looked back and saw raghu putting his jacket on mine. I wanted to protest and tell him to take that back. I didn't want him to catch cold for me. But his deep eyes full of unbelievable concern made me dumb again. I just keep on looking to those warm, pleasant, eyes fixed towards mine. I saw everything in them which a woman always craved to see from her man's eyes, love, care and unending concern. I didn't know how I could thank him for coming in my life full of night mare and changing that into fairy tale, for loving me that much and healing my each and every pain The man whom I thought to be a beast, actually turned out to be my prince charming! Just like my favorite childhood fantasy, beauty and the beast.

His eyes were trying to read mine as I was trying to read him. we didn't make a single conversation to each other and stood in silence. As he gently put his jacket on mine, his hands came down gently caressing along the sideline of my face, my face immediately caught the warmth of his rough finger. His black pools gleam a little as I understood that he noticed the faint pink on my chicks. His index finger stroke gently on my chick making the red shade went deeper. I looked away in coyness while my lips were automatically catching a mild smile. I felt his deep sigh as his scorching breath ran through my hairs. I closed my eyes in pleasant feeling and clutched his jacket which was on me, still carrying his warmth. His hands disappeared from my shoulder. I opened my eyes and find him standing at my side crossing his hands near his chest. I saw his clothes all drenched and the water droplets dripping down his shabby hairs plastered to his forehead. I felt really bad for him. I know even he was feeling cold but he gave me his jacket so that I couldn't be troubled. I looked towards the jacket whoch was huge enough to cover both of us. Without missing a second I looked towards him and said, "suno... Tum bhi andar aa jao naa..." I indicated him to come under the cover of jacket. He seemed startled a bit by my proposal and continued to look towads me with bemused eyes. "dekh kya rahe hoo... aao naa.." I asked him again. "Kya?!!" he scratched his head still in unbelievable expression and a bit confused. "Kya matlab?!!.. Thand lag jayegi tumhe... Aur yee jacket too waisey bhi bara hain... hum dono aramse aadjust hoo jayengey..." I said normally. I was just concerned for him. I didnlt want him to catch a fever for me and nothing else. I didn't know why he was so shocked by my proposal. He gauzed my expression for a while and suddenly a naughty but somehow so deep aand pleasant gleam appeared in his eyes. "Pakka... aa jaaon?!!" he asked with a mystic frown. "Haan... pakka.." I answered with a confused tone. "soch le..." he asked again. "arey ismein itna sochne wali kya baaat hain... main kahe rahi hoon naa... aao.." I almost ordered him. Another huge grin spread on his face and without missing a moment he quickly came under the shade of jacket with me. As he came in the congested place with me I felt some strange unknown shock ran down me due to the closed proximity. When his strong biceps brushed over my arms I at last understood the thing. The utterly close proximity between us did some kind of effect in mine. the warmth in his body touched mine and I stood under the cover crossing my arms as my heart had already started to jump under my cage with its frantic beat. He pepped his arms behind me and covered the jacket properly on both of us. I gulped my breath as his arms brushed on my back in that process. Not just that, my arms brushed partially on the part of his rock solid chest which was almost visible over his wet shirt. Although I was not looking towards at his side due to embarrassment but I could feel his each and every perfectly toned chest muscles pressing over my arms. A deep sensation shot through my nerve making me numb. And my heartbeat... don't even ask about that!! It would surely win over a rocket launching speed of it was measured at that moment. I knew raghu's eyes were watching me all the time as I was standing stiffened at his side under the congested place. He would surely feel my tension which was causing those heavy breaths. He wouldn't take hard to detect that. "Yedi... ab yee tomatar kii dukan ban ke... silent mode pe kyun chali gayi?!!" his voice hit my ear. True to say, that usual tome of me always made the environment light as it did at that moment. I got back my courage to talk to him. But still the shyness was there. "Nahin... kuch nahin... woo bas.. mujhe baat kar ne kaa man naii kar raha tha.." I said unconsciously, still without looking at him. "Abey yaar... tere koo pata hain apun koo teri yee silent mode bilkul pasand nahin... too fi baar baar kyun on kar deti hain.. problem hain too bata.. apun bahar jaa raha hain..." he said. "nahin... rukoo..." I said andcaught his hand loosely which was still positioned on my shoulder holding the jacket in proper place. I looked towards his eyes which were looking towards my expectantly for some positive indication. I smiled gently saying through my blinking eyes that it was okk, it didn't bother me at all. His lips also caught that gentle mild smile. slowly the tension between us was lowered down and we felt lighter again.

Suddenly at that moment, somehow a lightning strike hit nearby, whose flashing light and bombarding sound hit my ear. With a panic stricken loud scream, I closed my ear and automatically buried myself on raghu's chest like it was the safest place of my in the earth which could save me from anything.

hsss... finished at last... didn't know what i have written exactly...... hope u doesn't get sleep at the middle... i know it was utterly boring somehow...🤢

kya karoon yaar nikki jii... i can't revel my future plot...😆... haan first phase thora depressibg hoga iss story mein..... rantara had to go through so many thing... but oit says naa... aag mein jal ke sab kuch pure hoo jata hain... and thus their relationship will be... 😉... actually yaar.. kya karoon... it;s a preplanned story and i can;t rush it even if i want... i have to move forward slowly as tehre are so many charecters and phases in tera sukkon... and have to cover everything... waisye agar tu chahe too main tujhe future plot kii thori si hint de sakti hoon,... ki agey kya hone wala hain...just for ur confirmation...🤣

and yes i was really shocked ki tune itni jaldi reply diya... i was expecting a res...😆