I Love Walking In The Rain Because Nobody Can See Me Crying.
Its already a week now. Raghu couldn't see antara for the whole one week. He was really busy in the office with meetings and stuffs. Antara went to his office so many times with lunch but they couldn't meet as he was always in a meeting. They talk usually at night just before going to bed. They were craving to see each other but because Raghu didn't have time they couldn't meet. All alone Antara would talk to her baby and herself. She was trying hard to remember her past but nothing was happening. "Mujhey Raghu ke ghar jaana hoga..shaayad waha mujhey kuch yaad aa jaaye. Antara thought. Geeta and Dr kaul was glad to hear that Antara wanted to visit Raghu's place. Next morning Antara got ready and headed towards Raghu's house. It was a Saturday so everyone must be home. She thought while driving. The roads looked familiar to her as she drove. The surrounding and the area..she felt like she's had been there before. Her beat raced at she parked her car beside Raghu' s car. No one was in sight. "Everyone's must be sleeping. She thought. She glanced at her wrist watch. It was 8 am!" May itni subha subha aagayee..aaj chuti ka din hai sabhi soh rahey hongay. Antara said. "Maa toh jaag gayee hogee. She thought while grabbing the container of kheer from back seat. Getting out of the car she left towards the door. Her heart was thuding badly as she pressed the door bell nervously. Ramu kaka opened the door. His eyes widened when he saw Antara. "Arey antara beta aap? Kaka was really excited to see her after so long. "Aap mujhey jaantey ho? Antara asked. "Arey beta jaanuga kaysey nai..aap hii ke kaaran mujhey yaha par naukri mili hai. Kaka said with moistened eyes. Antara got lost again. She couldn't remember anything. "Kaun hai ramu? Maa called from the kitchen. "Antara beti aai hai maalkin. Raghu said. As soon as Antara's name hit her ears..she came running out to the door. Wide grin appeared on her face." Meri bacchi! She said and kissed her forehead as tears welled in her eyes. Ramu kaka took the container from her hands and left. Antara touched maa's feet and took blessings. "Kaysi hai tu beta? She asked. "May theek hu maa. Antara replied. Automatically Antara's hands reached out to wipe the tears that were rolling down her cheeks. "Aap roh kiyu rahi hai maa? Antara asked as her voice choked as well. "Ye toh khushi ke aansoo hai beta..tumhey dekhney ke liye aankhen taras rahi thii beta. Maa said with so much love and emotions. Didn't know why? But Antara hugged her as maa took her in her arms. "Ek minute. .idhar hii khari rahena! Maa said and ran to the kitchen. She came back with a thaal. Maa did the rituals excitedly. Antara felt blessed. Papa joined them as well. Antara touched his feet as papa blessed her. Raghu's parents were really happy to see their daughter in law. "Aa beta andar aa. Maa said. Antara entered the naik house once again. Antara roamed her eyes everywhere. The environment was familiar. Antara followed maa to the kitchen. "I'm sorry maa..may subha subha yaha agayee. Antara apologized. "Arey nai beta ye tumara apna ghar hai tum jab chaho aa jaa sakti ho. Maa said lovingly. Antara smiled as she was liking it there. Maa..woh Ra..raghu kaha hai? With a racing heart she asked. "Aaj Saturday hai na beta toh woh der se uthega..soh raha hai apney kamrey me woh. Antara so much wanted to see him sleeping. Lekin maa sey kaysey puchti ki Raghu ka bedroom kidhar hai. "Leela mera chasma nai mil raha..tumney kahi dekha hai kiya? Papa asked while coming in the kitchen. "Kitni baar kaha hai cheezey dhyaan se rakha kijiye..lekin tumey meri baath sunai kaha deta hai. Maa said. Antara loved their nok jhok. Antara burst out laughing when she saw papa's glasses on his head! Maa also twitched her head to see why antara was laughing. Antara gestured towards papa's head. Maa also burst out laughing. The ladies teased poor papa who looked confused. Antara pointed to his head. He quickly touched his head to find his glasses nicely sitting there. He also laughed and touched Antara's head. "Aysi hii hasti rahey aur khush rahe acchi lagti hai. Papa said and left. Antara helped maa to prepare breakfast. Meanwhile Raghu got up and freshened. "Beta tu jaah raghu uth gaya hoga tu ussey bed tea de aa. Maa said. Antara felt her heart beating faster. "Jee maa. She said and took the cup from maa's hands. To everyone's surprise Antara found her way to Raghu's bedroom. "Bahut jald tujhey sab kuch yaad aa jaayega beta. Maa said with a smile on her face. Antara entered his bedroom. She looked around. Raghu was not in the room. Antara put the tea on the night table. Her head was behaving strangely all of a sudden. She held her head and sat on the bed. Her head was shooting sparks as it was trying to take her back in her past. She was panting heavily. She clutched the bed sheet as she gasped for air. She closed her eyes as her chest rose and fell. She felt she has so much memories in this room. Tears streamed down when she started having flashbacks suddenly! She saw Raghu and her covered in holi rang..how he confessed his love for her.and how he proposed her infront of everyone..how he slide the diamond ring on her finger...then how he continued to drink bhaang even though antara stopped him..how antara helped him to the bedroom. .once inside how he locked them inside and approached her with dangerously looking eyes..Antara's flashback ended when Raghu's phone rang. She came back badly panting and struggling to breath. "Mujhey. .mujhey yaad aa raha hai! "Fir ..fir uskey baad kiya huwa hoga? Antara thought. "Kiya hum dono ney uss din woh sab...her thoughts were broken when Raghu came out of the washroom all wet and wrapped in towel. Antara quickly got up from the bed and stood there with a lowered gaze. She felt so embarrassed watching him like that. Raghu saw her. He was shocked to see her there in his room! "Miss kaul tu yaha? He asked surprisingly. "Kiyu?" May yaha nai aa sakti? She asked while looking at the floor and rubbing her foot together in nervousness. "Kiyu nai aa sakti? "Bilkul aa sakti hai. Raghu said. Raghu was on top of the world seeing her there. His smile broadened. Raghu neared her with slow gentle steps. Antara shot her eyes up. "May. .may chai lekar aai thii..Antara said while stepping back. He looked dangerous with his muscular frame..messy wet hair..water droplets on his face neck and chest. His look was deep dark and intense. Antara gulped as she came to an halt as her back hit the wall. The environment was heating up as Antara felt heat rushed in her body making her cheeks pink and then red. "Chai..chai pilo na..tha..thandi hojaayegi. Antara somehow managed to speak. Raghu caged her in between his arms and whispered. "Ek haftey ke baad hum dono mil rahey hai..ek ek din terey bina jeena marney ke barabar thaa..tarap raha thaa apun tera ek jhalak dekhney ke liye..Antara just stared in his hazels. It was full of love care and concern. "May..may aai thii office. .lekin tum busy thay. Antara whispered. Raghu wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her on him. Antara's hands rested on his bare chest. Their hearts were thuding hard. Raghu cupped her cheeks and then tucked her hair strands behind her ears. He then joined their foreheads and rubbed her nose with his. A shiver ran up and down her body when Raghu pecked on her glossy lips. Antara gulped again. "Humara baccha kaysa hai? Raghu asked while roaming his hands on her back. "Humara baccha theek hai raghu. Antara said. Raghu kissed her both cheeks gently. ."I missed you miss kaul! Raghu said. His voice had so much pain and a sense of longing and desire that Antara couldn't hold herself. "I missed you too! She buried herself in his steeled chest as raghu's arms came around her. His hold tightened around her as Antara squeezed more into his warmth. She remembered the holi scene that flashed in her mind earlier. "Raghu..mujhey kuch kuch yaad aa raha hai. Antara whispered in his chest." Sach?" Kiya yaad aya bolo? He asked while cupping her cheeks. "Ho..holi ke din..tumney mujhey propose kiya thaa na? Antara said. "Han..han miss kaul. .aur kiya yaad aya? He asked desperately. "Hum dono kamrey me aay fir tum merey kareeb aa rahey thay..fir uskey baad kuch yaad nai..tum batao na mujhey kiya huwa thaa uskey baad? Antara asked. He took a deep breath and took her in his arms and kissed her maang. "Us..uskey ke baad hum dono ney..yaney ki mayney..woh sab..Antara looked up in his eyes and searched for answers. "May kaysey bataou ki us din ke baad toh may terey ko chor kar chala gaya thaa aur tu bimaar par gayee thii.Raghu thought. "Ye sab baath hum baad me bhi kar saktey hai..chal chai pitay hai. Raghu dodged her questions. Antara knew he was hiding something and she has to find out what really happened that day. Raghu made her sit on their still small bed. "Tu idhar hii baith may kaprey pahn kar aata hu. Raghu said and left towards the washroom. Antara was lost in her thoughts again when Raghu shook his head as water from his hair fell on antara. She was startled as water droplets fell on her skin. With black denim and grey vest he looked dangerously hot. Raghu caught her staring at him. Antara blushed and looked down as their gaze met. Raghu smiled and sat beside her rubbing her arms with his. Antara felt goosebumps invading her skin. Antara handed him his tea. He took a sip and gave It to her. "Tu pilay fir apun piyega. Raghu said. Antara sipped and handed him the cup. Raghu finished it and said. "Kaytey hai jhutta pinay se pyaar bartha hai miss kaul. Antara glanced at him. Raghu winked at her. Antara shyly looked down. Suddenly Raghu rested his head on her lap and caressed her belly."He started to talk to his unborn baby.Antara adored and admired their attachment. After a prolonged and satisfying conversation Raghu kissed her tummy and got up."Chal breakfast kartey hai fir kahi ghoomney chaltey hai.He said while antara inhaled and exhaled. His touches had created havoc in her system. Rantara came out and headed towards the kitchen. "Agay tum dono..nashta taiyar hai aaja. Maa said while going to the dinning room. Soon everyone was at the dinning table. Over the breakfast Antara told Raghu how papa was looking for his glases which was on his head. The hall once again echoed with their laughter.
Precap: susan comes to visit Raghu and family. Antara changes her mind not to go home but rather stay with Raghu. Antara band bajaoing raghu because of susan. Stay tuned for rantara's cute moments together. Cheers!