raghu drove back to their home..he himself din't know why he felt so relieved suddenly..
he looked at his left side and guess he knew the reason..
finally she was with him..and going back to their home..
they both were stealing glances at each other..
antara was not sure why he did all that.. why he came to pick her up..
but she couldn't dare to ask...
weather was turning bad.. and it was getting dark outside though it was just 6 in the evening..
antara was feeling cold as AC was on 17..
she was shivering..so she covered herself in her dupatta...
she closed the small AC window that was in front of her seat..
she leaned her head back on seat and closed her eyes..
she knew that this journey will be silent..
raghu saw her and shook his head..
he slower down the speed on fan..
"thand lag rahi hai to kah do.. main kha to nahi jaunga tumhe..."
she opened her eyes with jerk.. as she heard him..
n..na..
she couldn't speak...as she saw him looking at the road again...
she was hell scared of him..still she couldn't deny the fact that even when he shouts or glares at her she feels goosebumps.. she never stopped admiring him..
even when he is so much in anger she couldn't stop smiling...
sometimes his ignorance and his comments hurts her..
but she could never understand why he hates her so much...
she was lost in her thoughts.. but she came out of her trance when she saw him stopping his car..
she looked at him with widened eyes...he looked at her and she lowered her gaze..
kya hua? sab theek hai?? she asked in her soft voice..
utaro.. he said..
she looked at him in surprise.. ji?? she said..
utaro..!! he said in stern voice..
she din't question him further.. she could never do that..
once she stepped down he opened the glass of window and looked at her..
she looked sad... wait here.. i'll come in two minutes..
she was scared feeling how can she just stand here..
it's getting dark..
she looked at him with moist eyes..
"kahin bhaag nahi raha hoon... 2 min mien aata hu..."
and he turned the car..
he came after 2 minutes..and saw her standing there as she was before..
she looked at him coming from far.. and her jaw dropped fell open..
he was looking so handsome in his black shirt and beige trouser..
her heartbeat was raising as he was approaching towards her..
he kept his phone in his pocket and brushed his hairs with his fingers and set them properly..
he walked towards her folding his sleeves till his elbow..
he came to her and asked her to come with him..
but she was lost in him... she kept staring at him..
Antara!! he called her.. and she kept adoring his husband..
she admired his masculine body and it looks so perfect in this shirt...
her emotions were not in her control..
she was loosing herself..she looked in his deep eyes and tried to find answers of those questions she never asked him...
she then looked at his lips which were probably mumbling something.. and she smiled seeing him mumbling again..
he always does that.. she thought..
she looked at his shirt and closed his eyes in pleasure feeling his masculine smell...
raghu felt awkward..
she blushed seeing his first few buttons open..
she lowered her eyes...
raghu rubbed his forehead and she looked at him..
even that watch looks so sexy on his wrist.. she thought..
raghu looked at her.. he was dying in embarrassment...
"what the hell is wrong with her.. why is behaving so weird today.." he thought...
she extended her hand and was about to touch his shoulder but raghu held her arm...
Antara..!! he called her with stern voice..and she came out of her trance..
what's wrong with you..
ji.. ji.. kuchh nahi.. i'm sorry and she pulled her hand back..
chalo..
kahan..? she asked..
yahan aur kahan?? he pointed towards a small restaurant..
ji..par hum yahan kyun aaye hai..?
koi restaurant kyun jata hai... he replied in irritation..
nahi mera matlab hum to ghar se khana kha kar aaye hai..
phir??
hum nahi tum...
par aapne to kaha tha aapko bhookh nahi hai..
antara please..!!
tab nahi thi ab hai.. itni der se drive kar raha hu..
ab chale ya yahi rahna hai tumhe..
ji..!! she said and lowered her eyes..
they both came in the restaurant and raghu got a table for them near window..
its been so long to their marriage
this was the first time she came with him in a restaurant..
though even today it was by chance..
she was feeling very happy...
raghu ordered food for both of them..
par mujhe to bhookh nahi hai... she said innocently..
she saw that his face turned pale..
nahi achchha nahi lagega wo akele khaye..she thought..
and then she giggled..
main majak kar rahi thi.. she said..
raghu looked at her with corner of his eyes..
seems like she is drunk today.. he thought..
he ordered food for himself and soup for her..
now again there was silence.. they both never had anything to discuss...
he was looking here and there..as they were sitting in a restaurant and none of them talked to each other..
she looked out of window and soon it started raining..
she smiled seeing the rain and touched the window glass..
but then she adjusted herself as she saw him looking at her..
and then he too looked away...
main aapse ek baat puchhu??? she said in very low voice while playing with corner of her dupatta..
he looked at her..
aap bura to nahi manenge...
hmm..puchho...
aap mujhe lene aaye..?? she asked and even before asking that her cheeks turned crimson red...
raghu closed his eyes in disbelief..
he rubbed his forehead and she was hurt again...
Antara!!
how many times i need to tell you that i had some work here that's why i came...
she lowered her head and felt sad...
she kept looking out of the window..
after some time waiter brought their order..
raghu was busy in eating and she kept stealing glances at him...
why i love him so much... she questioned herself...
once they were done raghu paid the bill and they both came out...
"baarish ho rahi hai.. hum kaise jayenge..."
you wait here.. i'll get the car...he said and was about to go.. but she stopped him..
nahi nahi.. i won't stay here alone..
it's too dark..
what's wrong with you.. it's raining..can't u see..
she lowered her eyes.. and said in very soft voice..
i won't feel safe here.. alone.. please understand...
hmm.. he nodded..
chalo...
dhyaan se aana..
she smiled and followed him..
he took long steps.. and when she stopped him again..
ab achchha bhagiye to mat...
he din't say anything but walked slowly with her..
she covered her head with her dupatta.. and walked with him..
a car came from side and raghu held her hand to pull her in side..
her heartbeat raised.. he crossed the road holding her hand..
in 2 minutes they reached in parking area..
it was dark here so she almost hugged his arm...and hid herself behind him..
he din't say anything.. as he was more interested in finding his car..
once he found it.. he opened the lock..
the guy in parking lot asked him for slip..
he indicated antara to go and sit in the car..
she did the same and wiped herself with her dupatta...
raghu gave slip to the guy and came and sat on his respective seat..
he drove his car outside of the parking lot and stopped it in side of the road...
he shook his head and water droplets fell on her face..
antara couldn't take her eyes off him..
he brushed his hairs with his hand...
he leaned towards her seat to pick his handkerchief from dashboard..
and then his eyes met hers..
he clutched his handkerchief tight in his grip..and looked into those deep hazel eyes...
he looked at her with so many desired in his eyes.. and seeing him like that she lowered her eyes..
her sky blue color suit turned almost transparent in rain..
her dupatta was glued on her skin..and it no way helped her to cover herself..
though the light inside the car was off but he could still see her in the light coming from road lamps..
those water droplets on her body were shining in that light...
and her wet hairs were making her looks more sexy...
she was shivering with his gaze.. he never looked at her like that.. she thought...
she hugged herself and looked at him with corner of her eyes..
he clutched more on his handkerchief.. and he moved towards her on his seat..
he leaned over her seat and placed his hand on glass of her window..
her heartbeat was raised.. she couldn't understand what happened to him..
she turned her face and looked into his eyes..
their faces got brushed and he dropped his hanky...
she was not able to breath because of their proximity.. and soon she felt his breath on her neck..
he leaned over her and placed a wet kiss in the crook of her neck..
touch of his wet hairs sent shivers through her spine..
she couldn't respond to his actions for a moment..
she clutched her seat in her small fist and got rooted at one place..
while placing another wet kiss on her throat he moved her locks behind her ear..
she closed her eyes in pleasure.. he leaned more over her..
and she was glued to her window..raghu gently held her face in his hand and placed a wet kiss near her in side of her lower lip..
she felt her body trembling in his grip..her hands roamed on his wet shirt and tried to hold him..
raghu felt his soft fingers roaming on his back and snuggled into her hairs...
in a moment flash some lights fell on them from a car going towards parking lot..
and raghu looked above..
he realized what they were doing and he immediately pulled himself back..
he opened the door and stepped out of the car.. and leaned back over it..
he held his head in his hands and closed his eyes..
antara couldn't dare to come out.. she was glued to her seat..
she felt broken.. once again..
a lone tear escaped from her eyes..
she covered her face in her palms and cried...
ofr god sake raghu.. we are married.. there is nothing wrong in it.. why you always behave like this..
why u hate me so much.. she cried...
raghu couldn't believe himself.. how can he loose his control..
what would have been she thinking...
though it was raining heavily still she couldn't dare to ask him to come inside. she wanted to run from here and to kill herself..
she was already dying in embarrassment...
after a few minutes raghu came in the car .. without even looking at her he drove towards his house..
and as fast as he could..
his anger was clearly visible in his eyes..
antara leaned her head on the window and her eyes got tearful..
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