And this place..this show..this forum..is HOME to me...
These days memories make me happy and sad..
When i watch the last scene of DMG,when i see that hug..I smile like i'm still seeing it for the very first time...But,i realise that its probably never coming back..Why probably?..!It will not come back...and my eyes water...
When I watch those fun-filled,loving KaJen off-screen segments I laugh with every joke that Karan cracks..every time Jenni chuckles ,I do the same..It gives me so much of satisfaction,pleasure,reilief..I can't express!..And when I have to think that its been 3 years since KaJen have been interviewed as Armaan-Ridhhima..I feel so lost...I just don't want to come back to the present...
When on this forum I see the older posts..be them links to vms or the AT's or the ones where people have discussed about a particular episode,I feel such an integral part of those conversations..I smile..and then, when i have to think that people will never be that hyper about those things here again..I just cry..I just don't want to know that in a way those days are over...
I don't know whether it comes back to me out of love for the show,the characters,the people who have been a part of it...or out of my sheer madness...but whatever it is..it has been equally strong for all these years..and will maybe remain so forever and always...
But who hesitates to come back home?...Who hesitates to breathe a sigh in one's own home?..And when that sigh makes you feel a little lighter..there's possibly no harm done..
And at the end of a long day, homecoming is the most beautiful feeling one can have..
Thank you guys,
Ranju😊