Siddhima OS: Too late.... Updated pg 10 - Page 8

wow......he made himself the bad guy

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Niki

Hey guys,

Here is the final part, I know it has taken forever to post but I had written it a while ago the only paragraph missing was the last one, I really didn't know what I wanted with it but I got the answer a couple of days ago but I wrote it out tonight. Enjoy....

Part 3

Neha saw that Riddhima went from shock to shattered in a matter of seconds, esp when she heard Sid say Jaan who is it? Neha wanted to tell Riddhima it was all a lie, but she had made a promise to Sid and let Sid, do what he wanted to do. As Sid got out of bed and walked over to where Riddhima and Neha. He saw the pain in Riddhima's eyes but it was nothing compared to the pain he was going through but also he knew this was for everyone's benefit why should Riddhima stay in this marriage if she doesn't love him at all. He looked at her and ignored her and took Neha's hand and walked away. Riddhima ran after Sid and grabbed his hand, he turned and she looked at him and went I am so sorry Sid please listen to me Sid, please Sid. Sid just told her to leave and that he can't spend his life with someone he cannot trust and someone who doesn't care for his feelings. Riddhima just broke down crying.

Sid and Neha went into the guest bedroom and Sid broke down crying in there. Neha looked at Sid and again told him its not too late, but he insisted it is too late... The next morning when Sid awoke and went to the kitchen he found a note on the coffee machine. It was from Riddhima.

Dear Sid,

I never meant to hurt, you I know you know the truth and I wanted to tell you but I couldn't tell you because of the fear of losing you, but I still lost you and I don't know what pain is worse the pain of losing you or the pain that I broke your trust and heart. Sid I never meant to hurt you in anyway, and I hope that one day you can let me make up for my mistake. This letter is to wish you all the happiness in the world because you deserve the best, because you are the best. I hope you get everything you deserve. I know it is too late but I can't leave without saying this I love you Siddhant Modi, and I will love you for as long as I live. I did truely love you with all my heart, whether you believe me or not.

Take care and be happy

Riddhima Modi

Sid cried reading the letter. Neha had spent many months trying to get Sid to go back to Riddhima but it was futile, Sid just refused and told her to concentrate on her pregnancy. Neha gave up and lived her life, she tried to get Sid back but he was broken and shattered. The birth of Payal, got Sid smiling as spending time with her Sid would forget everything. Neha regretted her decision of going to Sid for help a year ago but she knew she had to make things right, she couldn't watch Sid live in false happiness and be hated by his loved ones, for something he didn't do. As everyone scorned him for the decisions he had made, everyone thought he broke Riddhima's trust when he has done nothing.

Back at the beach, Sid took out the letter Riddhima had written to him and he threw it into the sea, he couldn't carry round words which were false, she was moving on she was getting married.

At the wedding Sid had to see that Riddhima was getting married, but he knew he didn't have the strength to watch the wedding as images of his and Riddhima's wedding kept coming to mind and he left from there, he knew Riddhima had seen him so he tried to leave from there unnoticed he barely managed but he made it, he reached the car park and let the tears fall.

The wedding started and with every word the Mahraj said they were taking her away from Sid. She saw Neha she was standing there, in front of the Mandap. She couldn't handle it she got up as before the gat bandhan happened and ran from there she went to Neha saying he can't have left he wasn't allowed to leave. He couldn't leave her alone like this and started to cry. Everyone was watching her and were shocked wondering why she was behaving like this. She couldn't get married, she was married no one else could replace Sid in her life.

She was crying and Anjie came up to her and put her hand on her shoulder. Riddhima was muttering I can't get married, I can't. She continued to repeat those words. Dr Shashank took charge of the situation and told Riddhima she has to get married it is for her betterment. She needs to move forward in life, like Sid has. Riddhima laughed and said Sid has moved forward but she hasn't she spends every night listening to Sid saying I love you to her, she can't think about anyone else but Sid, he can break her heart a million times, but she only wants him. He never broke her trust, she broke his trust and till Sid doesn't forgive me or talk to me, there is no way I can be happy. Neha was crying at those words and then told her to go and follow her heart, its not too late. Riddhima ran from there. As Neha watched Riddhima leave she hoped those two will sort this mess out. She smiled saying they are both mad.

Riddhima ran to the car park, she was about to get into a car and go when she saw him he was standing there with his back towards her. She ran and hugged him from behind, she rested her cheek on his back and let the tears fall. Sid was shocked at the fact someone had hugged him but he realised that this touch was familiar, it was Riddhima. He was about to hold her hand and turn around, when he realised what he was doing he started to walk away. As he was starting to move away Riddhima said "I can't watch you leave me again Sid, I love you and I need you. Living without you has been punishment enough Sid, this past year every thought every move everything has been about you Sid. I can't imagine my life without you, tell me once you are happy without me and I will leave from here and never interfere in your life tell me Sid."

Sid had tears in his eyes, he wanted to be happy but couldn't he loved her with everything he had but nothing was the same. "I love you Riddhima, I don't think I can love anyone as much as I loved you, but that night I can never forget it I can forgive you but I can't forget what happened as much as I want to forget and be happy, we can't start a new life with new memories, because old memories remain and you are testimony to this fact. Forgiveness I can offer but I can't live a life with you anymore, the Siddhant Modi you knew well he is gone and he will never come back, I have made a life for myself with Neha and Payal. Even though I know Neha will accept my decision if I went back to you, Payal has become my life and I can never leave her, I am her Sid Papa now and I am not going ever break that little girls heart, I will protect her because no one deserves to go through the pain I have been through. I always wondered if I should come and talk to you but since I found out you were getting married, I was initial hurt, broken but today talking to you in this moment I realised I do love you and I always will but I don't need you in my life you were a beautiful memory of my past and I happy to leave the past in the past, I am not going to let it enter my future and present. I have built a life without you, it was meant to be our life together but I guess fate had a different plan in store for us. I healed you and now Payal has healed me, holding her in my arms makes me forget everything. So Riddhima this is goodbye and be happy, because I have made my decision." With saying this he gave her a kiss on her forehead and walked away...

The end....

Sorry but I didn't want a happy ending, not because I don't want SR but for this OS, I actually wanted Sid to be dead but I messed it up at the beginning so I had Sid live, but all the way through I never planned to unite SR...

Thanks for commenting and liking everyone it means alot

OMGGGGGGGGGGG...........*take a pause to think and then sighs*

OMG! Very very touching... Deep emotions and love pent up in Sid Modi...

Originally posted by: sajni786

OMGGGGGGGGGGG...........*take a pause to think and then sighs*

This was achingly beautiful nikzoooooooooooo...............and even tho SR didnt unite.........it was still so beautiful to see how Ridz realized her love for Sid when it was too late and how Sid moved on in his life with keeping those wonderful moments of the past ever beautiful and cherishing........coz this kept their love honorable n untainted.......

And love does not always mean being together........

I loved the part where sid told ridz that he was her healer and payal became his healer.........

Lovely End........

🤗Thank you for such a sweet comment 😳

Really made me smile 😆

I don't know, the ending for this OS was annoying me and then I was sitting on the couch, and I was just thinking about how I wanted to end it and I was listening to some songs and I realised wait I don't want Sid to go back to her, but I want him to love what he had and grow and change from this experience and I hope I showed this.

Thanks once again 😳

Originally posted by: prejudiced

OMG! Very very touching... Deep emotions and love pent up in Sid Modi...

Loved the OS.

Thank you 🤗

nikzooooooo...........U made Sid rise in his love for ridz ..........not fall......he became a winner despite losing ridz whereas Ridz despite winning sid's love......she lost eveything else......his forgiveness n knowing that he truly loved her and didnt deserve wat she did to him will forever haunt her and I suppose no punishement or repentance can be better than that coz she will see a guy who had the courage to love on in his life and devoting his life to ppl who love him and bare no cause to his past but are simply innocent.......this difference of humanity will forever haunt her.......

Originally posted by: sajni786

nikzooooooo...........U made Sid rise in his love for ridz ..........not fall......he became a winner despite losing ridz whereas Ridz despite winning sid's love......she lost eveything else......his forgiveness n knowing that he truly loved her and didnt deserve wat she did to him will forever haunt her and I suppose no punishement or repentance can be better than that coz she will see a guy who had the courage to love on in his life and devoting his life to ppl who love him and bare no cause to his past but are simply innocent.......this difference of humanity will forever haunt her.......

btw.........were sid n neha married???? I mean I didnt get that part??? so was payal sid's kid???? and was that pretence night between neha n sid actually happen???

No I couldn't be bothered to explain the Sid and Neha stuff, but Payal was Neha's daughter with someone else, Sid promised to help her through the pregnancy as a friend, but I realised I didn't show it clearly enough but I wasn't in the mood to extend it, but I did say in part 2, Sid said this is my way of keeping my promise to you, to Neha. 😛