Never realised that to survive ..there will come a day..when i will have to lie and pretend...
I am just not cut out to be a hypocrite...i say what i feel...dont know how to hide it....haven't learned how to pretend other wise...i never wanted to play games....always said what was in my heart and mind...and i guess always will....some have the knack of hiding their true emotions and feelings behind a facade....i never learnt it...i always believed whatever we say and do with truth is always appreciated.
my pain is too raw to be hidden...i love you too much to play hide and seek...i am a man with straight answers...but lately it seems i have been take for a ride too many times...am wondering why does every one around me let me down..just walk out after blaming me....say certain things to me...and something else lies hidden in the depths of their hearts....how do i read such people....am i the only one here who comes clean....
at looking at the way i am being punished for my straight from the heart honesty....i wish i could lie....but no.....i will not do that.....!!