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Posted: 15 years ago
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Hey Nitzy,🤗

Sid now has given up the hope that Riddhima would ever accept him as her husband and even if she does....she would put her heart and soul into the relationship.....this feeling of worthlessness is killing him inside....and also its difficult for him to stand Riddhima's fakery.....hence his angst and refusal to be burdened by this relationship.....but the goodness in him overpowered him once he met Shanky...he could not hurt him....he decided to go on his honeymoon. There, he could not see Riddhima being touched by any other man.....he got quite possessive and went to play the game despite his unwillingness.

Riddhima though is not yet into the relationship with all her heart....but she still has developed some kind of feelings for Sid....its not love yet....but something unexplainable.....something more than a soft-corner....she was hurt when Sid talked about their divorce. She did not want to be separated from him....she wanted to hold onto him....as you have said, she wants Sid to pull her out of this trauma.....she wants Sid to heal her....give her a new lease of life that is full of happiness and sunshine.

They both cannot live with each other...yet its difficult for them to let go of each other.....the bond they are sharing is strange......its of the pain, the wounds and the emotional conflicts raging inside them.
Edited by Starry_night - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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i m speachless wonderful post missed u poco,
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Posted: 15 years ago
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welcome back🤗....I missed you....
I thought maybe you were sick or something😔..........
Great post as usual....I never write/reply...more like the silent one on the forum....but since I glanced at your post recently( 2 weeks ago)...I hve become a regular.....😊
Yeah...its a true tug of war between them.....both of them...are on either side trying to pull ..if they pull too hard the rope might break...but it is not meant to be .....so you see that faint flicker of hope when they give in just a touch...how long this goes on ...only time can tell which feeling is stronger of the two....the urge to tug more or give in more....
by the way...loved tum bin too so poignant
Edited by moviebuff05 - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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wow nitzy i m sooooooo happy to read ur post...u made my day...ur a genius sweetz...missed u a lot....bahot soona lag raha tha widout ur posts... 🤗 🤗

coming to the post...

Siddhant is completely shattered n broken from within..it is very difficult for him to get over from the marriage day..the horrible flashes of that day r not leaving his sight...riddhima's suicide fiasco has deeply registered in his heart..he cant get over the fact that riddhima tried to kill her own self coz she did not want to marry him...its almost a herculean task for him...the feeling of being unwanted n unworthy not being trusted is deep rooted inside in his heart...it is the most ugly phase in his life....he is trying to distant riddhima from him by being his worst in terms of behaviour...but riddhima is not affected by his behaviour is not sinking in for him...he refuses to cope up coz he dsnt want to go thru same emotional turmoil once again.he refuses from being hurt anymore...he trying his best to detach himself from riddhima but he dsnt realize he is attached to riddhima now n she has somewhere taken a place in his heart...Intense Feeling Too Often Obscures The Truth!

Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?
Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?
Why do I try to hide from what is true?
Why do I still have these feelings for you?
this is wat siddhant feels..

On the other side riddhima she is guilt ridden n apologetic for her behaviour...she wans a chance from sid..she is trying her best to make the realtion work n wans the give the relation a new lease of life....but her suicide attempt fiasco is is against her efforts..her efforts are going in vain...siddhant's innate goodness is touching her from within...siddhant never told shanky anythin abt their torrid relation n his concern for shanky's health touched her heart.she holds him in high regard n respects him for his kindness....then at the cottage sid applyin the ointment to her wound...his care n affection n gestures are creating an impact on her.n thats why perhaps slowly she is growing fond of sid n devolpin a liking for him..she knws that she will have to go thru tough times ahead too but then too she wans to give this relation another chance...

Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?
Why do I like to have you around so much?
Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?
Why do I want to put my heart in your hands
this is wat riddhima feels..

they are sort of incomplete widout each other...how much ever they try to go away from each other they get back together...even though today they r on the opposite sides their bond is unbreakable n they will always be drawn towards each other...they r destined to be together...
Edited by kritishah3 - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: *Shruti*

Firstly welcome back Nitz🤗🤗


Lolz , you people are such sweeties. It seems meri picchle janam se waapsi ho rahi hai!😆😆😆😆😆😆😆.... love you, Shruity-Fruity!🤗

Coming to your post, you explained everything beautifully🤗🤗

Siddhant is hurt. He can't come out of the fact that Ridz tried to end her life and she had no trust in him. The feeling of being unwanted is hitting him deep inside. He is trying to distant Ridz from him by being mean to her but she seems to be unaffected which pricks him more. He doesn't realize how much he tries to be mean or rude to Ridz, tell her he doesn't care for her he can't cut the strings of his heart that has been attached to her even if he tries hard to do it.

Yeah. He seems that Riddz just sees through him. Remember him telling her - Main tumhaare saath kucch bhi karoon , tumhe koi farak nahiin padta..... but he cannot detach himself from Riddhima ... and all this angst even when he has no realization of his feelings for her.

Riddhima knows she did a mistake and is apologetic. She wants Sid to give him once chance. She knows winning back his trust won't be easy. The road ahead is full of thorns which she would walk even though she knows it's going to hurt her more. Sid could have told Shashank about the entire fiasco and ended this matter for once and all but he preferred not to break a father's heart who wants to see her daughter and son in law having a happy married life like any parent would.
Sid's goodness has touched Ridz heart.

Riddhima wants Sid's trust and his reassuring companionship back and she is willing to take the pains for that. She knows this is her best chance at life again and she won't let it go easily. Sid has to be with her and she is trying her best to keep him with her. He has touched her soul by his sheer persona. Goodness moves mountains. Riddhima is only human.


Two strangers placed in each other's life by destiny. They might be standing at opposite corners of a room. How much they try to go far away from each other something the bond they share pulls them back together.

PERFECT. 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: Starry_night

Hey Nitzy,🤗


PRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! YuNa ki sagaai mubaarak ho!🤗

Sid now has given up the hope that Riddhima would ever accept him as her husband and even if she does....she would put her heart and soul into the relationship.....this feeling of worthlessness is killing him inside....and also its difficult for him to stand Riddhima's fakery.....hence his angst and refusal to be burdened by this relationship.....but the goodness in him overpowered him once he met Shanky...he could not hurt him....he decided to go on his honeymoon. There, he could not see Riddhima being touched by any other man.....he got quite possessive and went to play the game despite his unwillingness.


Well-said. Sid feels the worst about himself when he looks at Riddhima and his belief that Riddhima will never treat him with respect and affection . Love is too far-fetched. Imagine spending your life with somebody who doesn't even realize at times that you are present in the same room. So, Sid is a frustrated volcano these days. But Riddz matters and yeah, i agree.... Sid hated the thought of another man touching Riddhima and was pulled like a magnet to keep the poor fellow away from his wife.


Riddhima though is not yet into the relationship with all her heart....but she still has developed some kind of feelings for Sid....its not love yet....but something unexplainable.....something more than a soft-corner....she was hurt when Sid talked about their divorce. She did not want to be separated from him....she wanted to hold onto him....as you have said, she wants Sid to pull her out of this trauma.....she wants Sid to heal her....give her a new lease of life that is full of happiness and sunshine.

Hmmm... i guess i will term that as fondness for a man who has stood by her through thick and thin , seen her at her best and her worst and shielded her from everything. I think i will go by what you say - More than a soft corner.



They both cannot live with each other...yet its difficult for them to let go of each other.....the bond they are sharing is strange......its of the pain, the wounds and the emotional conflicts raging inside them.

That is so deep, Pri. 👏👏👏👏👏👏Wow! Intense and rings true for SR. 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳


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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: moviebuff05

welcome back🤗....I missed you....

I thought maybe you were sick or something😔..........

I missed you too, Buffy! 🤗Nah, nah. Me not sick. I only drive people round and round in circles. 😆😆😆😆😆

Great post as usual....I never write/reply...more like the silent one on the forum....but since I glanced at your post recently( 2 weeks ago)...I hve become a regular.....😊

And if you stay silent in here , I will send Sister Stella to scare you. 😡😡😡😡😡😡😆😆😆😆😆😆
Yeah...its a true tug of war between them.....both of them...are on either side trying to pull ..if they pull too hard the rope might break...but it is not meant to be .....so you see that faint flicker of hope when they give in just a touch...how long this goes on ...only time can tell which feeling is stronger of the two....the urge to tug more or give in more....

I hope the urge to give in. There is a limit upto which a human being can hold back , and then , all dams break.
by the way...loved tum bin too so poignant

I love that film. What a story!

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Posted: 15 years ago
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YuNa ki saagai mubaarak to you too.....🥳
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Posted: 15 years ago
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🤗🤗
Good to see you back Pinky Poco!! Missed ya!

Cant right now as my mind is a little numb.....but what a post! Beautiful doesn't even cover it. If you decide to write a book one day,I want the first published copy.

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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: kritishah3

wow nitzy i m sooooooo happy to read ur post...u made my day...ur a genius sweetz...missed u a lot....bahot soona lag raha tha widout ur posts... 🤗 🤗

My posts and not me?🤗

coming to the post...

Siddhant is completely shattered n broken from within..it is very difficult for him to get over from the marriage day..the horrible flashes of that day r not leaving his sight...riddhima's suicide fiasco has deeply registered in his heart..he cant get over the fact that riddhima tried to kill her own self coz she did not want to marry him...its almost a herculean task for him...the feeling of being unwanted n unworthy not being trusted is deep rooted inside in his heart...it is the most ugly phase in his life....he is trying to distant riddhima from him by being his worst in terms of behaviour...but riddhima is not affected by his behaviour is not sinking in for him...he refuses to cope up coz he dsnt want to go thru same emotional turmoil once again.he refuses from being hurt anymore...he trying his best to detach himself from riddhima but he dsnt realize he is attached to riddhima now n she has somewhere taken a place in his heart...Intense Feeling Too Often Obscures The Truth!


Point. Sid refuses to be hurt and that is why he is keeping an arm's distance from Riddhima and being rude to her so that he stops hurting inside. And that quote holds true. Very true.


Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?Because you touched me inside and we cannot separate.
Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?Because you are in my head and you are the only reality that i see.
Why do I try to hide from what is true?Because you have changed my definitions of what is true and what is false.
Why do I still have these feelings for you?If this is love , so be it, I can no longer fight this.
this is wat siddhant feels..

On the other side riddhima she is guilt ridden n apologetic for her behaviour...she wans a chance from sid..she is trying her best to make the realtion work n wans the give the relation a new lease of life....but her suicide attempt fiasco is is against her efforts..her efforts are going in vain...siddhant's innate goodness is touching her from within...siddhant never told shanky anythin abt their torrid relation n his concern for shanky's health touched her heart.she holds him in high regard n respects him for his kindness....then at the cottage sid applyin the ointment to her wound...his care n affection n gestures are creating an impact on her.n thats why perhaps slowly she is growing fond of sid n devolpin a liking for him..she knws that she will have to go thru tough times ahead too but then too she wans to give this relation another chance...

True. She cannot let go of Sid because he is the thread of hope she clings to in an otherwise shattered life that she considered finished once Armaan bowed out from her life.



Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?Because that voice comes from the doors of life.
Why do I like to have you around so much?Because you reassure me that everything will be okay, always.
Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?Because your comforting hug gives me that faith.
Why do I want to put my heart in your hands- Because i know , you will teach it to beat again,.
this is wat riddhima feels..

they are sort of incomplete widout each other...how much ever they try to go away from each other they get back together...even though today they r on the opposite sides their bond is unbreakable n they will always be drawn towards each other...they r destined to be together..

EXACTLY. 😳

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Edited by Pocahontas - 15 years ago

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