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I dont know how many people are feeling this, but i think that i am already going into depression again because Rajat or Mugdha will not be seen for quite sometime.
I was not part of this Forum last year, so Rajat's exit gave me a very big shock. That too he left on my birthday which made things even worse. I thought that atleast this time i know the news in advance so it wont be a big shock but nothing seems to work. I have already become very moody. I had stopped smiling that often and i mean to say that i am used to smiling alot. After that watching TV became a sin for me. I completely stopped with much suprise to my parents as they know that TV is my life. I hae already started getting lost in thoughts.My parents cant understand what is wrong with me and neither can i tell them the real reason. i give a stupid reason for not studying properly which is not at all true.
Last year my depression faded because i came to know that Rajat is coming back. But during that time gap i had become very gloomy. Unknowingly prc had become a very big and important part of my life. That was later replaced by DharamVeer. I was thinking will i ever be able to come out of this depression. What if Rajat doesnt come back for a long time? How will all of us ever be able to pass that time??
Time is getting depressing by the minute. I think that i will be seeing a very long and painful time gap this time. That is not a pretty picture. *Gloomy Diwali to All*
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