But I had started the topic considering the initial concept of Mahadev being emoted as a man who feels, who reasons, who is bounden by the Karma as us all...
That Vulnerability was what I saw today, after a long time...
His Ansh ...Jalandhar, such a complex character and yet didnt we all identify with him?? Didn't all his questions felt as if they were asked by us?? It was as if the audience was given a mike, and Jalandhar mimicked the questions and we asked it..
And he answered like Mahadev was to answer...Why do we ever feel that we are alone, He is always with us..When we think he has abandoned us, he is there, in every form...Show me a place where he is not...Show me a moment I have abandoned you...And true enough we dont value the people around us, as the representatives of that one Super entity...He is everywhere...in every being...Like the Buddhist philosophy goes...
Dhamam Sharnam Gachhami.
Dhamam as defined by Osho : A common cosmos in everybeing...
The identification of that being, is what he talked about...
There is a Sher on this...(This is a quote,,,I am not promoting alcohol😛😆)
Ghalib Sharab Peene De Masjid Mein Beth Ker,
Ya Wo Jagah Bata Jahan Khuda Nahi.
Have to Love how he said, that Mujhe tumhare sar par haath rakhne ki aavashyakta hi nahi thi, Kyunki Maine kabhi apni God se tumhe utara hi nahi..
true enough how can you give guidance to someone when you still have him/her on your little finger...
The way he said that Ye mere Krodhagni ka karm tha...I had wondered how come Mahadev was not talking about his own anger resulting into this..and he did...he did say that it was the consequence of his own anger...and he had suffered..he was the one on whom every attack was made...he was the one injured..he was the one died,,,and he was the one who lived...I was the blood that came from your body...
mein hoon aur main hi nahi hoon aur jo nahi hai main wahi hoon
It is then he finally says...how being an ansh is not an option..a wave..although an individual in its own capacity, it cannot take the place of the ocean...the wave which thinks like that also has to lose itself into the ocean...
Love how he said "Jalandhar" ...Mahadev was at his softest today...as he explained his ansh that it was time to meet his origin...the way he did not tell him that this is his end...but a new beginning...Jalandhar was finally going to achieve his completeness...The complaint he had that Mahadev had never accepted him, was now going to be resolved..he was going to become an inseparable part of Mahadev...
And we see tears in his eyes...only Mahadev can be so Bhola...the way he stood today to accept his ansh back but yet full of Karuna thinking about the sufferrings he had...
I always say when Mahadev cries...they are like tears of the sun..he makes us cry





