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Andrea Marie Villegas Baid

@diorslik

Dazzler

Posted: 13 years ago

Manyat's POV

I got home from a day of school, then chilling at places with my friends. I quickly logged into my computer to see if HE was on. He was on my mind ALL DAY. It's been like that ever since the first day of school, but lately it has been. . .not so much great vibes. As soon as I logged in, I got a pop-up IM.

SwagUV: Hey Manyata

Manyata: Heyyy(:

SwagUV: I need to talk to you. Is that alright??

I got really nervous. Was this the moment I been waiting for? Has the last 3 months hung over this boy finally pay off??

Manyata: *Gasp* Suree. Lol. I most likely KNOW what's about. .

SwagUV: What's it about??

Manyata: Ummm, us?

SwagUV: Kinda. Well here it goes; manyata, I know that you like me and you know that I like you, but there is gonna be someone that will make you smile and make you feel like the best person in the world, and it's not me though. I'm sorry manayata, but there will be someone in your life that will love you even more than me... I'm sorry. . .

My heart just stopped. I was speechless. I couldn't think of what to say. All I wanted was him and to be with him. I did what my heart told me to do.

Manyata : Ummm, what is this supposed to mean? So why NOT give us a chance? I mean I REALLYYY like you. Cause, I mean, YOU could be the one who could make me smile. And YOU could be the one who I could love. So are you saying that you're gonna stop liking me or something?

SwagUV: Well, what I'm trying to say is that i like you, but i would rather want to stay as friends, it seems better to stay as friends, cuz its prob gonna get awkward, idk why, but that's what I'm feeling...I'm sorry manyata...I'm not saying that!! I still like you, but there's gonna be someone better than me that will love you 3x as much as you love him, but that persons not gonna be me...

My blood began to boil with anger after he written his last sentence.

Manyata: HOW DID THE DAMN WORLD WILL YOU KNOW THAT UDAY?!?!?! CAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU DO! CAUSE YOU COULD BE THE DAMN ONE WHO COULD MAKE ME SMILE AND LAUGH.

I calmed down my tone a bit with him. I didn't want to lose him.

Manyata : I smile all the time when I see you, I laughed all the time cause I get bubbly around you, and I get all jumpy, and stuff. I mean, how could that be awkward?

SwagUV: yeah but see if i were to ask you out, its only gonna be cuz everyone else wants me to, and i don't want that to happen cuz then we will break up and you will get hurt 5x as much than this right now.

Manyata : How trust this is 10x times worse uday . I'm CRYING.

I started to think why he was doing this to me. Hurting me so much. I just wanted him to mine, and mine only.

Manyata : Well do YOU want to ask me out? It's not about anyone else. It's YOU and YOUR opinion.

SwagUV : I know manyata, but my opinion is that i like you, but i really wanna stay as friends. I'm sorry. I'm crying here too, it's not just you.

I scoffed; I started to not believe anything he was telling me. His pain he was giving me causes me enough.

Manyata : NO, YOU'RE NOT SORRY. I mean, I reallyyy like you, and I thought you reallyyy liked me. But you hurt me instead. What I don't understand is why aren't you giving us a try??

SwagUV : Imma go now... I just want you to know this and it might not seem true, but i can't be your Romeo. It may not seem like I'm not really sorry, but I have seen all these bad relationship problems. But i don't want to be in a relationship... When I say I'm sorry, its coming from the bottom of my heart manyata, i really mean it... and I don't wanna say anymore cuz I'll probably just make this worse...so bye... And I'm sorry again, even though you probably think I'm not.

I got off after that. My face was drenched in tears, and my clothes were wet from the drops falling into my clothes. I just laid in my bed for the rest of the night, knowing that I'll never get that chance. And I'll never get that chance to show him what we should be. What's worse of all his took my heart, ripped it into shreds and still had my heart after all the pain he caused. I just its cause I thought true love exist between us. Too bad I kept my mind in a fairytale.

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