Part 5
Flashback:
"Can you just listen this time to your heart?" he questions her again and brought his face closer to hers.
Can she? She asked herself when he brought his faces closers to her.
She felt his breath on her forehead and her heart race like never before.
Why was she feeling like this?
His eyes catch her eyes; she could not look away.
She felt his hand move up in her hair and tried to control the upcomingfeelings that made weak in the legs.
That made her want too lean against him, too hold him.
The feelings who made her want too forget everything.
Feelings, which just wanted her too be a prisoner off his love.
Prisoner of his love?
Shocked about her thoughts, shocked to realise what just happen she wanted to make a step back but he stopped her.
His words stopped her.
Close to her mound she heard him whisper. His voice made her shiver.
It made her stop und listen.
"Manyata, accept it. You can lie too the world but not too you heart. You know it"
"I can" she gave low back and realised that her voice betrayed her.
"You can not hate me" he contradicted soft.
Their noses touched each other.
Move back, her mind orden her but she could not.
Something did hold her back.
She closed her eyes.
She tried too controlling her breath who revealed him her feelings.
In vain
"No" she was desperate, her mind fight her heart.
"Manyata, listen to your heart" he orden her soft and she felt how he brought her closer to him.
Don't listen to your heart, she orden herself and did put her hands on his arms to find hold. She felt weak.
"Stop fighting" he ordered her.
She felt his lips on her left cheek and was shocked.
"Don't"
She wanted to free herself but her body did not listen.
"No don't, Manyata. Listen too your heart. You need me"
Again she felt his lips on her cheek, this time on her right.
Her whole body shivered.
Without realising it she strengthened her hands on his arms and leaned against him.
Again their noise touched.
"You need me, Manyata, admit it"
She felt his breath on her mouth.
"No, never" she whispered.
Control, she orden herself but she failed.
He stroked with one hand her cheek and drove with the other in her hair.
"You need me" he whispered confident
"N- No" her voice betrayed her.
"You do" he contradicted her lie.
Yes, she did.
She felt it right now but she did not want to accept it.
"You do" he answered for her
Manyata opened her mouth to contradict him again when she felt his lips on her lips.
For a moment she forget too breathe and was numb.