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this thought came to me when i was thinking what will Dev be like when he knows the truth...
hope u'll like it.😃
Dev was passing by when he hears the voice of Radh, he smiles and slowly forwards his steps in that direction, but as he neared the voice was getting clear and smile fades and he frowns sensing the serious voice about the talk, Radh voice seemed serious and also Barkha seems to be there...as he got closer he gives a serious ear at the discussion...It was Radh talking with Barkha...he frowns more seeing Radh so stern...
Radh: ...tu yeh sooch rahi hai agar yeh sab tu karegi tho woh tujhe apna lenge?
Nahi barkha tu kabhi bhi saphal nahi ho payegi...
He's trying to understand what's going on...he takes one more step forwards but stops right there hearing Barkha...
Barkha: kyun nahi Radhika! kya tu mujhe rokegi? she smirks
kaise!! sabko chilla chilla kar sach bolegi ki Barkha Dev ko haasil karna chahthi hai??? She says in sarcastic tone...
Dev is shocked!!! He looks at Barkha with unbelievable eyes, He never thought that he would see Radh and Barkha conversing this way...He then turns to Radh, but again turns to barkha who starts speaking again...
Barkha: aur tu kya sochthi hai, agar tu sabko sach batha degi tho sab maan jayenge?
Radh in stern voice with confident voice: Barkha, main nahi tu khud chilla chilla kar sab ko apna sach bathayegi...Aur yeh mere Kahna hi karengein...
Dev hearing the convesation turns back and slowly goes away from there to his room.
taking small steps and in thoughts (very broken) he slowly sits on the bed...
He just sits there in his thoughs, He sits in trace, he's silent, frowns his eyes eyes, too many thoughts going inside him...
Dev says out in despair: kya Radhika! yahi samjhana chahthi thi!!!!!!...questions himself in pain and astonishment..
Magar!...thinks..... magar mein barkha par kaise shak kar saktha tha, meine usse Radhika ka dosth samjha tha...aur ussne humme mila ne ki kithni koshish ki thi...tho uss par shak kaise...trying to defend himself.
He exasperates with frustration...
and flashes of past come before him one by one remainding him all what has happened... ...Radh being very sad, she lying on the bed and he sees the flashes of their convo, and he's now again back in his thoughts...again the flashes comes before him in the hotel Radh trying to say something...and Dev shouting at her not to say anything against Bak and telling her to think what she is doing...He closes his eyes in frustration thinking all this...he bends and hold his head with his hands on his knees ...
Dev: Kya kar diya meine!!!!!!! feelign so helpless... in painful
He stands and goes to the window, looks out in trance...He's again in thoguhts, he closes his fist...he hits the wall...
Dev: Kaise hone diya....in great pain, emotion...
His words keep breaking...
Dev: Radhika ne ... mujhe samjha ne ki...he feels sad ... aur meine!!!!
meine uski batho par vish... he could not complete his words... he breaks down, sits on the window like lifeless leaning the wall... He looks in trance and he keep getitng the flashes and keeps reminding him how he behaved with her...He closes his eyes...
Dev: kya kar diya meine!!!! Radhika ko kithna chont pachuchaya...in painful voice
He again gets the flash of Radh asking him to promise that he'll believe her...this pokes him like naything...
Dev: meine Radhika ka viswash tod diya...he closes his eyes in pain...tears falling form his eyes...
Kya mein ab uske maafhee ke layak hun!!! kya woh mujhe maafh karige!!!
He sits there in trance and completely lost of what happened...
After sometime, Radh walks in see him sitting there...She didnt realize he came home...but gets concern seeing him sitting like that...she asks...
Radh: Suniye!!
Dev comes out of his thoughts and looks at her, doesnt say anything..
Radh: Aap wahan aise khun baithain hai? Aap theek hai!!!
Dev looks at her shakes his head little walking over to her...Radh frowns
Radh: Kya hua! kya baath hai... Dev doesnt speak anything...
Boliye!!! in soft voice...
Dev: Radhika!!! woh!!!...he stops and lowers his hear...and is in toughts...
Radh: Kya hua! aap ithne pareshan kyun hai...
Dev: Woh tarasal...
she wait for him say the reason
Dev: he looks into her eyes, they stare for sometime....Mujhe tumse kuch baath karna tha...in soft voice...
Radh is stunned sensing seriousness in his voice and feels little nervous what he's talking about...
he goes to the bedside...Radh comes behind him...He says he has heard them conversing...Radh is stunned...Dev turns back to face Radh...Radh gets concerned looks seeing his tears...Dev comes forward and holds her hands and shaking his head tries to something but he couldnt speak...Radh too gets tears seeing him...
holding Radh he makes her sit on the bed and kneels in front of her holding her...Radh just keep looking at him...
He takes her hands into his, and with great remorse he says
Dev: mujhe maaf kar do Radhika, mein tumhe samaj nahi paya!!! tumne kithna kehne ki koshish ki magar mein tumhari baath sunne ko bhi taiyyar nahi tha...
Ab sochtha hun tho yeh sochtha hun ki meine tumhe samajh ne mein galthi kaise kardi...meine tumhe kaise akela chod diya...
He takes her hands to his forehead holding it tightly..
mujhe maaf kar do Radhika...
radh's teras flow seeing him like that...
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